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[rooster crowing]

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[wind blowing, leaves rustling]

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[phone ringing]

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Hello?

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[woman] <i>Hello? Modesta?</i>

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Who's calling?

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[man] All right, I'll make it work, madam.

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Dencio, we're back in business.

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Cake, you seen Jo?

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{\an8}Here, Director.

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{\an8}The network wants Dencio back.

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{\an8}Yes, but I'm sure we shot Dencio.
He's dead.

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{\an8}Who wants to see this show canceled?

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{\an8}- No one.
- [all] No!

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{\an8}Okay, then how do we bring him back
from the dead?

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{\an8}Perhaps it's a nightmare, or he's a ghost, reincarnation?

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{\an8}It's an action series, all right,
not a fantasy.

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{\an8}Jo, you're the writer.

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{\an8}- Think about it.
- Right, at this point, I don't know.

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{\an8}- Spirits, maybe?
- Spirits is a little far out.

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{\an8}- [woman] Take the glass.
- Excuse me, director.

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{\an8}What if there's a twin?

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{\an8}[gulps]

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{\an8}Twins. Case closed!

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{\an8}Make up for Dencio.

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{\an8}[all cheering]

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{\an8}God damn it, Matti!

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{\an8}If you didn't pack that bag,
I'm gonna fucking kill you!

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{\an8}Mom, wtf I told you I brought it.
You reminded me, like, 500 times.

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{\an8}- Really?
- Yes. Five hundred times.

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{\an8}- 500?
- Yes. I counted.

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{\an8}- Spare me the math.
- Shut up.

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{\an8}And will you stop sounding so smart.

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{\an8}You're such a little shit!

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{\an8}Hey, are you here to drive us?

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{\an8}Ma'am Paz De Los Santos?

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{\an8}Don't call me ma'am.

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{\an8}- I'm not that old.
- Let me take that, ma'am.

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{\an8}- Get in the car.
- I've got this.

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{\an8}- Be careful.
- Hey, move along.

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{\an8}Time's up.

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{\an8}Don't call me ma'am. [sarcastically]

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{\an8}Shit. Is this true?

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{\an8}Yes. Your dad's picking her up
from the pier.

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{\an8}I need to get to set now.

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{\an8}I'll call you later, mom.

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{\an8}Hello, dear?

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{\an8}[sighs]

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{\an8}The buried have arisen.

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{\an8}Who?

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{\an8}The one who went AWOL.

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{\an8}- They've returned.
- Your natural mother?

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{\an8}Our lady of eternal absence?

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{\an8}OMG.

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{\an8}The former starlet is making a comeback?

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{\an8}[weather forecast on radio]

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{\an8}This is fucking surreal.

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{\an8}Welcome home!

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{\an8}You're fucking weird, Mom.

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{\an8}[both chuckle]

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{\an8}Well, that workshop's another thing.

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{\an8}They have so many requirements, they've
even asked for a sequence treatment.

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{\an8}At least now my visa's ready.

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{\an8}I think you've got this, girl!

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{\an8}You revived a dead body, didn't you?
Your bad!

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{\an8}Eighteen sequences, on the spot.

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{\an8}- I know you can--
- Girl.

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{\an8}We're talking about <i>America.</i>

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{\an8}Well, you never know,
they might hire you when you're there,

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{\an8}Miss Shonda Rhimes!

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{\an8}She might hire you, girl, think on that.

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But wait...

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Can you really leave all this behind?

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All this?

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Yeah.

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- Yeah.
- Yeah!

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I'm ready to.

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[ship horn blowing]

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Wake up, Matias. Wake up.

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What?

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Just smell that.

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Smell it. It's... [inhales deeply]

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- ...pure ocean air.
- [coughs]

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Are you okay?

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Yeah. Yeah. The ocean, yeah.

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- Here.
- Thanks.

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It's just so weird to be back, you know?

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I'm sure they're all excited to see us.

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Really?

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I was famous, you know?

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Mm-hmm.

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I was!

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Once upon a time, I was
Manila's up and coming dramatic star.

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[chuckles]

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Did you ever arrive?

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[chuckles]

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Watch it, or I'll send you overboard.

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I think we're here.

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[ship horn blowing]

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{\an8}THIS, THAT AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN

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- Matti, watch the bag!
- Mom, they're not gonna run away.

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[people chattering]

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Rene!

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Rene?

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Is that you? Paz?

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I don't believe it.

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- Can you put those in the back?
- Who? Who's that?

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Still your car?

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You should know I'm not the kind of guy
who just throws broken things away.

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Who's this?

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My son.

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- Welcome. Welcome. Welcome.
- Hi

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- Make yourself at home.
- Thanks.

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- Hurry up.
- Hop in.

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[Paz] Thank you.

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Be careful, Matti.

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[groans]

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- [Paz] Does everything fit?
- Uh-huh.

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Let's go.

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Are you okay, Matti?

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Yeah. Yeah.

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Is the box up there?

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Yeah.

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There.

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This old house waited for you.

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I had Claro clean the house.

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You remember our old helper?

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They were useless.

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Jo uses your old room when she's here,

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but she hardly ever comes home.

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I've prepared your father's room.

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Oh...

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who have you brought with you?

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This is my youngest, Matti.

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[Bes] Wow,

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so handsome.

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He looks like a celebrity.

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Say hello to Manang.

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He's just like his mother.

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My God. Just give her a kiss.

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Come on, come through here.

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[Matti playing guitar]

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[Paz] Matias!

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Cut it out!

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[guitar stops]

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[cell phone ringing]

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Dad.

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[Rene] <i>Jo, darling, come home, please.</i>

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<i>Your mom wants to see you.</i>

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It's...

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Dad, I have a lot of work here.

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<i>Sweetheart, family comes first.</i>

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<i>You can't just work all the time.</i>

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<i>You haven't been here for a while.</i>

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<i>Please come home.</i>

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<i>You know, it's been a while
since I've seen you--</i>

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- [groans softly]
<i>- What happened? Everything all right, Jo?</i>

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Let me get back to you.

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- At least think--
- Shit!

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[Jo] It's just one thing after another.

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Okay...

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so tell me, let's look at that.

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Just remember, you're in a safe space.

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This workshop,
it's great. I'm not complaining.

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I mean, this is my chance to...

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to actually make a better life for myself.

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It's just that I wonder now that
it's getting closer to being a reality,

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if this is the right thing for me to do,
'cause...

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'cause I feel, I don't know,

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I feel like there's something missing.

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I know this is a great move
and it could change my life, but...

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I feel like...

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I feel like there's
something I need to do first.

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Are we talking mostly about
the trip right now, or...

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is there something else bothering you?

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I heard Paz is here.

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[voice shaking]

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My God!

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She's back.

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Just when I'm finally moving on
with my life,

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I have to rip open wounds.

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And my father wants me to be there at home

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as if it's all okay now,
it's all fine.

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I mean, now, I don't know this person.

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She never cared for me.

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That's what they don't understand.

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That it took a lot for me
to get to this point.

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Sure, family, it's important,

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but tell me how you would react
if this was your family.

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[sighs]

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Then don't go.

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Don't go.

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You have your own life right now.

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I have my own life.

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It's your choice.

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Remember what we talked about?

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Personal boundaries.

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Boundaries. Yes.

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It's not a selfish thing to do, Jo.

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Okay.

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Boundaries.

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Yes.

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Here...

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your other hand.

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Let's breathe.

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Okay,

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deep inhale.

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- [inhales deeply]
- Two, three, four.

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Hold and exhale.

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- [exhales deeply]
- Two, three, four.

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Hold.

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{\an8}It's your choice.

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{\an8}It's my choice.

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{\an8}- It's my choice.
- Another one. Inhale.

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- [inhales deeply]
- Two, three, four.

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Hold...

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[ship horn blowing]

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[ship horn blowing]

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[yelps] Damn it!

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- [chuckles]
- Pain in the ass.

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[Rene] It's gone now.

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What are you laughing about?

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Such a waste.

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Don't you get bored, Renato?

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Not at all.

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I don't think there's anything boring
about living peacefully.

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- Can I ask you a question?
- Hmm.

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What does that place have, that we don't?

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Where is <i>that</i>?

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America.

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We've got TV here,

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the movies and shows are no different.

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What the fuck is your point, Renato?

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Why did you have to go so far away?

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Most things can be fixed, right?

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Whether it's a big thing or a small thing,

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you try and fix it
instead of just up and leaving.

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That hurt me, you know, and Jo too.

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You don't get me, I see that.

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Well, you should have explained yourself
to me before you ran away.

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I couldn't do that, for you.

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Do you think you can explain yourself now?

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[Paz] Shit.

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{\an8}It's stuck.

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Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit!

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Fuck!

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Fuck!

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[exhales]

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[Jo] Shit, shit, shit, shit!

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[groans softly]

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[dog marking]

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[both screaming]

255
00:15:11,619 --> 00:15:13,454
Is that... Joanne?

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Joanne!

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Joanne!

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- [Jo screams]
- [coughing]

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Joanne?

260
00:15:27,426 --> 00:15:30,346
Joanne, it's me!

261
00:15:32,139 --> 00:15:34,433
Why didn't you tell me you were coming?

262
00:15:36,268 --> 00:15:38,687
- Joanne?
- I'm peeing!

263
00:15:38,688 --> 00:15:41,148
Joanne, have you met your brother?

264
00:15:41,691 --> 00:15:43,359
- Joanne?
- Brother?

265
00:15:44,151 --> 00:15:46,362
Joanne, come out!

266
00:15:48,531 --> 00:15:49,407
Joanne!

267
00:15:56,080 --> 00:15:58,581
I'm so happy.

268
00:15:58,582 --> 00:16:01,002
My two, full grown children together.

269
00:16:02,503 --> 00:16:05,505
- Matti, meet your sister Joanne.
- It's Jo.

270
00:16:05,506 --> 00:16:07,299
- Joanne, meet Matti.
- Jo.

271
00:16:09,510 --> 00:16:11,387
Gosh, look at you.

272
00:16:12,138 --> 00:16:13,138
You're all grown up.

273
00:16:13,139 --> 00:16:15,765
- The last time I saw you...
- I was ten.

274
00:16:15,766 --> 00:16:17,810
Well, look at her, will you?

275
00:16:19,186 --> 00:16:20,980
You look so much like each other.

276
00:16:24,358 --> 00:16:26,776
We look so similar, don't you think?

277
00:16:26,777 --> 00:16:27,820
Except for the nose.

278
00:16:29,238 --> 00:16:32,199
And looks like you haven't slept
in years...

279
00:16:32,825 --> 00:16:34,284
and you could do more carbs,

280
00:16:34,285 --> 00:16:36,828
you know, just, you know,
for the meat of it.

281
00:16:36,829 --> 00:16:39,415
Hey, how about you can
sleep in my bedroom?

282
00:16:40,958 --> 00:16:43,126
- We could chit chat.
- Your bedroom?

283
00:16:43,127 --> 00:16:44,461
Yes, my bedroom.

284
00:16:44,462 --> 00:16:46,921
It's huge, the bed's enormous.

285
00:16:46,922 --> 00:16:49,132
Or maybe you want wine.
You want wine?

286
00:16:49,133 --> 00:16:51,885
- Or maybe a joint? All right, let's do it.
- I'm tired.

287
00:16:51,886 --> 00:16:53,011
I'm tired.

288
00:16:53,012 --> 00:16:55,514
Let's talk about my life in New York!

289
00:16:56,432 --> 00:16:57,349
Joanne!

290
00:17:00,269 --> 00:17:02,563
Hey, who the hell is that?

291
00:17:04,023 --> 00:17:05,940
You'll give a heart attack.

292
00:17:05,941 --> 00:17:06,817
What time is it?

293
00:17:07,860 --> 00:17:08,944
Can I stay here?

294
00:17:09,653 --> 00:17:10,905
She's taken my room.

295
00:17:14,116 --> 00:17:15,534
I'm glad you came home.

296
00:17:16,368 --> 00:17:17,368
Wait there.

297
00:17:17,369 --> 00:17:18,287
I need to pee.

298
00:17:21,540 --> 00:17:23,583
How long will they stay?

299
00:17:23,584 --> 00:17:24,793
I don't know.

300
00:17:24,794 --> 00:17:25,711
Nobody knows.

301
00:17:26,462 --> 00:17:28,464
[sighs softly]

302
00:17:32,301 --> 00:17:33,219
Why?

303
00:17:37,223 --> 00:17:38,140
Why?

304
00:17:43,813 --> 00:17:44,814
She's your mother.

305
00:17:55,324 --> 00:17:57,200
[Rene] You're a scoundrel.

306
00:17:57,201 --> 00:17:59,077
I bet you're just after my money,
aren't you?

307
00:17:59,078 --> 00:18:01,079
You think they still recognize me?

308
00:18:01,080 --> 00:18:02,705
Why are they all staring?

309
00:18:02,706 --> 00:18:05,500
Because you look like a bug lady.

310
00:18:05,501 --> 00:18:06,627
Stop it! What's this?

311
00:18:07,670 --> 00:18:09,546
Salted egg. Can you believe it?

312
00:18:09,547 --> 00:18:11,506
- Yeah.
- Yeah. That's nice.

313
00:18:11,507 --> 00:18:12,966
I missed these.

314
00:18:12,967 --> 00:18:14,384
They're so good.

315
00:18:14,385 --> 00:18:16,344
This is amazing.

316
00:18:16,345 --> 00:18:19,139
Hey, you know, this is so Philippines.

317
00:18:19,140 --> 00:18:21,267
- Are you hot now?
- Look, look, look.

318
00:18:22,226 --> 00:18:23,351
Can I try this on?

319
00:18:23,352 --> 00:18:24,270
Of course, ma'am.

320
00:18:25,312 --> 00:18:28,439
- Do you think this works for me?
- Yeah, it looks nice. It looks very nice.

321
00:18:28,440 --> 00:18:29,440
I'm not sure.

322
00:18:29,441 --> 00:18:30,776
Just buy it. Come on.

323
00:18:31,443 --> 00:18:32,610
It's Aunt Abby.

324
00:18:32,611 --> 00:18:35,239
- Quick. Thanks.
- Rude.

325
00:18:36,490 --> 00:18:37,991
- [Rene] Be careful.
- Paz!

326
00:18:37,992 --> 00:18:40,034
Careful with the eggs,
I don't wanna break them.

327
00:18:40,035 --> 00:18:42,120
- Is that you, Paz?
- Okay. Let's go.

328
00:18:42,121 --> 00:18:43,414
Drive!

329
00:18:53,299 --> 00:18:54,383
[Bes] Jo!

330
00:18:55,509 --> 00:18:57,552
Tilapia. It was just caught.

331
00:18:57,553 --> 00:18:59,512
- Mom, look at that.
- Yeah.

332
00:18:59,513 --> 00:19:01,932
Rene, we can make ceviche with this.

333
00:19:04,018 --> 00:19:05,226
[Rene] Sweetheart.

334
00:19:05,227 --> 00:19:07,020
How long have you been here?

335
00:19:07,021 --> 00:19:08,105
Since morning, Dad.

336
00:19:09,315 --> 00:19:10,274
Good girl.

337
00:19:11,692 --> 00:19:13,903
Have you had the pleasure
of meeting your brother?

338
00:19:15,237 --> 00:19:18,199
I wonder if he was a premature baby...

339
00:19:19,658 --> 00:19:21,118
because he acts like...

340
00:19:22,912 --> 00:19:24,330
he's not fully grown.

341
00:19:26,248 --> 00:19:27,750
I gotta go get something.

342
00:19:32,755 --> 00:19:36,550
Well, Paz, I said we'd bump
into that old lady eventually, right?

343
00:19:38,052 --> 00:19:39,762
She's like a dog with a bone.

344
00:19:40,971 --> 00:19:42,223
She doesn't miss a thing.

345
00:19:43,432 --> 00:19:44,350
Wait...

346
00:19:45,184 --> 00:19:47,269
did you only buy fruit and vegetables?

347
00:19:49,063 --> 00:19:49,980
No.

348
00:19:51,815 --> 00:19:52,857
Here we go.

349
00:19:52,858 --> 00:19:55,402
Rice. Look. Good job. There.

350
00:19:56,362 --> 00:19:57,862
Now, that'll be perfect.

