WEBVTT 1 00:00:06.000 --> 00:00:12.074 Advertise your product or brand here contact www.OpenSubtitles.org today 2 00:00:50.418 --> 00:00:55.954 If you're watching this, you've discovered something you shouldn't have. 3 00:01:03.163 --> 00:01:04.997 Anyway, um... 4 00:01:06.867 --> 00:01:12.104 This... This is a close-up of a model's eye. 5 00:01:12.238 --> 00:01:14.940 Yeah. I can't remember her name to save my life, 6 00:01:14.942 --> 00:01:18.210 but she had the bluest eyes I've ever seen. 7 00:01:18.212 --> 00:01:23.048 The only other time I remember seeing this exact intensity of blue... 8 00:01:23.050 --> 00:01:25.984 was the day my sister drowned. 9 00:01:25.986 --> 00:01:27.186 It was everywhere. 10 00:01:27.188 --> 00:01:31.857 It was in the water, in the sky, Nicole's skin. 11 00:01:31.859 --> 00:01:34.393 Blue. I remember. 12 00:01:34.661 --> 00:01:35.661 And gold. 13 00:01:35.663 --> 00:01:38.931 The gold of the light off the surface of the water. 14 00:01:38.933 --> 00:01:43.268 Like an empty frame flashing onto the screen. 15 00:01:44.838 --> 00:01:46.405 Nicole. 16 00:01:46.407 --> 00:01:49.141 She's the one girl I keep trying to remember. 17 00:01:49.143 --> 00:01:52.344 But I... I think she's the problem. 18 00:01:52.346 --> 00:01:58.117 I think she's the reason I am the way I am, right? 19 00:03:38.818 --> 00:03:43.789 Maybe I should back up and try to explain what the hell happened here. 20 00:03:44.290 --> 00:03:48.560 Jesus Christ. What the hell did happen here? 21 00:03:48.562 --> 00:03:50.028 Um... 22 00:03:50.030 --> 00:03:52.798 Well, let's start with me. 23 00:03:52.800 --> 00:03:54.833 My name is Kevin Wolfe. 24 00:03:54.835 --> 00:03:56.001 I'm a studio photographer. 25 00:03:56.003 --> 00:04:01.139 I do head shots, and most of my clients are girls. 26 00:04:01.141 --> 00:04:02.874 Girls. 27 00:04:03.309 --> 00:04:05.844 They've sort of been the focus of my whole fucking life. 28 00:04:05.846 --> 00:04:07.112 They're sort of a problem for me. 29 00:04:07.114 --> 00:04:10.849 I've just been trying to find a way to forget all the bad experiences... 30 00:04:10.851 --> 00:04:13.585 and try to have at least one good one, so... 31 00:04:13.587 --> 00:04:15.954 every girl that comes into this studio... 32 00:04:15.956 --> 00:04:19.958 every actress, every model... 33 00:04:19.960 --> 00:04:21.393 I ask out. 34 00:04:21.395 --> 00:04:23.829 Would you like to see a movie? 35 00:04:23.831 --> 00:04:26.031 And they almost always say... 36 00:04:26.033 --> 00:04:27.799 No. 37 00:04:27.801 --> 00:04:30.235 And so, I do this forgetting thing. 38 00:04:30.237 --> 00:04:31.169 It's like a ritual. 39 00:04:31.171 --> 00:04:34.773 I mean, I know it sounds weird, but you gotta do something positive... 40 00:04:34.775 --> 00:04:39.077 to cancel out the negative experiences, right? 41 00:04:39.079 --> 00:04:41.079 Um, for instance, 42 00:04:41.081 --> 00:04:44.950 I forgot Theresa by going to Coney Island. 43 00:04:44.952 --> 00:04:47.586 And before Theresa there was Carrie, 44 00:04:47.588 --> 00:04:49.755 who decided to stand me up at the movies. 45 00:04:49.757 --> 00:04:55.027 Forgot her by watching every single episode of Lost on DVD. 46 00:04:56.062 --> 00:04:59.231 And then, uh... 47 00:04:59.666 --> 00:05:01.099 Then there was Sheila. 48 00:05:01.101 --> 00:05:02.834 She was a real girl, you know? 49 00:05:02.836 --> 00:05:04.903 Not like most actresses... not fake. 50 00:05:04.905 --> 00:05:09.374 Although she does look really overdone here. 51 00:05:09.376 --> 00:05:10.442 My assistant Jamie, 52 00:05:10.444 --> 00:05:12.911 she sometimes went a little crazy with the makeup. 53 00:05:12.913 --> 00:05:16.448 Anyway, I remember asking... Are you single? 54 00:05:16.450 --> 00:05:20.152 Um, I'm only 19. 55 00:05:20.154 --> 00:05:21.687 Oh. 56 00:05:21.689 --> 00:05:26.391 Um, do you have a... a boyfriend? 57 00:05:26.393 --> 00:05:29.194 Oh, no. No, I don't. 58 00:05:29.196 --> 00:05:33.031 Maybe we could go to a-a movie sometime? 59 00:05:33.399 --> 00:05:36.268 Uh... 60 00:05:37.036 --> 00:05:38.236 Sure. 61 00:05:38.238 --> 00:05:41.106 Yeah. Uh, sure. Um... 62 00:05:41.108 --> 00:05:43.275 I... I like movies. 63 00:05:43.277 --> 00:05:46.345 A lot of girls have a hard time saying no, 64 00:05:46.347 --> 00:05:49.314 especially if they're from Iowa or some fucking place. 65 00:05:49.316 --> 00:05:51.216 It's like they're trying to be polite all the time. 66 00:05:51.218 --> 00:05:54.286 But, anyway, she called the day we were supposed to go out... 67 00:05:54.288 --> 00:05:55.620 and she said she'd forgotten about other plans. 68 00:05:55.622 --> 00:06:00.692 Some relative was in from out of town, I think, or something, blah, blah, blah. 69 00:06:00.694 --> 00:06:03.362 I forgot her by going to the newsstand. 70 00:06:03.364 --> 00:06:05.831 Flipping through the fashion magazines, 71 00:06:05.833 --> 00:06:08.767 the pictures of the skinny supermodels, 72 00:06:08.769 --> 00:06:12.971 the emaciated and beautiful. 73 00:06:14.073 --> 00:06:20.712 And then, uh, there are the ones who are not so easy to forget... 74 00:06:20.714 --> 00:06:23.615 because they are the ones who said... 75 00:06:23.617 --> 00:06:25.417 Yes. 76 00:06:25.419 --> 00:06:27.219 Okay. 77 00:06:35.595 --> 00:06:37.262 This looks great. Thanks. 78 00:06:37.264 --> 00:06:40.165 It's a great smile. 79 00:06:41.434 --> 00:06:43.535 Have you done a lot of acting? 80 00:06:43.537 --> 00:06:45.704 I mean, theater or... 81 00:06:45.706 --> 00:06:49.341 Um, a few years ago, I went on some auditions. 82 00:06:49.343 --> 00:06:51.743 And then I met this guy, 83 00:06:51.745 --> 00:06:53.912 and... now I'm a hostess. 84 00:06:53.914 --> 00:06:58.483 But I'm planning on getting back into it. 85 00:06:59.619 --> 00:07:02.454 How old are you? 86 00:07:02.456 --> 00:07:04.022 How old am I? 87 00:07:04.024 --> 00:07:07.759 Why do you want to know how old I am? 88 00:07:08.928 --> 00:07:10.929 Where'd you grow up? 89 00:07:10.931 --> 00:07:12.731 Who said I ever grew up? 90 00:07:12.733 --> 00:07:14.766 Oh. 91 00:07:14.768 --> 00:07:16.301 Well, where'd you go to school? 92 00:07:16.303 --> 00:07:20.739 You know, usually, how this works is that I'm usually the one asking questions. 93 00:07:20.741 --> 00:07:22.174 Oh. 94 00:07:22.176 --> 00:07:25.544 What are you doing tonight? 95 00:07:26.312 --> 00:07:28.213 What am I doing? 96 00:07:28.215 --> 00:07:31.383 Do you want to go out with me, Kevin? 97 00:07:31.751 --> 00:07:33.885 Oh, like what? Like a movie? 98 00:07:33.887 --> 00:07:38.056 I was thinking more like a bar. 99 00:07:39.125 --> 00:07:41.493 Okay. 100 00:07:51.471 --> 00:07:53.472 Kevin. 101 00:07:58.778 --> 00:08:01.613 I had a bad dream. 102 00:08:59.640 --> 00:09:02.040 Oh, my God. 103 00:09:03.442 --> 00:09:08.380 - Good morning. - Are you taking pictures of me? 104 00:09:08.382 --> 00:09:10.282 Taking one picture. Here. 105 00:09:10.284 --> 00:09:12.484 See? You look beautiful. 106 00:09:12.486 --> 00:09:14.553 Not likely. Yeah, you do. 107 00:09:14.555 --> 00:09:17.856 Oh, God. 108 00:09:19.392 --> 00:09:21.693 What time is it? 109 00:09:28.100 --> 00:09:29.100 Oh, my God. 110 00:09:29.102 --> 00:09:31.970 I don't want you to get the wrong idea about me. 111 00:09:31.972 --> 00:09:34.372 Get the wrong idea? 112 00:09:34.374 --> 00:09:37.208 What wrong idea? 113 00:09:37.210 --> 00:09:38.977 Um... 114 00:09:40.713 --> 00:09:44.416 Yeah. I mean, I can't believe that I, like... 115 00:09:44.418 --> 00:09:46.418 Listen, I'm not, uh... 116 00:09:46.420 --> 00:09:50.322 I'm not the type of person that just wants to... 117 00:09:50.324 --> 00:09:52.924 Uh, fuck. 118 00:09:52.926 --> 00:09:57.996 Listen, I know that... I know that I really don't know you at all, Adrienne. 119 00:09:57.998 --> 00:10:01.099 I can't even think of your last name at the moment. 120 00:10:01.101 --> 00:10:04.302 But... And it's safe to say that you don't know me, 121 00:10:04.304 --> 00:10:05.971 but... 122 00:10:05.973 --> 00:10:09.240 I really feel that we made this... 123 00:10:09.242 --> 00:10:11.209 this connection. 124 00:10:11.211 --> 00:10:13.011 Right? 125 00:10:13.779 --> 00:10:15.780 Uh, a connection? Yeah. 126 00:10:15.782 --> 00:10:18.883 I mean, you're here, I'm here, 127 00:10:18.885 --> 00:10:23.755 and I just feel like there's this... there's a spark. 128 00:10:23.757 --> 00:10:27.759 I mean, what I want, really, is just... 129 00:10:28.761 --> 00:10:29.961 I just want a girl, you know? 130 00:10:29.963 --> 00:10:34.199 I mean, I'm just a guy. I mean, I'm not, like, a fashion photographer. 131 00:10:34.201 --> 00:10:37.102 It's nothing glamorous. I just do head shots, you know... 132 00:10:37.104 --> 00:10:40.405 300 a digital set, prints are extra. 133 00:10:40.407 --> 00:10:43.642 It's the deal I gave you, essentially. Yeah. 134 00:10:43.644 --> 00:10:45.543 Um, hey, listen. 