1 00:02:32,600 --> 00:02:34,400 Okay. ls it on? 2 00:02:35,100 --> 00:02:36,200 Yeah, yeah. 3 00:02:36,200 --> 00:02:38,500 Okay. Okay. 4 00:02:38,500 --> 00:02:41,900 This is for our friend, Hal Fields. 5 00:02:41,900 --> 00:02:43,100 Hal, we love you. 6 00:03:06,100 --> 00:03:10,000 Arthur, you're coming to live with me now, okay? 7 00:03:10,800 --> 00:03:12,700 This is my car. 8 00:03:29,800 --> 00:03:33,800 This is the dining room where people come and eat sometimes. 9 00:03:38,600 --> 00:03:40,600 This is the living room. 10 00:03:46,000 --> 00:03:47,600 That's the bathroom. 11 00:03:58,800 --> 00:04:00,300 This is 2003. 12 00:04:01,300 --> 00:04:02,500 This is what the sun looks like, 13 00:04:03,200 --> 00:04:05,900 and the stars, nature... 14 00:04:05,900 --> 00:04:07,200 This is the President. 15 00:04:09,100 --> 00:04:11,200 And this is the sun in 1955. 16 00:04:12,000 --> 00:04:13,100 And the stars, 17 00:04:14,000 --> 00:04:15,200 and nature, 18 00:04:15,700 --> 00:04:19,700 and cars and phones and movies and the President. 19 00:04:20,200 --> 00:04:21,900 These are what pets looked like. 20 00:04:23,000 --> 00:04:24,600 These are fireworks. 21 00:04:25,800 --> 00:04:27,100 This was smoking. 22 00:04:29,000 --> 00:04:31,400 This is what it looked like when people kissed. 23 00:04:33,100 --> 00:04:34,400 When they were happy. 24 00:04:35,700 --> 00:04:37,200 When they were sad. 25 00:04:38,100 --> 00:04:40,100 My parents got married in 1955. 26 00:04:41,200 --> 00:04:44,200 He was a museum director and she fixed up old houses. 27 00:04:44,800 --> 00:04:48,000 They had a child and they stayed married for 44 years, 28 00:04:48,000 --> 00:04:49,800 until she died in their bed, 29 00:04:49,800 --> 00:04:53,600 after four months of cancer, and eating French toast for every meal, 30 00:04:54,100 --> 00:04:56,500 and watching the Teletubbies every day, 31 00:04:56,500 --> 00:04:58,400 and confusing white straws for her cigarettes, 32 00:04:58,400 --> 00:05:01,100 and skipping back and forth through time inside her head. 33 00:05:02,400 --> 00:05:05,200 Six months later, my father told me he was gay. 34 00:05:06,000 --> 00:05:07,900 He had just turned 75. 35 00:05:07,900 --> 00:05:09,300 l'm gay. 36 00:05:09,300 --> 00:05:11,900 I always remember him wearing a purple sweater when he told me this, 37 00:05:11,900 --> 00:05:13,500 but, actually, he wore a robe. 38 00:05:13,500 --> 00:05:16,100 l'm gay. 39 00:05:16,100 --> 00:05:18,000 l loved your mother, but... 40 00:05:18,000 --> 00:05:21,900 ...now l want to explore this side. 41 00:05:22,800 --> 00:05:25,600 l don't wanna be just theoretically gay. 42 00:05:25,600 --> 00:05:31,500 l wanna do something about it. 43 00:05:32,900 --> 00:05:34,800 He changed all his clothes. 44 00:05:34,800 --> 00:05:36,900 He got a boyfriend, Andy, 45 00:05:36,900 --> 00:05:38,900 a physical trainer who was also studying 46 00:05:38,900 --> 00:05:41,700 for his professional pyrotechnic license. 47 00:05:41,700 --> 00:05:45,000 Since l came out to my father, he never speaks to me. 48 00:05:45,000 --> 00:05:47,900 That's why l've been always attracted to older men. 49 00:05:50,100 --> 00:05:52,800 He found an out gay priest to guide him spiritually. 50 00:05:52,800 --> 00:05:54,900 He saw a therapist for the first time. 51 00:05:54,900 --> 00:05:56,600 He joined the Prime Timers, 52 00:05:56,600 --> 00:05:57,800 movie night, 53 00:05:57,800 --> 00:05:59,100 Los Angeles Pride. 54 00:06:00,200 --> 00:06:04,000 And then four years after he came out, he died in this room. 55 00:06:36,000 --> 00:06:40,500 Look, it's lonely out here, so you'd better learn how to talk with me. 56 00:06:42,276 --> 00:06:47,197 I can understand 150 words but i can't speak. 57 00:06:48,900 --> 00:06:50,800 l know. l know. 58 00:07:15,700 --> 00:07:17,000 Calm. Calm, calm breaths. 59 00:07:17,600 --> 00:07:18,700 Calm. 60 00:07:21,900 --> 00:07:23,400 Oliver! 61 00:07:23,400 --> 00:07:25,100 Please help me with all these ropes. 62 00:07:25,100 --> 00:07:27,400 Pop, Pop, stop, stop, stop. 63 00:07:27,400 --> 00:07:28,500 You're gonna hurt yourself. 64 00:07:28,500 --> 00:07:31,400 Mr. Fields, we're gonna have to secure your arms again, okay? 65 00:07:34,600 --> 00:07:36,000 You two married? 66 00:07:36,600 --> 00:07:37,900 No, Pop. 67 00:07:37,900 --> 00:07:40,000 Why not? She's great. 68 00:07:40,000 --> 00:07:44,000 Yeah, she's a great nurse in the hospital, but we don't really know her. 69 00:07:44,200 --> 00:07:45,700 You're very high on drugs. 70 00:07:45,700 --> 00:07:49,700 Yes, you've always had some very good reasons, 71 00:07:50,400 --> 00:07:52,200 haven't you? No, Pop, 72 00:07:52,200 --> 00:07:54,100 l just don't wanna be like you and Mom. 73 00:07:54,100 --> 00:07:55,400 Well... 74 00:07:56,600 --> 00:07:57,700 Thank you. 75 00:08:18,300 --> 00:08:19,400 Oliver? 76 00:08:22,400 --> 00:08:24,000 Ollie, you can do better. 77 00:08:27,900 --> 00:08:29,700 That's good. 78 00:08:38,700 --> 00:08:41,700 Go and have your own experiences with your own people. 79 00:08:42,800 --> 00:08:44,700 l'll be right here. 80 00:08:47,000 --> 00:08:49,200 l'm a human. l'm not a dog. 81 00:08:50,600 --> 00:08:53,900 And you're a Jack Russell and that's a breed. 82 00:08:54,900 --> 00:08:58,900 Your personality was created by this guy, John Russell, 83 00:08:59,100 --> 00:09:01,500 who was a hunting enthusiast in the 1800s. 84 00:09:03,600 --> 00:09:07,300 And he bred your ancestors for their stamina and their courage for the hunt. 85 00:09:08,100 --> 00:09:10,600 You think you're you when you wanna chase the foxes, 86 00:09:12,600 --> 00:09:15,300 but other people planted that in you years ago. 87 00:09:16,100 --> 00:09:17,700 And now, somewhat arbitrarily, 88 00:09:17,700 --> 00:09:20,200 you're considered very cute by us humans. 89 00:09:21,500 --> 00:09:26,300 And we keep breeding you not to chase foxes, but to be cute. 90 00:09:26,300 --> 00:09:29,100 And we put you in television shows and movies, 91 00:09:29,900 --> 00:09:31,500 and you're chasing tennis balls 92 00:09:31,500 --> 00:09:34,900 because they're as close to a fox as you're gonna get. 93 00:09:49,000 --> 00:09:50,400 Hey, Liz. Hey. 94 00:10:20,600 --> 00:10:22,500 Let's read this one. I found a lot of books. 95 00:10:24,000 --> 00:10:25,800 Yeah, all right. 96 00:10:25,800 --> 00:10:28,000 Give me the flashlight. 97 00:10:29,000 --> 00:10:30,500 Nice. That's nice. 98 00:10:36,500 --> 00:10:38,500 Andy brought those for you. 99 00:10:38,500 --> 00:10:39,900 Oh, yeah? Yeah. 100 00:10:43,000 --> 00:10:45,200 Who did that painting? 101 00:10:45,200 --> 00:10:48,000 Well, l don't know. lt's just a painting on the wall. 102 00:10:51,100 --> 00:10:52,200 And these? 103 00:10:52,200 --> 00:10:53,900 They're just photos, Pop. 104 00:10:53,900 --> 00:10:57,000 But how do they relate to the exhibit? 105 00:10:57,700 --> 00:11:00,400 They're just personal photos. They're not art. 106 00:11:03,900 --> 00:11:06,500 And that's the water sprinkler thing. 107 00:11:06,500 --> 00:11:07,800 Well, it's beautiful. 108 00:11:07,800 --> 00:11:08,800 What is? 109 00:11:09,800 --> 00:11:12,600 Putting the Japanese Gardens there. lt's just beautiful. 110 00:11:13,200 --> 00:11:14,200 Hal? 111 00:11:15,000 --> 00:11:16,500 Andy! 112 00:11:26,000 --> 00:11:27,700 l brought something for you. 113 00:11:32,000 --> 00:11:35,700 We made a recording for you. 114 00:11:35,700 --> 00:11:36,700 Oh, God. 115 00:11:38,500 --> 00:11:40,100 This is for our friend, Hal Fields. 116 00:11:40,100 --> 00:11:41,400 Oh, my God. 117 00:11:41,400 --> 00:11:42,600 Huh? Yeah. 118 00:12:04,800 --> 00:12:07,600 Jesus, Liz. Another band that wants portraits. 119 00:12:07,600 --> 00:12:10,500 Well, at least it pays the rent. 120 00:12:11,200 --> 00:12:15,600 You do something decent once and that's all people ever want. 121 00:12:18,200 --> 00:12:19,200 Hi, Liz. 122 00:12:25,000 --> 00:12:26,200 Oliver? Yeah? 123 00:12:27,500 --> 00:12:28,600 The pen is not your friend. 124 00:12:29,700 --> 00:12:32,900 The paper is not your friend. 125 00:12:33,700 --> 00:12:36,300 The party is your friend. We're your friends. 126 00:12:36,300 --> 00:12:38,600 Your friends are your friends. 127 00:12:40,400 --> 00:12:41,400 Okay? 128 00:12:42,300 --> 00:12:44,700 I've got the skills 129 00:12:44,700 --> 00:12:46,400 He's got the moves 130 00:12:46,400 --> 00:12:48,100 l've got the moves. 131 00:12:48,100 --> 00:12:49,700 l've got the skills. l've got the skills. 132 00:12:51,700 --> 00:12:54,400 Arthur, you haven't been invited to this party. 133 00:12:54,400 --> 00:12:56,300 You're gonna stay and look after the house. 134 00:13:20,400 --> 00:13:22,600 You remember when Oliver was funny, 135 00:13:23,800 --> 00:13:28,400 and he could actually, like, talk in complete sentences? 136 00:13:28,400 --> 00:13:29,500 Funny, funny... l don't think... 