351
00:19:57,863 --> 00:20:02,992
Now, I'll get that fish cooked
and serve it with the leftover rice.

352
00:20:02,993 --> 00:20:04,744
And then I'll do that...

353
00:20:04,745 --> 00:20:05,663
Do what?

354
00:20:07,122 --> 00:20:09,165
Start making sense, will you?

355
00:20:09,166 --> 00:20:10,291
Can you be more clear?

356
00:20:10,292 --> 00:20:12,043
- I am being clear.
- [Bes screams outside]

357
00:20:12,044 --> 00:20:13,003
It's Matti!

358
00:20:14,463 --> 00:20:15,713
Huh?

359
00:20:15,714 --> 00:20:17,048
[Bes] Hey!

360
00:20:17,049 --> 00:20:18,591
Hey, Matti!

361
00:20:18,592 --> 00:20:20,343
Matti!

362
00:20:20,344 --> 00:20:24,430
You don't know how to swim.
Matti, like this.

363
00:20:24,431 --> 00:20:26,849
Look at me! Rene!

364
00:20:26,850 --> 00:20:29,185
- Matti!
- Matti!

365
00:20:29,186 --> 00:20:30,145
My God!

366
00:20:31,146 --> 00:20:33,190
[panting]

367
00:20:36,110 --> 00:20:38,070
[distant voices]

368
00:20:44,326 --> 00:20:45,995
Jo. Hey, wait!

369
00:20:57,339 --> 00:20:58,589
{\an8}Matti!

370
00:20:58,590 --> 00:21:00,134
[coughing]

371
00:21:01,176 --> 00:21:02,386
[Paz] My God! Matti!

372
00:21:03,887 --> 00:21:05,096
Matti!

373
00:21:05,097 --> 00:21:06,724
What the fuck were you thinking?

374
00:21:07,349 --> 00:21:08,892
You can't swim.

375
00:21:09,560 --> 00:21:11,185
You could have drowned out there!

376
00:21:11,186 --> 00:21:13,438
You could have died out there! Stupid!

377
00:21:13,439 --> 00:21:15,774
[Rene] Hey, relax, calm down.

378
00:21:16,483 --> 00:21:18,693
You never listen to me.

379
00:21:18,694 --> 00:21:20,069
If you'd listened to me,

380
00:21:20,070 --> 00:21:22,948
you can't fucking swim! Goddamn it!

381
00:21:24,658 --> 00:21:26,993
- You were told.
- [Rene] Hey, calm down!

382
00:21:26,994 --> 00:21:28,745
He'll be all right on my watch.

383
00:21:28,746 --> 00:21:30,580
What the hell? He could have died!

384
00:21:30,581 --> 00:21:32,290
I'll give him swimming lessons.

385
00:21:32,291 --> 00:21:34,209
I can't believe you all.

386
00:21:34,793 --> 00:21:36,252
Damn you! Modesta,

387
00:21:36,253 --> 00:21:38,254
I don't want to deal with my child!

388
00:21:38,255 --> 00:21:39,380
Now, come on.

389
00:21:39,381 --> 00:21:40,965
- You!
- Stop that!

390
00:21:40,966 --> 00:21:43,634
- What's the matter with you?
- [Bes] That's enough now.

391
00:21:43,635 --> 00:21:45,095
- Fuck!
- That's enough.

392
00:21:47,973 --> 00:21:50,934
[on radio] <i>I just need to buy medicine
for my mom.</i>

393
00:21:51,435 --> 00:21:53,437
<i>She's been sick for a long time.</i>

394
00:21:54,146 --> 00:21:56,982
<i>I have no other way of earning money.</i>

395
00:21:57,816 --> 00:21:59,151
<i>Have pity on me.</i>

396
00:22:02,029 --> 00:22:04,907
Manang, don't you get sick
of these radio dramas?

397
00:22:06,075 --> 00:22:09,244
<i>Please, please, have mercy on our port.</i>

398
00:22:10,162 --> 00:22:11,330
[phone ringing]

399
00:22:12,122 --> 00:22:17,044
Darling. Jo. Sweetheart, it's your phone.

400
00:22:18,504 --> 00:22:20,422
- Mom?
- Here.

401
00:22:30,641 --> 00:22:32,142
That's how she addresses you?

402
00:22:36,438 --> 00:22:37,356
Mmm.

403
00:22:43,153 --> 00:22:44,904
[counsellor] <i>Hi. Where are you?</i>

404
00:22:44,905 --> 00:22:46,030
San Rafael.

405
00:22:46,031 --> 00:22:49,367
You went there. If you told me,
I would've come with you.

406
00:22:49,368 --> 00:22:50,786
And why would you come here?

407
00:22:52,371 --> 00:22:53,704
Moral support.

408
00:22:53,705 --> 00:22:55,123
Are you okay?

409
00:22:55,124 --> 00:22:56,041
Trying.

410
00:22:57,251 --> 00:22:59,670
[Paz] Darling, the food's getting cold.

411
00:23:00,212 --> 00:23:01,254
I gotta go.

412
00:23:01,255 --> 00:23:02,131
Jo.

413
00:23:05,926 --> 00:23:07,678
You-hoo!

414
00:23:08,720 --> 00:23:10,055
Maria Paz?

415
00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:13,475
Maria Paz Del La Santos?

416
00:23:15,310 --> 00:23:18,229
Paz, do you think that
you're going to be here for good?

417
00:23:18,230 --> 00:23:22,151
Because, if you're here for good,
we should have a get together.

418
00:23:22,693 --> 00:23:23,818
A party?

419
00:23:23,819 --> 00:23:25,361
No, I'm too old.

420
00:23:25,362 --> 00:23:26,738
Just a simple one.

421
00:23:27,573 --> 00:23:28,865
Who would be there?

422
00:23:28,866 --> 00:23:29,783
Relatives.

423
00:23:31,410 --> 00:23:32,618
No.

424
00:23:32,619 --> 00:23:33,744
Why not?

425
00:23:33,745 --> 00:23:35,581
All right. Just your brother then.

426
00:23:36,206 --> 00:23:39,083
And you could invite your friends
from showbiz, from the old days.

427
00:23:39,084 --> 00:23:43,337
Please invite them, especially...
I see her all the time on the television.

428
00:23:43,338 --> 00:23:44,715
You were always together.

429
00:23:45,299 --> 00:23:47,592
She's still very famous these days.

430
00:23:47,593 --> 00:23:48,718
[whispers] Stella.

431
00:23:48,719 --> 00:23:50,928
Stella, yes. Mmm.

432
00:23:50,929 --> 00:23:51,847
Mmm.

433
00:23:53,015 --> 00:23:55,058
I feel nervous all of a sudden.

434
00:23:56,393 --> 00:23:57,311
You know what?

435
00:23:58,353 --> 00:24:03,775
If your mother didn't go to the States,
she would have become a big star,

436
00:24:04,860 --> 00:24:08,196
because way back then,
she acted with Cherie Hill...

437
00:24:08,197 --> 00:24:11,491
- Mmm.
- with Gretchen, Alice Dixon,

438
00:24:12,117 --> 00:24:16,121
and the biggest star around,
Stella Guevara.

439
00:24:19,833 --> 00:24:20,751
Very nice.

440
00:24:21,877 --> 00:24:23,878
Where did you find this kid?

441
00:24:23,879 --> 00:24:26,632
I'm not filling you in now, aunt,
maybe next time.

442
00:24:39,811 --> 00:24:42,939
- I hate it here, Mom.
- Do you hear what you're saying?

443
00:24:42,940 --> 00:24:44,024
Matti!

444
00:24:46,193 --> 00:24:47,360
[Paz] Stop it.

445
00:24:47,361 --> 00:24:50,238
Why did you bring me here?
I don't belong here.

446
00:24:50,239 --> 00:24:53,575
[Paz] What are you doing?
You're gonna live off the streets?

447
00:24:54,159 --> 00:24:55,661
- [Matti groans]
- Oh, be quiet!

448
00:24:56,286 --> 00:24:58,829
I don't belong here.
Why did you bring me here?

449
00:24:58,830 --> 00:25:00,248
What happened to you there?

450
00:25:00,249 --> 00:25:01,832
Matti!

451
00:25:01,833 --> 00:25:03,460
What? What are you gonna do?

452
00:25:04,378 --> 00:25:06,128
You'll be on the street.

453
00:25:06,129 --> 00:25:08,506
- You have nothing to go back...
- Don't touch me!

454
00:25:08,507 --> 00:25:10,841
We have nothing to go back to there.

455
00:25:10,842 --> 00:25:12,969
Maybe you, but not me!

456
00:25:12,970 --> 00:25:15,429
Why does it always have to be <i>your</i> way?

457
00:25:15,430 --> 00:25:17,140
You think your father will save you?

458
00:25:18,016 --> 00:25:19,559
Your dad's a coward.

459
00:25:20,143 --> 00:25:22,770
Yes, he wants nothing to do with you.

460
00:25:22,771 --> 00:25:25,023
- [Matti grunts]
- Come here. Stop it, Matti!

461
00:25:25,607 --> 00:25:27,359
Matti, stop!

462
00:25:28,110 --> 00:25:30,486
Stop it!

463
00:25:30,487 --> 00:25:32,029
Stop! Stop!

464
00:25:32,030 --> 00:25:33,030
Stop it!

465
00:25:33,031 --> 00:25:34,491
[Matti crying]

466
00:25:39,204 --> 00:25:41,248
I'm here. I'm here for you.

467
00:25:41,915 --> 00:25:43,124
It's okay.

468
00:25:43,125 --> 00:25:46,168
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay,

469
00:25:46,169 --> 00:25:48,964
- it's okay, it's okay.
- [Matti sobbing]

470
00:26:09,443 --> 00:26:12,654
And who's this?
Your partner in the movie?

471
00:26:13,905 --> 00:26:16,658
{\an8}Yes, Kenneth. Look at his bulge.

472
00:26:17,326 --> 00:26:19,202
{\an8}Looks like a child's arm.

473
00:26:19,995 --> 00:26:22,955
They used to wrap it up in a stocking.

474
00:26:22,956 --> 00:26:24,166
That's how it was done.

475
00:26:29,880 --> 00:26:30,797
My goodness.

476
00:26:32,090 --> 00:26:32,966
Look,

477
00:26:33,884 --> 00:26:35,092
this is old.

478
00:26:35,093 --> 00:26:36,470
What's this doing out here?

479
00:26:39,389 --> 00:26:41,599
You look, you're so young there.

480
00:26:41,600 --> 00:26:43,143
Look, there's Joanne.

481
00:26:45,979 --> 00:26:47,438
Yeah, where was that?

482
00:26:47,439 --> 00:26:49,524
It was in La Union.

483
00:26:50,275 --> 00:26:51,276
[Bes] Jo, darling.

484
00:26:52,736 --> 00:26:54,821
Joanne, come look.

485
00:26:56,948 --> 00:26:57,866
Look.

486
00:26:58,533 --> 00:27:00,327
Modesta when she was younger.

487
00:27:03,747 --> 00:27:04,914
And look at you.

488
00:27:04,915 --> 00:27:06,792
We have no pictures together.

489
00:27:08,043 --> 00:27:09,795
I'm always with Nono and Nana.

490
00:27:12,589 --> 00:27:13,673
You were never there.

491
00:27:17,803 --> 00:27:18,720
See.

492
00:27:20,472 --> 00:27:22,557
- Will I bring this out?
- Mm.

493
00:27:33,610 --> 00:27:35,362
Who do you think took the pictures?

494
00:27:41,618 --> 00:27:42,536
[sneezes]

495
00:27:44,704 --> 00:27:48,208
Modesta, you need to clean in here.

496
00:27:53,213 --> 00:27:54,338
Time to sing.

497
00:27:54,339 --> 00:27:55,424
You ready for karaoke?

498
00:27:56,174 --> 00:27:57,425
What?

499
00:27:57,426 --> 00:27:58,593
- What is that?
- Hey, Paz.

500
00:27:59,302 --> 00:28:01,471
- Rene! Whose idea was this?
- What?

501
00:28:02,222 --> 00:28:04,473
- I thought you wanted some sound.
- Music.

502
00:28:04,474 --> 00:28:06,934
This is loud noise. Just loud noise.

503
00:28:06,935 --> 00:28:10,312
It's all the same, right?
This is hard to wrangle.

504
00:28:10,313 --> 00:28:11,690
All right, boys, lets...

505
00:28:12,357 --> 00:28:13,607
You're such a ridiculous man.

506
00:28:13,608 --> 00:28:15,609
Sounds, all right, sounds!

507
00:28:15,610 --> 00:28:18,779
This is a terrible idea!

508
00:28:18,780 --> 00:28:20,656
Come on, boys, put it here.

509
00:28:20,657 --> 00:28:21,949
What have I forgotten?

510
00:28:21,950 --> 00:28:23,659
Ice! Ice!

511
00:28:23,660 --> 00:28:24,827
You already did that.

512
00:28:24,828 --> 00:28:27,371
Well, they already got ice.
It's done.

513
00:28:27,372 --> 00:28:28,415
What else is there?

514
00:28:30,750 --> 00:28:32,252
Everyone here! They've arrived.

515
00:28:34,629 --> 00:28:38,133
- [music playing]
- [indistinct chatter]

516
00:28:41,261 --> 00:28:42,888
[Paz] <i>Your dad's a coward!</i>

517
00:28:47,100 --> 00:28:48,018
<i>Goddamn!</i>

518
00:28:49,019 --> 00:28:49,978
<i>Matti.</i>

519
00:28:51,438 --> 00:28:52,731
[music continues]

520
00:29:00,739 --> 00:29:02,824
[remembering Paz's conversation]

521
00:29:04,159 --> 00:29:05,326
<i>Your dad's a coward.</i>

522
00:29:05,327 --> 00:29:07,871
<i>He's a coward. A coward.</i>

523
00:29:12,584 --> 00:29:15,252
[Rene] Come here! Hey, come out!

524
00:29:15,253 --> 00:29:19,549
Everyone, they're here! Hey, hey!

525
00:29:20,592 --> 00:29:22,260
Who the fuck are these people?

526
00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:31,561
[breathing heavily]

527
00:29:33,104 --> 00:29:34,022
Matti?

528
00:29:34,898 --> 00:29:37,359
- [coughing]
- Matti, are you smoking?

529
00:29:38,318 --> 00:29:39,945
- Is that my weed?
- One second.

530
00:29:41,404 --> 00:29:43,072
Matti, get dressed now.

531
00:29:43,073 --> 00:29:43,949
They're coming.

532
00:29:47,285 --> 00:29:49,871
Don't cover it, the skin will get soggy.

533
00:29:51,331 --> 00:29:54,542
- My God.
- This was a simple get together.

534
00:29:54,543 --> 00:29:56,211
This is simple, darling.

535
00:29:57,546 --> 00:30:00,172
Do you want some crispy lechon skin?
There's some here.

536
00:30:00,173 --> 00:30:02,132
I'm fine, thank you.

537
00:30:02,133 --> 00:30:04,802
Are you on one of those diets again?

538
00:30:04,803 --> 00:30:05,971
You might get cancer.

539
00:30:07,389 --> 00:30:08,848
<i>♪ Pink light, little shoes ♪</i>

540
00:30:08,849 --> 00:30:10,767
<i>♪ We can be whoever we choose ♪</i>

541
00:30:11,268 --> 00:30:13,394
<i>♪ Candy sky, in your dreams ♪</i>

542
00:30:13,395 --> 00:30:15,438
<i>♪ Everything's better than what it seems ♪</i>

543
00:30:16,314 --> 00:30:18,859
[continues singing karaoke]

544
00:30:25,407 --> 00:30:26,324
Yuck!

545
00:30:28,618 --> 00:30:29,827
What are you doing?

546
00:30:29,828 --> 00:30:32,121
- This wine's spoiled.
- No, no, no, no. Don't do this.

547
00:30:32,122 --> 00:30:33,581
This wine is rank.

548
00:30:33,582 --> 00:30:34,499
Show me.

549
00:30:41,089 --> 00:30:42,506
There. You see?

550
00:30:42,507 --> 00:30:44,384
- This is fine.
- What do you mean, fine?

551
00:30:45,927 --> 00:30:46,845
Hey...

552
00:30:47,929 --> 00:30:49,347
- what's happening here?
- It's fine.