135 00:10:45.545 --> 00:10:51.816 Yesterday was, like, a really, um, weird day for me. 136 00:10:52.918 --> 00:10:54.719 So... 137 00:10:54.721 --> 00:10:57.222 Mmm. Yeah. 138 00:10:57.224 --> 00:10:59.024 Okay. 139 00:10:59.225 --> 00:11:01.192 Sh... Coffee? Do you want coffee? 140 00:11:01.194 --> 00:11:03.995 I could go down to the corner... No, thanks. 141 00:11:03.997 --> 00:11:05.897 No, thanks. 142 00:11:06.565 --> 00:11:08.600 You have to go to work? 143 00:11:08.602 --> 00:11:10.935 Work. Yeah, I do. Work. 144 00:11:10.937 --> 00:11:14.706 Can I, um... Can I call you sometime? 145 00:11:14.708 --> 00:11:18.977 Um, did I give you my number? 146 00:11:21.847 --> 00:11:23.715 Oh. Wow. 147 00:11:23.717 --> 00:11:25.884 Uh, yeah, you gave it to Jamie on the card... 148 00:11:25.886 --> 00:11:31.423 so that I could call you when the pictures were ready. Oh! Right, right. 149 00:11:35.261 --> 00:11:38.630 Awkward. Okay. 150 00:11:38.632 --> 00:11:40.465 Thanks! 151 00:11:43.002 --> 00:11:45.170 Fuck. Fucking fuck. 152 00:11:45.172 --> 00:11:47.839 I am such a fucking idiot. Oh, my God. 153 00:11:47.841 --> 00:11:51.042 Oh, my God. I can't believe how stupid I am. 154 00:11:52.345 --> 00:11:56.347 No idea how to talk to people... girls in particular. 155 00:11:57.384 --> 00:12:00.719 Hi. I really think we had this connection, right? 156 00:12:00.721 --> 00:12:04.989 Hi! We have a connection. I really think, uh... 157 00:12:21.707 --> 00:12:23.742 Stupid. I'm so fucking stupid. I'm stupid. 158 00:12:23.744 --> 00:12:28.513 I'm such a fucking moron. I'm such a fucking dumb-ass piece of shit. 159 00:12:28.515 --> 00:12:31.116 Fucking brain... 160 00:12:32.818 --> 00:12:34.786 Hey. 161 00:12:34.788 --> 00:12:36.554 Hi. 162 00:12:37.389 --> 00:12:39.824 Do you wanna go camping? 163 00:12:39.826 --> 00:12:41.593 Uh, Derek and me were... 164 00:12:41.595 --> 00:12:45.730 Derek and I are going camping, and we want you to go. 165 00:12:45.732 --> 00:12:51.202 And I was thinking you could do some of your nature photography. 166 00:12:52.505 --> 00:12:56.941 You know, if you don't want to, that is totally fine. 167 00:12:56.943 --> 00:12:59.043 Please tell me you're kidding, right? 168 00:12:59.045 --> 00:13:02.280 Yeah. I was kidding. You're kidding. 169 00:13:02.282 --> 00:13:04.949 Yeah. I got you. You got me. 170 00:13:04.951 --> 00:13:09.087 I'm going to go set up now. Okay. 171 00:14:08.113 --> 00:14:11.449 Do you have any pictures to show me? 172 00:14:11.451 --> 00:14:13.218 Nah. 173 00:14:13.552 --> 00:14:15.653 You never show me your pictures. 174 00:14:15.655 --> 00:14:18.122 They're just girls. 175 00:14:18.124 --> 00:14:20.124 They're just... head shots. 176 00:14:20.126 --> 00:14:24.262 They're boring, Ruby. They'd bore you. 177 00:14:24.663 --> 00:14:27.465 Girls are nice. 178 00:14:27.733 --> 00:14:29.968 You wouldn't like 'em. Trust me, Ruby. 179 00:14:29.970 --> 00:14:32.237 You wouldn't like any of 'em. 180 00:14:32.239 --> 00:14:35.039 They're not dirty pictures, are they? 181 00:14:35.307 --> 00:14:36.307 Come on. 182 00:14:36.309 --> 00:14:40.478 I've seen those magazines. I know what all kinds of pictures they have out there. 183 00:14:40.480 --> 00:14:42.914 They're not dirty. You're taking dirty pictures! 184 00:14:42.916 --> 00:14:48.286 You are crazy, Ruby. You are a crazy old woman. 185 00:14:48.487 --> 00:14:52.957 You shouldn't call me Ruby. You should call me Grandma. 186 00:14:54.960 --> 00:14:58.463 Ruby, can I see the pictures of Nicole? 187 00:15:10.709 --> 00:15:13.311 She wasn't supposed to be called "Nicole," you know, 188 00:15:13.313 --> 00:15:16.581 because that was your mother's name. 189 00:15:16.583 --> 00:15:18.216 I know. 190 00:15:18.218 --> 00:15:22.153 But when she died, we thought it was fitting. 191 00:15:22.321 --> 00:15:26.357 Just a newborn baby, and a little girl and all. 192 00:15:26.359 --> 00:15:28.893 Such a pretty little baby. 193 00:15:28.895 --> 00:15:33.031 It was fitting she should have your mother's name. 194 00:15:33.033 --> 00:15:34.165 Oh, your mother... 195 00:15:34.167 --> 00:15:38.670 I guess it was just one of those things. 196 00:15:38.672 --> 00:15:42.640 They said they couldn't have known. 197 00:15:43.208 --> 00:15:48.212 And I thought I could console myself with little Nicole. 198 00:15:50.816 --> 00:15:53.785 You're all I've got left. 199 00:17:02.121 --> 00:17:04.255 Fuck. 200 00:17:04.823 --> 00:17:08.292 It's not that you're a bad guy or anything. 201 00:17:08.294 --> 00:17:11.963 I mean, you seem like you're really nice. 202 00:17:11.965 --> 00:17:14.065 It's just... I don't know... 203 00:17:14.067 --> 00:17:17.368 like you seem kind of like, um... 204 00:17:18.637 --> 00:17:22.240 You know, like, with the whole connection thing? 205 00:17:23.275 --> 00:17:27.178 And then, plus, the mood that I was in when we... 206 00:17:27.546 --> 00:17:33.851 You know, um, I was kind of acting something out. 207 00:17:33.853 --> 00:17:36.454 I mean, you... you asked me out, you know. 208 00:17:36.456 --> 00:17:39.157 Why would you ask me out? I mean, I don't... 209 00:17:39.159 --> 00:17:40.458 I'm sorry. 210 00:17:40.460 --> 00:17:44.395 It's not something that you should do lightly, you know. 211 00:17:47.900 --> 00:17:50.868 You know what? Thank you for the head shots. 212 00:17:50.870 --> 00:17:54.172 I, uh... Yeah, I have some, uh, extra prints in here, if you want them. 213 00:17:54.174 --> 00:17:58.543 And I ended up using one of them, actually, for my flyer. 214 00:17:58.545 --> 00:18:00.178 I hope that doesn't bother you. 215 00:18:00.180 --> 00:18:03.681 Oh, no, it's fine. And these are fine. 216 00:18:03.683 --> 00:18:04.949 Yeah. Um... 217 00:18:04.951 --> 00:18:08.219 It is fine. It's gonna be fine. It's totally fine. 218 00:18:08.221 --> 00:18:11.155 It's, uh... Don't even feel bad about it. 219 00:18:11.157 --> 00:18:13.491 You know, I know a lot of girls. 220 00:18:13.493 --> 00:18:15.760 Um, it's just... 221 00:18:16.028 --> 00:18:18.796 I felt... I felt like we had a, uh... 222 00:18:18.798 --> 00:18:20.698 Hey, Kevin. 223 00:18:22.534 --> 00:18:25.103 I'm sorry. 224 00:18:27.372 --> 00:18:28.372 Me too. 225 00:18:28.374 --> 00:18:32.276 You know when you're in a museum and you're looking at a painting, 226 00:18:32.278 --> 00:18:34.812 and it's really freaking you out? 227 00:18:34.814 --> 00:18:38.416 It's all jagged and awful, and it gets inside you? 228 00:18:38.418 --> 00:18:43.020 Then you just turn your head and walk through the door... 229 00:18:43.022 --> 00:18:46.090 into another room of the museum, 230 00:18:46.092 --> 00:18:47.959 and you're looking at another painting... 231 00:18:47.961 --> 00:18:54.398 a calculation of colors, abstract and meaningless, but beautiful. 232 00:18:54.400 --> 00:18:56.601 So beautiful. 233 00:18:56.603 --> 00:18:59.070 Just waiting for you... 234 00:18:59.072 --> 00:19:02.306 if you just walk through. 235 00:19:11.283 --> 00:19:12.283 Hi. 236 00:19:12.285 --> 00:19:14.752 Uh, my name's Kevin Wolfe. I'm a studio photographer. 237 00:19:14.754 --> 00:19:18.556 I do head shots, $300 a digital set. Prints are extra. 238 00:19:18.558 --> 00:19:21.392 You've probably seen my flyers... 239 00:19:21.394 --> 00:19:22.894 all over the city? 240 00:19:22.896 --> 00:19:26.030 No? Sounds like you've said that a few times before. 241 00:19:26.032 --> 00:19:30.201 Yeah, I think I even say it in my sleep. 242 00:19:30.203 --> 00:19:32.336 Well, I mean, it's okay if you haven't seen 'em. 243 00:19:32.338 --> 00:19:36.140 It's probably not something you'd pay attention to anyway. 244 00:19:36.241 --> 00:19:39.777 I mean, unless, of course, you know, you wanted to get head shots, right? 245 00:19:39.779 --> 00:19:41.812 I mean, are you, uh, an actor? 246 00:19:41.814 --> 00:19:45.183 Yeah, uh, actually, I need some. 247 00:19:45.185 --> 00:19:46.984 Yeah? 248 00:19:48.320 --> 00:19:49.754 I'm Beth. 249 00:19:49.756 --> 00:19:52.156 Beth, uh... Beth Dalewell. 250 00:19:52.158 --> 00:19:54.358 Beth Dalewell. 251 00:19:54.360 --> 00:19:57.261 Are you, uh, enjoying the play so far? 252 00:19:57.263 --> 00:20:01.232 Yeah. Uh, so far it's all right. 253 00:20:01.234 --> 00:20:03.801 Just all right? Yeah. 254 00:20:03.803 --> 00:20:06.437 I don't know. It's kind of embarrassing, isn't it? 255 00:20:06.439 --> 00:20:10.675 I mean, the guy's walking around in white tights pretending to be a swan. 256 00:20:10.677 --> 00:20:13.444 I don't know. We're actually supposed to believe he is one. 257 00:20:13.446 --> 00:20:17.982 Yeah. 258 00:20:19.418 --> 00:20:23.120 Did... Did you produce it or something? 259 00:20:23.122 --> 00:20:25.022 Oh, no. No, no, no. I mean... 260 00:20:25.024 --> 00:20:28.226 I did the head shots for someone in that cast. 261 00:20:28.228 --> 00:20:31.729 Yep. And plus, I'm just a fan of the theater. 