137 00:13:29,500 --> 00:13:30,500 Funny. Yeah. 138 00:13:30,500 --> 00:13:34,000 Fun. But not funny, unless, like, serious is funny. 139 00:13:34,000 --> 00:13:36,600 Then he's fucking hilarious. But... 140 00:13:36,600 --> 00:13:37,800 Lovable. Lovable. 141 00:13:37,800 --> 00:13:39,000 Yeah, very lovable. 142 00:13:39,000 --> 00:13:40,600 You are very lovable. 143 00:13:44,600 --> 00:13:45,700 Hey, what's up! 144 00:13:45,700 --> 00:13:46,800 Step aside. 145 00:13:48,700 --> 00:13:49,900 Step aside. 146 00:14:04,200 --> 00:14:06,400 He is so cute! Does he do tricks? 147 00:14:06,400 --> 00:14:07,500 No. 148 00:14:07,500 --> 00:14:09,300 His name is Arthur. He doesn't do tricks. 149 00:14:09,300 --> 00:14:10,500 No? No. 150 00:14:10,500 --> 00:14:12,700 Arthur. Sit. 151 00:14:12,700 --> 00:14:14,200 Oh, my God! 152 00:14:14,200 --> 00:14:16,400 Hi. Shake. 153 00:14:17,600 --> 00:14:19,900 Oh, my God. He's so cute. l want him. 154 00:14:19,900 --> 00:14:23,300 Does it make you feel powerful to order my dog around? 155 00:14:23,300 --> 00:14:24,800 Maybe give you a sense of power? 156 00:14:24,800 --> 00:14:26,500 You're being a therapist! 157 00:14:26,500 --> 00:14:27,500 Freud! 158 00:14:27,500 --> 00:14:29,000 Thanks, yeah. Very good. 159 00:14:29,000 --> 00:14:30,300 Bye, Arthur. 160 00:14:33,300 --> 00:14:36,300 Well, l didn't ask for this. Who would ask for this? 161 00:14:36,300 --> 00:14:39,900 This color, this nose, this cheek, this chin. 162 00:14:41,000 --> 00:14:42,400 You know, this is my life. 163 00:14:43,000 --> 00:14:45,100 This isn't a story. This isn't a joke. 164 00:14:46,200 --> 00:14:47,300 Yeah. 165 00:14:47,300 --> 00:14:49,200 l'm so glad you came, Doc. 166 00:14:49,200 --> 00:14:52,000 Just really good to get this stuff off my chest. 167 00:14:52,000 --> 00:14:54,100 l'm sorry. Our time is up 168 00:14:55,800 --> 00:14:56,900 for this week. 169 00:14:57,700 --> 00:15:00,200 Thank you for coming in. 170 00:15:07,300 --> 00:15:08,300 Oh. 171 00:15:09,100 --> 00:15:10,100 l was just... 172 00:15:10,600 --> 00:15:12,800 l was gonna take a break, actually. 173 00:15:16,600 --> 00:15:17,600 Okay. 174 00:15:18,900 --> 00:15:21,500 l guess we should start with your mother. 175 00:15:30,300 --> 00:15:32,000 Well, then, your father. 176 00:15:34,900 --> 00:15:37,000 l don't understand. You can't talk? 177 00:15:38,100 --> 00:15:41,400 ls it a mental problem? Do you need analysis? 178 00:15:48,600 --> 00:15:50,300 lt's a physical problem. 179 00:16:07,500 --> 00:16:09,700 l was doing such a good job of hiding it. 180 00:16:10,600 --> 00:16:12,100 How could you tell? 181 00:16:26,500 --> 00:16:28,000 Clearly, l'm gonna need a drink. 182 00:16:28,800 --> 00:16:30,200 You? 183 00:16:30,200 --> 00:16:33,200 You stay here. Yeah. 184 00:16:35,100 --> 00:16:37,900 No, it's not a natural color for a chicken. No. 185 00:16:37,900 --> 00:16:41,600 And you see what happens when you free yourself from the cage, 186 00:16:41,600 --> 00:16:42,700 walk away from the factory? 187 00:16:42,700 --> 00:16:44,400 You just have no real color. You're like... 188 00:16:44,400 --> 00:16:45,800 Hey, can you... 189 00:16:45,800 --> 00:16:47,100 Hey, there. 190 00:16:47,100 --> 00:16:48,400 Uh-oh. One. Uh-oh. Two. 191 00:16:48,400 --> 00:16:49,500 Two drinks. 192 00:16:49,500 --> 00:16:50,700 What does that mean... One, two. 193 00:16:50,700 --> 00:16:51,900 Well, that's two people. 194 00:16:51,900 --> 00:16:53,300 Two people. A girl and a guy? Hopefully. 195 00:16:53,300 --> 00:16:54,800 Yeah. Wow. Making moves. 196 00:16:59,300 --> 00:17:00,500 Hello? 197 00:17:00,500 --> 00:17:01,800 Oliver? Yeah. 198 00:17:01,800 --> 00:17:03,800 l'm not sorry l woke you. 199 00:17:06,000 --> 00:17:08,900 I went to Act Bar tonight. 200 00:17:08,900 --> 00:17:10,500 You did? Yeah. 201 00:17:10,500 --> 00:17:14,000 They had some wonderfully loud music. 202 00:17:19,800 --> 00:17:21,500 What kind of music is that? 203 00:17:21,500 --> 00:17:23,200 Probably house music. 204 00:17:23,200 --> 00:17:26,300 House music. Okay. 205 00:17:26,300 --> 00:17:29,200 House, house music. 206 00:17:29,200 --> 00:17:31,100 Did you meet anyone? 207 00:17:31,100 --> 00:17:33,000 Did you meet anyone? No. 208 00:17:33,700 --> 00:17:36,500 Young gay men don't go for older gay men. 209 00:17:38,200 --> 00:17:39,500 You have it easy. 210 00:17:56,400 --> 00:17:58,000 Would you like to dance? 211 00:19:01,700 --> 00:19:02,700 Hello. 212 00:19:07,700 --> 00:19:09,200 Can l give you my number? 213 00:19:13,300 --> 00:19:14,300 Thanks. 214 00:19:17,156 --> 00:19:19,574 Tell him we will be swallowed up by darkness. 215 00:19:19,741 --> 00:19:22,160 If nothing drastic happens right now. 216 00:19:22,100 --> 00:19:26,100 l feel bad dragging Arthur to the party. l should get home. 217 00:19:30,600 --> 00:19:32,300 lt was really nice meeting you. 218 00:19:36,500 --> 00:19:38,000 Au revoir. 219 00:19:38,000 --> 00:19:39,100 Yeah. 220 00:19:58,600 --> 00:19:59,700 Hello? 221 00:20:05,000 --> 00:20:06,900 ls that you? 222 00:20:09,200 --> 00:20:10,800 One beep means ''yes''? 223 00:20:14,200 --> 00:20:17,500 l've always wanted to have a phone call with someone who doesn't talk. 224 00:20:20,700 --> 00:20:22,900 You wanna do something? 225 00:20:24,000 --> 00:20:25,100 Now? 226 00:20:26,700 --> 00:20:28,900 Okay, l'm parked just right up the street. 227 00:20:45,500 --> 00:20:48,600 Okay. You point, l'll drive. 228 00:21:00,600 --> 00:21:01,900 This way? 229 00:21:26,500 --> 00:21:27,500 Nice place. 230 00:21:45,300 --> 00:21:47,700 Oh, my mother. My mother died five years ago. 231 00:21:47,700 --> 00:21:49,100 Oh, man. 232 00:21:49,100 --> 00:21:50,600 Oh, you spoke. 233 00:21:53,000 --> 00:21:54,900 l'm not supposed to. 234 00:21:58,200 --> 00:22:02,200 My father died two months ago, almost three. 235 00:22:06,100 --> 00:22:07,700 He was gay. 236 00:22:09,900 --> 00:22:12,200 He was gay the whole time they were married. 237 00:22:13,200 --> 00:22:16,300 He came out after my mother died, 238 00:22:17,100 --> 00:22:18,500 and he was 75 years old. 239 00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:23,200 Sorry. 240 00:23:20,500 --> 00:23:22,100 Can we just sleep? 241 00:23:25,200 --> 00:23:27,400 Sure. Sure. 242 00:23:49,800 --> 00:23:50,900 Oliver. 243 00:23:58,400 --> 00:24:00,500 How long are you here when you get back? 244 00:24:02,700 --> 00:24:03,900 A year? 245 00:24:05,600 --> 00:24:06,600 A month? 246 00:24:09,700 --> 00:24:11,300 Right. And then? 247 00:24:11,900 --> 00:24:14,000 You're filming here. Acting. 248 00:24:15,400 --> 00:24:16,700 And after? 249 00:24:18,600 --> 00:24:21,200 Just somewhere else. Where? 250 00:24:36,800 --> 00:24:37,800 Yes. 251 00:25:33,900 --> 00:25:37,000 Hello, house. Hello, Oliver. 252 00:25:39,700 --> 00:25:42,500 Jesus, Pop, you get so much mail. 253 00:25:49,800 --> 00:25:52,400 Hal, it's remarkable how well you've recovered 254 00:25:52,400 --> 00:25:54,000 from being on the ventilator. 255 00:25:56,600 --> 00:25:57,600 But? 256 00:25:59,800 --> 00:26:03,000 The bronchoscopy revealed a mass 257 00:26:03,000 --> 00:26:06,600 about the size of a quarter located in your lower right lung. 258 00:26:07,500 --> 00:26:10,400 l'm afraid the biopsy showed it's cancerous. 259 00:26:13,500 --> 00:26:15,000 Uh-huh. l see. 260 00:26:15,800 --> 00:26:18,100 lt appears to have spread 261 00:26:18,100 --> 00:26:20,800 to the large hilar lymph nodes in your chest and liver. 262 00:26:22,000 --> 00:26:24,900 With the already weakened state of your heart and lungs, 263 00:26:24,900 --> 00:26:27,800 surgery isn't possible, given its location. 264 00:26:29,700 --> 00:26:31,800 We can start radiation treatments 265 00:26:31,800 --> 00:26:34,400 and see if you're strong enough for chemo. 266 00:26:35,200 --> 00:26:36,900 You will be able to go home. 267 00:26:44,900 --> 00:26:46,300 Do you have any questions? 268 00:26:49,500 --> 00:26:50,500 No. 269 00:26:52,300 --> 00:26:53,300 Thank you. 270 00:26:57,200 --> 00:26:58,200 l'm sorry. 271 00:26:58,900 --> 00:27:01,300 Well, let's not rush out and tell everyone. 272 00:27:02,800 --> 00:27:04,000 Andy? 273 00:27:05,300 --> 00:27:07,100 No need to get him up a tree. 274 00:27:17,300 --> 00:27:18,700 Can you read me something? 275 00:27:21,900 --> 00:27:26,600 ''The Brazilian ballet star is already known not only as a skilled partner, 276 00:27:26,600 --> 00:27:29,800 ''but also as a gifted and versatile dancer 277 00:27:29,800 --> 00:27:33,200 ''who adeptly fields roles ranging from the strictly classical...'' 278 00:28:00,500 --> 00:28:02,800 Yeah, he's fine. He sleeps on your bed. 279 00:28:02,800 --> 00:28:03,900 But is he eating? 280 00:28:03,900 --> 00:28:05,000 Yeah. Yeah, he's eating. 281 00:28:05,000 --> 00:28:06,300 Oh, God, l worry so much about... 282 00:28:06,300 --> 00:28:07,800 Oh. Here we are. 283 00:28:09,300 --> 00:28:10,700 What have you got in there? 