553
00:30:50,140 --> 00:30:52,182
Aunt Abby, the wine is rank.

554
00:30:52,183 --> 00:30:54,685
Rank? It's not rank.

555
00:30:54,686 --> 00:30:55,854
It's disgusting.

556
00:30:57,272 --> 00:30:58,772
[man] Hello?

557
00:30:58,773 --> 00:31:00,150
Yes, in here.

558
00:31:01,735 --> 00:31:02,735
Hi.

559
00:31:02,736 --> 00:31:03,695
- Hi.
- Hi.

560
00:31:04,321 --> 00:31:05,614
Is Jo here?

561
00:31:06,823 --> 00:31:07,824
My Joanne?

562
00:31:08,325 --> 00:31:11,286
Yeah, I'm Migs. I'm a friend of Jo's.

563
00:31:12,495 --> 00:31:13,621
Sorry, what?

564
00:31:13,622 --> 00:31:14,539
Migs?

565
00:31:15,332 --> 00:31:16,666
You're here for the party?

566
00:31:18,501 --> 00:31:20,961
I'm just visiting.
I'm not here for the party. I'm sorry.

567
00:31:20,962 --> 00:31:23,465
- Maybe I'll just...
- No, no, no. I'll, I'll take you to her.

568
00:31:24,424 --> 00:31:25,342
Come with me.

569
00:31:26,676 --> 00:31:27,719
[Paz] Joanne?

570
00:31:30,096 --> 00:31:31,473
You have a visitor.

571
00:31:33,141 --> 00:31:34,600
Joanne?

572
00:31:34,601 --> 00:31:35,518
- Miguel, right?
- Shit!

573
00:31:37,312 --> 00:31:38,979
Joanne?

574
00:31:38,980 --> 00:31:42,651
- Your friend Miguel is here.
- In the shower!

575
00:31:46,696 --> 00:31:47,989
Are you friends from work?

576
00:31:52,202 --> 00:31:53,410
Paz!

577
00:31:53,411 --> 00:31:55,080
Pipo just arrived.

578
00:31:55,872 --> 00:31:57,081
Just keep knocking.

579
00:31:57,082 --> 00:31:57,999
Thank you.

580
00:32:00,293 --> 00:32:02,170
[Migs] Jo. [knock on door]

581
00:32:05,215 --> 00:32:06,257
Jo--

582
00:32:09,302 --> 00:32:11,388
I said not to come over!

583
00:32:13,223 --> 00:32:15,140
- My God!
- What?

584
00:32:15,141 --> 00:32:16,059
And what?

585
00:32:16,601 --> 00:32:19,436
How did you find this place,
and who saw you?

586
00:32:19,437 --> 00:32:20,897
My God!

587
00:32:21,773 --> 00:32:23,692
What, it was just your mother.

588
00:32:24,401 --> 00:32:26,777
You're not supposed to be here.

589
00:32:26,778 --> 00:32:29,238
Maria Paz!

590
00:32:29,239 --> 00:32:31,573
- I thought you weren't coming.
- Paz!

591
00:32:31,574 --> 00:32:33,868
- My God, look who's here.
- Hi.

592
00:32:34,828 --> 00:32:36,162
You look beautiful.

593
00:32:36,663 --> 00:32:39,373
- How did you know?
- I heard from Pipo.

594
00:32:39,374 --> 00:32:42,794
- Look at that face. The skin is amazing.
- Thank you.

595
00:32:44,004 --> 00:32:46,714
- Hi, Pipo!
- My God, Modesta.

596
00:32:46,715 --> 00:32:49,842
I can't believe how beautiful you are.

597
00:32:49,843 --> 00:32:52,803
- Welcome!
- Abby.

598
00:32:52,804 --> 00:32:54,179
It's Aunt Abby.

599
00:32:54,180 --> 00:32:56,432
- Hello, aunty.
- You're here.

600
00:32:56,433 --> 00:32:57,350
Hi.

601
00:32:58,143 --> 00:33:02,062
You're still so beautiful.
You're still so beautiful!

602
00:33:02,063 --> 00:33:02,981
Thank you.

603
00:33:03,690 --> 00:33:06,443
No thanks.
My taste buds have been off lately.

604
00:33:06,943 --> 00:33:09,445
I don't know. I think it's the water.

605
00:33:09,446 --> 00:33:13,907
What if your diet's causing too much
acid to build up in your gut?

606
00:33:13,908 --> 00:33:15,951
- Are you sure you're okay?
- Yeah.

607
00:33:15,952 --> 00:33:19,538
My doctor in New York
said I'm as healthy as a 30s something.

608
00:33:19,539 --> 00:33:21,124
[all chuckle]

609
00:33:21,708 --> 00:33:24,502
[all] Cheers!

610
00:33:25,170 --> 00:33:26,212
You're amazing.

611
00:33:26,963 --> 00:33:29,424
I just wanted to see you
to see if you were fine.

612
00:33:30,091 --> 00:33:31,633
What have you heard from Paz?

613
00:33:31,634 --> 00:33:32,677
She say anything?

614
00:33:33,344 --> 00:33:35,220
She asked how I knew you.

615
00:33:35,221 --> 00:33:37,556
I said we were friends. It's no big deal.

616
00:33:37,557 --> 00:33:38,475
Big deal.

617
00:33:39,267 --> 00:33:41,436
Hello? Are you stupid?

618
00:33:42,270 --> 00:33:45,899
Boundaries, remember? Boundaries!

619
00:33:47,400 --> 00:33:48,485
God.

620
00:33:52,405 --> 00:33:53,947
Come on, relax.

621
00:33:53,948 --> 00:33:55,909
- You seem so--
- I can't relax.

622
00:33:56,701 --> 00:33:58,244
I can't.

623
00:34:02,540 --> 00:34:07,003
[karaoke singing in the background]

624
00:34:10,131 --> 00:34:11,800
Okay, I'll go home.

625
00:34:13,676 --> 00:34:16,220
- You'll have to give me the recipe.
- Use coffee, sometimes

626
00:34:16,221 --> 00:34:17,764
chocolate to make it deeper.

627
00:34:18,473 --> 00:34:19,848
Yeah, right.

628
00:34:19,849 --> 00:34:21,058
It's so good.

629
00:34:21,059 --> 00:34:22,977
Lord. Lord!

630
00:34:24,395 --> 00:34:29,858
Please forgive those who do not know
how to say "Thank you"

631
00:34:29,859 --> 00:34:31,568
before eating.

632
00:34:31,569 --> 00:34:33,529
- [chuckles]
- Amen.

633
00:34:33,530 --> 00:34:34,447
[all] Amen.

634
00:34:35,323 --> 00:34:37,282
Sorry, Aunt Abby.

635
00:34:37,283 --> 00:34:39,369
- I left my manners in Manila.
- Okay.

636
00:34:39,869 --> 00:34:41,788
[moaning]

637
00:34:42,914 --> 00:34:45,458
[karaoke continues]

638
00:34:55,009 --> 00:34:58,887
Tell me, how's the business
of show that I left behind?

639
00:34:58,888 --> 00:35:01,723
- This one's finished for play now.
- Oh, stop.

640
00:35:01,724 --> 00:35:03,935
Hey, wait, wait.
You do plays now?

641
00:35:04,811 --> 00:35:07,146
Yeah. She's won so many awards.

642
00:35:07,147 --> 00:35:09,648
- No!
- I have.

643
00:35:09,649 --> 00:35:11,192
- Really?
- Good for her.

644
00:35:12,360 --> 00:35:14,945
Long day's journey into night.

645
00:35:14,946 --> 00:35:16,363
That play would be tiring.

646
00:35:16,364 --> 00:35:19,867
It was tiring,
but, you know, it was exhilarating.

647
00:35:19,868 --> 00:35:21,994
That's what all the reviewers said.

648
00:35:21,995 --> 00:35:26,999
It was so exciting, but I was also, like,
nervous, like I was on drugs.

649
00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:27,917
You should know.

650
00:35:29,836 --> 00:35:33,381
But seriously, I'm very,
very happy for you, friend.

651
00:35:34,883 --> 00:35:38,635
But personally, I think, you know,
theater was never for me.

652
00:35:38,636 --> 00:35:40,929
- It's just--
- You were in New York.

653
00:35:40,930 --> 00:35:43,724
Don't get me wrong.
I just feel, it's a chore.

654
00:35:43,725 --> 00:35:45,976
You're doing the same thing
over and over again.

655
00:35:45,977 --> 00:35:48,021
It's quite demeaning, you know.

656
00:35:48,605 --> 00:35:51,065
- No offense to you, of course.
- None taken.

657
00:35:52,567 --> 00:35:53,735
- That's just me.
- Pipo.

658
00:35:54,444 --> 00:35:57,821
I hear your last movie was very good.
When can I--

659
00:35:57,822 --> 00:35:59,531
It's a Netflix show, aunt.

660
00:35:59,532 --> 00:36:01,867
Netflick? What theater is that?

661
00:36:01,868 --> 00:36:03,118
You can download it, aunt.

662
00:36:03,119 --> 00:36:04,037
My brother!

663
00:36:04,871 --> 00:36:06,246
This is Netflix!

664
00:36:06,247 --> 00:36:08,957
Why do I never know these things?

665
00:36:08,958 --> 00:36:10,500
Because you were gone.

666
00:36:10,501 --> 00:36:12,794
Well, you could have messaged me.

667
00:36:12,795 --> 00:36:14,755
[laughter]

668
00:36:14,756 --> 00:36:15,798
There you are.

669
00:36:16,591 --> 00:36:18,550
Hi. Grandma Abby.

670
00:36:18,551 --> 00:36:20,595
Not Grandma, auntie.

671
00:36:21,554 --> 00:36:24,182
Hey. You're getting married
sooner or later?

672
00:36:24,849 --> 00:36:25,933
I'm getting old.

673
00:36:25,934 --> 00:36:28,310
Jo, oh my God,
you're so pretty.

674
00:36:28,311 --> 00:36:30,562
This one's looking for a grandchild.

675
00:36:30,563 --> 00:36:33,065
- This is grown up Jo.
- Joking

676
00:36:33,066 --> 00:36:34,066
Uncle.

677
00:36:34,067 --> 00:36:35,692
- Hi.
- Sit down, baby.

678
00:36:35,693 --> 00:36:36,611
Sit there.

679
00:36:37,445 --> 00:36:38,528
Sit there.

680
00:36:38,529 --> 00:36:39,864
Leave that seat for Matti.

681
00:36:40,740 --> 00:36:42,367
Where's your...

682
00:36:43,368 --> 00:36:44,285
There he is.

683
00:36:46,371 --> 00:36:49,623
- Joanne, introduce--
- My friend, everyone.

684
00:36:49,624 --> 00:36:50,624
Hello.

685
00:36:50,625 --> 00:36:52,418
- Hi.
- [Paz] Have a seat.

686
00:36:53,253 --> 00:36:55,087
Stay there across from Joanne.

687
00:36:55,088 --> 00:36:56,631
Des, can you please call Matti?

688
00:36:57,215 --> 00:36:59,800
You need to eat. Eat.

689
00:36:59,801 --> 00:37:02,887
I can't get over it.
I can't stop looking at you.

690
00:37:03,513 --> 00:37:05,055
You've grown, Jo.

691
00:37:05,056 --> 00:37:07,975
Well, I was much slimmer than her

692
00:37:07,976 --> 00:37:10,103
when I was younger, right?
But I had boobs.

693
00:37:10,937 --> 00:37:13,397
Oh, you idiot. That's not what I'm saying.

694
00:37:13,398 --> 00:37:16,358
The last time I saw her,
she was just a kid,

695
00:37:16,359 --> 00:37:18,528
and now you're a full grown woman.

696
00:37:19,779 --> 00:37:22,072
I heard you're writing for TV.

697
00:37:22,073 --> 00:37:23,282
That's right.

698
00:37:23,283 --> 00:37:25,909
She's the head writer
of the highest-rating show now.

699
00:37:25,910 --> 00:37:27,786
- Oh.
- Oh, my God.

700
00:37:27,787 --> 00:37:30,081
That's another family matter I missed.

701
00:37:32,250 --> 00:37:33,583
Tell me, how's work?

702
00:37:33,584 --> 00:37:35,086
It's all fine, thanks.

703
00:37:35,920 --> 00:37:37,629
Well, it pays the bills.

704
00:37:37,630 --> 00:37:40,090
Though it feels
like you're on a treadmill.

705
00:37:40,091 --> 00:37:43,761
You keep on running, but you don't
move forward, that sort of thing.

706
00:37:44,595 --> 00:37:45,638
Are you happy?

707
00:37:46,389 --> 00:37:47,432
Mmm.

708
00:37:48,016 --> 00:37:50,518
- Yeah.
- Hey, Paz, change of topic.

709
00:37:51,311 --> 00:37:54,563
I'd like to know, why have you come back?

710
00:37:54,564 --> 00:37:55,982
[Stella] Yeah.

711
00:37:58,151 --> 00:38:01,403
Oh, finally! There you are!

712
00:38:01,404 --> 00:38:04,198
Everyone, I'd like you to meet my son.

713
00:38:05,158 --> 00:38:08,119
This is Matti.
Matti, say hello to everyone.

714
00:38:08,911 --> 00:38:10,787
- Hi, everyone.
- [Paz] This is my brother.

715
00:38:10,788 --> 00:38:12,080
He's your Uncle Pipo.

716
00:38:12,081 --> 00:38:15,167
- Hey.
- You know, I always wanted a gay uncle.

717
00:38:15,168 --> 00:38:17,712
- [Pipo laughs]
- [mouthing]

718
00:38:19,297 --> 00:38:20,590
- [Stella] Uncle Pipo.
- Hi.

719
00:38:21,883 --> 00:38:24,134
- Hi, Grandma.
- Hi!

720
00:38:24,135 --> 00:38:26,511
Handsome. He's so handsome.

721
00:38:26,512 --> 00:38:29,181
- And that's Miguel.
- Migs.

722
00:38:29,182 --> 00:38:30,474
Oh, hey, what's up?

723
00:38:30,475 --> 00:38:33,895
You know, man, I really like your style.
It reminds me of, um...

724
00:38:35,229 --> 00:38:36,272
Uh...

725
00:38:39,734 --> 00:38:41,527
Uhhh...

726
00:38:43,696 --> 00:38:45,531
- Everything good?
- Hup.

727
00:38:47,158 --> 00:38:49,117
- Are you here with Uncle Pipo?
- Uh...

728
00:38:49,118 --> 00:38:51,161
No. He's your, uh, sister's--

729
00:38:51,162 --> 00:38:52,622
- My friend. My friend.
- Oh!

730
00:38:53,456 --> 00:38:54,832
Well, welcome to the family.

731
00:39:01,005 --> 00:39:02,839
- And you're?
- Stella.

732
00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:04,591
- [yelling] Stella!
- Oh!

733
00:39:04,592 --> 00:39:07,636
[Stella laughs]

734
00:39:07,637 --> 00:39:10,680
You know, you're the one
my mom talks shit about all the time.

735
00:39:10,681 --> 00:39:12,849
[Stella] Oh, well, you're very handsome.

736
00:39:12,850 --> 00:39:16,144
Oh. This is your favorite. Fried chicken.

737
00:39:16,145 --> 00:39:19,231
Matt, eat your fried chicken
that...has cooked for you.

738
00:39:19,232 --> 00:39:20,524
It's your favorite, right?

739
00:39:20,525 --> 00:39:23,318
Paz, this one's just like you were.

740
00:39:23,319 --> 00:39:25,695
[Pipo] I agree. He's just like you.

741
00:39:25,696 --> 00:39:28,157
[all cheering, singing]

742
00:39:32,578 --> 00:39:35,914
Paz, I didn't hear your answer earlier.

743
00:39:35,915 --> 00:39:37,166
What was your question?

744
00:39:37,708 --> 00:39:39,292
Why did you suddenly come back?

745
00:39:39,293 --> 00:39:41,087
Oh. Oh, boredom, you know.

746
00:39:41,754 --> 00:39:44,173
New York can be actually quite boring.

747
00:39:44,674 --> 00:39:47,509
After having lived there
for 15, 20 years...

748
00:39:47,510 --> 00:39:49,219
Twenty seven. Twenty seven.