262 00:20:33.565 --> 00:20:36.067 Oh, fuck. I can't believe I just said that. 263 00:20:36.069 --> 00:20:40.071 "I'm a fan of the theater." 264 00:20:40.073 --> 00:20:41.806 "The theater." 265 00:20:41.808 --> 00:20:43.975 I'm sorry. I'm just an idiot. 266 00:20:43.977 --> 00:20:46.944 No, you're... you're funny. 267 00:20:46.946 --> 00:20:48.946 I'm funny? What do you... What do you mean? 268 00:20:48.948 --> 00:20:52.583 I don't know. You're just... You're just funny. 269 00:20:54.721 --> 00:20:56.487 So... 270 00:21:15.907 --> 00:21:20.278 Are you, um, coming from Kevin's? 271 00:21:20.280 --> 00:21:23.981 Uh, yeah. Just picking up some head shots. 272 00:21:23.983 --> 00:21:25.816 Photos. 273 00:21:28.253 --> 00:21:30.121 Are you an actress? 274 00:21:30.123 --> 00:21:33.090 I'd like to be. 275 00:21:37.629 --> 00:21:40.031 What do you do? 276 00:21:40.799 --> 00:21:42.667 Nothing. 277 00:21:42.669 --> 00:21:45.069 Really? 278 00:21:45.071 --> 00:21:50.007 I'm sort of the... the landlord. 279 00:21:50.009 --> 00:21:51.976 Oh. 280 00:21:54.946 --> 00:21:57.982 I feel like I'm just like this worthless piece of shit... 281 00:21:57.984 --> 00:22:01.152 that, like, exists in the world for absolutely no reason. 282 00:22:01.154 --> 00:22:05.189 And, like, I should just essentially be dead, and everyone would be happier. 283 00:22:05.191 --> 00:22:07.058 Like everyone else has a reason to be alive, 284 00:22:07.060 --> 00:22:11.962 and I'm just, like, this worthless failure that has no... point. 285 00:22:11.964 --> 00:22:13.464 Okay, Jamie. James. Listen. 286 00:22:13.466 --> 00:22:14.732 I look in the mirror, and I'm just like... 287 00:22:14.734 --> 00:22:18.636 I just feel like I'm so ugly and hideous, and I... 288 00:22:18.638 --> 00:22:22.573 Jamie, listen. You're not hideous, Jamie. You're not ugly at all. 289 00:22:22.575 --> 00:22:25.242 Will you... Will you stop being so negative? 290 00:22:25.244 --> 00:22:26.577 Why don't you try being positive? 291 00:22:26.579 --> 00:22:29.146 Think about... Think about anything. I know, Derek. 292 00:22:29.148 --> 00:22:33.217 I know it is your job to talk me down, okay? 293 00:22:33.219 --> 00:22:35.553 And... 294 00:22:35.555 --> 00:22:39.156 I'm not gonna drink anything, okay? 295 00:22:39.158 --> 00:22:41.826 And thank you, you know? Thank you. 296 00:22:41.828 --> 00:22:43.928 You're like my only friend in the entire world, 297 00:22:43.930 --> 00:22:47.665 and that is why I call you, because you're nice, you know? 298 00:22:47.667 --> 00:22:51.769 You're a very, very, very nice sponsor. 299 00:22:51.771 --> 00:22:54.772 I'm really gla... Can you hold on? 300 00:22:54.774 --> 00:22:57.308 I have another call. 301 00:22:59.778 --> 00:23:01.912 Hi, honey. 302 00:23:03.949 --> 00:23:06.317 Hi, Mom. I didn't interrupt anything? 303 00:23:06.319 --> 00:23:08.753 No. I can call you back if you want. 304 00:23:08.755 --> 00:23:09.887 No. What are you doing? 305 00:23:09.889 --> 00:23:13.824 I was just on the other line with the suicide hotline, so... 306 00:23:13.826 --> 00:23:16.494 Really? Yeah. They said I should do it. 307 00:23:16.496 --> 00:23:19.029 Oh, my God, Jamie. Are you okay? I'm kidding. 308 00:23:19.031 --> 00:23:21.766 I'm kidding, Mom. Why would you scare me like that? 309 00:23:21.768 --> 00:23:23.934 Can you please hold on for a second? 310 00:23:23.936 --> 00:23:25.736 The swan started crying, you know? 311 00:23:25.738 --> 00:23:29.940 The dancing was one thing, and then... and then, yeah. 312 00:24:23.862 --> 00:24:24.862 Hi. Hey. 313 00:24:24.864 --> 00:24:27.631 So, I still need you to get me a key for the downstairs, 314 00:24:27.633 --> 00:24:30.501 and then you wouldn't have to buzz me in every time I come to work. 315 00:24:30.503 --> 00:24:33.037 I don't mind it, but since I already have the upstairs key, 316 00:24:33.039 --> 00:24:35.506 and I know it bothers you... I keep forgetting about that. 317 00:24:35.508 --> 00:24:37.908 Would you mind making some coffee, please? Yes. 318 00:24:37.910 --> 00:24:41.111 So... you know how I was telling you Derek is gay? 319 00:24:41.113 --> 00:24:45.783 I know you knew he was gay, but all of my best friends are always gay. 320 00:24:45.785 --> 00:24:48.652 "Fag hag." That's what they used to call me in high school. 321 00:24:48.654 --> 00:24:50.488 Because my best friend was gay... Tony. 322 00:24:50.490 --> 00:24:51.722 Oh, my God. You would like Tony. 323 00:24:51.724 --> 00:24:54.792 The weird thing is is that I have never known any lesbians. 324 00:24:54.794 --> 00:24:56.694 I mean, I don't think I'd get along with one. 325 00:24:56.696 --> 00:24:58.262 Although, who's to judge? I don't know. 326 00:24:58.264 --> 00:25:00.564 Maybe I've known a lot of lesbians and didn't know. God. 327 00:25:00.566 --> 00:25:04.101 If I was friends with lesbians in high school, they couldn't have called me "fag hag." 328 00:25:04.103 --> 00:25:09.106 They'd have to call me something else like "lesbi-friend." 329 00:25:09.108 --> 00:25:10.741 Oh, shit. 330 00:25:10.743 --> 00:25:12.710 You didn't think, a minute ago, 331 00:25:12.712 --> 00:25:14.879 that I was saying I thought you were gay, 332 00:25:14.881 --> 00:25:16.680 'cause that is not what I was saying. 333 00:25:16.682 --> 00:25:20.384 I would not want you to think... That's not... 334 00:25:20.386 --> 00:25:21.785 Wow. 335 00:25:21.787 --> 00:25:23.787 So, yeah, Derek is not my boyfriend, 336 00:25:23.789 --> 00:25:27.858 and I wouldn't even want Derek to be my boyfriend even if he wasn't gay. 337 00:25:27.860 --> 00:25:33.163 I mean... You know what I'm saying? Kevin? 338 00:25:37.335 --> 00:25:39.470 Sorry. 339 00:25:40.805 --> 00:25:44.441 Jesus Christ, Tanner. It's dark as hell in here. 340 00:25:44.443 --> 00:25:44.975 Sorry. 341 00:25:44.977 --> 00:25:49.246 I need to borrow your... your car this weekend. Is that all right? 342 00:25:50.916 --> 00:25:52.883 What have you got in your hand? 343 00:25:52.885 --> 00:25:56.420 Just pictures. Photographs. 344 00:25:56.422 --> 00:25:58.255 Let's see. 345 00:25:58.257 --> 00:25:59.056 I don't think so. 346 00:25:59.058 --> 00:26:03.894 If you want to borrow the Impala, show me the pictures. 347 00:26:13.038 --> 00:26:15.506 That's a good boy. 348 00:26:15.508 --> 00:26:18.909 Mmm. Mmm. 349 00:26:19.911 --> 00:26:21.812 I saw this one on the poster. 350 00:26:21.814 --> 00:26:24.982 Wait a minute. You mean you actually left your apartment? 351 00:26:24.984 --> 00:26:27.718 Hilarious. 352 00:26:30.555 --> 00:26:32.723 Did you fuck her? 353 00:26:35.226 --> 00:26:36.694 Let's look at yours. 354 00:26:36.696 --> 00:26:39.597 Mine are better. Yeah, I'm sure. 355 00:26:41.734 --> 00:26:44.134 Hmm, hmm, hmm. 356 00:26:46.638 --> 00:26:49.740 Aw! God. 357 00:26:49.742 --> 00:26:52.443 Look at this one. What is... What is that? 358 00:26:52.445 --> 00:26:54.712 That's a fish. 359 00:26:54.714 --> 00:26:56.246 Why would she... 360 00:26:56.248 --> 00:26:58.749 Look at this one. 361 00:26:59.417 --> 00:27:01.285 Yeah. Oh. 362 00:27:01.287 --> 00:27:03.120 Where do you get this shit? 363 00:27:03.122 --> 00:27:06.390 Come on, Kevin. This is beautiful. 364 00:27:06.392 --> 00:27:08.726 You're so fucked up. 365 00:27:08.728 --> 00:27:10.527 Yeah. 366 00:27:11.663 --> 00:27:14.064 Can I keep this? 367 00:27:15.100 --> 00:27:17.835 Yeah, it's yours. 368 00:27:18.570 --> 00:27:20.204 Thanks. 369 00:27:20.206 --> 00:27:22.239 Don't you want this? 370 00:27:22.241 --> 00:27:24.475 No. Why? 371 00:27:25.644 --> 00:27:27.678 What'd you do to her? 372 00:27:30.016 --> 00:27:32.349 I guess I scared her. 373 00:27:32.351 --> 00:27:34.351 Yeah, apparently. 374 00:27:34.353 --> 00:27:36.720 Apparently, I do that sometimes. 375 00:27:38.823 --> 00:27:42.693 Anyway, Adrienne's memory played on in my psyche... 376 00:27:42.695 --> 00:27:46.797 like one of those extended remixes... 377 00:27:46.799 --> 00:27:51.235 over and over and over. 378 00:27:51.237 --> 00:27:53.203 How did I forget her? 379 00:27:55.174 --> 00:27:57.307 Hello? Hey, it's Kevin. 380 00:27:57.309 --> 00:28:01.812 You, uh... You still going camping? 381 00:28:01.814 --> 00:28:02.413 Yes. 382 00:28:02.415 --> 00:28:05.149 So I'm pretty much not sure what I'm going to call it yet. 383 00:28:05.151 --> 00:28:07.918 It could either be a "uni-peg" or a "pega-corn," 384 00:28:07.920 --> 00:28:11.722 or I could just call it something really simple like "flying horse with horn." 385 00:28:11.724 --> 00:28:13.891 You know what I mean? If I just need to keep it simple. 386 00:28:13.893 --> 00:28:17.928 But basically, it's like the most incredible animal that's ever existed. 387 00:28:17.930 --> 00:28:19.797 It's half unicorn, half Pegasus. 388 00:28:19.799 --> 00:28:23.567 So it's like a flying horse with wings and a horn. 389 00:28:23.569 --> 00:28:27.604 I can't even tell you how important the Pegasus on its own, without a horn, 390 00:28:27.606 --> 00:28:29.406 has been essentially since I was, like, born. 391 00:28:29.408 --> 00:28:31.675 'Cause when I was a kid, I had this game called Dark Tower. 