284 00:28:10,700 --> 00:28:11,900 A slug. 285 00:28:11,900 --> 00:28:13,900 Andy, you can't bring that kind of thing... 286 00:28:13,900 --> 00:28:15,000 You cannot. 287 00:28:15,000 --> 00:28:16,300 l can. Look. 288 00:28:16,300 --> 00:28:17,600 Fuck you. 289 00:28:19,100 --> 00:28:21,300 lt's time for inspection. 290 00:28:21,300 --> 00:28:23,200 Hello, Mr. Fields. Hello. 291 00:28:24,000 --> 00:28:26,900 l'm Andy. Hal's boyfriend. 292 00:28:26,900 --> 00:28:28,300 l'm Sophia. 293 00:28:29,900 --> 00:28:33,900 You know, l have the right to be here as much as anyone else. 294 00:28:34,500 --> 00:28:36,200 Go take a walk. Calm yourself. 295 00:28:41,400 --> 00:28:42,800 What was all that? 296 00:28:44,500 --> 00:28:46,300 Andy hasn't had it easy, too. 297 00:28:47,400 --> 00:28:48,400 Be nice to him. 298 00:28:52,000 --> 00:28:53,100 Excuse me. 299 00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:00,500 Andy, 300 00:29:01,700 --> 00:29:03,600 where did you get these? 301 00:29:10,800 --> 00:29:13,500 Guys, guys, this is to us. 302 00:29:13,500 --> 00:29:14,500 Cheers. 303 00:29:14,500 --> 00:29:15,700 Cheers. 304 00:29:19,200 --> 00:29:22,200 Drinking is not allowed in the room. 305 00:29:25,800 --> 00:29:26,900 lt's not? 306 00:29:29,100 --> 00:29:30,100 l'm sorry. 307 00:29:31,200 --> 00:29:32,800 No, no, no. No, no. 308 00:29:33,700 --> 00:29:35,100 She's a wonderful nurse. 309 00:29:35,800 --> 00:29:38,300 Here's to healthcare. 310 00:29:38,300 --> 00:29:39,500 To healthcare! 311 00:29:40,500 --> 00:29:43,000 What did you do with my father? He was so polite. 312 00:29:43,000 --> 00:29:45,800 Well, l invited him, but he never returns my calls. 313 00:29:48,800 --> 00:29:51,200 Two, four, six, eight. 314 00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:53,300 That's it? That's all you're gonna tell me. 315 00:29:53,300 --> 00:29:55,400 l'm gonna meet her at her hotel again, okay? 316 00:29:56,300 --> 00:29:57,800 You happy? 317 00:29:57,800 --> 00:29:59,300 Yeah. l'm very happy. 318 00:29:59,900 --> 00:30:01,200 Are you happy? 319 00:30:02,200 --> 00:30:03,200 Here's eight. 320 00:30:04,000 --> 00:30:06,800 We haven't actually had a conversation yet, so, you know... 321 00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:12,400 You're thinking about her all the time. 322 00:30:12,400 --> 00:30:13,600 And you know that because? 323 00:30:13,600 --> 00:30:15,900 Because you're not talking about it. 324 00:30:16,800 --> 00:30:18,200 l know you. 325 00:30:20,000 --> 00:30:21,200 lt's true. 326 00:30:22,600 --> 00:30:25,900 lt's embarrassing. l'm 38, falling for a girl again. 327 00:30:28,400 --> 00:30:31,000 lt's like l lost the instructions 328 00:30:31,000 --> 00:30:32,400 or I never had them. 329 00:30:36,400 --> 00:30:37,500 Where's Pop? 330 00:30:38,300 --> 00:30:39,700 At the museum. 331 00:30:41,400 --> 00:30:43,300 ls something wrong with you guys? 332 00:30:47,800 --> 00:30:49,600 What, are you in the FBl? 333 00:30:49,600 --> 00:30:50,600 No. 334 00:30:53,200 --> 00:30:54,700 ClA? 335 00:30:54,700 --> 00:30:55,800 No. 336 00:30:55,800 --> 00:30:57,500 KGB? No. 337 00:31:00,200 --> 00:31:02,100 SLA? PTA? 338 00:31:02,100 --> 00:31:03,200 No. 339 00:31:03,200 --> 00:31:04,200 BMW? 340 00:31:10,100 --> 00:31:12,200 There's nothing wrong with me and Pop. 341 00:31:20,700 --> 00:31:23,500 When you feel bad, you go into your room 342 00:31:23,500 --> 00:31:26,400 and scream as loud as you can for a minute or two 343 00:31:26,400 --> 00:31:27,700 and then it's out of you. 344 00:31:28,400 --> 00:31:30,100 lt's called catharsis. 345 00:31:44,300 --> 00:31:46,000 l don't feel like screaming. 346 00:31:48,600 --> 00:31:49,900 You will. 347 00:32:12,500 --> 00:32:14,200 What the fuck is that? 348 00:32:14,700 --> 00:32:17,600 L-E-lt. Elliot. 349 00:32:17,600 --> 00:32:19,400 Well, that's ridiculous. 350 00:32:19,400 --> 00:32:20,400 l know. 351 00:32:21,300 --> 00:32:22,700 You're not very supportive. 352 00:32:22,700 --> 00:32:24,600 Well, it's just like copying something 353 00:32:24,600 --> 00:32:26,700 that someone, like, did 30 years ago in the Bronx. 354 00:32:26,700 --> 00:32:29,900 Well, yeah. l'm a part of a tradition of civil disobedience. 355 00:32:29,900 --> 00:32:31,800 Something bigger than myself. 356 00:32:34,300 --> 00:32:35,700 How's it work? 357 00:32:35,700 --> 00:32:37,400 You have to shake it. Shake it. 358 00:32:59,800 --> 00:33:01,000 What was that? 359 00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:04,300 Historical consciousness. Something bigger than myself. 360 00:33:06,700 --> 00:33:08,500 Let's do it again. 361 00:33:08,500 --> 00:33:10,500 Okay, but when you see her, 362 00:33:10,500 --> 00:33:14,000 don't tell her that you painted historical consciousness on the wall. 363 00:33:29,300 --> 00:33:30,800 He's sweet. 364 00:33:31,800 --> 00:33:33,200 He misses your dad. 365 00:34:02,400 --> 00:34:06,200 Maybe we could just talk for a second. 366 00:34:08,000 --> 00:34:09,100 Right. 367 00:34:19,100 --> 00:34:22,200 Well, my name is Anna. 368 00:34:25,400 --> 00:34:26,900 You're worried you can't trust me 369 00:34:26,900 --> 00:34:28,600 because you don't know who l am. 370 00:34:30,800 --> 00:34:33,900 l get it. That makes sense to me. 371 00:35:18,300 --> 00:35:20,000 Oliver, stop it. 372 00:35:23,500 --> 00:35:25,700 This music's old. 373 00:35:27,500 --> 00:35:28,500 lt's black. 374 00:35:30,300 --> 00:35:34,700 Black music's the deepest 'cause they suffered the most. 375 00:35:34,700 --> 00:35:36,500 Them and the Jews. 376 00:35:38,900 --> 00:35:40,300 ln my next life, 377 00:35:42,100 --> 00:35:44,300 l'm gonna marry a good hot-blooded Jew. 378 00:35:46,400 --> 00:35:48,300 Someone full of emotion. 379 00:35:50,600 --> 00:35:52,000 l'm Jewish, right? 380 00:35:53,100 --> 00:35:54,400 You're a quarter. 381 00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:56,100 l'm a half. 382 00:35:57,800 --> 00:35:59,000 Your father's none. 383 00:35:59,700 --> 00:36:01,700 He has the least emotions. 384 00:36:03,900 --> 00:36:06,000 You'll have more emotions than him. 385 00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:07,800 But l'll have the most emotions. 386 00:36:10,100 --> 00:36:12,900 You get to play chauffeur, but only to the bottom of the hill. 387 00:36:16,200 --> 00:36:18,600 You're turning into a wonderful driver. 388 00:36:38,400 --> 00:36:40,600 Excuse me, Mrs. Fields? 389 00:36:41,700 --> 00:36:43,900 What, you're not allowed to interact with the art? 390 00:36:43,900 --> 00:36:45,800 Well, it's just that... 391 00:36:46,700 --> 00:36:50,000 You too? You like being a good citizen? 392 00:36:50,000 --> 00:36:51,000 No. 393 00:36:58,600 --> 00:37:00,400 Can you toss me my camisole? 394 00:37:06,500 --> 00:37:07,800 No, my camisole. 395 00:37:16,000 --> 00:37:17,100 Camisole? 396 00:37:18,700 --> 00:37:20,600 You don't know what a camisole is? 397 00:37:23,100 --> 00:37:25,000 l was brought up by these animals, 398 00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:28,500 and they didn't like questions. 399 00:37:28,500 --> 00:37:31,100 They were very frowned upon. So, l had to guess. 400 00:37:33,200 --> 00:37:34,700 You can ask me anything. 401 00:37:37,700 --> 00:37:38,700 Anything? 402 00:37:47,300 --> 00:37:48,900 What's that there? 403 00:37:48,900 --> 00:37:50,700 That's a tree. Yeah. 404 00:37:50,700 --> 00:37:52,100 And cars. Uh-huh. 405 00:37:53,300 --> 00:37:54,800 Another building like this one. 406 00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:55,900 Right. 407 00:37:55,900 --> 00:37:57,500 People in the building like us. 408 00:37:58,300 --> 00:38:01,200 Half of them think things will never work out. 409 00:38:02,200 --> 00:38:05,200 The other half believe in magic. 410 00:38:06,300 --> 00:38:08,800 lt's like a war between them. 411 00:38:13,000 --> 00:38:15,000 How do you know so much about people? 412 00:38:15,800 --> 00:38:16,800 Oh. 413 00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:23,400 Well, you have to learn how to read their faces. 414 00:38:27,500 --> 00:38:28,700 For example... 415 00:38:32,300 --> 00:38:34,400 Here is mad. 416 00:38:36,700 --> 00:38:37,600 Happy. 417 00:38:41,300 --> 00:38:43,000 Sometimes it's just nothing. 418 00:38:46,300 --> 00:38:47,400 Oh, yeah? 419 00:38:47,400 --> 00:38:48,400 This is nothing. 420 00:38:50,400 --> 00:38:53,700 And they are good at looking one way 421 00:38:54,900 --> 00:38:57,900 and being another way. 422 00:39:01,900 --> 00:39:03,800 You don't know me. I like that. 423 00:39:03,800 --> 00:39:04,900 No, that's not true. 424 00:39:04,900 --> 00:39:06,000 Oh, yeah? 425 00:39:06,000 --> 00:39:08,700 Yeah, you have blonde hair that goes down to about here. 426 00:39:08,700 --> 00:39:11,400 You smoke in non-smoking rooms. You bite sometimes. 