749
00:39:49,220 --> 00:39:52,013
[Paz] Oh, there you go.
Twenty-seven stressful years.

750
00:39:52,014 --> 00:39:53,014
It wasn't easy.

751
00:39:53,015 --> 00:39:54,182
So, did you work there?

752
00:39:54,183 --> 00:39:57,477
Yeah, I did. I...independent films.

753
00:39:57,478 --> 00:40:00,689
- Oh.
- Actually I'm in the Screen Actors Guild.

754
00:40:00,690 --> 00:40:02,065
[all] Ooh.

755
00:40:02,066 --> 00:40:03,442
How is work?

756
00:40:03,443 --> 00:40:06,862
Oh, let's not bother with the details,
but they loved my acting for sure.

757
00:40:06,863 --> 00:40:08,071
[Stella] Whoa.

758
00:40:08,072 --> 00:40:09,865
- [Paz] Hmm.
- What role did you play?

759
00:40:09,866 --> 00:40:11,117
An Asian woman...

760
00:40:11,951 --> 00:40:15,872
- who's fierce and crazy.
- Ah, perfect.

761
00:40:16,831 --> 00:40:19,207
- You must have been great.
- I was.

762
00:40:19,208 --> 00:40:20,959
- She was bad.
- [Tita Abby] Oh.

763
00:40:20,960 --> 00:40:22,210
I was not.

764
00:40:22,211 --> 00:40:25,380
She attacked the director,
accused him of being racist,

765
00:40:25,381 --> 00:40:26,757
which, in fact, he was,

766
00:40:27,383 --> 00:40:29,509
and smashed his head in
with a metal suitcase.

767
00:40:29,510 --> 00:40:31,262
[laughs]

768
00:40:33,014 --> 00:40:34,765
He had to be taken to the hospital after.

769
00:40:36,726 --> 00:40:37,643
[Tita Abby] Uh...

770
00:40:39,979 --> 00:40:44,233
Paz, I take it you know
who the father is, don't you?

771
00:40:45,276 --> 00:40:46,194
[Rene] Not guilty.

772
00:40:47,195 --> 00:40:48,487
- Rene.
- [cell phone ringing]

773
00:40:48,488 --> 00:40:49,821
- [Stella] Hi!
- Oh, hi!

774
00:40:49,822 --> 00:40:52,532
- [Stella] How are you? Long time no see.
- Hi. Welcome.

775
00:40:52,533 --> 00:40:54,326
- Great to see you.
- [Jo] Excuse me.

776
00:40:54,327 --> 00:40:55,786
Are you... Uh...

777
00:40:58,164 --> 00:41:00,207
- Yes...
<i>- Hey. Good news.</i>

778
00:41:00,208 --> 00:41:02,876
<i>- Your talent fee's been transferred.</i>
- [sighs]

779
00:41:02,877 --> 00:41:05,378
<i>Yeah. Check your balance.
You're all set to fly.</i>

780
00:41:05,379 --> 00:41:06,588
[chuckles]

781
00:41:06,589 --> 00:41:08,131
Thank you. Thank you.

782
00:41:08,132 --> 00:41:09,425
<i>Okay. Bye.</i>

783
00:41:12,553 --> 00:41:15,431
[Skype ringtone]

784
00:41:16,474 --> 00:41:18,059
- Hi, Ben.
- [Ben] <i>What's up, Jo?</i>

785
00:41:19,060 --> 00:41:21,853
- I'm in.
<i>- Ah, that's awesome news.</i>

786
00:41:21,854 --> 00:41:23,271
<i>Just in time.</i>

787
00:41:23,272 --> 00:41:27,234
<i>I was talking to Mike the other day
and he thinks your pitch has promise.</i>

788
00:41:27,235 --> 00:41:29,278
<i>And when Mike says
something like that, you're in.</i>

789
00:41:30,238 --> 00:41:31,364
<i>Now finish that treatment.</i>

790
00:41:32,240 --> 00:41:33,157
I will.

791
00:41:35,952 --> 00:41:37,203
What was it called?

792
00:41:38,371 --> 00:41:40,664
<i>- Proud Wizards.</i>
- [Pipo] You're grinning from ear to ear.

793
00:41:40,665 --> 00:41:42,291
Hey, what... What have you heard?

794
00:41:43,709 --> 00:41:45,001
- What's up?
- [Paz] What is it?

795
00:41:45,002 --> 00:41:46,754
- What?
- [Paz] What is it?

796
00:41:47,505 --> 00:41:48,838
What is it?

797
00:41:48,839 --> 00:41:50,049
Did you find out?

798
00:41:51,717 --> 00:41:54,302
- [grunts]
- Wait. Finally.

799
00:41:54,303 --> 00:41:57,430
- Yes, Uncle.
- Oh, my God, yes! The States!

800
00:41:57,431 --> 00:42:00,141
- The suspense. Now I wanna know.
- [Pipo] Congrats! Oh, my God!

801
00:42:00,142 --> 00:42:02,395
She got accepted
for a screenwriting fellowship.

802
00:42:03,229 --> 00:42:06,148
A very prestigious one.
It's a really big one.

803
00:42:07,233 --> 00:42:09,943
- Congratulations!
- All right!

804
00:42:09,944 --> 00:42:12,487
- I'm so happy for you.
- Thank you.

805
00:42:12,488 --> 00:42:13,698
What, you're leaving?

806
00:42:15,074 --> 00:42:16,116
For where?

807
00:42:16,117 --> 00:42:17,576
Brooklyn.

808
00:42:17,577 --> 00:42:18,494
Oh, New York.

809
00:42:19,287 --> 00:42:20,204
How'd you get that?

810
00:42:21,581 --> 00:42:26,334
An agent friend told me about it
so I applied for it, and I got in.

811
00:42:26,335 --> 00:42:28,837
It's pretty clear
where you got your talent.

812
00:42:28,838 --> 00:42:31,215
That's amazing.
When do you leave?

813
00:42:31,841 --> 00:42:33,509
[both] Next month.

814
00:42:34,885 --> 00:42:35,803
Uh...

815
00:42:37,430 --> 00:42:38,431
I'm really proud of her.

816
00:42:39,098 --> 00:42:42,143
She worked hard for this,
and she's very humble about it.

817
00:42:43,603 --> 00:42:44,812
Whose child are...

818
00:42:45,521 --> 00:42:47,647
- Uh, you're asking...
- Aunt, he's a friend of mine.

819
00:42:47,648 --> 00:42:48,608
- Uh, a friend.
- Ah.

820
00:42:49,567 --> 00:42:51,359
And what job do you do?

821
00:42:51,360 --> 00:42:53,111
I'm a psychiatrist.

822
00:42:53,112 --> 00:42:54,363
Psychiatrist.

823
00:42:55,114 --> 00:42:57,157
[Stella] Ah. You're a doctor?

824
00:42:57,158 --> 00:43:01,119
Yes. Yes, I am focusing
on psychosomatic psychiatry.

825
00:43:01,120 --> 00:43:02,580
[Tita Abby] Very fancy.

826
00:43:04,165 --> 00:43:07,292
Hey, come and have dinner with us, Tito!

827
00:43:07,293 --> 00:43:10,003
Eat something before you drink too much.

828
00:43:10,004 --> 00:43:12,465
- Come in, Tito.
- ... is that my uncle?

829
00:43:13,799 --> 00:43:15,050
He hasn't changed at all.

830
00:43:15,051 --> 00:43:16,302
- Hi.
- ...the pity.

831
00:43:17,345 --> 00:43:19,096
- Hi!
- [Tito] Hello.

832
00:43:20,556 --> 00:43:21,432
Are you good?

833
00:43:22,058 --> 00:43:23,976
- [Tita Abby] Oh, Lord.
- What's this?

834
00:43:25,227 --> 00:43:26,353
Lechon.

835
00:43:26,354 --> 00:43:28,647
It's full of fat. Eat lots of it.

836
00:43:28,648 --> 00:43:30,190
Maybe you'll die fast.

837
00:43:30,191 --> 00:43:31,524
- [Stella laughs]
- You're sweet.

838
00:43:31,525 --> 00:43:34,235
- This man.
- [Tito] It's good. Have some.

839
00:43:34,236 --> 00:43:36,696
[Tita Abby] Stop leaning on me.
I hate that

840
00:43:36,697 --> 00:43:37,822
That wasn't as big before.

841
00:43:37,823 --> 00:43:38,699
Before?

842
00:43:40,284 --> 00:43:43,078
- You never came here to visit Papa.
- [Pipo] Oh, come on.

843
00:43:43,079 --> 00:43:45,455
You didn't have enough room
for both of us.

844
00:43:45,456 --> 00:43:47,457
- You're an idiot, you know?
- Look who's talking.

845
00:43:47,458 --> 00:43:49,751
Hey, psst, enough already.

846
00:43:49,752 --> 00:43:51,795
Your father was a good person.

847
00:43:51,796 --> 00:43:53,255
- That'll do.
- That's true.

848
00:43:53,964 --> 00:43:57,050
Your dad was really good
to the chicks. [grunts]

849
00:43:57,051 --> 00:43:59,386
[laughs] Right?

850
00:43:59,387 --> 00:44:03,641
- Hey, I won't hear any of this!
- [Tito] Yes, sir.

851
00:44:05,267 --> 00:44:07,560
- What?
- What? What is it?

852
00:44:07,561 --> 00:44:09,938
Papa was a depressed man.

853
00:44:09,939 --> 00:44:10,898
He wasn't depressed.

854
00:44:11,732 --> 00:44:13,192
The doctors just made that up.

855
00:44:17,196 --> 00:44:18,155
[Migs] Uh, sorry.

856
00:44:19,031 --> 00:44:22,159
Depression is actually
a medical condition,

857
00:44:22,702 --> 00:44:23,952
believe it or not.

858
00:44:23,953 --> 00:44:25,912
It's a mental disorder.

859
00:44:25,913 --> 00:44:26,789
Migs.

860
00:44:27,707 --> 00:44:29,041
- [mouthing]
- That's bullshit.

861
00:44:30,042 --> 00:44:31,668
It didn't exist before.

862
00:44:31,669 --> 00:44:37,340
[chuckles] Well, the good news is that
our holy prayers can fix everything.

863
00:44:37,341 --> 00:44:40,678
- That's right. Correct.
- All we need to do is just pray.

864
00:44:41,345 --> 00:44:43,889
Now there are faith healers
everywhere you look,

865
00:44:44,598 --> 00:44:46,683
[chuckling] using herbs to clear the head.

866
00:44:46,684 --> 00:44:49,060
[all chuckling]

867
00:44:49,061 --> 00:44:50,104
Isn't that right?

868
00:44:51,188 --> 00:44:53,649
- Praying can be beneficial.
- Uh-huh.

869
00:44:54,692 --> 00:44:59,028
Usually, anxiety and depression
are natural responses

870
00:44:59,029 --> 00:45:00,739
to life's circumstances.

871
00:45:01,740 --> 00:45:03,366
You know, when you lose your job,

872
00:45:03,367 --> 00:45:05,578
or when you're grieving,

873
00:45:06,454 --> 00:45:09,457
or sometimes, when a loved one goes away.

874
00:45:10,124 --> 00:45:12,000
And you're right.

875
00:45:12,001 --> 00:45:13,835
Prayer can be a source of hope.

876
00:45:13,836 --> 00:45:15,670
- Mmm.
- ...yeah.

877
00:45:15,671 --> 00:45:19,592
However, there are some times,
even when you pray, that the heaviness

878
00:45:20,134 --> 00:45:21,843
and the pain doesn't go away.

879
00:45:21,844 --> 00:45:24,304
Or worse, the more you live with it,

880
00:45:24,305 --> 00:45:27,849
the heaviness increases
and you can't deal with it anymore.

881
00:45:27,850 --> 00:45:29,058
[Tita Abby] Mmm.

882
00:45:29,059 --> 00:45:32,438
When that happens,
that means it's too big.

883
00:45:33,105 --> 00:45:35,107
- Ohh.
- That's when you see a specialist.

884
00:45:35,691 --> 00:45:37,735
That's what you're good at, Doctor.

885
00:45:39,445 --> 00:45:40,362
Selling drugs.

886
00:45:40,988 --> 00:45:42,740
Happiness isn't so hard.

887
00:45:43,282 --> 00:45:45,409
- [Rene laughs]
- Have a beer, right, Rene?

888
00:45:46,577 --> 00:45:47,702
Buddy?

889
00:45:47,703 --> 00:45:50,956
Singing karaoke,
cockfighting, cards. Yes.

890
00:45:53,459 --> 00:45:56,045
There's lots of ways
to be merry. Lots.

891
00:45:57,171 --> 00:46:01,049
But if someone's gone completely crazy,
put them in the nuthouse.

892
00:46:01,050 --> 00:46:02,675
[laughs]

893
00:46:02,676 --> 00:46:04,135
[coughs]

894
00:46:04,136 --> 00:46:05,970
Uncle, drink. Drink some water.

895
00:46:05,971 --> 00:46:07,430
[Tita Abby] Don't throw up here!

896
00:46:07,431 --> 00:46:09,682
Hey, hey! Don't throw up here!

897
00:46:09,683 --> 00:46:12,393
This is exactly why people
take their own lives.

898
00:46:12,394 --> 00:46:13,395
Among other things.

899
00:46:14,188 --> 00:46:16,272
- [Tita Abby] Go outside!
- Stop it, Matti.

900
00:46:16,273 --> 00:46:17,566
[Tita Abby] Outside now!

901
00:46:18,400 --> 00:46:20,694
- Get your act together.
- I will. Don't you worry.

902
00:46:22,154 --> 00:46:23,030
There you go.

903
00:46:23,989 --> 00:46:26,074
- That's why you need faith.
- [Stella laughs]

904
00:46:26,075 --> 00:46:30,204
<i>I dedicate this song
to all the women I've loved before.</i>

905
00:46:35,834 --> 00:46:38,420
I think you need to get your son examined.

906
00:46:39,964 --> 00:46:41,840
[Paz] Oh, my goodness, Aunt,

907
00:46:42,675 --> 00:46:46,427
I hear all kinds of noises
when he is on his own day and night,

908
00:46:46,428 --> 00:46:48,222
not to mention that he paces

909
00:46:48,889 --> 00:46:50,890
all the time. Plays music loudly.

910
00:46:50,891 --> 00:46:52,893
I'm tired and I'm exhausted.

911
00:46:53,686 --> 00:46:55,353
What are you telling her for?

912
00:46:55,354 --> 00:46:58,773
Oh, I was just telling her
that you're an artist like me.

913
00:46:58,774 --> 00:47:00,942
Oh, come on. Just for once,
be honest with them.

914
00:47:00,943 --> 00:47:04,404
Tell them your son is depressed,
bipolar, manic depressive.

915
00:47:04,405 --> 00:47:05,698
Why are you so ashamed of me?

916
00:47:06,615 --> 00:47:08,200
And tell them that you hear voices.

917
00:47:11,370 --> 00:47:15,248
And you have flashes of horrible memories
and you feel abandoned by your dad,

918
00:47:15,249 --> 00:47:17,709
and can't calm down
without your fucking weed or your Xanax.

919
00:47:17,710 --> 00:47:21,087
- Just let it out just a minute.
- He's just created this out of nothing.

920
00:47:21,088 --> 00:47:22,965
This kid lies a lot.

921
00:47:23,757 --> 00:47:26,260
Imagine, I've had to put up
with this for 20 years!

922
00:47:27,344 --> 00:47:30,096
Do you have any idea if he's...

923
00:47:30,097 --> 00:47:31,389
Can you shut the fuck up?

924
00:47:31,390 --> 00:47:32,515
Ah!

925
00:47:32,516 --> 00:47:34,225
You wanna know where my father is?

926
00:47:34,226 --> 00:47:37,604
I can't tell you where my father is.
I have no idea.

927
00:47:37,605 --> 00:47:40,732
Maybe he's in jail,
or maybe he's dead, or drunk somewhere.

928
00:47:40,733 --> 00:47:43,777
Or worse, with a happy family.
He doesn't acknowledge that I exist.

929
00:47:44,445 --> 00:47:47,739
And my mom just eats all that shit up
because she's being paid handsomely.

930
00:47:47,740 --> 00:47:49,866
And at whose expense? Mine!