392 00:28:31.677 --> 00:28:34.211 It's, like, there's this tower, and it's called the Dark Tower. 393 00:28:34.213 --> 00:28:37.481 And there's all these things like Brigands... I think the Brigand is the bad guy. 394 00:28:37.483 --> 00:28:39.616 Then there's this other... like you have rations. 395 00:28:39.618 --> 00:28:41.452 Oh, yeah. And you go to the Bazaar. 396 00:28:41.454 --> 00:28:43.087 It spins around, and I don't know... Jamie. 397 00:28:43.089 --> 00:28:48.625 Could you stop, like... Could you stop talking, please? For like a second. 398 00:28:48.627 --> 00:28:50.694 - I'm sorry. - 399 00:28:50.696 --> 00:28:52.830 I'm really sorry. No, don't be sorry. 400 00:28:52.832 --> 00:28:55.666 You just... You make me nervous, I guess. 401 00:28:55.668 --> 00:28:57.835 There's nothing to be nervous about. 402 00:28:57.837 --> 00:29:00.971 There isn't? No. I like you, okay? 403 00:29:00.973 --> 00:29:04.608 Just... with the talking, please just be calm, okay? 404 00:29:04.610 --> 00:29:06.944 For an exercise. Because I want to be quiet. 405 00:29:06.946 --> 00:29:11.148 I mean, I really do. It's like I want my mouth to just die. 406 00:29:11.150 --> 00:29:13.016 But then, like, all of a sudden, it's back. 407 00:29:13.018 --> 00:29:16.019 It resurrects like Christ, and then it's like... Jamie! 408 00:29:16.021 --> 00:29:17.387 Please! I am begging you. 409 00:29:17.389 --> 00:29:19.490 Sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Thank you. 410 00:29:19.492 --> 00:29:21.258 I'll shut up. 411 00:29:28.166 --> 00:29:31.935 She told me how she feels about you, Kevin. 412 00:29:32.070 --> 00:29:36.940 You might take that into consideration. 413 00:29:38.877 --> 00:29:41.245 What are you talking about? 414 00:29:41.513 --> 00:29:45.783 Jamie's... very fragile. 415 00:29:47.552 --> 00:29:51.188 I'm not saying she'd do anything, but... 416 00:29:52.791 --> 00:29:56.493 Just do me a favor and be nice to her. 417 00:29:56.495 --> 00:29:57.895 Yeah. 418 00:29:57.897 --> 00:30:00.564 Yeah, of course. 419 00:30:23.722 --> 00:30:27.324 Everybody loves him. He's very talented. 420 00:30:37.402 --> 00:30:41.738 Tweet, tweet, tweet, tweet. 421 00:30:43.942 --> 00:30:47.010 Tweet, tweet, tweet, tweet! 422 00:30:47.012 --> 00:30:51.048 I'm sorry. Tweet, tweet. 423 00:30:53.284 --> 00:30:55.219 Tweet, tweet! 424 00:30:56.588 --> 00:31:00.657 In the end, I did end up forgetting Theresa... 425 00:31:00.659 --> 00:31:05.395 and Doris and Allison and Sheila and Adrienne... 426 00:31:05.397 --> 00:31:06.730 and... and all of them. 427 00:31:06.732 --> 00:31:08.999 I mean, it's not that I forgot them literally though. 428 00:31:09.001 --> 00:31:14.504 It's just I made it so I didn't care anymore. 429 00:31:14.739 --> 00:31:18.175 See? That's a picture of me not caring. 430 00:31:20.045 --> 00:31:21.845 Ah, anyway, um, 431 00:31:21.847 --> 00:31:26.850 I decided I had to try to remember more about my sister Nicole, 432 00:31:26.852 --> 00:31:28.018 what happened. 433 00:31:28.020 --> 00:31:30.754 Try to really find the answer this time, 434 00:31:30.756 --> 00:31:36.960 try to figure out... why I'm like this. 435 00:31:43.534 --> 00:31:46.937 All right, Ruby. Are you comfortable? 436 00:31:49.340 --> 00:31:50.874 What do you want me to do? 437 00:31:50.876 --> 00:31:55.512 Well, I just... I want to record you, okay? 438 00:31:56.681 --> 00:31:57.681 I want to... 439 00:31:57.683 --> 00:32:02.886 I want to record some of your stories about the old days... 440 00:32:02.888 --> 00:32:04.554 because, uh... 441 00:32:04.556 --> 00:32:07.858 I mean, what happens when you're gone, right? 442 00:32:07.860 --> 00:32:10.060 I mean, no one's gonna know what you know. 443 00:32:10.062 --> 00:32:13.697 So, I just want you to talk, all right? 444 00:32:13.699 --> 00:32:19.069 Just like normal. Forget that the camera's even here. 445 00:32:20.038 --> 00:32:22.873 What do you want me to talk about? 446 00:32:24.809 --> 00:32:26.777 Talk about Mom. 447 00:32:33.451 --> 00:32:35.886 Talk about Nicole. 448 00:32:44.930 --> 00:32:46.997 What is it? Uh, there's someone here. 449 00:32:46.999 --> 00:32:51.735 I didn't have an appointment. It's not a good time. 450 00:32:51.836 --> 00:32:54.738 I think you should come out here, Kevin. 451 00:33:01.946 --> 00:33:05.315 - Hi. - Um, my name is Denise Gilcrest, 452 00:33:05.317 --> 00:33:09.653 and this is my... this is Mike Haley. 453 00:33:10.088 --> 00:33:12.622 What... What can I do for you? 454 00:33:13.224 --> 00:33:15.459 Well... 455 00:33:15.760 --> 00:33:18.195 - Adrienne. - She's my sister. 456 00:33:18.197 --> 00:33:21.164 - You're Kevin Wolfe, right? - Yeah. Yeah. 457 00:33:21.166 --> 00:33:24.134 - I took these pictures. - Have you seen her? 458 00:33:24.136 --> 00:33:29.439 Uh, no. I mean, not for a while. You know. 459 00:33:29.441 --> 00:33:30.941 Why? Is... Is she... 460 00:33:30.943 --> 00:33:33.910 - She's been missing. - Missing? 461 00:33:33.912 --> 00:33:37.447 - Did you know her? - Me? No. 462 00:33:37.449 --> 00:33:40.517 No, I just saw her when we did the pictures. 463 00:33:40.519 --> 00:33:44.154 But you knew her better than that, didn't you, Kevin? 464 00:33:44.156 --> 00:33:48.525 Yeah. I mean, we went out one night, um, and then that was it. 465 00:33:48.527 --> 00:33:52.095 I mean, I called her once after that, and then we saw each other briefly, but... 466 00:33:52.097 --> 00:33:56.900 - Do you remember what day that was? - Yeah, that was on... 467 00:33:57.268 --> 00:33:59.736 Uh, when was that? 468 00:33:59.738 --> 00:34:04.474 Uh, no, actually I don't remember exactly. 469 00:34:04.476 --> 00:34:05.776 Well, where did you go? 470 00:34:05.778 --> 00:34:09.479 We went to a diner on 43rd Street, and then, uh... 471 00:34:09.481 --> 00:34:11.381 Yeah, are you sure she didn't just take off? 472 00:34:11.383 --> 00:34:13.683 Is that... I mean, you called her friends and everything? 473 00:34:13.685 --> 00:34:17.521 If she just took off, she did it with none of her belongings... 474 00:34:17.523 --> 00:34:19.122 no suitcase, no money, nothing. 475 00:34:19.124 --> 00:34:21.758 The detectives think it's really unlikely, so... 476 00:34:21.760 --> 00:34:24.161 She would have called her sister, don't you think? 477 00:34:24.163 --> 00:34:28.432 Are the police, like... Are they helping you guys? 478 00:34:28.434 --> 00:34:29.099 Hardly. 479 00:34:29.101 --> 00:34:33.537 So, can you tell us what you talked about the last time you saw her? 480 00:34:33.539 --> 00:34:38.575 Um, yeah. Well, I gave her these pictures, and then, uh... 481 00:34:38.577 --> 00:34:41.344 and then, geez, what did we... then we talked about, um... 482 00:34:41.346 --> 00:34:45.682 Well, we talked about why she didn't really wanna see me. 483 00:34:45.684 --> 00:34:47.717 She was breaking up with you? 484 00:34:47.719 --> 00:34:52.756 Ye... Well, I mean, we had hardly left it at that. 485 00:34:55.660 --> 00:34:58.795 Do you guys want coffee or... 486 00:35:00.298 --> 00:35:02.332 Hmm. 487 00:35:02.334 --> 00:35:03.433 Oh! 488 00:35:03.435 --> 00:35:06.136 You are one sick motherfucker. 489 00:35:06.138 --> 00:35:09.840 Ah, you're just as interested in these pictures as I am. 490 00:35:09.842 --> 00:35:11.608 Mm-mmm. 491 00:35:11.610 --> 00:35:13.243 No, I like real girls. 492 00:35:13.245 --> 00:35:16.880 Yeah, but even these girls won't do it... 493 00:35:16.882 --> 00:35:20.350 unless there's a camera there. 494 00:35:20.352 --> 00:35:21.084 It's true. 495 00:35:21.086 --> 00:35:26.156 The camera... That's what makes all this magic happen. 496 00:35:26.158 --> 00:35:30.327 You do have a point. Which is exactly why you became a photographer. 497 00:35:30.329 --> 00:35:34.531 So that you could get girls to do twisted shit... 498 00:35:34.533 --> 00:35:37.634 like... that. 499 00:35:38.336 --> 00:35:41.371 I don't take pictures like this. 500 00:35:41.839 --> 00:35:44.307 What about that one? 501 00:35:45.076 --> 00:35:47.577 - It's not pornographic. - She's naked. 502 00:35:47.579 --> 00:35:50.147 Yeah, but it's different. It's completely different. 503 00:35:50.149 --> 00:35:53.850 Oh, yeah. I mean, if I were you, I would... 504 00:35:53.951 --> 00:35:59.122 I'm not really interested in what their bodies look like in these pictures. 505 00:36:00.191 --> 00:36:02.259 Would Adrienne do something like... 506 00:36:02.261 --> 00:36:04.895 that? 507 00:36:06.063 --> 00:36:07.831 No. 508 00:36:09.167 --> 00:36:11.535 See her eyes? 509 00:36:11.736 --> 00:36:16.139 Yeah? Yeah, like, the way they're flat. 510 00:36:16.141 --> 00:36:18.875 Looks like she doesn't even care, 511 00:36:18.877 --> 00:36:20.977 like it doesn't even matter. Yeah. 512 00:36:20.979 --> 00:36:22.546 That's exactly what I don't like. 513 00:36:22.548 --> 00:36:25.048 When I have a girl at the studio, 514 00:36:25.050 --> 00:36:26.950 she's, like... 515 00:36:26.952 --> 00:36:28.718 She's doing it for a whole different reason. 