427 00:39:11,400 --> 00:39:12,900 Okay, open your eyes. 428 00:39:16,700 --> 00:39:21,500 Yeah, you drive on the sidewalk. You were raised by animals. 429 00:39:22,600 --> 00:39:26,300 Sometimes you look very alone, like you just got here. 430 00:39:27,200 --> 00:39:29,500 Yeah, you see, you don't know me at all. 431 00:39:36,791 --> 00:39:39,334 I've never seen such a girl. 432 00:39:40,600 --> 00:39:44,200 Someone flashy walks into your life and you're just gonna fall for it. 433 00:39:44,715 --> 00:39:47,342 When are you getting married ? 434 00:39:48,400 --> 00:39:52,600 No, it doesn't work like that. There are other steps, it's complicated. 435 00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:55,558 I hope this feeling will last. 436 00:39:55,900 --> 00:39:58,300 Yeah. Me, too. 437 00:39:59,300 --> 00:40:01,000 What happened with Michelle? 438 00:40:03,900 --> 00:40:05,000 l don't know. You know. 439 00:40:05,000 --> 00:40:06,300 She seemed great. 440 00:40:07,000 --> 00:40:08,100 She was great. 441 00:40:09,400 --> 00:40:11,800 Well, maybe you should take out a personal ad, you know, 442 00:40:11,800 --> 00:40:13,700 where you can explain your situation. 443 00:40:13,700 --> 00:40:15,500 My situation? 444 00:40:15,500 --> 00:40:16,700 Yeah. 445 00:40:16,700 --> 00:40:20,300 l mean, you wanna be in a relationship and you can't stay in one. 446 00:40:21,400 --> 00:40:23,800 That's your fatherly advice, personal ads? 447 00:40:24,600 --> 00:40:25,900 Well... 448 00:40:26,800 --> 00:40:28,600 A lot of people use them. 449 00:40:29,400 --> 00:40:31,500 l did. 450 00:40:31,500 --> 00:40:32,700 What? 451 00:40:32,700 --> 00:40:36,200 lf Andy wasn't going to be monogamous, why should l be? 452 00:40:36,900 --> 00:40:38,800 Jesus, Pop. 453 00:40:38,800 --> 00:40:40,400 Jesus yourself. Yeah? 454 00:40:44,500 --> 00:40:47,500 You look great, Hal. So handsome. 455 00:40:47,500 --> 00:40:50,500 Hello, house. Hello, Hal. 456 00:40:52,800 --> 00:40:53,900 Hello, Hal. 457 00:41:11,200 --> 00:41:14,400 Oh, God, what have you got this time? 458 00:41:14,400 --> 00:41:15,700 lt's a green caterpillar. 459 00:41:15,700 --> 00:41:17,500 No, no, no, you don't have a green caterpillar. 460 00:41:17,500 --> 00:41:18,900 Yeah, l do. 461 00:41:18,900 --> 00:41:21,700 Oh, my God. Gross! Oh, Jesus. 462 00:41:26,400 --> 00:41:28,000 Hey, you going? 463 00:41:28,000 --> 00:41:29,500 Yeah. Michael's in town. 464 00:41:30,300 --> 00:41:31,300 Oh. 465 00:41:32,100 --> 00:41:33,100 Right. 466 00:41:39,900 --> 00:41:42,100 l thought he was your boyfriend. 467 00:41:42,800 --> 00:41:45,000 At least l'm the number one boyfriend. 468 00:41:45,600 --> 00:41:46,600 Pop. 469 00:41:48,100 --> 00:41:49,300 My stomach. 470 00:41:49,300 --> 00:41:50,600 All right, come on. 471 00:41:52,400 --> 00:41:53,500 Come on. 472 00:41:53,500 --> 00:41:54,600 Well, let's say... 473 00:41:54,600 --> 00:41:56,200 Arthur, down. 474 00:41:56,200 --> 00:41:59,200 Let's say, since you were little, 475 00:41:59,800 --> 00:42:05,200 and you always dreamed of some day getting a lion? 476 00:42:06,500 --> 00:42:08,200 And you wait and you wait and you wait and you wait, 477 00:42:08,200 --> 00:42:10,700 and the lion doesn't come. 478 00:42:12,900 --> 00:42:15,000 Then along comes a giraffe. 479 00:42:16,900 --> 00:42:21,800 You can be alone or you can be with the giraffe. 480 00:42:26,100 --> 00:42:27,500 l'd wait for the lion. 481 00:42:28,400 --> 00:42:30,000 That's why l worry about you. 482 00:42:35,400 --> 00:42:36,400 Here. 483 00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:19,000 You see, you'd like me to be with someone like me. 484 00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:21,700 l like Andy because he isn't like me. 485 00:43:23,500 --> 00:43:24,500 He's fun. 486 00:43:39,000 --> 00:43:40,800 Hey, what'd you get? 487 00:43:43,100 --> 00:43:46,400 Liv Ullmann. Very serious. 488 00:43:47,700 --> 00:43:51,500 And l found this crazy book. 489 00:43:52,600 --> 00:43:55,200 That's kind of a classic American thing. 490 00:43:58,600 --> 00:44:02,500 Maybe we can figure out some classic American things to do. 491 00:44:02,500 --> 00:44:03,500 Yeah. 492 00:44:05,200 --> 00:44:06,800 Like 75. Mmm-hmm. 493 00:44:10,700 --> 00:44:13,200 Or 75 all the way through... 494 00:44:13,200 --> 00:44:14,300 Through 80. 495 00:44:15,600 --> 00:44:18,500 Louise Brooks, star of silent screen, 496 00:44:18,500 --> 00:44:21,200 effectively banned from Hollywood in the early '30s, 497 00:44:21,200 --> 00:44:24,300 ended up working as a salesgirl at Saks Fifth Avenue. 498 00:44:24,300 --> 00:44:25,600 l love her. 499 00:44:25,600 --> 00:44:26,900 And Veronica Lake. 500 00:44:28,000 --> 00:44:30,000 Was a pin-up model and a film star. 501 00:44:30,600 --> 00:44:33,500 Success was short-lived, a series of broken marriages. 502 00:44:33,500 --> 00:44:36,200 She struggled with mental illness and alcoholism. 503 00:44:37,900 --> 00:44:40,900 She died of hepatitis at the age of fifty-three. 504 00:44:42,600 --> 00:44:44,900 All these actor stories end sad. 505 00:44:45,400 --> 00:44:47,200 l can tell you that already. 506 00:44:47,700 --> 00:44:49,100 That's not a good thing. 507 00:44:56,200 --> 00:44:59,600 So. Now l want real Mexican food. 508 00:45:00,400 --> 00:45:04,400 And l want to try page 509 00:45:05,500 --> 00:45:06,500 forty-six. 510 00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:14,000 No. Yeah. 511 00:45:14,000 --> 00:45:15,200 Really? 512 00:45:15,200 --> 00:45:16,700 lt's really good. 513 00:45:24,100 --> 00:45:25,800 What do you think? 514 00:45:29,300 --> 00:45:30,400 lt's so good. 515 00:45:30,400 --> 00:45:31,600 lt's good. Mmm. 516 00:45:31,600 --> 00:45:33,300 l wasn't sure you'd like it. Why? 517 00:45:33,300 --> 00:45:36,700 You're an actress and staying in that fancy hotel. 518 00:45:39,400 --> 00:45:41,200 l like this place. 519 00:45:44,100 --> 00:45:46,100 l used to love hotels. 520 00:45:47,500 --> 00:45:52,400 But now l'm always in a new apartment or in another hotel somewhere. 521 00:45:53,100 --> 00:45:57,100 How do you keep hold of friends? Or boyfriends? 522 00:46:01,200 --> 00:46:04,900 Makes it very easy to end up alone. 523 00:46:07,600 --> 00:46:09,200 To leave people. 524 00:46:14,600 --> 00:46:17,900 You can stay in the same place and still find ways to leave people. 525 00:46:27,800 --> 00:46:29,200 You are like that? 526 00:46:30,900 --> 00:46:31,900 lt's what you do? 527 00:46:42,100 --> 00:46:44,600 So, we are the same? 528 00:46:46,500 --> 00:46:47,600 Yeah, l guess so. 529 00:47:12,100 --> 00:47:13,600 Oh, did l wake you? 530 00:47:14,100 --> 00:47:15,800 Yeah. Thank you, Maria. 531 00:47:15,800 --> 00:47:17,100 And now that you're here, 532 00:47:17,700 --> 00:47:19,200 would you please put those up there? 533 00:47:19,200 --> 00:47:21,200 What are you... Pop. 534 00:47:21,200 --> 00:47:22,300 What... 535 00:47:22,300 --> 00:47:23,400 l'm reorganizing. 536 00:47:24,000 --> 00:47:25,700 Prednisone makes you crazy. 537 00:47:26,200 --> 00:47:28,800 l'm just not sleepy. l feel great. 538 00:47:33,600 --> 00:47:35,300 Pop, you should rest. 539 00:47:35,300 --> 00:47:39,300 Soon as l finish these papers. Right, papers? 540 00:47:39,500 --> 00:47:43,500 Right, Hal. As soon as you're done, you can rest. 541 00:47:55,700 --> 00:47:56,900 What? 542 00:47:57,800 --> 00:47:59,200 Nothing. You're pretty. 543 00:48:00,500 --> 00:48:01,500 No. 544 00:48:02,200 --> 00:48:03,100 Yeah. 545 00:48:04,500 --> 00:48:06,300 Jewish girls are not pretty. 546 00:48:06,300 --> 00:48:09,500 They can be interesting or cute, but not pretty. 547 00:48:10,500 --> 00:48:12,200 You're kidding, right? 548 00:48:12,200 --> 00:48:13,900 That's whatmy mom told me. 549 00:48:16,600 --> 00:48:17,700 She did not. 550 00:48:17,700 --> 00:48:19,700 No, you're right. 551 00:48:20,200 --> 00:48:22,600 This girl at school told me that, 552 00:48:22,600 --> 00:48:27,200 and l went home and my mom said, ''Anna, who told you that?'' 553 00:48:27,200 --> 00:48:31,200 This is what it looks like when Anna tells me about being Jewish in 2003. 554 00:48:31,900 --> 00:48:34,300 And when I tell her my mother was Jewish. 555 00:48:34,300 --> 00:48:36,100 And that my father turned in his gay badge 556 00:48:36,100 --> 00:48:38,200 when my mother turned in her Jewish badge. 557 00:48:38,200 --> 00:48:40,500 And they got married in 1955. 558 00:48:41,800 --> 00:48:44,600 My mother didn't know she was Jewish until she was thirteen. 559 00:48:44,600 --> 00:48:45,800 It was 1938. 560 00:48:46,500 --> 00:48:48,200 This is what people looked like. 561 00:48:49,100 --> 00:48:51,600 And lions and giraffes. 562 00:48:51,600 --> 00:48:54,300 This man was the Man of the Year. 563 00:48:54,300 --> 00:48:57,100 Her father tried to hide that they were Jewish. 564 00:48:57,100 --> 00:48:58,800 This is the swim team that asked her to leave 565 00:48:58,800 --> 00:49:01,700 once they discovered that she was Jewish. 