931
00:47:49,867 --> 00:47:51,576
[grunting]

932
00:47:51,577 --> 00:47:52,620
Any more questions?

933
00:47:53,579 --> 00:47:55,163
You son of a bitch!

934
00:47:55,164 --> 00:47:56,999
Huh? You're a fucking ass!

935
00:47:57,750 --> 00:48:00,252
After all I've been through for you,
this is what I get?

936
00:48:01,211 --> 00:48:05,341
You don't understand a fucking thing,
you ungrateful piece of shit.

937
00:48:06,258 --> 00:48:09,218
How do you think we managed
to make it through day by day

938
00:48:09,219 --> 00:48:12,765
if I didn't eat shit for you?
That was all for you, Matti.

939
00:48:13,849 --> 00:48:16,351
Huh? Where would you be without me?

940
00:48:16,352 --> 00:48:18,645
And you want to go back to America? Huh?

941
00:48:18,646 --> 00:48:21,272
Go ahead! See if you'll be able
to live for just...

942
00:48:21,273 --> 00:48:22,940
You can't even fucking swim!

943
00:48:22,941 --> 00:48:24,526
Do you have to talk to him that way?

944
00:48:25,653 --> 00:48:30,074
Oh! Here we are!
Going through the laundry basket. Oh.

945
00:48:30,658 --> 00:48:32,200
Don't leave... Stay.

946
00:48:32,201 --> 00:48:33,744
I don't want you to miss a thing.

947
00:48:35,412 --> 00:48:39,458
That's what you're all here for, right?
To chew on every bit of shit.

948
00:48:40,459 --> 00:48:41,627
Hey, Aunt Abby.

949
00:48:42,711 --> 00:48:45,923
Do you really want to know
why I came back? Huh?

950
00:48:47,091 --> 00:48:48,300
You can't wait to hear.

951
00:48:52,805 --> 00:48:54,431
Fuck this. Goddamn it!

952
00:49:05,526 --> 00:49:07,111
What did she go and do that for?

953
00:49:09,113 --> 00:49:10,114
[sighs]

954
00:49:16,370 --> 00:49:17,329
I have cancer.

955
00:49:21,625 --> 00:49:22,668
I've come home to die.

956
00:49:26,964 --> 00:49:28,215
Ugh.

957
00:49:34,638 --> 00:49:35,556
[sighs]

958
00:49:44,440 --> 00:49:45,441
Lighter, please.

959
00:50:28,734 --> 00:50:29,693
Want to smoke?

960
00:50:32,613 --> 00:50:33,489
It's okay.

961
00:50:40,996 --> 00:50:43,457
That was a crazy scene you made in there.

962
00:50:46,627 --> 00:50:47,961
I didn't start it.

963
00:50:54,051 --> 00:50:55,177
How long have you known?

964
00:50:57,805 --> 00:50:58,806
About a year now.

965
00:51:03,602 --> 00:51:04,853
And what stage?

966
00:51:07,731 --> 00:51:09,316
- End stage.
- What?

967
00:51:14,655 --> 00:51:15,531
Chemo?

968
00:51:16,198 --> 00:51:18,700
- Are you considering chemo?
- [sighs]

969
00:51:19,326 --> 00:51:20,244
I tried it.

970
00:51:21,245 --> 00:51:25,374
It just makes me feel sicker. Hmm?

971
00:51:32,214 --> 00:51:34,258
But this, oh,

972
00:51:36,969 --> 00:51:38,136
makes me feel better.

973
00:51:40,722 --> 00:51:43,350
[Stella laughs, sighs]

974
00:51:50,023 --> 00:51:53,485
You're going to outlast me again,
aren't you, you witch?

975
00:51:54,152 --> 00:51:55,654
[both chuckle]

976
00:51:57,489 --> 00:51:58,490
Paz.

977
00:52:01,535 --> 00:52:05,454
I hope you know that I sincerely,

978
00:52:05,455 --> 00:52:07,624
genuinely look up to you.

979
00:52:09,459 --> 00:52:13,170
Ugh. You make me sound old. Stop that.

980
00:52:13,171 --> 00:52:14,298
I'm serious, though.

981
00:52:17,050 --> 00:52:18,176
Look at you.

982
00:52:19,011 --> 00:52:20,470
You go for what you want.

983
00:52:21,763 --> 00:52:25,475
No apologies. Without caring
what other people think.

984
00:52:26,184 --> 00:52:28,394
I wish I could be like that--

985
00:52:28,395 --> 00:52:32,024
Hey, wait. You're living your dream.

986
00:52:33,150 --> 00:52:34,943
Me? Look at me.

987
00:52:35,444 --> 00:52:37,446
I'm a sick old lady dying of cancer.

988
00:52:38,947 --> 00:52:40,407
What are you talking about?

989
00:52:41,408 --> 00:52:42,326
What is this?

990
00:52:43,285 --> 00:52:45,995
You're making films in America.

991
00:52:45,996 --> 00:52:47,622
That's every actor's dream.

992
00:52:47,623 --> 00:52:48,540
I did one.

993
00:52:49,583 --> 00:52:50,584
Even then I blew it.

994
00:52:52,294 --> 00:52:54,713
You heard Matti.
I punched the director.

995
00:52:58,508 --> 00:52:59,593
Did he harass you?

996
00:53:04,723 --> 00:53:07,184
[exhales]

997
00:53:10,228 --> 00:53:11,562
[groans]

998
00:53:11,563 --> 00:53:12,439
Are you okay?

999
00:53:14,691 --> 00:53:15,609
Hey,

1000
00:53:16,610 --> 00:53:17,444
Paz.

1001
00:53:21,198 --> 00:53:23,283
Why do bad things happen to good people?

1002
00:53:29,581 --> 00:53:31,958
- [laughs]
- What are you laughing about?

1003
00:53:31,959 --> 00:53:35,629
I never thought I'd be
hearing you talk like that.

1004
00:53:36,630 --> 00:53:38,882
{\an8}[Paz] Wow, you're so mean.

1005
00:53:40,133 --> 00:53:41,426
{\an8}Here, give me that.

1006
00:53:50,644 --> 00:53:52,896
[cell phone ringing]

1007
00:54:26,596 --> 00:54:28,932
[birds chirping]

1008
00:55:32,496 --> 00:55:34,997
[Paz] ...we don't have any water.

1009
00:55:34,998 --> 00:55:36,207
Well, hello.

1010
00:55:36,208 --> 00:55:37,209
Yes, thank you.

1011
00:55:37,959 --> 00:55:38,877
[Paz] There's Miguel.

1012
00:55:39,920 --> 00:55:41,378
Hi. Good morning.

1013
00:55:41,379 --> 00:55:43,173
[Pipo] Here you go. This is delicious.

1014
00:55:45,509 --> 00:55:47,469
- [Jo] Morning.
- Morning.

1015
00:55:48,762 --> 00:55:50,222
No, I'm okay. Thank you.

1016
00:55:56,103 --> 00:55:57,311
Where did you go?

1017
00:55:57,312 --> 00:55:58,563
Out for a drive.

1018
00:56:02,025 --> 00:56:02,943
I was alone.

1019
00:56:05,654 --> 00:56:07,697
Did I ask you to come here, Migs?

1020
00:56:13,662 --> 00:56:14,662
Have some food.

1021
00:56:14,663 --> 00:56:15,831
No, I don't feel...

1022
00:56:17,332 --> 00:56:18,416
Uh, there. Thank you.

1023
00:56:22,796 --> 00:56:24,381
We need to visit the doctor.

1024
00:56:25,590 --> 00:56:26,508
Why?

1025
00:56:27,509 --> 00:56:28,509
Are you sick?

1026
00:56:28,510 --> 00:56:29,885
It's for you.

1027
00:56:29,886 --> 00:56:30,762
Ugh.

1028
00:56:32,556 --> 00:56:34,850
Don't go there, Joanne.

1029
00:56:35,725 --> 00:56:38,811
- I think we need to know about--
- To know about what?

1030
00:56:38,812 --> 00:56:41,106
- If I have longer?
- So we're fully informed.

1031
00:56:41,857 --> 00:56:43,233
Who's asking you?

1032
00:56:44,151 --> 00:56:45,402
This is my decision, right?

1033
00:56:46,319 --> 00:56:47,487
I'll take care of myself.

1034
00:56:48,697 --> 00:56:51,783
So for now, I'm just gonna sit
and wait it out until I croak.

1035
00:56:52,993 --> 00:56:56,036
... come on, sit down
and join us. Relax.

1036
00:56:56,037 --> 00:56:57,789
Why don't you want to be checked?

1037
00:56:58,790 --> 00:57:00,250
There's nothing to lose, right?

1038
00:57:01,084 --> 00:57:02,002
You as well.

1039
00:57:04,588 --> 00:57:07,090
You know what?
I'm sick and tired of doctors

1040
00:57:07,591 --> 00:57:11,011
and the smell of hospitals,
so please, huh, let me be.

1041
00:57:14,848 --> 00:57:16,600
How do we know you're not making this up?

1042
00:57:19,519 --> 00:57:20,979
Fucking unbelievable.

1043
00:57:28,778 --> 00:57:29,696
[Jo clears throat]

1044
00:57:33,200 --> 00:57:34,367
You don't believe me, huh?

1045
00:57:35,827 --> 00:57:37,037
You need proof?

1046
00:57:37,662 --> 00:57:38,580
Okay.

1047
00:57:39,498 --> 00:57:40,373
Here.

1048
00:57:42,209 --> 00:57:43,919
There's proof for you.

1049
00:57:51,551 --> 00:57:54,554
[Jo] Dad! Uncle, help! Hurry up!

1050
00:57:59,184 --> 00:58:01,810
- We're gonna take you to a doctor.
- [Paz] No, it's a bad idea.

1051
00:58:01,811 --> 00:58:04,021
- You're going to a doctor.
- ...

1052
00:58:04,022 --> 00:58:06,315
- You need to see a doctor.
- [Paz] My wig! Matti! ...

1053
00:58:06,316 --> 00:58:07,484
[Matti] I have it. I have it.

1054
00:58:08,276 --> 00:58:09,152
Your bag!

1055
00:58:12,572 --> 00:58:17,160
We can do a biopsy to confirm everything
and see if it has metastasized,

1056
00:58:17,786 --> 00:58:19,996
and then you can figure out
your plan of action.

1057
00:58:21,039 --> 00:58:22,457
The thing is, Doctor...

1058
00:58:23,708 --> 00:58:24,543
Ian?

1059
00:58:25,293 --> 00:58:27,836
I already know my plan of action.

1060
00:58:27,837 --> 00:58:29,965
It's my life, my decision.

1061
00:58:39,266 --> 00:58:40,183
Sorry, Doc.

1062
00:58:42,852 --> 00:58:44,521
Mom, what if something happens to you?

1063
00:58:45,605 --> 00:58:48,149
It's already happening, stupid.

1064
00:58:51,236 --> 00:58:54,905
Why don't we just trust the diagnosis
of the experts in New York?

1065
00:58:54,906 --> 00:58:57,284
It's right there in front of you.
Just read it.

1066
00:58:59,202 --> 00:59:02,288
And I'm not going to pay this woman
with a man's name

1067
00:59:02,289 --> 00:59:05,542
any more money
to learn something I already know.

1068
00:59:10,046 --> 00:59:11,297
Hey.

1069
00:59:11,298 --> 00:59:12,340
[Doctor] Actually, ma'am,

1070
00:59:13,216 --> 00:59:16,970
we have treatments here that have helped
a lot of patients like her.

1071
00:59:18,888 --> 00:59:21,224
- Cases of remission in the last stages--
- Ugh.

1072
00:59:22,058 --> 00:59:24,686
Remission, my foot. Are you stupid?

1073
00:59:25,812 --> 00:59:30,024
Ugh. And I did not leave
everything behind in New York

1074
00:59:30,025 --> 00:59:32,484
just to rot in a hospital like this.

1075
00:59:32,485 --> 00:59:33,862
Are you fucking kidding me?

1076
00:59:41,286 --> 00:59:42,203
Sorry, Doc.

1077
00:59:48,668 --> 00:59:49,669
Um...

1078
00:59:51,212 --> 00:59:54,423
- Doc, can I ask you...
- What is it?

1079
00:59:54,424 --> 00:59:55,342
How long has she got?

1080
00:59:57,260 --> 00:59:59,054
I don't have the whole picture,

1081
00:59:59,846 --> 01:00:03,224
but like I said earlier, some cases...

1082
01:00:07,646 --> 01:00:09,022
Based on this,

1083
01:00:11,358 --> 01:00:12,776
maybe three to six months.

1084
01:00:18,156 --> 01:00:19,157
What do we do now?

1085
01:00:21,326 --> 01:00:23,035
You're in the provinces, is that right?

1086
01:00:23,036 --> 01:00:25,538
- Mmm-hmm.
- She can go into hospice care.

1087
01:00:26,831 --> 01:00:28,291
I don't think we have the money.

1088
01:00:30,085 --> 01:00:32,796
Then you're going to
have to take care of her yourself.

1089
01:00:39,969 --> 01:00:41,346
The total amount's just here.

1090
01:01:01,324 --> 01:01:02,408
Oh.

1091
01:01:02,409 --> 01:01:03,326
Eat up.

1092
01:01:09,457 --> 01:01:10,500
Have something.

1093
01:01:12,544 --> 01:01:13,420
Eat.

1094
01:01:19,050 --> 01:01:20,468
Hmm. Hmm.

1095
01:01:30,770 --> 01:01:32,104
[retches]

1096
01:01:32,105 --> 01:01:34,357
Tissue. Tissue, please.

1097
01:01:36,818 --> 01:01:38,319
[Rene] Uh, drink... Drink some water.

1098
01:01:39,028 --> 01:01:40,405
Oh, I'm sorry.

1099
01:01:42,282 --> 01:01:43,742
I can't. I'm sorry.

1100
01:01:46,411 --> 01:01:47,578
Mattias.

1101
01:01:47,579 --> 01:01:48,621
What is it this time?

1102
01:01:49,330 --> 01:01:52,416
I'm sorry. I'm sorry,
but, Mom, you love this stuff.

1103
01:01:52,417 --> 01:01:54,209
Even in New York, you eat this stuff.

1104
01:01:54,210 --> 01:01:56,545
And it's fucking loaded
with pork fat and chemicals,

1105
01:01:56,546 --> 01:01:58,172
but you still eat it anyway.

1106
01:01:58,173 --> 01:02:00,048
When I was little,
you'd force-feed it to me,

1107
01:02:00,049 --> 01:02:03,511
I pretended to like it for you, so why
can't you pretend to like it for me now?

1108
01:02:08,850 --> 01:02:10,476
You haven't eaten in days.

1109
01:02:10,477 --> 01:02:13,187
And if you don't eat,
you're gonna keep getting skinnier,

1110
01:02:13,188 --> 01:02:14,564
and you're already super skinny,

1111
01:02:15,607 --> 01:02:18,067
- and you're just gonna fucking...
- Mattias.

1112
01:02:18,902 --> 01:02:20,028
Look at me. Look at me.

1113
01:02:21,070 --> 01:02:23,072
I am going to die. Huh?

1114
01:02:25,867 --> 01:02:27,076
[sobbing softly]

1115
01:02:39,214 --> 01:02:41,925
[playing tune on guitar]

1116
01:02:53,269 --> 01:02:56,314
[Jo] "My mother has cancer."

1117
01:03:57,333 --> 01:03:59,835
[Jo] Aunt, thank you.
Thank you so much.

1118
01:03:59,836 --> 01:04:01,461
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

1119
01:04:01,462 --> 01:04:03,422
Don't mention it. Anytime.

1120
01:04:03,423 --> 01:04:04,841
Anything I can do to help.

1121
01:04:06,259 --> 01:04:08,010
If you need anything at all,

1122
01:04:08,011 --> 01:04:09,929
- just let me know, okay?
- Mmm-hmm.

1123
01:04:11,681 --> 01:04:13,641
You're a very good daughter.

1124
01:04:18,479 --> 01:04:20,230
Can I ask you something?

1125
01:04:20,231 --> 01:04:21,190
Of course.

1126
01:04:22,692 --> 01:04:24,569
Why are you so kind to her?

1127
01:04:26,613 --> 01:04:28,781
Well, because I know she's like that.