516 00:36:28.720 --> 00:36:33.156 She's looking at the camera in a completely different way, like... 517 00:36:33.158 --> 00:36:36.826 like she's looking out at you from the inside. 518 00:36:37.361 --> 00:36:39.629 And you see it. 519 00:36:39.631 --> 00:36:42.732 You see that spark. 520 00:36:42.734 --> 00:36:45.235 You see that life. 521 00:36:50.041 --> 00:36:51.041 Good. 522 00:36:51.043 --> 00:36:53.476 Good. This is really good. Have you modeled before? 523 00:36:53.478 --> 00:36:55.478 No. I'm an actress. 524 00:36:55.480 --> 00:36:57.647 I mean, I want to be an actress. 525 00:36:57.649 --> 00:37:00.650 Right. Wolfe Photography. Hello. 526 00:37:00.652 --> 00:37:03.653 Uh, Kevin's busy right now. Who is it? 527 00:37:03.655 --> 00:37:06.189 Just some girl. What girl? 528 00:37:06.191 --> 00:37:08.658 Uh, Beth, her name is. 529 00:37:08.660 --> 00:37:10.727 Beth. Give me the phone. 530 00:37:10.729 --> 00:37:13.129 Hold on. Kevin wants to talk to you. 531 00:37:13.131 --> 00:37:16.466 Hold on for one second. Beth? 532 00:37:17.568 --> 00:37:19.769 Hi! Beth from the play, right. 533 00:37:19.771 --> 00:37:23.840 Kevin won a, uh, portrait award in college. 534 00:37:23.842 --> 00:37:28.011 I don't know if you know that. It's true. 535 00:37:28.013 --> 00:37:29.846 I'm Jamie, by the way. 536 00:37:29.848 --> 00:37:30.880 I've been doing Kevin's makeup... 537 00:37:30.882 --> 00:37:34.351 Well, not Kevin's makeup because Kevin doesn't actually wear any makeup, 538 00:37:34.353 --> 00:37:36.086 but makeup for his clients, you know. 539 00:37:36.088 --> 00:37:39.222 Girls like you... actresses and models. 540 00:37:39.224 --> 00:37:41.524 You're not a model, are you? Mm-mmm. 541 00:37:41.526 --> 00:37:42.592 No. Hmm. 542 00:37:42.594 --> 00:37:44.160 Good. I'm so glad that you called. 543 00:37:44.162 --> 00:37:47.731 Your pitch was pretty hard to forget. 544 00:37:47.733 --> 00:37:51.001 Remember Beth? Hmm? 545 00:37:51.469 --> 00:37:52.969 Those big, watery eyes. 546 00:37:52.971 --> 00:37:56.740 Her mouth permanently curved into a half smile. 547 00:37:56.742 --> 00:38:01.578 I'll never forget the day that she looked me dead in the eye and she said... 548 00:38:01.580 --> 00:38:03.580 Okay. 549 00:38:03.582 --> 00:38:05.248 You will? 550 00:38:05.250 --> 00:38:07.284 What do you wanna see? 551 00:38:07.286 --> 00:38:09.653 Um, I don't know. Whatever. 552 00:38:09.655 --> 00:38:12.856 Anything that you wanna see. You can pick it. 553 00:38:12.858 --> 00:38:15.725 Okay. I'll call you. 554 00:38:15.727 --> 00:38:20.630 Later this afternoon, I'll find something and I'll call you. 555 00:38:21.265 --> 00:38:24.200 Good. Okay, yeah, call me. 556 00:38:24.535 --> 00:38:27.237 Good. 557 00:38:27.239 --> 00:38:27.804 Okay. 558 00:38:27.806 --> 00:38:31.541 I was starting to get giddy inside. 559 00:38:31.543 --> 00:38:34.711 Like all of a sudden, I had another chance. 560 00:38:34.713 --> 00:38:38.181 It was like Adrienne had never happened. Forget Adrienne! 561 00:38:38.183 --> 00:38:39.449 Just relax. 562 00:38:39.451 --> 00:38:43.586 I knew exactly what was gonna happen next. 563 00:38:44.055 --> 00:38:45.889 It was gonna be awesome. 564 00:38:45.891 --> 00:38:50.894 Truly, incredibly, amazingly fantastic. 565 00:38:50.896 --> 00:38:56.232 Easily the greatest romantic experience of my entire... 566 00:38:56.234 --> 00:38:57.033 fucking... life. 567 00:38:57.035 --> 00:39:00.203 You're incredibly blotchy. What are you talking about? 568 00:39:00.205 --> 00:39:04.407 Step away with that thing, please. Please. 569 00:39:07.645 --> 00:39:11.781 Maybe afterwards we could grab a bite to eat? 570 00:39:12.817 --> 00:39:14.718 Maybe. 571 00:39:16.754 --> 00:39:19.222 Maybe. 572 00:39:31.802 --> 00:39:35.105 - There's nothing wrong with me, is there? - No. 573 00:39:35.107 --> 00:39:36.639 He could... He could... 574 00:39:36.641 --> 00:39:38.575 I mean, if I really made an effort... 575 00:39:38.577 --> 00:39:40.844 You would totally have to help me, Derek. 576 00:39:40.846 --> 00:39:44.247 Jamie. He could go for me, right? 577 00:39:44.249 --> 00:39:47.450 Jamie. He's all I ever think about, Derek. 578 00:39:47.452 --> 00:39:50.887 I know. He's all I ever have on my mind. 579 00:39:50.889 --> 00:39:56.126 And sometimes I think if I could just get him away from those girls for one minute, 580 00:39:56.128 --> 00:39:58.895 if I could just get them out of the fucking picture... 581 00:39:58.897 --> 00:40:00.230 There's always another one. 582 00:40:00.232 --> 00:40:02.866 Maybe you should keep your options open. 583 00:40:02.868 --> 00:40:04.834 There are a lot of boys out there. 584 00:40:04.836 --> 00:40:08.004 Kevin can't be the only one, can he? 585 00:40:08.006 --> 00:40:10.540 He kind of is. 586 00:40:15.279 --> 00:40:18.014 What was she like, Ruby? 587 00:40:18.016 --> 00:40:22.318 What was her... her personality like? 588 00:40:24.522 --> 00:40:26.423 Oh. 589 00:40:26.425 --> 00:40:29.259 She was full of energy. 590 00:40:29.261 --> 00:40:31.828 She was rambunctious. 591 00:40:31.830 --> 00:40:33.897 Not like you. You were always quiet, 592 00:40:33.899 --> 00:40:36.633 always such a quiet little boy. 593 00:40:38.002 --> 00:40:41.204 You were very sensitive, you know. 594 00:40:41.906 --> 00:40:44.707 Oh, but I was so proud of you. 595 00:40:44.709 --> 00:40:46.176 So proud. 596 00:40:46.178 --> 00:40:48.645 Of both of you. 597 00:40:49.280 --> 00:40:52.015 You were such good children. 598 00:40:52.017 --> 00:40:54.517 A boy and a girl. 599 00:40:56.220 --> 00:40:59.289 Wish your mother could have seen you. 600 00:40:59.291 --> 00:41:03.293 She never even saw your sister at all, did she? 601 00:41:03.295 --> 00:41:06.196 She never even saw what Nicole looked like. 602 00:41:06.198 --> 00:41:10.633 She never... She never got to see her own daughter. 603 00:41:13.571 --> 00:41:18.074 How could I have lost my two girls like that? 604 00:41:34.391 --> 00:41:37.260 Hey, hey. Hey. 605 00:41:37.262 --> 00:41:39.462 Thought I wouldn't make it? 606 00:41:39.464 --> 00:41:41.297 Hmm. I wasn't sure. 607 00:41:41.299 --> 00:41:46.836 Uh, we don't have to see this particular movie if you don't want to. 608 00:41:46.838 --> 00:41:48.404 I mean, there are a lot we can go to. 609 00:41:48.406 --> 00:41:52.542 Yeah, this is fine. I really wanted to see this, you know, so... 610 00:41:52.544 --> 00:41:55.712 And besides, I already bought the tickets. 611 00:41:55.714 --> 00:41:56.846 Yeah. 612 00:41:56.848 --> 00:42:01.117 Um, do you want some popcorn? Sure. 613 00:42:46.197 --> 00:42:49.732 La-la-la-la, la-la 614 00:42:49.734 --> 00:42:51.267 La-la 615 00:42:51.269 --> 00:42:54.504 La-la-la-la 616 00:43:01.745 --> 00:43:03.646 What about... 617 00:43:04.281 --> 00:43:09.619 What about the day that she... you know... 618 00:43:10.921 --> 00:43:12.555 in the pool? 619 00:43:12.557 --> 00:43:16.793 Kevin. I can't. 620 00:43:17.828 --> 00:43:20.797 You can't remember? 621 00:43:23.133 --> 00:43:25.034 It was my fault. 622 00:43:25.036 --> 00:43:27.737 I wasn't there. I wasn't... 623 00:43:28.872 --> 00:43:30.873 I know you tried. 624 00:43:32.276 --> 00:43:35.111 Did you see me? 625 00:43:35.113 --> 00:43:37.981 Did you see me try? 626 00:43:40.317 --> 00:43:44.921 You know what I like to do sometimes, Derek? 627 00:43:44.923 --> 00:43:52.395 Sometimes I like to imagine that I have this whole bottle of little blue pills. 628 00:43:52.397 --> 00:43:55.131 Why blue? 629 00:43:55.232 --> 00:43:59.569 I don't know. I just like the color, I guess. 630 00:43:59.670 --> 00:44:03.072 And then, I take these little blue pills... 631 00:44:03.074 --> 00:44:08.678 and I line them up on the bed, one by one. 632 00:44:08.680 --> 00:44:10.079 Jamie, why are you telling me this? 633 00:44:10.081 --> 00:44:14.250 I'm just making conversation, Derek. 634 00:44:14.418 --> 00:44:19.088 Then I take the pills... 635 00:44:19.090 --> 00:44:22.925 and I push them into my mouth. 636 00:44:22.927 --> 00:44:24.861 Past my lips. 637 00:44:25.295 --> 00:44:29.799 But you don't have any... of those pills. 638 00:44:29.801 --> 00:44:31.734 Do you? 639 00:44:31.736 --> 00:44:33.202 No. 640 00:44:33.204 --> 00:44:37.874 No, of course not. 'Cause if you did, you would tell me. 641 00:44:37.876 --> 00:44:42.478 I tell you everything, Derek. You're my sponsor. 642 00:44:42.480 --> 00:44:49.352 I just feel like, why did she have to call him? 643 00:44:49.354 --> 00:44:51.220 Who, Jamie? 644 00:44:51.222 --> 00:44:55.725 Her name is... B-E-T-H. 645 00:44:55.727 --> 00:44:59.529 Jamie, I'm... I'm gonna ask you to do something for me. 646 00:44:59.531 --> 00:45:02.799 I'm gonna put down the phone. 