566 00:49:01,700 --> 00:49:04,200 This is what pretty looked like in 1938. 567 00:49:05,500 --> 00:49:08,000 My father realized he was gay when he was thirteen. 568 00:49:08,000 --> 00:49:09,400 It was 1938. 569 00:49:10,000 --> 00:49:11,600 This is what pretty looked like. 570 00:49:13,300 --> 00:49:15,900 This is the high school where they first met. 571 00:49:15,900 --> 00:49:18,100 This is the war they both went to. 572 00:49:18,100 --> 00:49:20,900 And this man was popular when they met again. 573 00:49:20,900 --> 00:49:24,500 This is the only place my father could hide and have sex in the '50s. 574 00:49:24,500 --> 00:49:26,900 My father said if you got caught by the vice squad, 575 00:49:26,900 --> 00:49:28,400 you could lose everything. 576 00:49:28,900 --> 00:49:30,300 This is everything. 577 00:49:32,700 --> 00:49:34,400 My father laid down on a couch like this 578 00:49:34,400 --> 00:49:37,500 and told the psychiatrist all his problems in 1955. 579 00:49:38,300 --> 00:49:41,700 The doctor told him that homosexuality was a mental illness, 580 00:49:41,700 --> 00:49:43,400 but it could be cured. 581 00:49:43,400 --> 00:49:45,100 Not everyone got cured. 582 00:49:45,900 --> 00:49:48,500 This is where my parents lived in 1955. 583 00:49:48,500 --> 00:49:49,600 And this is the home 584 00:49:49,600 --> 00:49:52,500 where the first gay-rights group were secretly meeting. 585 00:49:52,500 --> 00:49:55,500 While they were reciting their vows here in this church, 586 00:49:55,500 --> 00:49:58,000 Allen Ginsberg was writing his famous poem, 587 00:49:58,000 --> 00:50:00,300 Howl, blocks away in this room. 588 00:50:00,300 --> 00:50:01,800 ''...who let themselves be fucked in the ass 589 00:50:01,800 --> 00:50:03,200 ''by saintly motorcyclists, 590 00:50:03,200 --> 00:50:05,000 ''and screamed with joy, 591 00:50:05,800 --> 00:50:08,800 ''who blew and were blown by those human seraphim, the sailors, 592 00:50:08,800 --> 00:50:11,700 ''caresses of Atlantic and Caribbean love... '' 593 00:50:56,500 --> 00:51:00,500 Just do the portrait of them. lt's an album cover, right? 594 00:51:01,300 --> 00:51:02,900 That's all they want. Yeah? 595 00:51:02,900 --> 00:51:04,500 Yeah. 596 00:51:05,300 --> 00:51:06,600 Right. 597 00:51:14,700 --> 00:51:16,300 Here, Pop. Oh, God. 598 00:51:16,300 --> 00:51:18,300 l know, l know. Come on. 599 00:51:27,600 --> 00:51:32,400 Hey, no, no, no. That's Gay Pride day stuff. Just leave those. 600 00:51:33,100 --> 00:51:34,200 All right. 601 00:51:36,400 --> 00:51:41,200 And that's gay book club. You better leave those, too. 602 00:51:41,900 --> 00:51:44,000 But what about the chair? ls the chair gay? 603 00:51:44,000 --> 00:51:47,200 The chair is not gay. Obviously. 604 00:51:50,400 --> 00:51:52,600 Pop, Pop, the cord won't go so far. 605 00:51:52,600 --> 00:51:54,100 To hell with it. 606 00:51:57,600 --> 00:51:58,900 Oh, what's that? 607 00:51:58,900 --> 00:52:00,400 Now that you're out of the hospital, 608 00:52:00,400 --> 00:52:02,600 you'll have to exercise, get you back into shape. 609 00:52:02,600 --> 00:52:04,200 That's a great idea. 610 00:52:04,200 --> 00:52:06,200 Okay, let's try it. l'll show you how. 611 00:52:06,200 --> 00:52:07,300 Yeah, later on. 612 00:52:07,300 --> 00:52:08,900 l'm gonna make myself some tea. 613 00:52:08,900 --> 00:52:12,100 Okay. l'll go clean it up. lt's a little bit... 614 00:52:17,100 --> 00:52:19,800 Your mother's vase needs some flowers. 615 00:52:21,000 --> 00:52:23,800 You need to tell Andy that you're not well. 616 00:52:25,000 --> 00:52:27,500 Pop, you're just out of the hospital. You should take it easy. 617 00:52:27,500 --> 00:52:28,800 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. 618 00:52:30,300 --> 00:52:32,000 You'll tell him, won't you? 619 00:52:33,900 --> 00:52:34,900 Me? 620 00:52:36,300 --> 00:52:37,300 Please. 621 00:52:47,800 --> 00:52:48,800 Hey. 622 00:53:00,300 --> 00:53:02,500 You know, l tried to have sex with women? 623 00:53:04,400 --> 00:53:06,100 Yeah? Yeah. 624 00:53:06,100 --> 00:53:09,400 l just wanted you to know, l tried. lt just... lt didn't work. 625 00:53:12,500 --> 00:53:14,500 Hey, l don't have a problem with gay guys. 626 00:53:14,500 --> 00:53:16,200 Have you had sex with a man? 627 00:53:17,100 --> 00:53:18,200 No. 628 00:53:20,300 --> 00:53:23,600 l heard that if a man hasn't had sex with another man, 629 00:53:23,600 --> 00:53:25,900 he's always afraid of gay men. 630 00:53:25,900 --> 00:53:27,700 You know, they're a threat. 631 00:53:29,900 --> 00:53:31,500 l don't know, Andy. 632 00:53:31,500 --> 00:53:34,200 l didn't want you to feel threatened. 633 00:53:34,900 --> 00:53:37,700 l don't wanna have sex with you. 634 00:53:41,200 --> 00:53:42,600 What l do, 635 00:53:43,400 --> 00:53:45,800 most people wouldn't even call it sex anyway. 636 00:53:46,400 --> 00:53:47,400 Okay. 637 00:53:48,300 --> 00:53:49,300 Okay. 638 00:53:51,300 --> 00:53:52,300 Hey. 639 00:54:02,100 --> 00:54:03,300 l couldn't tell him. 640 00:54:06,800 --> 00:54:07,800 That's okay. 641 00:54:10,300 --> 00:54:11,400 No, it's not. 642 00:54:12,300 --> 00:54:14,500 You can't hide this from him. He loves you. 643 00:54:18,300 --> 00:54:20,700 For someone with so much relationship advice, 644 00:54:20,700 --> 00:54:22,000 you seem awfully alone. 645 00:54:33,600 --> 00:54:35,000 Just act natural. 646 00:54:35,600 --> 00:54:38,000 When he's not looking, we'll make a run for it. 647 00:54:38,700 --> 00:54:39,800 Okay? 648 00:54:56,900 --> 00:54:58,200 Don't, don't, don't. 649 00:55:00,800 --> 00:55:02,100 lt's my dad. 650 00:55:09,400 --> 00:55:10,800 He's that bad? 651 00:55:19,100 --> 00:55:20,700 l'm gonna let you be me. 652 00:55:24,300 --> 00:55:25,300 Okay. 653 00:55:31,200 --> 00:55:32,700 Annie? 654 00:55:41,100 --> 00:55:42,600 You never call me back. 655 00:55:44,100 --> 00:55:47,200 l'm busy. l'm shooting all the time. 656 00:55:49,700 --> 00:55:52,600 You know, l can't stop thinking about... 657 00:55:53,400 --> 00:55:54,800 You know, about it. 658 00:55:55,300 --> 00:55:56,800 Doing it. 659 00:55:57,800 --> 00:55:59,100 Doing what? 660 00:56:00,400 --> 00:56:02,000 Killing myself. 661 00:56:03,800 --> 00:56:06,000 You are the only one l can tell that to. 662 00:56:14,100 --> 00:56:16,300 You should tell Mom about that, not me. 663 00:56:18,800 --> 00:56:20,300 You are my girl. 664 00:56:29,500 --> 00:56:31,500 Now l'll have to kill you. 665 00:56:34,000 --> 00:56:35,900 Just as it was going so well. 666 00:56:35,900 --> 00:56:38,200 l know. l'm sorry. 667 00:56:45,900 --> 00:56:46,900 Really? 668 00:57:03,500 --> 00:57:04,900 Hey, Anna. 669 00:57:05,400 --> 00:57:07,200 Hey, Oliver. 670 00:57:07,200 --> 00:57:08,800 How do you feel about vandalism? 671 00:57:13,400 --> 00:57:14,600 l don't know. 672 00:57:15,600 --> 00:57:16,900 Pretty okay. 673 00:57:26,300 --> 00:57:27,900 Oliver, 674 00:57:27,900 --> 00:57:31,300 don't write any of that serious stuff, okay? Just something funny. 675 00:57:31,300 --> 00:57:32,800 Girls like funny. 676 00:57:32,800 --> 00:57:33,900 Okay? Okay. 677 00:57:40,100 --> 00:57:41,700 You know what? Here, give me Arthur. 678 00:57:41,700 --> 00:57:43,800 We'll just stay here and get arrested. 679 00:57:43,800 --> 00:57:44,800 You know, that's good. 680 00:57:46,300 --> 00:57:47,300 Good? Mmm. 681 00:57:48,200 --> 00:57:49,300 You okay? 682 00:57:49,300 --> 00:57:50,300 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 683 00:57:54,200 --> 00:57:55,500 You okay? 684 00:57:56,000 --> 00:57:58,600 Yeah. l'm gonna stay here with my new friend. 685 00:57:58,600 --> 00:57:59,600 Okay. 686 00:58:11,100 --> 00:58:12,100 Anna? 687 00:58:23,000 --> 00:58:24,500 l'm trying to impress you. 688 00:58:24,500 --> 00:58:26,100 Really? 689 00:58:31,400 --> 00:58:32,900 lt's working. 690 00:58:47,300 --> 00:58:48,900 Arthur, Arthur. 691 00:58:49,600 --> 00:58:51,600 No, no, no, no. l'm sorry. 692 00:58:51,600 --> 00:58:53,900 No problem. No problem. 693 00:58:54,500 --> 00:58:55,800 What's with this card? 694 00:58:59,100 --> 00:59:00,600 Do you mind? No. 695 00:59:03,900 --> 00:59:05,300 Thank you. All right. 696 00:59:31,300 --> 00:59:32,700 He looked like your dad. 697 00:59:34,300 --> 00:59:35,400 Yeah. 698 00:59:47,900 --> 00:59:49,000 Somewhere along the line 699 00:59:49,000 --> 00:59:51,000 he stopped admitting to himself that he was sick. 700 01:00:05,000 --> 01:00:09,000 Oliver, this is Blake. He's a wonderful man. 701 01:00:09,200 --> 01:00:11,700 Look. l finally got a tattoo. 702 01:00:12,300 --> 01:00:14,200 Registration purposes, of course. 703 01:00:15,600 --> 01:00:16,600 Good for him. 704 01:00:19,600 --> 01:00:21,200 We did a lot of shopping. 705 01:00:21,900 --> 01:00:23,400 Bought all these books. 706 01:00:23,400 --> 01:00:24,600 Hello, Hal. 707 01:00:24,600 --> 01:00:25,600 Hello. 