1128
01:04:31,075 --> 01:04:31,910
You know, your mom,

1129
01:04:33,745 --> 01:04:35,288
she hasn't found life easy.

1130
01:04:48,134 --> 01:04:49,010
Uh...

1131
01:04:49,552 --> 01:04:54,015
You know, your mom and I,
we go a long way back.

1132
01:04:54,849 --> 01:04:57,726
So there is this one project
we did together.

1133
01:04:57,727 --> 01:05:00,146
We were playing go-go dancers.
We were prostitutes.

1134
01:05:00,980 --> 01:05:05,860
Unfortunately, we had this completely
abusive prick as our AD.

1135
01:05:06,486 --> 01:05:07,904
And for some reason,

1136
01:05:08,821 --> 01:05:14,077
every time I had a costume change,
over would come this AD into my tent.

1137
01:05:15,411 --> 01:05:16,537
You know what happened?

1138
01:05:17,455 --> 01:05:19,374
He finally groped me,

1139
01:05:20,458 --> 01:05:23,627
and your mom walks into my tent,
she saw it,

1140
01:05:23,628 --> 01:05:28,423
and of course, she picked up a chair
and threw it at the AD.

1141
01:05:28,424 --> 01:05:31,469
She was so livid,
her eyes, they were on fire.

1142
01:05:32,512 --> 01:05:36,516
So, you see, your mom,
she stands up for what's right.

1143
01:05:38,309 --> 01:05:42,939
And with Paz,
what she feels is what you get.

1144
01:05:44,899 --> 01:05:48,111
That's why she's so unpopular.
A lot of people dislike her for it.

1145
01:05:50,446 --> 01:05:53,241
But at least she's not plastic.

1146
01:05:58,246 --> 01:05:59,247
It's just her temper.

1147
01:06:00,164 --> 01:06:02,291
It's scary if she gets a little mad.

1148
01:06:03,167 --> 01:06:05,378
I hope you didn't get that from your mom.

1149
01:06:17,932 --> 01:06:20,018
Miguel, what's that?

1150
01:06:22,562 --> 01:06:24,188
Take it upstairs, will you?

1151
01:06:29,360 --> 01:06:31,112
- Medical supplies.
- For whom?

1152
01:06:31,988 --> 01:06:36,367
I got you Tramadol, morphine.

1153
01:06:36,951 --> 01:06:38,453
There's quite a lot of it there.

1154
01:06:39,620 --> 01:06:40,829
How did you get these?

1155
01:06:40,830 --> 01:06:42,623
The oxygen tank's upstairs.

1156
01:06:43,541 --> 01:06:45,418
Just in case you have trouble breathing.

1157
01:06:46,085 --> 01:06:49,047
I have cancer of the liver, not lungs.

1158
01:06:53,217 --> 01:06:54,135
Joanne.

1159
01:06:55,094 --> 01:06:56,303
Answer me.

1160
01:06:56,304 --> 01:06:57,847
How did you pay for this?

1161
01:06:59,557 --> 01:07:01,058
Joanne, I'm talking to you.

1162
01:07:01,059 --> 01:07:03,019
I'm exhausted. Please.

1163
01:07:04,020 --> 01:07:06,689
Please, do we have to fight
about it right now?

1164
01:07:07,231 --> 01:07:08,566
This is not fighting.

1165
01:07:10,943 --> 01:07:13,946
It's fine. It's paid for,
so everything is covered.

1166
01:07:14,906 --> 01:07:16,032
Did you beg for money?

1167
01:07:16,657 --> 01:07:17,867
Jesus Christ.

1168
01:07:19,077 --> 01:07:20,495
How embarrassing.

1169
01:07:21,204 --> 01:07:22,746
Give this back.

1170
01:07:22,747 --> 01:07:24,248
I'm not some charity.

1171
01:07:24,957 --> 01:07:26,666
Be grateful there's help around.

1172
01:07:26,667 --> 01:07:28,001
I did not ask for help.

1173
01:07:28,002 --> 01:07:29,879
You'll need it before too long.

1174
01:07:32,006 --> 01:07:32,924
You know what?

1175
01:07:33,633 --> 01:07:34,884
I'm not gonna use this shit.

1176
01:07:35,468 --> 01:07:36,426
Just give it back.

1177
01:07:36,427 --> 01:07:37,887
I don't care!

1178
01:07:49,315 --> 01:07:50,316
I'll deal with this.

1179
01:07:51,526 --> 01:07:53,611
- No, let me. I'll do it.
- It's fine.

1180
01:07:56,239 --> 01:07:57,364
[Migs] Let me help.

1181
01:07:57,365 --> 01:07:59,075
No, no, let me do it.

1182
01:08:00,368 --> 01:08:02,036
Leave it. It's okay.

1183
01:08:23,599 --> 01:08:25,560
Go on. They might leave without you.

1184
01:08:51,169 --> 01:08:52,837
[ship horn honks]

1185
01:09:10,897 --> 01:09:15,985
[Jo] Sequence 20. Legais sitting
on the bed, staring at the ceiling.

1186
01:09:16,611 --> 01:09:18,696
The wind outside is howling,

1187
01:09:19,697 --> 01:09:22,074
so there is a banging on the wall.

1188
01:09:22,992 --> 01:09:27,997
but the banging starts
to sound like a knocking.

1189
01:09:29,123 --> 01:09:30,917
She gets scared at first,

1190
01:09:33,711 --> 01:09:37,006
but thinks maybe it's his ghost at last,

1191
01:09:38,299 --> 01:09:39,425
so she slowly gets up,

1192
01:09:40,051 --> 01:09:41,760
- heads towards the door--
- [Matti] Boom!

1193
01:09:41,761 --> 01:09:42,970
- [screams]
- [laughs]

1194
01:09:45,640 --> 01:09:46,515
Sorry.

1195
01:09:47,350 --> 01:09:49,101
I just wanted to thank you.

1196
01:09:51,812 --> 01:09:52,688
For what?

1197
01:09:53,648 --> 01:09:54,565
For saving me.

1198
01:09:59,695 --> 01:10:00,862
I'm busy.

1199
01:10:00,863 --> 01:10:01,697
I'll be quiet.

1200
01:10:05,534 --> 01:10:07,078
So how are you holding up?

1201
01:10:08,371 --> 01:10:09,622
You said you'd be quiet.

1202
01:10:19,048 --> 01:10:20,549
What are you, um, writing?

1203
01:10:21,425 --> 01:10:22,677
- A movie?
- Mmm-hmm.

1204
01:10:23,302 --> 01:10:24,178
Nice.

1205
01:10:25,721 --> 01:10:26,722
So, what's your story?

1206
01:10:28,266 --> 01:10:29,767
- What, of the movie?
- Yeah.

1207
01:10:31,560 --> 01:10:32,603
[Jo] Uh...

1208
01:10:34,272 --> 01:10:35,982
It's about a girl

1209
01:10:37,483 --> 01:10:40,194
grieving the death of a beloved brother,

1210
01:10:40,987 --> 01:10:44,949
and she's on a quest
to speak to his ghost.

1211
01:10:46,450 --> 01:10:48,703
- How?
- An amulet.

1212
01:10:49,704 --> 01:10:50,663
It's an amulet

1213
01:10:51,914 --> 01:10:54,375
that gives her the power
to speak to the dead.

1214
01:10:55,835 --> 01:10:58,713
And then... [groans]

1215
01:11:01,048 --> 01:11:02,049
I'm stuck.

1216
01:11:07,096 --> 01:11:08,014
[Matti] Let me think.

1217
01:11:11,017 --> 01:11:11,934
What if

1218
01:11:13,519 --> 01:11:15,313
a different ghost comes instead,

1219
01:11:16,981 --> 01:11:20,651
bringing her to a direction
she never would have taken,

1220
01:11:22,320 --> 01:11:26,156
eventually leading her

1221
01:11:26,157 --> 01:11:29,285
to the answer. [growls softly]

1222
01:11:46,218 --> 01:11:47,261
Where'd you get the hair?

1223
01:11:48,971 --> 01:11:50,180
My dad.

1224
01:11:50,181 --> 01:11:51,223
Who's your dad?

1225
01:11:57,563 --> 01:11:59,064
Are you still studying?

1226
01:11:59,065 --> 01:12:01,942
- Huh?
- I mean, where'd you go to school?

1227
01:12:03,152 --> 01:12:03,986
I don't.

1228
01:12:04,945 --> 01:12:06,113
I finished 12th grade,

1229
01:12:07,573 --> 01:12:09,492
and Mom told me to take a break.

1230
01:12:11,577 --> 01:12:13,996
- And I haven't gone back since.
- [Jo] Mmm.

1231
01:12:16,957 --> 01:12:17,875
Why?

1232
01:12:18,459 --> 01:12:19,460
My moods, I guess.

1233
01:12:20,628 --> 01:12:21,545
Bad grades.

1234
01:12:24,548 --> 01:12:26,591
- Watch out!
- [screams]

1235
01:12:26,592 --> 01:12:27,593
[Matti laughs]

1236
01:12:28,469 --> 01:12:29,387
What's going on?

1237
01:12:30,137 --> 01:12:30,971
Nothing.

1238
01:12:33,057 --> 01:12:35,017
- Why do that?
- [mimicking mockingly] Why do that?

1239
01:12:38,896 --> 01:12:39,814
[Matti] Is it deep?

1240
01:12:40,856 --> 01:12:42,274
[Jo] Um, no.

1241
01:12:43,484 --> 01:12:46,404
I swam here all the time
when I was a little girl.

1242
01:12:47,571 --> 01:12:49,365
[Matti] You're still little. Come on.

1243
01:12:52,618 --> 01:12:53,536
Stop it.

1244
01:12:55,663 --> 01:12:56,664
She says you're stubborn.

1245
01:12:58,457 --> 01:13:01,377
Oh. I'm the stubborn one. [chuckles]

1246
01:13:02,878 --> 01:13:03,796
Wow.

1247
01:13:07,883 --> 01:13:10,218
I tried reaching out to her, you know.

1248
01:13:10,219 --> 01:13:13,055
I sent emails, I never got a reply.

1249
01:13:14,140 --> 01:13:15,307
So I eventually gave up.

1250
01:13:21,730 --> 01:13:22,565
Oh.

1251
01:13:23,858 --> 01:13:25,860
Okay, I'm good. It's all good.

1252
01:13:35,786 --> 01:13:36,786
[Matti giggles]

1253
01:13:36,787 --> 01:13:37,746
[Jo] Good Lord.

1254
01:13:44,003 --> 01:13:47,089
Okay, just remember,
if you're in deep water,

1255
01:13:47,756 --> 01:13:48,674
head first.

1256
01:13:49,216 --> 01:13:54,305
And after that, you do the frog kick,
you know, like that, huh?

1257
01:13:55,556 --> 01:13:56,682
And then you'll stay afloat.

1258
01:13:57,308 --> 01:13:59,768
Yeah? Come on, you'll learn.

1259
01:14:00,936 --> 01:14:01,937
Tanchi!

1260
01:14:02,605 --> 01:14:04,857
It's a swimming lesson,
so take us to the island.

1261
01:14:07,526 --> 01:14:10,196
You know, you're a really cool dad.

1262
01:14:11,155 --> 01:14:13,156
You're a crazy boy, you know that?

1263
01:14:13,157 --> 01:14:16,160
No, I really mean it. I think
I'm gonna call you pops from now on.

1264
01:14:17,661 --> 01:14:19,662
[both chuckle]

1265
01:14:19,663 --> 01:14:22,415
Let's go! Okay...

1266
01:14:22,416 --> 01:14:24,126
one, two, three!

1267
01:14:25,419 --> 01:14:27,171
[boat engine whirring]

1268
01:14:39,683 --> 01:14:41,519
[fish vocal sounds]

1269
01:15:09,964 --> 01:15:11,257
How's your script?

1270
01:15:14,343 --> 01:15:15,344
It's all right.

1271
01:15:18,389 --> 01:15:19,807
Writers block?

1272
01:15:21,100 --> 01:15:22,268
[clears throat]

1273
01:15:24,895 --> 01:15:27,981
I'm stuck because I don't know

1274
01:15:27,982 --> 01:15:29,483
how to end it.

1275
01:15:32,736 --> 01:15:34,321
Do you have to know the ending?

1276
01:15:37,658 --> 01:15:40,159
I want to know where it's going.

1277
01:15:40,160 --> 01:15:42,580
Well, what a corny approach.

1278
01:15:45,374 --> 01:15:47,543
So, writing feels like...

1279
01:15:48,127 --> 01:15:52,423
like a to-do list
when it's really, you know, an experience.

1280
01:15:55,217 --> 01:15:56,051
I don't know...

1281
01:15:57,386 --> 01:15:59,179
you don't have to have just one ending.

1282
01:16:01,015 --> 01:16:02,641
I don't know, just...

1283
01:16:04,643 --> 01:16:06,145
go with the flow,

1284
01:16:07,229 --> 01:16:09,773
and just feel every scene.

1285
01:16:11,817 --> 01:16:13,944
And see where it takes you.

1286
01:16:22,953 --> 01:16:24,371
Do you remember Nono?

1287
01:16:28,500 --> 01:16:29,668
Yeah.

1288
01:16:32,504 --> 01:16:36,466
Every night, he would put on an LP

1289
01:16:36,467 --> 01:16:38,469
while I put you to sleep.

1290
01:16:40,804 --> 01:16:45,059
I always remember that he had a laugh
like Donald Duck.

1291
01:16:46,185 --> 01:16:47,686
[mimics laugh]

1292
01:16:49,104 --> 01:16:50,189
[chuckles]

1293
01:16:58,364 --> 01:17:01,617
He was a brilliant, brilliant lawyer...

1294
01:17:03,786 --> 01:17:05,663
and also a very good writer.

1295
01:17:08,123 --> 01:17:10,084
If only I knew then what I know now.

1296
01:17:14,129 --> 01:17:16,340
You know, I could've...

1297
01:17:24,473 --> 01:17:26,349
he called you princess.

1298
01:17:26,350 --> 01:17:27,434
Do you remember that?

1299
01:17:33,107 --> 01:17:35,150
He must be so proud of you now, Jo.

1300
01:17:50,582 --> 01:17:52,583
[Matti] Come on, mom,
you're gonna love it!

1301
01:17:52,584 --> 01:17:54,127
Come on out!

1302
01:17:54,128 --> 01:17:56,379
Your son wants you to join us!

1303
01:17:56,380 --> 01:17:57,548
[both chuckle]

1304
01:18:02,094 --> 01:18:03,887
[engine whirring]

1305
01:18:09,143 --> 01:18:11,395
[cheerful screams]

1306
01:18:45,971 --> 01:18:48,514
Paz, drink something,
then you'll feel better.

1307
01:18:48,515 --> 01:18:49,725
Thanks.

1308
01:18:50,768 --> 01:18:52,811
Let's take a family picture.

1309
01:18:53,729 --> 01:18:55,229
Yeah, let's do it.

1310
01:18:55,230 --> 01:18:56,606
- Ma!
- What?

1311
01:18:56,607 --> 01:18:59,192
- Please take our picture. Mm-hmm.
- I just have to click it?

1312
01:18:59,193 --> 01:19:01,235
- You're drinking beer again?
- Just the one.

1313
01:19:01,236 --> 01:19:02,780
Everyone look happy, all right?

1314
01:19:04,656 --> 01:19:06,073
Over here!

1315
01:19:06,074 --> 01:19:07,993
Okay, um...

1316
01:19:09,495 --> 01:19:11,329
[Joe] Mom, you have to count.

1317
01:19:11,330 --> 01:19:13,456
Count, then click.

1318
01:19:13,457 --> 01:19:17,210
Okay, one, two, three, four five...

1319
01:19:17,211 --> 01:19:18,629
- What!
- Hey!

1320
01:19:19,588 --> 01:19:22,340
One, two, three... one, two, three...

1321
01:19:22,341 --> 01:19:24,091
- [both] click!
- There you go.

1322
01:19:24,092 --> 01:19:26,844
Ah! Yeah!

1323
01:19:26,845 --> 01:19:28,054
Smile!

1324
01:19:28,055 --> 01:19:31,182
One, two, three, click!