647 00:45:02.801 --> 00:45:05.768 And I want you to look at yourself. 648 00:45:05.770 --> 00:45:09.439 This is gonna sound stupid, but I want you to look at yourself in the mirror, 649 00:45:09.441 --> 00:45:14.243 and I want you to tell yourself that you're pretty. 650 00:45:17.648 --> 00:45:22.151 - Did you hear me? - Are you serious? 651 00:45:22.619 --> 00:45:24.220 Do that for me, Jamie. 652 00:45:24.222 --> 00:45:27.557 Are... Are you gonna stay on the phone? 653 00:45:27.559 --> 00:45:29.759 I'm right here. 654 00:45:29.761 --> 00:45:32.562 Okay. 655 00:45:41.739 --> 00:45:44.907 You... are... 656 00:45:45.342 --> 00:45:50.613 You... are... 657 00:45:50.615 --> 00:45:55.451 Fuck you. 658 00:45:55.453 --> 00:45:56.953 Go fuck yourself! 659 00:45:56.955 --> 00:45:58.688 I'm not even fucking kidding around right now. 660 00:45:58.690 --> 00:46:02.925 Go fuck yourself, you stupid piece of shit! 661 00:46:02.927 --> 00:46:04.293 I fucking hate you! 662 00:46:04.295 --> 00:46:09.866 I fucking hate you, and I want you to fucking die! 663 00:46:17.908 --> 00:46:23.646 The holy crosses 664 00:46:24.181 --> 00:46:27.917 Shit. 665 00:46:28.619 --> 00:46:30.753 Co... Coming. 666 00:46:37.895 --> 00:46:39.729 Did you find her? 667 00:46:39.731 --> 00:46:41.864 No. 668 00:46:41.965 --> 00:46:44.700 Did you ask anyone in the diner? 669 00:46:44.702 --> 00:46:48.571 Nobody remembers you two being there. 670 00:46:49.640 --> 00:46:52.308 Where's your boyfriend? Kevin. 671 00:46:53.210 --> 00:46:56.179 Do you mind if I ask you a question? 672 00:46:56.181 --> 00:46:58.748 No, not at all. 673 00:47:00.117 --> 00:47:02.185 Did you do something to her? 674 00:47:02.187 --> 00:47:04.387 Listen, I-I... 675 00:47:04.389 --> 00:47:09.358 I am really sorry if something bad has happened to your sister. I really am. 676 00:47:09.360 --> 00:47:14.030 But it was her decision to not see me anymore, you know? 677 00:47:14.032 --> 00:47:16.566 That was her choice, not mine. 678 00:47:16.568 --> 00:47:20.169 I've just been trying to forget I ever met her. 679 00:47:22.005 --> 00:47:23.139 I'm sorry. No, I'm sorry. 680 00:47:23.141 --> 00:47:27.076 I don't know what I'm doing. Just tell me... Tell me how to help. 681 00:47:27.078 --> 00:47:29.712 I just don't know where she is. 682 00:47:29.714 --> 00:47:32.882 I know. Gee. 683 00:47:32.884 --> 00:47:37.587 I'm so sorry. No, no, no, no. It's okay. 684 00:47:37.589 --> 00:47:40.323 It's okay. 685 00:48:09.753 --> 00:48:12.121 That was good. The movie? 686 00:48:12.123 --> 00:48:13.656 Oh, no, the... the pizza. 687 00:48:13.658 --> 00:48:19.061 Was it, uh, Ray's Original or Famous Ray's? 688 00:48:19.063 --> 00:48:23.099 Famous Ray's Original. 689 00:48:28.238 --> 00:48:32.742 Um, you can kiss me now. 690 00:48:37.114 --> 00:48:38.614 Really? 691 00:49:17.454 --> 00:49:18.587 Hey, hey. 692 00:49:18.589 --> 00:49:22.625 Sorry. Not, uh... Not yet. What? 693 00:49:26.129 --> 00:49:28.731 Um... 694 00:49:41.845 --> 00:49:47.717 Kevin. Kevin. Kevin, come on. I said stop. 695 00:49:47.719 --> 00:49:50.319 Shit. Okay. 696 00:49:50.321 --> 00:49:52.421 Sorry. 697 00:49:54.624 --> 00:49:57.026 I just, uh... 698 00:49:58.662 --> 00:50:02.865 Sorry. I thought that we had a... 699 00:50:03.700 --> 00:50:04.700 Oh. Sorry. 700 00:50:04.702 --> 00:50:09.271 No. You're really nice, you know. Uh... 701 00:50:09.273 --> 00:50:13.943 Nice. And I really like you. 702 00:50:13.945 --> 00:50:16.178 And... I just... 703 00:50:16.180 --> 00:50:21.617 I just barely know you. You know? I mean, we just, um... 704 00:50:21.619 --> 00:50:23.252 I just met you. And I... 705 00:50:23.254 --> 00:50:28.991 I just think, you know, I gotta wait a little. 706 00:50:28.993 --> 00:50:32.495 I mean, you've just gotta be patient. 707 00:50:35.399 --> 00:50:37.867 But I love you. 708 00:50:40.704 --> 00:50:44.407 Suddenly, I could see directly into the future. 709 00:50:44.409 --> 00:50:46.042 Sorry. 710 00:50:46.143 --> 00:50:51.580 I could see the days unfolding in front of me like pages of a newspaper. 711 00:50:51.582 --> 00:50:53.849 Huh. What do you mean? 712 00:50:53.851 --> 00:50:58.587 And I realized that Beth was far, far away. 713 00:50:58.589 --> 00:51:02.958 I would have to forget Beth with some... severity. 714 00:51:02.960 --> 00:51:05.094 It wouldn't be easy. 715 00:51:05.195 --> 00:51:12.234 Forgetting Beth would not be easy at all. 716 00:51:12.469 --> 00:51:16.605 If I told her the truth... This is bullshit. I'm sorry. This... 717 00:51:16.607 --> 00:51:20.443 If I told her who I really was... 718 00:51:20.977 --> 00:51:22.211 I probably should go. 719 00:51:22.213 --> 00:51:24.847 She would hate me. 720 00:51:26.917 --> 00:51:27.917 Uh, Kev. Uh... 721 00:51:27.919 --> 00:51:32.688 Why would she go out with me in the first place? What the fuck is wrong with her? 722 00:51:34.524 --> 00:51:35.524 Kevin... 723 00:51:35.526 --> 00:51:39.228 What the fuck is wrong with me? 724 00:51:40.597 --> 00:51:42.431 I just... 725 00:51:42.999 --> 00:51:47.770 And I guess I hadn't really forgotten Adrienne after all. 726 00:52:04.488 --> 00:52:08.624 Sometimes nothing can help you forget a girl better than another one. 727 00:52:08.626 --> 00:52:12.561 Hello? 728 00:52:12.563 --> 00:52:15.364 Hey, it's me. What are you doing? 729 00:52:15.366 --> 00:52:19.268 What happened to your date? What date? 730 00:52:19.270 --> 00:52:20.536 Oh. 731 00:52:20.538 --> 00:52:23.272 Uh, are you hungry? 732 00:52:23.274 --> 00:52:25.007 No. 733 00:52:25.009 --> 00:52:29.845 - Will you meet me? - Okay. 734 00:52:29.847 --> 00:52:34.950 The truth is, women are objects. 735 00:52:34.952 --> 00:52:38.254 I mean, the feminists can say what they want, 736 00:52:38.256 --> 00:52:40.856 but when it comes right down to it, 737 00:52:40.858 --> 00:52:43.726 girls are made of bones... 738 00:52:43.728 --> 00:52:47.429 and muscle... and blood. 739 00:52:47.431 --> 00:52:49.064 And you're over there. 740 00:52:49.066 --> 00:52:54.937 You're right behind the camera, looking at them, 741 00:52:54.939 --> 00:52:59.441 creating a moment, an object in space. 742 00:52:59.443 --> 00:53:00.776 - And you're saying... - Smile. 743 00:53:00.778 --> 00:53:04.480 Look this way. And smooth your hair just back a little off your eye. 744 00:53:04.482 --> 00:53:08.551 - And they're saying... - How do you want me? 745 00:53:08.985 --> 00:53:11.954 Here? Like this? 746 00:53:11.956 --> 00:53:15.958 And you're saying... yes. 747 00:53:15.960 --> 00:53:19.795 Yes, I want you exactly... 748 00:53:19.797 --> 00:53:21.897 like... 749 00:53:22.933 --> 00:53:24.433 that. 750 00:53:28.772 --> 00:53:30.639 Like that. 751 00:54:38.375 --> 00:54:39.875 I take the "A" train 752 00:54:39.877 --> 00:54:44.280 No! 753 00:54:45.615 --> 00:54:46.615 Oh, yes! 754 00:54:46.617 --> 00:54:50.519 - That's one of the saddest things I've ever seen. 755 00:54:50.521 --> 00:54:53.122 - I'm fine. And... 756 00:54:53.124 --> 00:54:55.924 - Oh! - Yes! I got one. 757 00:54:55.926 --> 00:54:56.759 Notice the form. 758 00:54:56.761 --> 00:54:58.961 You're like... I'm a champion! 759 00:54:58.963 --> 00:55:01.897 - Go, Kevin, go! 760 00:55:02.599 --> 00:55:05.367 Your aim... It almost looks like you're placing it in the gutter. 761 00:55:05.369 --> 00:55:08.203 There. You want a direct line. 762 00:55:08.205 --> 00:55:12.241 Cool it, cool it, cool it, cool it, cool it, cool it, cool it 763 00:55:12.243 --> 00:55:15.411 Feel the hot dough 764 00:55:15.413 --> 00:55:16.712 Are you kidding me? Oh! 765 00:55:16.714 --> 00:55:19.014 Are you kidding me? Oh! 766 00:55:19.016 --> 00:55:21.050 Oh, my God. I'm like a bowling genius. 767 00:55:21.052 --> 00:55:23.085 - That is... Wow. - Oh, my God. 768 00:55:23.087 --> 00:55:24.087 That... Wow. 769 00:55:24.088 --> 00:55:28.023 Is this helping you? 770 00:55:28.025 --> 00:55:30.326 What do you mean? 771 00:55:30.328 --> 00:55:33.162 With that girl. With Beth. 772 00:55:33.164 --> 00:55:37.800 Is this helping you with your forgetting thing? 773 00:55:44.607 --> 00:55:48.310 Do you know what I need? What? 774 00:55:49.479 --> 00:55:51.513 I need whiskey. 775 00:55:52.282 --> 00:55:54.083 Neat. 776 00:55:54.984 --> 00:55:58.220 Do you want to go get a drink? 777 00:55:58.222 --> 00:56:00.389 Yeah. 778 00:56:00.557 --> 00:56:02.491 That would be fantastic. 779 00:56:02.493 --> 00:56:04.493 Okay. 780 00:56:35.993 --> 00:56:38.060 Looks like you caught me. 781 00:56:38.062 --> 00:56:42.564 Mmm. Looks like I did. 782 00:56:59.817 --> 00:57:02.184 My parents are dead. 783 00:57:03.420 --> 00:57:07.689 Or actually, you know, that I... I never actually met my dad, 784 00:57:07.691 --> 00:57:09.925 so... who knows? 785 00:57:09.927 --> 00:57:13.095 Who knows? He might still be alive. 786 00:57:13.097 --> 00:57:19.168 Um... And then when I was eight or... seven. 787 00:57:19.170 --> 00:57:21.937 Uh... Something like that... Eight, seven. 