708 01:00:26,200 --> 01:00:27,500 New clothes. 709 01:00:29,800 --> 01:00:32,100 He was obsessed with Staples. 710 01:00:32,100 --> 01:00:33,800 Bought a lot of plants. 711 01:00:36,700 --> 01:00:37,900 A lot of parties. 712 01:00:41,000 --> 01:00:42,400 Well, glad you could make it. 713 01:00:42,400 --> 01:00:44,300 l thought l was cooking dinner. 714 01:00:44,300 --> 01:00:47,300 lt's movie night, you idiot. 715 01:00:49,100 --> 01:00:51,500 Hal, you look wonderful. 716 01:00:51,500 --> 01:00:53,900 l'm turning the corner on this thing. 717 01:00:53,900 --> 01:00:55,000 Hi, Oliver. Hey, Oliver. 718 01:00:55,000 --> 01:00:56,300 Hey. 719 01:00:56,300 --> 01:01:00,200 These political letter-writing parties. 720 01:01:00,200 --> 01:01:04,100 There was an out gay congressman he was supporting. 721 01:01:06,100 --> 01:01:08,900 He hired a secretary he would dictate to. 722 01:01:08,900 --> 01:01:11,200 And one May morning... 723 01:01:11,200 --> 01:01:13,500 He started telling everyone he was getting better. 724 01:01:13,500 --> 01:01:16,100 Why are you telling them you're turning the corner? 725 01:01:17,000 --> 01:01:18,100 Well... 726 01:01:18,100 --> 01:01:21,200 You have stage four cancer. 727 01:01:22,300 --> 01:01:24,300 lt's not as bad as it sounds. 728 01:01:25,000 --> 01:01:26,000 Pop, 729 01:01:27,100 --> 01:01:28,600 there is no stage five. 730 01:01:31,000 --> 01:01:32,700 That's not what it means. 731 01:01:32,700 --> 01:01:34,400 Well, then what does it mean? 732 01:01:34,400 --> 01:01:38,700 lt just means that it's been through three other stages. 733 01:01:49,900 --> 01:01:51,300 What movie are we watching? 734 01:01:51,300 --> 01:01:54,100 The Times of Harvey Milk, the first openly gay politician... 735 01:01:54,100 --> 01:01:55,200 Yeah, l know who Harvey Milk is. 736 01:01:55,200 --> 01:01:56,200 Good, good. 737 01:01:56,200 --> 01:01:59,200 What really counts is that a person care. 738 01:01:59,200 --> 01:02:02,000 Does a person care about his city or her city? 739 01:02:02,000 --> 01:02:03,000 Is a person sensitive... 740 01:02:03,800 --> 01:02:05,600 Wrote an essay about religion. 741 01:02:06,200 --> 01:02:10,500 ''Eventually, Jesus grew old. 742 01:02:10,500 --> 01:02:12,400 ''He could no longer walk far 743 01:02:12,400 --> 01:02:15,200 ''and he could no longer preach in a loud voice. 744 01:02:15,200 --> 01:02:18,200 ''One day he announced to his apostles that he was departing. 745 01:02:19,000 --> 01:02:20,800 ''The three disciples prayed with him, 746 01:02:20,800 --> 01:02:22,900 ''gave him water, bathed and fed him. 747 01:02:23,600 --> 01:02:26,800 ''After gasping for breath for several days, 748 01:02:26,800 --> 01:02:29,000 ''one morning, just as dawn came, 749 01:02:30,100 --> 01:02:31,600 ''Jesus passed away.'' 750 01:02:34,700 --> 01:02:37,100 You rewrote Jesus' death? 751 01:02:37,100 --> 01:02:39,500 lt was far too violent. 752 01:02:39,500 --> 01:02:41,100 We need new stories. 753 01:02:43,000 --> 01:02:45,300 For the first time I saw him really in love. 754 01:02:46,800 --> 01:02:48,800 He sounds amazing. 755 01:02:48,800 --> 01:02:51,000 But that must have been crazy for you. 756 01:03:46,800 --> 01:03:47,900 Anna? 757 01:04:03,800 --> 01:04:07,800 l couldn't sleep and l wanted to walk around. 758 01:04:11,700 --> 01:04:13,400 You've lost so much. 759 01:04:15,100 --> 01:04:17,400 What if l can't make it further? 760 01:04:20,900 --> 01:04:22,900 lf this is too much, 761 01:04:24,700 --> 01:04:26,800 then we should just stop. 762 01:04:36,400 --> 01:04:38,300 Wait, wait. 763 01:04:39,100 --> 01:04:41,100 Wait, wait, wait. 764 01:04:43,100 --> 01:04:44,700 l don't wanna stop. 765 01:04:48,700 --> 01:04:50,900 Oh! 766 01:04:56,000 --> 01:04:57,400 Ready? Yeah! 767 01:05:03,200 --> 01:05:04,700 Again! Again? 768 01:05:04,700 --> 01:05:06,500 Again! Again! 769 01:05:10,000 --> 01:05:11,200 Fuck! 770 01:05:12,100 --> 01:05:14,800 Fuck! 771 01:05:14,800 --> 01:05:16,100 Fuck! 772 01:05:16,100 --> 01:05:17,200 Fuck! 773 01:05:18,500 --> 01:05:19,600 Fuck! 774 01:05:20,600 --> 01:05:22,700 Fuck! 775 01:05:22,700 --> 01:05:25,100 Fuck! Fuck! 776 01:05:25,100 --> 01:05:26,100 Arthur. 777 01:05:26,100 --> 01:05:27,100 Arthur! 778 01:05:27,800 --> 01:05:29,100 Come on, doggie, doggie. 779 01:05:29,100 --> 01:05:30,300 Arthur. 780 01:05:30,300 --> 01:05:32,100 l'm gonna go this way. l'm gonna go farther out. 781 01:05:36,700 --> 01:05:37,900 Whoo! 782 01:05:38,800 --> 01:05:40,600 Ah! You're awake. 783 01:05:41,400 --> 01:05:43,900 Arthur says you have to get up. 784 01:05:44,900 --> 01:05:47,000 He says it's his day off. 785 01:05:47,000 --> 01:05:48,900 He speaks to you, too. Yeah. 786 01:05:50,300 --> 01:05:51,900 He says now. Now. Now. 787 01:05:51,900 --> 01:05:53,600 Your English is not so perfect. 788 01:05:53,600 --> 01:05:55,200 And he said 10 minutes. 789 01:06:09,700 --> 01:06:11,000 You okay? 790 01:06:12,900 --> 01:06:13,900 You did really well. 791 01:06:13,900 --> 01:06:15,500 Yeah, l can't believe that was your first time. 792 01:06:15,500 --> 01:06:16,500 lt was your first time. 793 01:06:16,500 --> 01:06:18,800 You watching all the humans going around and around. 794 01:06:18,800 --> 01:06:20,800 Excuse me, sir. There's no dogs allowed in the building. 795 01:06:20,800 --> 01:06:22,400 You need to remove him from the premises, please. 796 01:06:22,400 --> 01:06:24,600 lf l leave him on his own, he loses all control. 797 01:06:24,600 --> 01:06:26,200 l'm sorry. There's no dogs allowed in the building. 798 01:06:26,200 --> 01:06:27,400 Yeah, yeah, but... Come on, please. 799 01:06:27,400 --> 01:06:30,100 lf l leave him in the car, he cries, he howls. l can't leave him in the car. 800 01:06:30,100 --> 01:06:31,700 l'm sorry, no. He needs to be removed. 801 01:06:32,900 --> 01:06:35,200 l don't know what she's saying and l don't like it. 802 01:06:35,200 --> 01:06:36,500 You need to remove the dog from the premises. 803 01:06:36,500 --> 01:06:39,300 She's just talking in French.She's saying, ''lt's okay, it's such a small dog.'' 804 01:06:39,300 --> 01:06:41,100 You're gonna call the authorities? All right, you know what? 805 01:06:41,100 --> 01:06:42,600 She's calling the authorities. Steal the skates. 806 01:06:42,600 --> 01:06:43,700 Steal the skates. 807 01:06:48,900 --> 01:06:50,300 Okay? Okay. 808 01:07:08,000 --> 01:07:09,400 Come on, Arthur. Faster, faster. 809 01:07:09,400 --> 01:07:11,100 Okay. Sorry. Excuse me. 810 01:07:11,100 --> 01:07:12,100 Hi. 811 01:07:20,500 --> 01:07:22,600 l can't do it. 812 01:07:28,900 --> 01:07:31,000 He doesn't always call this much. 813 01:07:31,800 --> 01:07:33,400 Sometimes he's fine. 814 01:07:33,400 --> 01:07:34,700 Yeah, well. 815 01:07:36,400 --> 01:07:38,000 He shouldn't do this to you. 816 01:07:48,900 --> 01:07:51,500 Even if we don't answer the phone, he's still here. 817 01:07:53,400 --> 01:07:55,400 l run somewhere new and... 818 01:08:00,500 --> 01:08:02,200 You're leaving here soon. 819 01:08:04,200 --> 01:08:05,200 Yeah. 820 01:08:06,400 --> 01:08:08,700 l think you should come to my house. 821 01:08:08,700 --> 01:08:10,800 Move in with me. 822 01:08:27,300 --> 01:08:30,500 Would you want a strange girl like me? 823 01:08:31,700 --> 01:08:33,200 Yeah, a lot. 824 01:08:37,800 --> 01:08:39,200 Do you cook? 825 01:08:42,400 --> 01:08:43,800 Yes. 826 01:08:59,000 --> 01:09:00,700 l would love that. 827 01:09:04,200 --> 01:09:05,900 l'm really gonna have to kill you now. 828 01:09:05,900 --> 01:09:07,800 Mmm. Why? 829 01:09:08,300 --> 01:09:10,600 Because l'm falling in love with you. 830 01:09:10,600 --> 01:09:13,100 Anna and I are in a relationship in 2003. 831 01:09:14,100 --> 01:09:15,800 This is what the sun looks like 832 01:09:15,800 --> 01:09:17,200 and the stars. 833 01:09:17,700 --> 01:09:19,600 This is what it looks like when we eat. 834 01:09:20,200 --> 01:09:23,200 When we tell each other the stories in our heads. 835 01:09:23,200 --> 01:09:25,400 I was born in 1965. 836 01:09:25,400 --> 01:09:27,900 Anna was born in 1971. 837 01:09:27,900 --> 01:09:29,500 This is what the sun looked like. 838 01:09:29,500 --> 01:09:31,000 Her pets. 839 01:09:31,000 --> 01:09:32,200 Her parents. 840 01:09:32,200 --> 01:09:34,300 She left home when she was sixteen. 841 01:09:34,300 --> 01:09:38,800 She lived here and here and here and here. 842 01:09:39,500 --> 01:09:43,300 She had three serious relationships. She left all of them. 843 01:09:43,300 --> 01:09:46,800 I had four serious relationships. I left them, too. 844 01:09:46,800 --> 01:09:49,100 Or let them fall apart. 