1325
01:19:31,183 --> 01:19:34,393
There. Beautiful. One, two, three...
[camera shutter clicks]

1326
01:19:34,394 --> 01:19:36,395
Oh, wonderful!

1327
01:19:36,396 --> 01:19:38,315
One, two, three, click!

1328
01:19:38,816 --> 01:19:40,692
[all laughing]

1329
01:19:53,330 --> 01:19:55,040
[scoffs] It really hurts.

1330
01:19:59,378 --> 01:20:00,462
[gasps]

1331
01:20:08,720 --> 01:20:10,430
Will you marry the doctor?

1332
01:20:12,307 --> 01:20:14,059
I can have a doctor in the house.

1333
01:20:16,353 --> 01:20:18,230
Ma, he's just a friend.

1334
01:20:20,774 --> 01:20:21,984
I'm not stupid.

1335
01:20:23,569 --> 01:20:25,070
Just rest please.

1336
01:20:26,530 --> 01:20:27,990
How did you even meet?

1337
01:20:29,741 --> 01:20:30,951
Are you his patient?

1338
01:20:34,746 --> 01:20:35,956
Busted.

1339
01:20:37,708 --> 01:20:38,834
[chuckles softly]

1340
01:20:42,546 --> 01:20:44,256
I'm not judging you, Jo.

1341
01:20:45,424 --> 01:20:48,135
I've fucked a few doctors in my life.

1342
01:20:52,180 --> 01:20:53,473
Just be careful.

1343
01:21:00,564 --> 01:21:01,815
[exhales]

1344
01:21:06,278 --> 01:21:07,529
[groans softly]

1345
01:21:13,744 --> 01:21:14,745
[groans softly]

1346
01:21:27,591 --> 01:21:28,759
Ma?

1347
01:21:29,927 --> 01:21:31,928
[groans softly]

1348
01:21:31,929 --> 01:21:35,057
[groaning]

1349
01:21:35,599 --> 01:21:36,642
Mom.

1350
01:22:13,261 --> 01:22:15,013
[Ben] <i>Hey, what's wrong, Joe?</i>

1351
01:22:15,597 --> 01:22:18,516
<i>You've been hard to reach lately.
Everything all right?</i>

1352
01:22:18,517 --> 01:22:21,812
I'm sorry, Ben, I've been looking after
my sick mother.

1353
01:22:22,437 --> 01:22:25,190
<i>Aww, I'm sorry to hear that.</i>

1354
01:22:26,066 --> 01:22:27,484
<i>You should have said something.</i>

1355
01:22:28,151 --> 01:22:30,529
<i>You still wanna be a part of this, though?</i>

1356
01:22:31,196 --> 01:22:34,240
I've worked so hard for this, Ben.

1357
01:22:34,241 --> 01:22:35,367
<i>Oh...</i>

1358
01:22:36,159 --> 01:22:37,494
What should I do?

1359
01:22:38,495 --> 01:22:41,331
<i>I could try talking to
a few of my colleagues...</i>

1360
01:22:41,873 --> 01:22:43,416
- Ben...
<i>- Yeah?</i>

1361
01:22:43,417 --> 01:22:46,168
- I'm sorry but I gotta go.
<i>- You know what, Joe--</i>

1362
01:22:46,169 --> 01:22:48,170
[Rene] Pancit, everyone!

1363
01:22:48,171 --> 01:22:50,381
So delicious.

1364
01:22:50,382 --> 01:22:51,800
There we are.

1365
01:22:52,592 --> 01:22:54,301
[chuckles]

1366
01:22:54,302 --> 01:22:55,345
Hand me that.

1367
01:22:59,891 --> 01:23:01,601
- [Paz] Where is it, Rene?
- Here, it's here.

1368
01:23:04,312 --> 01:23:06,565
- Wow, thank you.
- That's okay.

1369
01:23:07,524 --> 01:23:08,734
Hand it to your sister.

1370
01:23:09,359 --> 01:23:11,111
[Bes] Pass your plate.

1371
01:23:13,655 --> 01:23:15,865
- Your sister. Give it to your sister.
- Right, right.

1372
01:23:15,866 --> 01:23:16,991
- Your sister.
- Here it is.

1373
01:23:16,992 --> 01:23:18,409
Uh, no.

1374
01:23:18,410 --> 01:23:20,077
I'm sorry. I have to work.

1375
01:23:20,078 --> 01:23:22,747
Come on, Jo. For me, please.

1376
01:23:22,748 --> 01:23:24,999
- [Matti] It's good.
- All right.

1377
01:23:25,000 --> 01:23:26,417
- [Bes] This is yours.
- Thanks.

1378
01:23:26,418 --> 01:23:29,463
- Come on.
- [Rene] Oh, yeah.

1379
01:23:30,672 --> 01:23:32,257
[puffs]

1380
01:23:34,676 --> 01:23:37,345
[coughs, chuckles]

1381
01:23:47,230 --> 01:23:48,523
[Bes] Take it easy.

1382
01:23:53,528 --> 01:23:54,905
Hey, slow down.

1383
01:23:55,447 --> 01:23:56,698
It's sumptuous.

1384
01:23:57,574 --> 01:23:58,909
[all chuckling]

1385
01:24:00,243 --> 01:24:02,871
[Bes] Do it. Please.
You'll end up choaking.

1386
01:24:05,207 --> 01:24:07,875
Mom, how is it?

1387
01:24:07,876 --> 01:24:09,377
The food.

1388
01:24:11,505 --> 01:24:13,465
This is perfect last meal.

1389
01:24:16,176 --> 01:24:17,802
- What?
- [Rene] Now, this is perfect.

1390
01:24:17,803 --> 01:24:19,262
You never know, right?

1391
01:24:20,013 --> 01:24:21,223
Mom!

1392
01:24:21,765 --> 01:24:23,891
- Just eat up.
- Ah-ha!

1393
01:24:23,892 --> 01:24:26,019
You guys are so not ready for this.

1394
01:24:28,438 --> 01:24:32,192
Have you guys thought of the eulogies
you're gonna give when I go?

1395
01:24:37,614 --> 01:24:38,657
Matti boy?

1396
01:24:39,699 --> 01:24:42,076
Come on, pretend that it's my funeral.

1397
01:24:42,077 --> 01:24:44,578
- You have to say something.
- I don't wanna do that, mom.

1398
01:24:44,579 --> 01:24:46,664
Just try it, Matias.

1399
01:24:46,665 --> 01:24:48,124
Try!

1400
01:24:48,125 --> 01:24:50,293
- Come on, you can do this.
- All right, all right.

1401
01:24:51,086 --> 01:24:54,630
Everybody, thank you for coming tonight.

1402
01:24:54,631 --> 01:24:56,465
I'm so fucked faded right now.

1403
01:24:56,466 --> 01:24:58,218
[all chuckling]

1404
01:24:59,761 --> 01:25:02,139
Tonight, my dear mother...

1405
01:25:03,306 --> 01:25:05,182
is dead.

1406
01:25:05,183 --> 01:25:07,102
[all chuckle]

1407
01:25:10,313 --> 01:25:12,690
Matti, come on.

1408
01:25:12,691 --> 01:25:14,733
Jesus, Mary and Joseph.

1409
01:25:14,734 --> 01:25:17,903
You have to say something nice,
something like,

1410
01:25:17,904 --> 01:25:21,782
"My mother, she's a loving person.

1411
01:25:21,783 --> 01:25:24,411
- "She's hard working..."
- [all laughing]

1412
01:25:26,288 --> 01:25:29,206
Hey, Rene, you've been laughing
the whole time,

1413
01:25:29,207 --> 01:25:32,543
chuckling away, come on then.

1414
01:25:32,544 --> 01:25:34,045
Let's hear it.

1415
01:25:36,256 --> 01:25:37,673
Come on, Rene.

1416
01:25:37,674 --> 01:25:39,633
[all laughing]

1417
01:25:39,634 --> 01:25:42,428
The fuck! Come on, say it.

1418
01:25:42,429 --> 01:25:43,722
All right, all right...

1419
01:25:45,974 --> 01:25:47,808
[laughing]

1420
01:25:47,809 --> 01:25:51,604
Did you know, the very first time

1421
01:25:51,605 --> 01:25:53,564
I met Paz,

1422
01:25:53,565 --> 01:25:57,610
she was already a celebrity.
Always in the news,

1423
01:25:57,611 --> 01:26:00,404
because she was dating everyone.

1424
01:26:00,405 --> 01:26:05,577
Did you know that she dated a famous
well-known actor.

1425
01:26:07,370 --> 01:26:09,664
- Do you blame me?
- Do you remember?

1426
01:26:10,332 --> 01:26:12,458
He was always...

1427
01:26:12,459 --> 01:26:14,627
- that guy who was--
- Dammit, Rene!

1428
01:26:14,628 --> 01:26:17,713
This is what will remain with you
after I'm dead?

1429
01:26:17,714 --> 01:26:19,925
[all laughing]

1430
01:26:24,137 --> 01:26:25,513
God!

1431
01:26:27,557 --> 01:26:28,808
Insane.

1432
01:26:29,392 --> 01:26:31,144
You're crazy, Rene.

1433
01:26:32,729 --> 01:26:35,731
Hey, Joanne now.

1434
01:26:35,732 --> 01:26:38,943
Brilliant writer. Say something inspiring.

1435
01:26:38,944 --> 01:26:41,488
You know, for your mom.
Come on. Please.

1436
01:26:42,530 --> 01:26:45,116
- Come on. It'll be easy for you.
- No.

1437
01:26:46,201 --> 01:26:48,327
- No.
- Come on, guys.

1438
01:26:48,328 --> 01:26:50,496
You're all so...

1439
01:26:50,497 --> 01:26:52,707
Hey, okay, okay, let's do it this way.

1440
01:26:53,458 --> 01:26:54,542
Jo, take notes.

1441
01:26:56,294 --> 01:27:02,174
"She embraced her world fully
and lived her life fearlessly,

1442
01:27:02,175 --> 01:27:05,011
"but sadly life wasn't so kind to her.

1443
01:27:05,929 --> 01:27:09,266
"She was battered by painful experiences,

1444
01:27:10,350 --> 01:27:11,518
"nevertheless...

1445
01:27:12,435 --> 01:27:15,689
"she remained selfless and generous."

1446
01:27:17,565 --> 01:27:18,817
There you go.

1447
01:27:20,360 --> 01:27:24,447
All right, it could be different.
It could be like this. Take two.

1448
01:27:24,948 --> 01:27:28,576
"She embraced the world fully.

1449
01:27:29,369 --> 01:27:32,080
"She lived her life fiercely,

1450
01:27:33,081 --> 01:27:36,960
"unfortunately life wasn't so kind to her.

1451
01:27:38,295 --> 01:27:41,131
"And she was battered
by painful experiences.

1452
01:27:41,881 --> 01:27:44,926
"Nevertheless, she remained selfless

1453
01:27:45,885 --> 01:27:47,470
"and generous."

1454
01:27:48,054 --> 01:27:49,305
Not bad, huh?

1455
01:27:49,306 --> 01:27:51,391
Okay, Paz, our Paz...

1456
01:27:52,726 --> 01:27:54,310
our shining star.

1457
01:27:54,311 --> 01:27:56,061
Oh, that's so good.

1458
01:27:56,062 --> 01:27:57,897
"Our shining star

1459
01:27:58,398 --> 01:28:01,943
"has taken her rightful place
among the stars.

1460
01:28:03,069 --> 01:28:05,612
"She was not only a great actress,

1461
01:28:05,613 --> 01:28:08,658
"she was also a loving daughter,

1462
01:28:10,243 --> 01:28:13,455
"a kind sister, a loyal partner...

1463
01:28:15,290 --> 01:28:17,709
- "and most of all, she was...
- [Jo thuds]

1464
01:28:19,044 --> 01:28:22,546
Joanne, I know, you wanna say something.

1465
01:28:22,547 --> 01:28:24,174
- Joanne?
- No.

1466
01:28:24,799 --> 01:28:25,759
Okay.

1467
01:28:28,219 --> 01:28:30,263
"Maria Paz Del La Santos...

1468
01:28:32,891 --> 01:28:35,810
"a wonderful, wonderful mother."

1469
01:28:38,521 --> 01:28:39,773
That's it.

1470
01:28:42,317 --> 01:28:44,736
- Hmm?
- Bullshit.

1471
01:28:45,320 --> 01:28:46,988
- Did you say something?
- [slams cutlery]

1472
01:28:48,907 --> 01:28:50,950
If you have something to say, say it.
Come on.

1473
01:28:51,701 --> 01:28:54,703
- What?
- How would I know what to say,

1474
01:28:54,704 --> 01:28:57,374
- when you're a stranger?
- So, you're blaming me?

1475
01:28:58,083 --> 01:28:59,376
Who else, Ma?

1476
01:29:00,001 --> 01:29:01,460
Or maybe it's my fault then?

1477
01:29:01,461 --> 01:29:03,380
Okay, before you say anything,
I'd shut up.

1478
01:29:04,672 --> 01:29:07,132
You don't understand anything.

1479
01:29:07,133 --> 01:29:09,010
Please make me understand.

1480
01:29:10,053 --> 01:29:11,971
You have no idea what I went through.

1481
01:29:12,597 --> 01:29:13,848
How it wasn't easy...

1482
01:29:15,350 --> 01:29:17,977
After I gave birth to you,
I had to quit working.

1483
01:29:18,728 --> 01:29:21,271
I had to settle down with your father,

1484
01:29:21,272 --> 01:29:23,775
be a good wife, be a good mother.

1485
01:29:24,317 --> 01:29:26,569
I had to take care of your Nono.

1486
01:29:27,862 --> 01:29:29,906
I had to give up my career!

1487
01:29:30,448 --> 01:29:32,909
Nobody wanted to employ you, Ma.

1488
01:29:33,576 --> 01:29:35,160
Why can't you just accept it?

1489
01:29:35,161 --> 01:29:37,287
I was protecting you, Joanne.

1490
01:29:37,288 --> 01:29:38,664
I was protecting you.

1491
01:29:38,665 --> 01:29:40,582
If I hadn't left...

1492
01:29:40,583 --> 01:29:43,210
I could have put myself in danger,
you in danger...

1493
01:29:43,211 --> 01:29:44,504
And what happened?

1494
01:29:45,004 --> 01:29:46,589
I was still hurt by you.

1495
01:29:48,633 --> 01:29:52,511
And now, since you're out of money
and you're sick...

1496
01:29:52,512 --> 01:29:53,929
you're back for Round 2,

1497
01:29:53,930 --> 01:29:55,931
as if nothing ever happened.

1498
01:29:55,932 --> 01:29:58,976
And you expect us to drop everything.

1499
01:29:58,977 --> 01:30:00,979
I never asked you to take care of me!

1500
01:30:03,481 --> 01:30:04,482
Never!

1501
01:30:06,568 --> 01:30:08,403
Why did you want me to be here?

1502
01:30:09,195 --> 01:30:13,031
'Cause I wanted to see if you're okay
before I died.

1503
01:30:13,032 --> 01:30:14,324
Hmm.

1504
01:30:14,325 --> 01:30:17,245
To assuage your guilt,
you travelled back home

1505
01:30:17,996 --> 01:30:21,624
to check if the daughter you left
managed to do okay anyway.

1506
01:30:23,042 --> 01:30:25,294
Our your fucking sin first.

1507
01:30:25,295 --> 01:30:28,298
Oh, my god... Joanne.

1508
01:30:29,924 --> 01:30:32,384
Why do you have
so much hate in your heart?

1509
01:30:32,385 --> 01:30:34,136
Oh! [chuckles]

1510
01:30:34,137 --> 01:30:36,222
So much? Yes, Ma!

1511
01:30:37,932 --> 01:30:40,476
Because of how long you left me for...

1512
01:30:41,519 --> 01:30:45,106
not one explanation.

1513
01:30:47,609 --> 01:30:51,321
You left me when I was a child!

1514
01:30:52,864 --> 01:30:54,573
Why, Ma?

1515
01:30:54,574 --> 01:30:56,283
Why?

1516
01:30:56,284 --> 01:30:58,911
Explain to me now, what I did wrong?

1517
01:30:58,912 --> 01:31:00,704
- I was--
- How did I fail?

1518
01:31:00,705 --> 01:31:02,498
I was not well.