788 00:57:21.939 --> 00:57:28.043 I... had a sister. Uh, Nicole. 789 00:57:28.045 --> 00:57:33.148 I have a dead sister... named Nicole. 790 00:57:33.383 --> 00:57:35.951 What-What happened to her? 791 00:57:35.953 --> 00:57:38.253 You know, I don't know. 792 00:57:38.255 --> 00:57:41.790 I, uh... It's hard for me to remember. 793 00:57:41.792 --> 00:57:43.959 I, uh... 794 00:57:43.961 --> 00:57:46.562 She drowned in the pool. 795 00:57:46.564 --> 00:57:48.697 She drowned? Yeah. 796 00:57:48.699 --> 00:57:51.400 - Oh, my God. 797 00:57:54.404 --> 00:57:56.905 It's okay, Kevin. 798 00:57:56.907 --> 00:58:00.042 Is it? Yeah. 799 00:58:00.044 --> 00:58:02.778 It's fine. 800 00:58:03.913 --> 00:58:06.048 I don't pay you enough. Oh, my God. 801 00:58:06.050 --> 00:58:07.416 Jamie, I don't. Come on. 802 00:58:07.418 --> 00:58:10.385 I don't. I mean, here we are, we're sitting here. 803 00:58:10.387 --> 00:58:13.222 I feel like I can tell you anything. 804 00:58:13.224 --> 00:58:15.791 You can. Yeah. 805 00:58:15.793 --> 00:58:17.559 I feel like I can... 806 00:58:17.561 --> 00:58:22.297 I-I can explain myself to you. You can. 807 00:58:22.299 --> 00:58:24.867 I feel like... 808 00:58:24.869 --> 00:58:26.835 I feel like you understand. 809 00:58:26.837 --> 00:58:28.937 I do, Kevin. Yeah. 810 00:58:28.939 --> 00:58:32.875 I do. I-I do understand. 811 00:58:32.877 --> 00:58:36.278 I understand absolutely everything. 812 00:58:36.280 --> 00:58:40.582 Anything that you could ever say to me, I would understand. 813 00:58:40.584 --> 00:58:44.520 And there's something that I've been wanting to tell you too. 814 00:58:44.522 --> 00:58:46.788 For a really long time, okay? Mm-hmm. 815 00:58:46.790 --> 00:58:51.193 And that is that... I told my mom... 816 00:58:51.195 --> 00:58:55.030 that you were my boyfriend. 817 00:58:55.032 --> 00:58:57.599 And, like, I know that I shouldn't have. 818 00:58:57.601 --> 00:59:00.168 Oh, and another thing: I've been following you. 819 00:59:00.170 --> 00:59:03.171 When you're with those girls. Just to make sure you're okay. 820 00:59:03.173 --> 00:59:05.874 And I know that I shouldn't and everything, but I just... 821 00:59:05.876 --> 00:59:07.509 I don't know. I wanted to make sure you were okay. 822 00:59:07.511 --> 00:59:11.280 And I just felt, like, a little bit jealous, and, uh... I don't know. 823 00:59:11.282 --> 00:59:17.185 It's just that I've always felt like we have this amazing connection, you know? 824 00:59:17.187 --> 00:59:18.887 And, like, the first time I ever met you... 825 00:59:18.889 --> 00:59:21.990 It was like I was watching again. 826 00:59:21.992 --> 00:59:26.128 I mean, I was there with Jamie, in the bar, 827 00:59:26.130 --> 00:59:28.096 sitting on the hard stool. 828 00:59:28.098 --> 00:59:33.869 But my true self was actually up in the ceiling, 829 00:59:33.970 --> 00:59:38.707 looking down, watching myself sitting there. 830 00:59:39.242 --> 00:59:41.810 I could see Jamie too. 831 00:59:53.890 --> 00:59:58.427 I left you on the bed 832 00:59:58.429 --> 01:00:02.831 And took all the money 833 01:00:09.173 --> 01:00:16.011 Gonna buy you something to ease the hurt 834 01:00:16.013 --> 01:00:19.948 You're here. 835 01:00:20.917 --> 01:00:23.251 You're here. I am. 836 01:00:23.686 --> 01:00:26.555 I've loved you for so long. 837 01:00:29.158 --> 01:00:30.158 I know. 838 01:00:30.160 --> 01:00:35.397 I've always loved you. 839 01:00:35.399 --> 01:00:37.733 I know. 840 01:00:37.735 --> 01:00:40.102 It's okay. 841 01:00:40.269 --> 01:00:43.338 Okay. 842 01:00:45.241 --> 01:00:48.143 This is Jean. Jean. 843 01:00:48.145 --> 01:00:52.280 Forgotten after a full-release body massage. 844 01:00:54.384 --> 01:00:55.917 Oh, this is Fiona. 845 01:00:55.919 --> 01:01:01.490 Uh... I forgot Fiona by joining a gym I never ended up going to. 846 01:01:01.891 --> 01:01:07.729 Brenda. I forgot Brenda at the Museum of Modern Art. 847 01:01:08.197 --> 01:01:11.566 I forgot... Mary. 848 01:01:11.568 --> 01:01:13.301 Forgot Sarah. 849 01:01:13.303 --> 01:01:16.004 Forgot Kelly. 850 01:01:16.006 --> 01:01:17.873 I forgot... 851 01:01:19.042 --> 01:01:21.376 Forgot. 852 01:01:21.378 --> 01:01:23.512 Forgot. 853 01:01:23.514 --> 01:01:25.714 Forgot. 854 01:01:56.045 --> 01:01:58.413 Holy shit. 855 01:02:12.962 --> 01:02:15.130 I had to do something radical, 856 01:02:15.132 --> 01:02:18.734 something to forget all this in a major way. 857 01:02:18.736 --> 01:02:20.836 I was really going out of my mind, I admit. 858 01:02:20.838 --> 01:02:23.905 And I don't think I knew... I mean, I... 859 01:02:23.907 --> 01:02:26.742 I knew what was going on, what was happening. 860 01:02:26.744 --> 01:02:30.812 But I had to find some way of canceling it all out. 861 01:02:30.814 --> 01:02:34.883 Of forgetting Beth, forgetting Adrienne... 862 01:02:34.885 --> 01:02:39.187 and especially forgetting Jamie. 863 01:02:46.095 --> 01:02:49.197 I had to forget Jamie. 864 01:03:22.799 --> 01:03:26.635 Kevie. Kevie! 865 01:03:27.203 --> 01:03:28.603 Kevin! 866 01:03:28.605 --> 01:03:31.773 I really feel that we made this... this connection. 867 01:03:31.775 --> 01:03:34.342 I'm really sorry, Kevin. But I love you. 868 01:03:34.344 --> 01:03:36.044 What do you mean? 869 01:03:36.046 --> 01:03:38.113 I feel like I can tell you anything. 870 01:03:38.115 --> 01:03:42.384 I've been following you. I've always loved you. 871 01:03:52.361 --> 01:03:54.129 Beth. 872 01:03:54.131 --> 01:03:56.631 - What are you doing here? Oh. 873 01:03:56.633 --> 01:04:00.335 I thought you were someone else. Ow. 874 01:04:02.471 --> 01:04:05.173 Poor Beth. 875 01:04:05.175 --> 01:04:08.977 She couldn't have known what I was doing this for. 876 01:04:08.979 --> 01:04:12.013 But once I started, 877 01:04:13.616 --> 01:04:15.917 I had to keep going. 878 01:04:27.630 --> 01:04:29.364 Come on. 879 01:04:29.366 --> 01:04:32.500 I had to forget about all this somehow. 880 01:04:34.003 --> 01:04:35.871 Kevie. Kevie! 881 01:04:35.873 --> 01:04:39.441 I just wish I could remember more about Nicole, you know? Kevie! 882 01:04:39.443 --> 01:04:42.878 What the hell was she doing in that pool anyway? She wasn't allowed. 883 01:04:42.880 --> 01:04:47.249 She was too little to swim. I mean, I could barely swim myself. 884 01:04:50.653 --> 01:04:53.722 What was I supposed to do? 885 01:04:53.923 --> 01:04:56.791 How was I supposed to save her? 886 01:05:20.149 --> 01:05:22.918 What are we gonna do with her? 887 01:05:26.355 --> 01:05:28.423 How did you get in? 888 01:05:30.126 --> 01:05:33.161 I finally got a key made. 889 01:05:35.898 --> 01:05:37.832 Oh. 890 01:05:40.736 --> 01:05:45.473 Why don't you go hop in the shower, and I'll clean up here. 891 01:05:51.113 --> 01:05:52.380 Go. 892 01:06:13.135 --> 01:06:18.807 In the past I was a man 893 01:06:19.810 --> 01:06:26.047 But now I'm a ghost with dirty hands 894 01:06:27.184 --> 01:06:31.486 I stain the ground as I crawl to you 895 01:06:34.690 --> 01:06:38.326 I stain the ground as I move on through 896 01:06:38.328 --> 01:06:40.695 Good. 897 01:06:40.697 --> 01:06:44.766 Good. And tilt... Tilt your head a little to the left. A little more. 898 01:06:44.768 --> 01:06:45.934 Yeah. Completely. 899 01:06:45.936 --> 01:06:48.903 In the dark I cannot sleep 900 01:06:48.905 --> 01:06:52.507 Good. That's good. 901 01:06:52.842 --> 01:06:58.513 - I can't escape these thoughts that creep - Hmm. 902 01:07:02.518 --> 01:07:04.419 Good. Look this way. 903 01:07:04.421 --> 01:07:06.688 Great. Yeah, let's see that smile. 904 01:07:06.690 --> 01:07:09.424 Good. Good. 905 01:07:09.426 --> 01:07:11.126 Perfect. 906 01:07:12.061 --> 01:07:14.796 Move your hair. 907 01:07:18.567 --> 01:07:24.005 A shadow descending to be a man 908 01:07:29.311 --> 01:07:32.080 Why don't you sit up here? 909 01:07:32.082 --> 01:07:33.148 Me? 910 01:07:33.150 --> 01:07:35.950 - Just for one shot. - 911 01:07:35.952 --> 01:07:37.852 Mmm. My makeup is a mess. 912 01:07:37.854 --> 01:07:40.088 No, that's okay. It's not a glamour shot, Jamie. 913 01:07:40.090 --> 01:07:44.893 Plus, I just... I don't have any pictures of you, that's all. 914 01:07:52.935 --> 01:07:55.103 Let's see. 915 01:08:07.917 --> 01:08:14.322 - You know, Jamie, I've been thinking about... - I'm not gonna tell anyone. 916 01:08:14.324 --> 01:08:16.157 I know. 917 01:08:16.459 --> 01:08:19.661 I know that you wouldn't do that. But... 918 01:08:20.729 --> 01:08:23.198 You have to understand, I... 919 01:08:23.200 --> 01:08:27.669 I can't go around remembering all of this. 920 01:08:28.437 --> 01:08:32.807 You know? I have to forget. 921 01:08:33.876 --> 01:08:37.045 Well-Well, what about last night? 922 01:08:37.047 --> 01:08:39.614 Do you have to forget... 923 01:08:50.960 --> 01:08:54.362 Jamie, 924 01:08:54.364 --> 01:08:56.865 last night was... 925 01:08:58.734 --> 01:09:00.335 a mistake. 