845 01:09:49,100 --> 01:09:51,100 We didn't go to this war. 846 01:09:51,100 --> 01:09:53,100 We didn't have to hide to have sex. 847 01:09:53,900 --> 01:09:55,600 Our good fortune allowed us to feel 848 01:09:55,600 --> 01:09:58,000 a sadness that our parents didn't have time for, 849 01:09:59,000 --> 01:10:01,400 and a happiness that I never saw with them. 850 01:10:02,600 --> 01:10:05,300 We didn't know how we learned the stories in our heads, 851 01:10:05,300 --> 01:10:07,600 but sometimes they stop running 852 01:10:07,600 --> 01:10:10,200 and I can really see Anna's eyes in 2003. 853 01:10:10,900 --> 01:10:12,100 Her ears. 854 01:10:12,700 --> 01:10:14,200 Her feet. 855 01:10:14,200 --> 01:10:18,500 This is what it looks like when she says, ''I love you, '' in 2003. 856 01:10:19,400 --> 01:10:22,000 This is what it looks like when she cries. 857 01:10:22,000 --> 01:10:25,200 When she tells me there's always a new empty room waiting for her. 858 01:10:26,500 --> 01:10:28,600 They used to make her feel free. 859 01:10:29,300 --> 01:10:31,700 Now they make her feel the opposite of free. 860 01:11:06,200 --> 01:11:07,800 Last one. Oh, Lord. 861 01:11:07,800 --> 01:11:09,200 l know. 862 01:11:16,000 --> 01:11:17,200 There. 863 01:11:20,300 --> 01:11:22,300 This is for you. Yeah. 864 01:11:22,300 --> 01:11:23,800 Now, that means Gay Pride. 865 01:11:23,800 --> 01:11:25,200 Yeah, everyone knows that. 866 01:11:25,200 --> 01:11:26,300 No, they don't. 867 01:11:26,300 --> 01:11:28,300 Yeah. Everyone knows about that. 868 01:11:28,300 --> 01:11:29,800 No. Of course not. Don't be silly. 869 01:11:29,800 --> 01:11:33,400 Pop, pretty much everyone knows that that means Gay Pride. 870 01:11:33,400 --> 01:11:35,000 Do they really? Yeah. 871 01:11:41,400 --> 01:11:43,300 Did you know? 872 01:11:44,400 --> 01:11:46,000 About me? 873 01:11:49,400 --> 01:11:50,400 No. 874 01:11:52,500 --> 01:11:54,200 l just thought you and Mom weren't in love. 875 01:11:55,300 --> 01:11:56,800 We loved each other. 876 01:11:57,500 --> 01:11:58,900 But you were gay the whole time. 877 01:11:58,900 --> 01:12:00,700 Well, l worked hard not to be. 878 01:12:00,700 --> 01:12:02,600 For 44 years? 879 01:12:02,600 --> 01:12:03,600 Yeah. 880 01:12:04,800 --> 01:12:06,700 l knew l was gay, though. 881 01:12:06,700 --> 01:12:09,700 l mean, at parties l'd be staring at the husbands and not the wives. 882 01:12:13,600 --> 01:12:15,100 What about sex? 883 01:12:15,800 --> 01:12:18,200 Well, she didn't think l was the greatest lover. 884 01:12:20,500 --> 01:12:22,000 But we made do. 885 01:12:24,400 --> 01:12:25,800 Look, l liked my life. 886 01:12:26,800 --> 01:12:29,000 The museum, our house. 887 01:12:29,900 --> 01:12:31,200 That's what l wanted. 888 01:12:31,200 --> 01:12:32,700 And Mom. 889 01:12:32,700 --> 01:12:33,900 You wanted Mom, too, right? 890 01:12:33,900 --> 01:12:34,900 Yes! 891 01:12:34,900 --> 01:12:36,300 Stop that. 892 01:12:42,900 --> 01:12:45,000 She proposed to me, you know. 893 01:12:48,000 --> 01:12:49,500 l said, 894 01:12:50,900 --> 01:12:55,200 ''Look, l love you, and we're great buddies, but you know what l am.'' 895 01:12:55,200 --> 01:12:56,400 And then she says, 896 01:13:00,000 --> 01:13:01,500 ''That doesn't matter. 897 01:13:02,600 --> 01:13:04,000 ''l'll fix that.'' 898 01:13:09,300 --> 01:13:10,600 l thought, 899 01:13:11,700 --> 01:13:13,400 ''Oh, God. 900 01:13:16,500 --> 01:13:18,200 ''l'll try anything.'' 901 01:13:24,000 --> 01:13:25,400 Sex. 902 01:13:25,400 --> 01:13:26,800 Life. 903 01:13:26,800 --> 01:13:28,300 Healing. 904 01:13:28,300 --> 01:13:29,400 Sunlight. 905 01:13:29,400 --> 01:13:30,500 Nature. 906 01:13:30,500 --> 01:13:31,800 Magic. 907 01:13:31,800 --> 01:13:33,000 Serenity. 908 01:13:33,000 --> 01:13:34,300 Spirit. 909 01:13:35,900 --> 01:13:40,500 The first Gay Pride flag was made by a man named Gilbert Baker in 1978. 910 01:13:40,500 --> 01:13:42,700 He gave a meaning to each color. 911 01:13:42,700 --> 01:13:44,400 This man was President. 912 01:13:44,400 --> 01:13:45,800 This was invented. 913 01:13:45,800 --> 01:13:47,600 This is what movies looked like. 914 01:13:47,600 --> 01:13:48,700 Pets. 915 01:13:49,500 --> 01:13:54,100 On November 27th, 1978, Harvey Milk was shot and killed. 916 01:13:54,800 --> 01:13:58,800 One week after, my father opened his annual museum Christmas exhibit. 917 01:13:59,000 --> 01:14:01,500 He collected stuffed animals from people in the community 918 01:14:01,500 --> 01:14:03,000 and he put them on display. 919 01:14:03,800 --> 01:14:06,100 My father printed a quote from The Velveteen Rabbit 920 01:14:06,100 --> 01:14:07,700 in large type on the wall. 921 01:14:08,700 --> 01:14:11,600 The stuffed rabbit asked, ''What is real?'' 922 01:14:12,500 --> 01:14:15,400 And the rabbit asked, ''Does it hurt?'' 923 01:14:16,200 --> 01:14:18,500 And the horse said, ''Sometimes. '' 924 01:14:19,200 --> 01:14:20,900 ''Does it happen all at once?'' 925 01:14:21,600 --> 01:14:23,100 ''It takes a long time. 926 01:14:23,800 --> 01:14:25,600 ''Generally, by the time you are real, 927 01:14:25,600 --> 01:14:27,600 ''most of your hair has been loved off, 928 01:14:27,600 --> 01:14:30,900 ''your eyes dropped out, and you get loose in the joints. 929 01:14:30,900 --> 01:14:32,900 ''But these things don't matter at all 930 01:14:33,600 --> 01:14:35,400 ''because you are real. 931 01:14:35,400 --> 01:14:38,300 ''You can't be ugly except to people who don't understand. '' 932 01:14:45,200 --> 01:14:47,300 Andy's moving in. 933 01:14:47,300 --> 01:14:48,500 Yeah? 934 01:14:49,200 --> 01:14:50,700 ls that a good idea? 935 01:14:53,300 --> 01:14:56,000 Just be happy about it. Huh? 936 01:15:14,600 --> 01:15:15,800 Come on. 937 01:15:15,800 --> 01:15:18,500 This is the idea, is that it's the history of sadness. 938 01:15:18,500 --> 01:15:22,500 Here could be your... This could be your... 939 01:15:22,700 --> 01:15:26,000 You know, you're gonna need a big CD box. 940 01:15:27,800 --> 01:15:31,300 Four billion years ago, Earth begins. 941 01:15:31,300 --> 01:15:34,400 And the idea is that sadness has not yet been created, but... 942 01:15:35,800 --> 01:15:36,800 l'm sorry. 943 01:15:38,300 --> 01:15:39,300 l'm sorry, too. 944 01:15:42,200 --> 01:15:44,000 Well, that went well. 945 01:15:44,581 --> 01:15:46,791 When are you getting married ? 946 01:15:55,800 --> 01:15:57,400 Come on, Arthur. 947 01:16:06,100 --> 01:16:08,100 This is the living room. 948 01:16:14,400 --> 01:16:15,900 Dining room. 949 01:16:17,900 --> 01:16:20,800 There are my... l have some boxes. They're my parents. 950 01:16:21,500 --> 01:16:22,700 My mom. 951 01:16:22,700 --> 01:16:24,400 Hal, Georgia, meet Anna. 952 01:16:24,400 --> 01:16:26,900 Anna, Hal, Georgia. 953 01:16:27,500 --> 01:16:28,500 Hi. 954 01:16:30,700 --> 01:16:32,600 These are the stairs. Oh, yeah? 955 01:16:32,600 --> 01:16:34,100 They go up. 956 01:16:38,100 --> 01:16:39,600 l emptied these for you. 957 01:16:50,800 --> 01:16:52,400 l'll get your case. 958 01:17:22,000 --> 01:17:23,300 Are you okay? 959 01:18:15,800 --> 01:18:18,200 l couldn't sleep and l didn't want to bother you. 960 01:18:20,800 --> 01:18:22,000 l was... 961 01:18:24,300 --> 01:18:26,100 l was nervous 962 01:18:27,800 --> 01:18:29,200 and excited. 963 01:18:31,800 --> 01:18:34,100 l kept thinking, maybe, 964 01:18:34,800 --> 01:18:35,800 l'm not so lost. 965 01:18:41,700 --> 01:18:43,700 Why were you crying yesterday? 966 01:19:33,500 --> 01:19:34,800 You okay? 967 01:19:35,900 --> 01:19:37,000 Yeah. 968 01:20:09,700 --> 01:20:11,500 You look so unhappy. 969 01:20:15,800 --> 01:20:17,300 Well, are you happy? 970 01:20:18,600 --> 01:20:19,600 Here? 971 01:20:25,700 --> 01:20:27,700 Maybe l'm not perfect at it. 972 01:20:31,000 --> 01:20:33,000 l don't really know what l'm doing. 973 01:20:35,600 --> 01:20:37,600 But l wanna be here. 974 01:21:16,000 --> 01:21:17,700 l don't know, Anna. 975 01:21:18,600 --> 01:21:22,100 l don't think this is what l'm supposed to feel like. 976 01:21:29,900 --> 01:21:30,800 Okay. 977 01:21:33,900 --> 01:21:36,200 l will go back to New York then. 978 01:22:01,900 --> 01:22:06,600 Hal, you don't need to come in for any more treatments. 979 01:22:06,600 --> 01:22:08,900 ls there something wrong? 980 01:22:08,900 --> 01:22:10,700 lt's best you stay home. 981 01:22:11,800 --> 01:22:14,000 Hospice can help you more now. 982 01:22:15,200 --> 01:22:17,100 Any more treatments would just 983 01:22:19,000 --> 01:22:20,400 cause more pain. 984 01:22:21,400 --> 01:22:23,100 Yeah, l understand. 985 01:22:24,800 --> 01:22:26,900 l'm sorry. l wish we could do more. 986 01:22:27,800 --> 01:22:32,500 No, no, you've, you've done an excellent job, Dr. Long. 987 01:22:34,300 --> 01:22:35,800 And thank you 988 01:22:38,900 --> 01:22:40,500 for coming to the party. 989 01:23:07,500 --> 01:23:10,500 You always wanted to hold my hand when you were little. 990 01:23:11,700 --> 01:23:15,600 l couldn't, you know. l was afraid it would look funny. 