1519
01:31:05,418 --> 01:31:06,753
Not well?

1520
01:31:10,298 --> 01:31:11,549
Okay.

1521
01:31:14,594 --> 01:31:17,263
That's why you left for "America"?

1522
01:31:18,473 --> 01:31:20,767
To be single again? To...

1523
01:31:21,267 --> 01:31:24,645
find another man
and give birth to another child?

1524
01:31:24,646 --> 01:31:26,773
You have no right to judge me.

1525
01:31:28,566 --> 01:31:31,945
You have no fucking clue
what I went through in New York!

1526
01:31:33,863 --> 01:31:35,530
Well, you think you're...

1527
01:31:35,531 --> 01:31:37,157
so fucking smart!

1528
01:31:37,158 --> 01:31:39,160
I had to become smart.

1529
01:31:41,913 --> 01:31:45,875
I had to parent myself for 27 years!

1530
01:31:46,584 --> 01:31:48,002
You weren't there!

1531
01:31:51,589 --> 01:31:53,883
And yet, I made something of myself.

1532
01:31:56,469 --> 01:31:57,679
And you...

1533
01:32:00,181 --> 01:32:01,723
look at you.

1534
01:32:01,724 --> 01:32:03,643
Your life went nowhere.

1535
01:32:04,435 --> 01:32:06,896
You know, when you were gone...

1536
01:32:08,773 --> 01:32:10,440
I was okay.

1537
01:32:10,441 --> 01:32:11,943
[thunder rumbling]

1538
01:32:16,114 --> 01:32:17,573
Well then, good for you.

1539
01:32:19,826 --> 01:32:24,622
I'm so happy that you found peace
through therapy...

1540
01:32:25,623 --> 01:32:26,791
with...

1541
01:32:27,458 --> 01:32:30,169
that handsome psychiatrist you're fucking.

1542
01:32:31,671 --> 01:32:32,797
Well shit...

1543
01:32:34,924 --> 01:32:36,259
who's selfish now?

1544
01:32:37,593 --> 01:32:40,095
I'm putting my dreams on hold

1545
01:32:40,096 --> 01:32:42,264
because I wanna be here for you.

1546
01:32:42,265 --> 01:32:44,308
I never asked you to.

1547
01:32:44,309 --> 01:32:45,934
I'm not like you!

1548
01:32:45,935 --> 01:32:48,229
I can't just
ignore my conscience like you.

1549
01:32:49,355 --> 01:32:51,398
Abandoning a loved one.

1550
01:32:51,399 --> 01:32:52,692
Now, there it is.

1551
01:32:54,402 --> 01:32:55,862
You finally said it.

1552
01:32:58,489 --> 01:33:01,534
So the whole reason you're here,

1553
01:33:02,118 --> 01:33:04,078
is not for anything, but for you

1554
01:33:04,996 --> 01:33:07,456
to feel better about yourself.

1555
01:33:07,457 --> 01:33:12,044
Or, is it to show everyone
that you're so much better than

1556
01:33:12,045 --> 01:33:14,629
your loser mother. Is that it?

1557
01:33:14,630 --> 01:33:17,050
Is that your dramatic through line?

1558
01:33:20,970 --> 01:33:22,513
You're not any better.

1559
01:33:23,890 --> 01:33:27,893
You come from a long line
of narcissistic, proud people

1560
01:33:27,894 --> 01:33:30,146
who would gladly sweep

1561
01:33:30,897 --> 01:33:33,690
difficult conversations under the rug,

1562
01:33:33,691 --> 01:33:37,653
and pretend that everything is fine
until it's not.

1563
01:33:39,822 --> 01:33:41,198
And then we escape.

1564
01:33:41,199 --> 01:33:42,949
Because that's what we do,

1565
01:33:42,950 --> 01:33:44,285
you and I, both.

1566
01:33:44,952 --> 01:33:47,704
- Mom, please. If you'd only--
- What?

1567
01:33:47,705 --> 01:33:49,374
Huh? Be sorry?

1568
01:33:51,334 --> 01:33:52,876
[thunder rumbling]

1569
01:33:52,877 --> 01:33:54,670
[loud thunderclap]

1570
01:33:59,550 --> 01:34:01,302
[wind blowing]

1571
01:34:11,938 --> 01:34:13,481
Look after yourself, okay.

1572
01:34:19,445 --> 01:34:21,696
- [Bes] Jo, darling!.
- Mom.

1573
01:34:21,697 --> 01:34:23,783
You phone. [exhales]

1574
01:34:27,537 --> 01:34:29,038
Say goodbye to your mother.

1575
01:34:41,342 --> 01:34:42,969
[breath shaking]

1576
01:34:45,763 --> 01:34:47,098
I love you.

1577
01:34:47,974 --> 01:34:49,725
- Take care.
- Love you.

1578
01:35:28,931 --> 01:35:31,141
<i>- Uh, hi.</i>
- Hi, Ben.

1579
01:35:31,142 --> 01:35:34,019
<i>- Jo?</i>
- Sorry, did I wake you?

1580
01:35:34,020 --> 01:35:35,479
<i>No, no. That's fine.</i>

1581
01:35:35,480 --> 01:35:37,689
I just emailed the final treatment.

1582
01:35:37,690 --> 01:35:39,900
<i>You did! And that's great to hear.</i>

1583
01:35:39,901 --> 01:35:42,152
- Yeah, let's do this.
<i>- Great, Jo.</i>

1584
01:35:42,153 --> 01:35:45,155
<i>Uh... you don't sound too happy though.</i>

1585
01:35:45,156 --> 01:35:46,323
<i>You okay?</i>

1586
01:35:46,324 --> 01:35:48,493
- I'm just tired.
<i>- Okay, then.</i>

1587
01:35:50,328 --> 01:35:54,247
<i>Can you make here next week,
like Tuesday?</i>

1588
01:35:54,248 --> 01:35:56,374
<i>- What do you think?</i>
- Tuesday?

1589
01:35:56,375 --> 01:35:58,252
<i>Yeah, there is a chance--</i>

1590
01:35:59,795 --> 01:36:00,713
Hello?

1591
01:36:22,068 --> 01:36:23,319
[knock at door]

1592
01:36:25,404 --> 01:36:26,781
[knock at door]

1593
01:36:29,492 --> 01:36:31,619
- [banging]
- Just wait.

1594
01:36:35,414 --> 01:36:37,082
- Hi.
- Hey.

1595
01:36:37,083 --> 01:36:39,377
- What? You're here!
- Yeah.

1596
01:36:40,336 --> 01:36:41,337
You left this.

1597
01:36:43,673 --> 01:36:46,050
- Oh, thank you!
- No problem.

1598
01:36:49,053 --> 01:36:50,637
Oh, it's just me.

1599
01:36:50,638 --> 01:36:53,306
I took the bus here,
And aunt Des taught me.

1600
01:36:53,307 --> 01:36:55,351
- See?
- Oh... okay.

1601
01:36:57,728 --> 01:36:59,688
- Well, I gotta go. See ya.
- Hey.

1602
01:36:59,689 --> 01:37:02,691
- Matti, stop. Come in.
- Really?

1603
01:37:02,692 --> 01:37:04,442
- Yeah!
- All right.

1604
01:37:04,443 --> 01:37:06,654
I'll take you to the station tomorrow.

1605
01:37:15,413 --> 01:37:16,539
So...

1606
01:37:18,541 --> 01:37:21,043
are you hungry? Have you eaten?
Come on.

1607
01:37:23,212 --> 01:37:24,921
I have, well...

1608
01:37:24,922 --> 01:37:27,132
leftover pasta and beer.

1609
01:37:27,133 --> 01:37:28,676
Ow, what kind of beer?

1610
01:37:30,386 --> 01:37:32,888
- It's just beer.
- Whatever.

1611
01:37:33,389 --> 01:37:34,807
- Here you go.
- Thanks.

1612
01:37:42,898 --> 01:37:44,483
I'm leaving next week.

1613
01:37:46,485 --> 01:37:47,612
Already?

1614
01:37:48,279 --> 01:37:50,948
I was about to leave
when you guys arrived.

1615
01:37:53,826 --> 01:37:54,910
You excited?

1616
01:37:56,787 --> 01:37:57,830
Nervous.

1617
01:37:58,623 --> 01:37:59,665
You'll survive.

1618
01:38:00,833 --> 01:38:02,627
You are mom's daughter after all.

1619
01:38:03,127 --> 01:38:04,211
Hmm.

1620
01:38:07,423 --> 01:38:08,716
How's your mom?

1621
01:38:09,967 --> 01:38:11,052
You know...

1622
01:38:12,428 --> 01:38:13,262
still a...

1623
01:38:13,888 --> 01:38:16,182
- bitch.
- [both chuckle]

1624
01:38:19,310 --> 01:38:20,311
[exhales softly]

1625
01:38:24,023 --> 01:38:25,774
You never ran away?

1626
01:38:25,775 --> 01:38:27,443
- From mom?
- Hmm.

1627
01:38:28,653 --> 01:38:29,654
Never.

1628
01:38:32,198 --> 01:38:35,159
You know, even while she'd be screaming
at me,

1629
01:38:36,535 --> 01:38:38,454
I still felt that she loved me.

1630
01:38:40,873 --> 01:38:43,459
I love how we'd watch movies together,

1631
01:38:44,043 --> 01:38:45,878
and I'd curl up on the couch next to her...

1632
01:38:48,464 --> 01:38:51,342
and I even love the way she smells
like cigarettes all the time.

1633
01:38:53,135 --> 01:38:54,136
It's kind of weird.

1634
01:38:55,596 --> 01:38:59,809
You know, in New York,
we would take walks on Sundays,

1635
01:39:00,851 --> 01:39:04,562
and she would tell me about
the Philippines and how beautiful it was,

1636
01:39:04,563 --> 01:39:05,898
and yadda, yadda, yadda.

1637
01:39:06,607 --> 01:39:10,444
{\an8}And she would tell me about
how much of herself she saw in you.

1638
01:39:12,613 --> 01:39:15,032
{\an8}And then, she would just be quiet
for a few blocks...

1639
01:39:17,410 --> 01:39:19,704
{\an8}and we would just walk and walk,

1640
01:39:20,454 --> 01:39:22,039
{\an8}and she wouldn't say anything.

1641
01:39:24,125 --> 01:39:25,376
{\an8}And I always wondered why.

1642
01:39:27,211 --> 01:39:28,838
{\an8}Maybe she was thinking of you.

1643
01:39:32,800 --> 01:39:34,260
In fact, I know she was.

1644
01:39:44,603 --> 01:39:46,355
[traffic noise]

1645
01:39:50,735 --> 01:39:52,235
Hey, you don't have to wait for me.

1646
01:39:52,236 --> 01:39:53,737
- I won't get lost.
- Bus is leaving.

1647
01:39:53,738 --> 01:39:56,448
It's okay. Lemme check
if this is the right one.

1648
01:39:56,449 --> 01:39:57,867
[man] Come on. Get in.

1649
01:39:59,994 --> 01:40:02,912
- Does bus to go Lucena?
- It does, ma'am.

1650
01:40:02,913 --> 01:40:05,081
- Hurry up, we're about to leave.
- This is the one.

1651
01:40:05,082 --> 01:40:06,375
Well, I guess this is it.

1652
01:40:07,543 --> 01:40:11,380
Good luck in New York, and grab a slice
of pizza for me while you're there.

1653
01:40:11,881 --> 01:40:14,091
Okay. Sure.

1654
01:40:17,261 --> 01:40:18,554
Uh...

1655
01:40:20,931 --> 01:40:24,726
- You didn't take a shower. Gross.
- I need the instructions to get back home.

1656
01:40:24,727 --> 01:40:26,979
- All those to Lucena, we're leaving now.
- See ya.

1657
01:40:28,481 --> 01:40:29,898
Take care.

1658
01:40:29,899 --> 01:40:31,066
Come on. Get a seat.

1659
01:40:39,241 --> 01:40:41,035
[bus reversing]

1660
01:40:44,455 --> 01:40:45,831
[chuckles]

1661
01:40:57,593 --> 01:40:59,762
[soft piano music playing]

1662
01:41:16,570 --> 01:41:17,655
[bus honks]

1663
01:41:21,617 --> 01:41:24,370
Bus driver! Wait!

1664
01:41:25,454 --> 01:41:27,122
[music continues]

1665
01:43:21,320 --> 01:43:23,364
[heart beating]

1666
01:43:49,723 --> 01:43:52,226
[Matti playing Spanish guitar]

1667
01:44:54,997 --> 01:44:56,790
[birds chirping]

1668
01:45:32,785 --> 01:45:33,786
- Pa?
- Hmm.

1669
01:45:34,369 --> 01:45:35,871
There's no disguising this crack.

1670
01:45:37,539 --> 01:45:38,624
It's all right.

1671
01:45:39,208 --> 01:45:40,959
Perfection can be overrated.

1672
01:45:51,470 --> 01:45:52,721
Darling.

1673
01:45:54,890 --> 01:45:56,391
Please find it withing you

1674
01:45:57,434 --> 01:45:59,603
to forgive me for not opening up to you.

1675
01:46:01,396 --> 01:46:03,607
You should know that my family

1676
01:46:04,149 --> 01:46:05,442
didn't talk a lot.

1677
01:46:06,610 --> 01:46:08,320
To speak up was taboo.

1678
01:46:10,948 --> 01:46:12,825
But thing that's important...

1679
01:46:14,576 --> 01:46:17,162
is that I love you
more than I can possibly tell you.

1680
01:46:25,838 --> 01:46:27,840
It looks like you got a scratch there.

1681
01:46:28,465 --> 01:46:30,134
Oh, that's... [chuckles]

1682
01:46:31,135 --> 01:46:33,220
I got this scar when I was a child.

1683
01:46:35,556 --> 01:46:36,932
Forgot it was there.

1684
01:46:41,353 --> 01:46:43,063
Some wounds last forever.

1685
01:46:52,156 --> 01:46:55,159
Matti! Matti, come here!

1686
01:46:55,993 --> 01:46:57,119
Your mom's ready!

1687
01:46:58,662 --> 01:47:00,455
- Get over here!
- Coming.

1688
01:47:03,041 --> 01:47:05,334
[Jo] They really put here in here?

1689
01:47:05,335 --> 01:47:06,962
[Des] This choice was your mother's.

1690
01:47:08,046 --> 01:47:09,589
Okay.

1691
01:47:09,590 --> 01:47:11,091
- Still grumpy.
- [all chuckle]

1692
01:47:12,217 --> 01:47:15,219
When we get to the sea,
we'll scatter Paz's ashes,

1693
01:47:15,220 --> 01:47:18,139
and we all have to smiling as we do it!

1694
01:47:18,140 --> 01:47:20,309
Your mom wouldn't want to see us sad.

1695
01:47:24,479 --> 01:47:25,564
Okay.

1696
01:47:27,149 --> 01:47:28,941
Here we go!

1697
01:47:28,942 --> 01:47:31,278
Are we supposed to say a prayer
or something?

1698
01:47:31,987 --> 01:47:34,198
Uh... my lord,

1699
01:47:34,907 --> 01:47:36,699
thank you for the wind,

1700
01:47:36,700 --> 01:47:38,284
the rain,

1701
01:47:38,285 --> 01:47:40,537
and even for the storms we endure.

1702
01:47:41,288 --> 01:47:43,874
And for sun at daybreak, thank you.

1703
01:47:45,083 --> 01:47:46,126
Amen.

1704
01:47:47,002 --> 01:47:48,503
[all] Amen!

1705
01:47:49,421 --> 01:47:54,550
[Des] One, two... smile and three, go!

1706
01:47:54,551 --> 01:47:56,511
[coughing and laughing]

1707
01:48:00,474 --> 01:48:01,516
Take another one.

1708
01:48:02,517 --> 01:48:05,353
- Going again.
- One, two, three...

1709
01:48:05,354 --> 01:48:07,856
[coughing and laughing]

1710
01:48:13,278 --> 01:48:14,821
[all yelping joyfully]

1711
01:48:17,699 --> 01:48:19,534
[playful laughter]

1712
01:48:30,629 --> 01:48:31,922
Mama!

1713
01:48:33,382 --> 01:48:34,591
[all whooping]

1714
01:48:37,928 --> 01:48:40,889
[somber song playing]