926 01:09:00.337 --> 01:09:04.739 Oh. 927 01:09:04.741 --> 01:09:07.342 Do you know what I mean? 928 01:09:16.553 --> 01:09:20.155 It's okay. 929 01:09:20.157 --> 01:09:22.357 It's okay. 930 01:09:23.259 --> 01:09:25.593 It's okay. 931 01:09:26.128 --> 01:09:30.465 'Cause I... I have been thinking about something... 932 01:09:30.467 --> 01:09:33.902 for a really long time. 933 01:09:33.904 --> 01:09:36.838 And I even told Derek about it. 934 01:09:36.840 --> 01:09:40.175 And he's trying to talk me out of it, but... 935 01:09:40.177 --> 01:09:46.147 I've got a whole... whole fucking bottle. 936 01:09:46.149 --> 01:09:49.350 Of what? 937 01:09:49.352 --> 01:09:51.819 Blue pills. 938 01:09:52.354 --> 01:09:54.956 Blue. 939 01:09:55.658 --> 01:09:57.525 Blue. 940 01:09:58.527 --> 01:10:03.031 Jamie, it's gonna be beautiful. 941 01:10:03.966 --> 01:10:05.833 It's gonna be so beautiful. 942 01:10:05.835 --> 01:10:07.969 You. Beautiful? 943 01:10:07.971 --> 01:10:09.070 You... 944 01:10:09.072 --> 01:10:12.807 are gonna be so beautiful. 945 01:10:12.809 --> 01:10:15.610 Beautiful. So beautiful. 946 01:10:17.180 --> 01:10:20.582 So beautiful. I promise. 947 01:10:22.017 --> 01:10:23.418 I promise. 948 01:10:23.420 --> 01:10:27.655 I'll give you something. 949 01:10:30.092 --> 01:10:34.295 I wanna be beautiful for you, Kevin. 950 01:10:34.563 --> 01:10:38.399 I wanna be beautiful for you. 951 01:10:45.341 --> 01:10:50.078 Kevin, if you are watching this, 952 01:10:50.080 --> 01:10:53.615 that means that you found me. 953 01:10:53.782 --> 01:10:57.151 And I just want you to know... 954 01:10:57.153 --> 01:11:01.789 why I killed Beth Dalewell in your studio. 955 01:11:01.791 --> 01:11:04.092 And also, 956 01:11:04.094 --> 01:11:09.564 why I took Adrienne Gilcrest's life too. 957 01:11:11.233 --> 01:11:13.868 I guess I was jealous. 958 01:11:14.370 --> 01:11:19.340 And now I have nothing left... 959 01:11:19.342 --> 01:11:21.276 to live for. 960 01:11:21.278 --> 01:11:24.779 I have nothing left. 961 01:11:25.214 --> 01:11:27.148 I'm sorry. 962 01:11:29.585 --> 01:11:32.387 This is Adrienne. 963 01:11:32.389 --> 01:11:35.556 I forgot her on a camping trip. 964 01:11:38.994 --> 01:11:41.496 This is Beth. 965 01:11:41.498 --> 01:11:43.364 Forgotten. 966 01:11:44.566 --> 01:11:48.036 And this is Jamie. 967 01:12:02.485 --> 01:12:06.354 Where did you get these anyway? 968 01:12:06.356 --> 01:12:08.790 A doctor. 969 01:12:08.792 --> 01:12:10.591 Said I was nervous. 970 01:12:10.593 --> 01:12:16.297 You should wipe your fingerprints off the bottle, don't you think? 971 01:12:16.299 --> 01:12:18.266 Don't worry. 972 01:12:20.636 --> 01:12:24.339 What if it doesn't work? 973 01:12:24.840 --> 01:12:27.742 It'll work. 974 01:12:45.461 --> 01:12:47.762 Kevin. 975 01:12:48.664 --> 01:12:51.065 Can I keep my clothes on? 976 01:12:51.067 --> 01:12:55.536 Sure. Sure, you can keep 'em on. 977 01:16:17.774 --> 01:16:23.010 If you're watching this, you've discovered something you shouldn't have. 978 01:16:30.753 --> 01:16:32.720 Anyway, um... 979 01:16:33.121 --> 01:16:37.592 This... This is a close-up of a model's eye. 980 01:16:37.594 --> 01:16:43.064 I can't remember her name to save my life, but she had the bluest eyes I'd ever seen. 981 01:16:43.066 --> 01:16:48.469 The only other time I remember seeing this exact intensity of blue... 982 01:16:48.471 --> 01:16:51.572 was the day my sister drowned. 983 01:16:51.974 --> 01:16:54.208 It was everywhere... 984 01:16:54.443 --> 01:16:59.880 in the water, in the sky, Nicole's skin. 985 01:16:59.882 --> 01:17:00.948 Blue. 986 01:17:05.188 --> 01:17:09.557 Nicole. She's the one girl I keep trying to remember. 987 01:17:09.559 --> 01:17:13.027 But I... I think she's the problem. 988 01:17:13.029 --> 01:17:16.931 I think... I think she's the reason... 989 01:17:16.933 --> 01:17:20.768 I am the way I am, right? 990 01:17:30.245 --> 01:17:33.481 This is what it looked like, these flashes of white. 991 01:17:33.483 --> 01:17:36.450 It was like this empty slide. 992 01:17:36.818 --> 01:17:41.088 The sun was flashing off the water. 993 01:17:41.256 --> 01:17:43.658 It was just like this. 994 01:17:48.730 --> 01:17:51.198 Jesus. 995 01:17:55.170 --> 01:17:57.605 I watched her. 996 01:18:00.509 --> 01:18:03.144 I watched the whole thing. 997 01:18:05.480 --> 01:18:09.150 Through the blue and the gold and the white flashes. 998 01:18:11.286 --> 01:18:13.554 The white... 999 01:18:13.556 --> 01:18:15.256 flashes. 1000 01:18:15.258 --> 01:18:16.724 - Flashes. 1001 01:18:21.430 --> 01:18:24.632 Kevie! 1002 01:18:24.966 --> 01:18:27.768 Kevin! 1003 01:18:33.076 --> 01:18:37.812 Kevin! 1004 01:18:38.346 --> 01:18:42.083 Help me! Somebody help! 1005 01:18:42.085 --> 01:18:45.219 Do you remember what happened, sweetheart? 1006 01:18:45.221 --> 01:18:47.788 I just don't remember. 1007 01:18:53.929 --> 01:18:56.330 I watched her. 1008 01:18:57.799 --> 01:19:01.368 I was looking through the light. 1009 01:19:02.170 --> 01:19:04.672 Into the heart of the light. 1010 01:19:05.073 --> 01:19:07.341 Into the silence. 1011 01:19:10.245 --> 01:19:14.081 I knew my baby sister was drowning. 1012 01:19:15.484 --> 01:19:17.852 And I let it happen. 1013 01:19:23.225 --> 01:19:25.426 I watched it... 1014 01:19:26.795 --> 01:19:29.196 because it was beautiful. 1015 01:19:32.601 --> 01:19:34.168 I let it happen... 1016 01:19:34.170 --> 01:19:38.639 because it was beautiful to see. 1017 01:19:57.893 --> 01:20:02.196 Under the water, Nicole called my name. 1018 01:20:03.064 --> 01:20:05.900 What I saw were flashes of light. 1019 01:20:07.002 --> 01:20:09.170 And what I heard... 1020 01:20:09.771 --> 01:20:12.606 What did I hear? 1021 01:20:12.741 --> 01:20:17.077 Put your hands over your ears. 1022 01:20:18.613 --> 01:20:20.848 Press down. 1023 01:21:20.475 --> 01:21:26.413 I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel 1024 01:21:26.415 --> 01:21:31.585 Hoping what you need is behind every door 1025 01:21:31.587 --> 01:21:36.690 Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change 1026 01:21:36.692 --> 01:21:41.829 'Cause everyone has hopes You're human after all 1027 01:21:41.831 --> 01:21:47.668 The feeling sometimes, wishing you were someone else 1028 01:21:47.670 --> 01:21:52.606 Feeling as though you never belong 1029 01:21:52.608 --> 01:21:58.045 This feeling is not sadness This feeling is not joy 1030 01:21:58.047 --> 01:22:04.885 I truly understand Please don't cry now 1031 01:22:06.421 --> 01:22:11.292 Please don't go I want you to stay 1032 01:22:11.294 --> 01:22:16.297 I'm begging you, please Please don't leave here 1033 01:22:16.299 --> 01:22:21.835 I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel 1034 01:22:21.837 --> 01:22:28.542 The world is just illusion trying to change you 1035 01:22:30.278 --> 01:22:35.549 Being like you are Well, this is something else 1036 01:22:35.551 --> 01:22:41.288 Who would comprehend? But some that do lay claim 1037 01:22:41.290 --> 01:22:46.093 Divine purpose blesses them 1038 01:22:46.095 --> 01:22:48.996 Well, that's not what I believe 1039 01:22:48.998 --> 01:22:51.999 And it doesn't matter anyway 1040 01:22:52.001 --> 01:22:56.837 A part of your soul ties you to the next world 1041 01:22:56.839 --> 01:23:01.842 Or maybe to the last, but I'm still not sure 1042 01:23:01.844 --> 01:23:07.314 But what I do know is to us the world is different 1043 01:23:07.316 --> 01:23:13.721 As we are to the world I guess you would know that 1044 01:23:15.757 --> 01:23:20.494 Please don't go I want you to stay 1045 01:23:20.496 --> 01:23:25.599 I'm begging you, please Please don't leave here 1046 01:23:25.601 --> 01:23:31.171 I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel 1047 01:23:31.173 --> 01:23:36.910 The world is just illusion trying to change you 1048 01:23:36.912 --> 01:23:41.749 Please don't go I want you to stay 1049 01:23:41.751 --> 01:23:46.954 I'm begging you, please Oh, please don't leave here 1050 01:23:46.956 --> 01:23:52.393 I don't want you to change for all the hurt that you feel 1051 01:23:52.395 --> 01:23:59.099 This world is just illusion always trying to change you 1052 01:24:30.398 --> 01:24:35.235 Please don't go I want you to stay 1053 01:24:35.237 --> 01:24:40.274 I'm begging you, please Please don't leave here 1054 01:24:40.276 --> 01:24:45.746 I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel 1055 01:24:45.748 --> 01:24:51.618 The world is just illusion trying to change you 1056 01:24:51.620 --> 01:24:56.423 Please don't go I want you to stay 1057 01:24:56.425 --> 01:25:01.662 I'm begging you, please Oh, please don't leave here 1058 01:25:01.664 --> 01:25:07.000 I don't want you to change for all the hurt that you feel 1059 01:25:07.002 --> 01:25:14.041 This world is just illusion always trying to change you 1060 01:25:15.305 --> 01:25:21.947 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org