991 01:23:17,000 --> 01:23:20,300 l wanted to be close, you know, 992 01:23:20,300 --> 01:23:24,100 and my father certainly was never close with me. 993 01:23:26,700 --> 01:23:29,000 God, l hope l wasn't like that. 994 01:23:30,200 --> 01:23:33,000 l can barely remember you from when l was little. 995 01:23:34,700 --> 01:23:36,400 I guess I was at work. 996 01:23:37,000 --> 01:23:40,100 Look at the hand of the man in the brushwork. 997 01:23:41,300 --> 01:23:47,300 lt's as if you can feel the spirit of the artist, if he's very good. 998 01:23:47,300 --> 01:23:49,900 And his every gesture. 999 01:23:49,900 --> 01:23:54,700 lt's like a sort of structural entity in... 1000 01:23:55,700 --> 01:23:57,000 l mean that in the... 1001 01:23:57,000 --> 01:23:59,000 Let's go home. 1002 01:23:59,000 --> 01:24:01,800 ...largest use of that word. 1003 01:24:03,800 --> 01:24:07,500 What about your father? What will he possibly do without us? 1004 01:24:07,500 --> 01:24:09,600 Georgia, are you leaving? 1005 01:24:09,600 --> 01:24:12,100 Yes, Mary. lt's an emergency. 1006 01:24:12,100 --> 01:24:13,900 Oliver's appendix has ruptured. 1007 01:24:14,600 --> 01:24:15,900 Oh, dear. 1008 01:24:17,300 --> 01:24:19,000 He's a very composed child. 1009 01:24:24,000 --> 01:24:25,900 You point, l'll drive. 1010 01:24:31,300 --> 01:24:33,800 Ah! The infamous left. 1011 01:24:38,300 --> 01:24:39,400 And? 1012 01:24:42,100 --> 01:24:46,000 Left again. Going in circles. l like it. 1013 01:25:25,995 --> 01:25:31,917 We knew it wouldn't work, even before meeting her. 1014 01:25:38,100 --> 01:25:40,100 Hey, it's me. Leave me a message. 1015 01:25:41,200 --> 01:25:42,200 Anna? 1016 01:25:45,400 --> 01:25:47,300 Where are you? 1017 01:26:00,600 --> 01:26:01,600 Hey. Hey. 1018 01:26:02,600 --> 01:26:03,600 All right, here. 1019 01:26:05,300 --> 01:26:07,900 All right, Arthur, okay. 1020 01:26:09,000 --> 01:26:10,500 You're gonna look after Elliot. 1021 01:26:10,500 --> 01:26:12,400 l'll be back in a couple of days. 1022 01:26:14,400 --> 01:26:15,500 Good luck. 1023 01:26:15,500 --> 01:26:16,600 All right. 1024 01:26:16,600 --> 01:26:18,100 Okay? Thanks. 1025 01:26:51,800 --> 01:26:53,600 He remembers me. 1026 01:28:29,300 --> 01:28:30,500 Hey. 1027 01:28:31,200 --> 01:28:32,200 Hey. 1028 01:28:33,900 --> 01:28:36,500 Look, l'm so sorry, 1029 01:28:36,500 --> 01:28:39,900 but I'm at your front door. I'm in New York. 1030 01:28:51,100 --> 01:28:52,500 I am in Los Angeles. 1031 01:28:58,300 --> 01:29:00,400 You're in LA? 1032 01:29:00,400 --> 01:29:02,500 You said you were coming here. 1033 01:29:03,100 --> 01:29:06,300 Yeah. But l didn't leave. 1034 01:29:07,900 --> 01:29:10,200 Fuck. I'm in your building. 1035 01:29:16,300 --> 01:29:20,600 Okay. See the window near to the radiator? 1036 01:29:21,200 --> 01:29:24,400 There is a hide-a-key behind it. 1037 01:29:36,000 --> 01:29:38,100 Okay, l'm inside. 1038 01:29:42,300 --> 01:29:43,900 Well, there's, like, nothing here. 1039 01:29:45,500 --> 01:29:46,500 No. 1040 01:29:48,800 --> 01:29:52,300 This is my kitchen. It's where I eat. 1041 01:29:54,100 --> 01:29:55,900 This is my bathroom. 1042 01:29:57,000 --> 01:29:58,600 It's very fancy. 1043 01:30:00,100 --> 01:30:03,900 Outside my window is my neighbor's roof. 1044 01:30:07,300 --> 01:30:09,700 The room at the end is my bedroom. 1045 01:30:11,800 --> 01:30:13,800 That's my closet. 1046 01:30:15,500 --> 01:30:17,800 Those are my clothes. 1047 01:30:17,800 --> 01:30:19,300 My pictures. 1048 01:30:26,800 --> 01:30:28,900 Why do you leave everyone? 1049 01:30:30,600 --> 01:30:32,500 Why did you let me go? 1050 01:30:39,500 --> 01:30:43,500 Maybe because I don't really believe that it's gonna work. 1051 01:30:44,500 --> 01:30:47,300 And then I make sure that it doesn't work. 1052 01:30:51,800 --> 01:30:54,400 lsn't Juan's hair wonderful? 1053 01:30:55,600 --> 01:30:57,100 Thanks. 1054 01:30:57,100 --> 01:30:59,000 l use this great mousse. 1055 01:30:59,000 --> 01:31:00,800 Well, it's terrific. 1056 01:31:00,800 --> 01:31:03,400 Do you wanna try something? 1057 01:31:03,400 --> 01:31:05,300 Just a little bit? 1058 01:31:05,300 --> 01:31:06,300 l don't think so. 1059 01:31:06,300 --> 01:31:09,800 Come on. Just try a little bit. lt'll be fun. 1060 01:31:09,800 --> 01:31:11,600 Yeah? Yeah. 1061 01:31:12,400 --> 01:31:13,800 How do you do it? 1062 01:31:13,800 --> 01:31:16,000 Okay. l'm gonna show you how. 1063 01:31:41,400 --> 01:31:43,300 There. ls that it? 1064 01:31:43,300 --> 01:31:45,000 How do l look? 1065 01:31:45,000 --> 01:31:46,300 Great. 1066 01:31:52,300 --> 01:31:53,900 You look great. 1067 01:32:30,100 --> 01:32:31,700 Oliver. 1068 01:32:32,600 --> 01:32:34,400 He's gone. 1069 01:33:03,700 --> 01:33:05,300 Once you make the call, 1070 01:33:05,300 --> 01:33:07,200 you have less than an hour before two men 1071 01:33:07,200 --> 01:33:09,500 come and place the body into a bag. 1072 01:33:10,300 --> 01:33:14,300 They charge $1,485 for a cremation 1073 01:33:14,300 --> 01:33:16,700 and deliver the remains in a small, metal container 1074 01:33:16,700 --> 01:33:19,100 the size of a jar of peanut butter. 1075 01:33:20,000 --> 01:33:21,700 You will need to get a death certificate. 1076 01:33:22,300 --> 01:33:25,400 You will need to make copies and send them to cancel every credit card, 1077 01:33:25,400 --> 01:33:30,500 phone account, utility, gym membership, every insurance policy, 1078 01:33:30,500 --> 01:33:33,000 mortgage, to settle their taxes. 1079 01:33:33,700 --> 01:33:36,500 You will have all their mail forwarded to your address. 1080 01:33:37,600 --> 01:33:39,500 You will write their obituary. 1081 01:33:39,500 --> 01:33:42,900 You run it with a photo in the paper for $2 a word. 1082 01:33:42,900 --> 01:33:44,800 You'll wonder if it's right. 1083 01:33:45,500 --> 01:33:47,600 You'll throw a lot of their stuff away. 1084 01:33:48,200 --> 01:33:50,600 You'll bring a lot of their stuff to your house. 1085 01:33:50,600 --> 01:33:54,200 This is the photo my mother kept in her bedroom. 1086 01:33:54,200 --> 01:33:57,600 When I was a kid, I thought that was my arm giving her daisies. 1087 01:33:58,500 --> 01:34:02,500 Now I make a new mistake and I think it's her arm giving me the daisies, saying, 1088 01:34:02,700 --> 01:34:06,000 ''Here. Here is simple and happy. 1089 01:34:06,000 --> 01:34:08,100 ''That's what I meant to give you. '' 1090 01:34:15,600 --> 01:34:17,600 Hey. Hey. 1091 01:34:17,600 --> 01:34:18,800 Arthur. 1092 01:34:20,100 --> 01:34:21,100 Hey. 1093 01:34:24,900 --> 01:34:26,000 Thank you. 1094 01:34:30,500 --> 01:34:31,500 Thanks. 1095 01:34:32,800 --> 01:34:33,900 Sure. 1096 01:34:35,400 --> 01:34:36,400 Come on. 1097 01:34:39,100 --> 01:34:40,300 lt's because l'm gay. 1098 01:34:41,500 --> 01:34:42,800 lsn't it? 1099 01:34:43,700 --> 01:34:44,700 What? 1100 01:34:45,500 --> 01:34:48,000 You never called or came to see me. 1101 01:34:51,000 --> 01:34:52,000 No. 1102 01:34:55,600 --> 01:34:58,000 No, it's because my father loved you so much. 1103 01:35:25,700 --> 01:35:26,800 Arthur. 1104 01:35:29,000 --> 01:35:30,100 Hey. 1105 01:35:32,300 --> 01:35:35,100 Hey, how have you been? How have you been? 1106 01:35:39,600 --> 01:35:41,100 Hey. Hi. 1107 01:35:45,300 --> 01:35:46,300 Hey. 1108 01:35:49,900 --> 01:35:51,300 Come in, come in. 1109 01:35:56,800 --> 01:35:58,300 The living room. 1110 01:35:59,600 --> 01:36:00,700 Dining room. 1111 01:36:11,900 --> 01:36:12,900 Crazy picture. 1112 01:36:12,900 --> 01:36:13,900 Yeah. 1113 01:36:15,600 --> 01:36:17,100 Can l read it? Sure. 1114 01:36:20,000 --> 01:36:22,200 ''l'm looking for sex 1115 01:36:22,200 --> 01:36:24,600 ''with the hope it turns into 1116 01:36:25,600 --> 01:36:27,300 ''friendship or a relationship. 1117 01:36:27,300 --> 01:36:29,600 ''But I don't insist on monogamy. 1118 01:36:30,400 --> 01:36:35,300 ''I'm an old senior guy, 78, but I'm attractive and horny. 1119 01:36:35,300 --> 01:36:37,500 ''I'm an art historian, now retired. 1120 01:36:38,000 --> 01:36:40,900 ''And in addition to art, I like houses, gardens, 1121 01:36:40,900 --> 01:36:44,100 ''parties and walking with my Jack Russell. 1122 01:36:44,100 --> 01:36:47,700 ''I'm 5'1 1'', 160 pounds. 1123 01:36:47,700 --> 01:36:52,000 ''l'm trim, gray hair, blue eyes, hairy cheest.'' 1124 01:36:52,000 --> 01:36:53,200 Chest. Chest? 1125 01:36:54,800 --> 01:36:57,200 ''l like giving and...'' And what? 1126 01:36:57,200 --> 01:36:59,100 ''l like giving and getting rubdowns 1127 01:36:59,100 --> 01:37:02,000 ''and then going into the mutual soft stuff.'' 1128 01:37:04,900 --> 01:37:09,500 ''l have a nice house with food, drinks, friend and me. 1129 01:37:09,500 --> 01:37:12,300 ''lf you are willing to try an older guy, 1130 01:37:12,300 --> 01:37:14,600 ''let's meet and see what happens.'' 1131 01:37:19,700 --> 01:37:20,700 He didn't give up. 1132 01:37:51,800 --> 01:37:53,400 What happens now? 1133 01:37:56,100 --> 01:37:57,700 l don't know. 1134 01:38:01,200 --> 01:38:02,600 How does that work?