1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:00:13,080 --> 00:00:15,080 [gentle piano music] 4 00:00:57,959 --> 00:00:59,960 [indistinct noises] 5 00:01:08,260 --> 00:01:09,554 [toilet flushes] 6 00:01:11,514 --> 00:01:12,807 Thanks. 7 00:01:12,890 --> 00:01:14,224 Nervous pee. 8 00:01:15,475 --> 00:01:17,644 [dramatic music] 9 00:01:24,985 --> 00:01:25,902 Sarah. 10 00:01:25,985 --> 00:01:27,487 [Sarah] Oh my gosh! Hey! 11 00:01:27,570 --> 00:01:28,905 Oh, my God. Angie? 12 00:01:28,989 --> 00:01:30,574 So, how'd it go? 13 00:01:30,657 --> 00:01:33,160 She looked so good. Like, so good. 14 00:01:33,285 --> 00:01:34,119 -Oh, yeah? -Yeah. 15 00:01:34,202 --> 00:01:35,829 I think I might maybe get it. 16 00:01:36,039 --> 00:01:37,999 How much money have you donated to the kids' school? 17 00:01:38,082 --> 00:01:39,082 Well, I don't know. 18 00:01:39,165 --> 00:01:41,335 My kids are never going to be as smart as yours. 19 00:01:43,254 --> 00:01:44,630 Anyway, I gotta go, but. 20 00:01:45,630 --> 00:01:46,632 Bye. 21 00:01:46,965 --> 00:01:48,967 [both giggling] 22 00:01:50,510 --> 00:01:52,304 Oh, someone's coming upstairs. 23 00:01:52,554 --> 00:01:54,765 [footsteps clomping] 24 00:01:55,057 --> 00:01:57,642 Welcome, welcome. 25 00:01:58,935 --> 00:02:00,020 Make sure you close the door 26 00:02:00,104 --> 00:02:01,730 behind you, please. 27 00:02:03,857 --> 00:02:05,734 Thank you so much for having me. 28 00:02:05,817 --> 00:02:07,610 All of you. My name is Lila. 29 00:02:07,694 --> 00:02:10,197 Well, these are my cohorts, Olivia. 30 00:02:10,780 --> 00:02:11,907 And Kate. 31 00:02:12,407 --> 00:02:14,325 You're new to the community, correct? 32 00:02:14,410 --> 00:02:16,579 Or are you just a new mama? 33 00:02:16,662 --> 00:02:17,747 Oh, both. 34 00:02:18,289 --> 00:02:19,499 I'm eight weeks pregnant. 35 00:02:19,582 --> 00:02:21,584 Oh, congrats. 36 00:02:22,459 --> 00:02:23,169 Thank you. 37 00:02:24,377 --> 00:02:25,920 I know it's kind of early for me, 38 00:02:26,004 --> 00:02:28,549 but you guys only interview once a year, so. 39 00:02:29,382 --> 00:02:30,259 I understand. 40 00:02:30,384 --> 00:02:33,470 James and I wanted to be in the perfect place for her, 41 00:02:33,804 --> 00:02:36,055 or him, to grow up. Somewhere 42 00:02:36,140 --> 00:02:38,267 that's just as family oriented as we are. 43 00:02:39,560 --> 00:02:41,729 So I really wanted to make sure 44 00:02:41,812 --> 00:02:43,814 that I could make it on time to apply. 45 00:02:44,815 --> 00:02:46,065 Great. 46 00:02:46,150 --> 00:02:48,735 Yeah, that really makes sense. 47 00:02:50,029 --> 00:02:51,364 So then you've researched 48 00:02:51,447 --> 00:02:53,782 the Elk Creek Mothers' Association? 49 00:02:53,865 --> 00:02:55,492 You understand what it is that we do? 50 00:02:55,784 --> 00:02:56,702 Yes. You organize 51 00:02:56,785 --> 00:03:00,039 events for mothers mostly, and you keep the community 52 00:03:00,122 --> 00:03:01,624 -safe. -[Trish] Right. 53 00:03:01,707 --> 00:03:03,709 And what are you going to do 54 00:03:03,792 --> 00:03:05,794 to support your own new little home? 55 00:03:06,044 --> 00:03:07,587 Have you been able to find work? 56 00:03:08,380 --> 00:03:10,257 Recently, I was an accountant 57 00:03:10,340 --> 00:03:12,425 for a car company, and now I'm 58 00:03:12,509 --> 00:03:15,679 looking for something similar in the area. 59 00:03:16,054 --> 00:03:18,724 But I've also been prioritizing baby setup. 60 00:03:19,182 --> 00:03:20,725 While I can still sort of 61 00:03:20,809 --> 00:03:23,812 stand straight. Unpacking, babysitter 62 00:03:23,895 --> 00:03:27,232 shopping, sending Facebook hi's to all the moms. 63 00:03:28,359 --> 00:03:29,902 And what about your husband? 64 00:03:29,985 --> 00:03:31,987 He works at a hospital in the city. 65 00:03:32,487 --> 00:03:33,530 He's a doctor. 66 00:03:33,614 --> 00:03:34,865 Oh, nice. 67 00:03:34,949 --> 00:03:36,909 -What kind of doctor? -[Trish] Ladies. 68 00:03:36,992 --> 00:03:38,910 She's the one interviewing for us, 69 00:03:38,994 --> 00:03:40,995 -not him. -[all laughing] 70 00:03:42,247 --> 00:03:43,499 So, Lila, 71 00:03:43,582 --> 00:03:47,294 have you ever been part of a group structured like ours? 72 00:03:48,045 --> 00:03:50,547 I mean, I've always looked for positions 73 00:03:50,630 --> 00:03:53,384 where I get to bounce ideas off of other people. 74 00:03:54,802 --> 00:03:57,804 I mean, like, my last few jobs. 75 00:03:58,222 --> 00:04:00,224 Well, 76 00:04:00,640 --> 00:04:02,642 they weren't really like that, 77 00:04:03,144 --> 00:04:04,435 but I still have to get 78 00:04:04,520 --> 00:04:06,647 information from a billion people at once. 79 00:04:06,730 --> 00:04:08,482 You know? 80 00:04:08,565 --> 00:04:10,567 Emails. 81 00:04:11,025 --> 00:04:12,360 You know that 82 00:04:12,444 --> 00:04:15,405 feeling of wanting to create something with other people 83 00:04:15,489 --> 00:04:17,615 and getting to share that joy with them. 84 00:04:18,117 --> 00:04:20,535 You mean via email? 85 00:04:22,872 --> 00:04:24,665 Well, that's just kind of been 86 00:04:24,749 --> 00:04:26,709 the nature of my field, really. 87 00:04:27,792 --> 00:04:30,337 But this is why I'm trying to do stuff 88 00:04:30,420 --> 00:04:34,257 that's more hands on and not just sitting in an office. 89 00:04:36,219 --> 00:04:37,802 [Trish] Sure. 90 00:04:37,887 --> 00:04:39,680 In that case, I just 91 00:04:39,764 --> 00:04:42,640 have one more question for you, if that's okay? 92 00:04:43,392 --> 00:04:45,019 I'll just need to know 93 00:04:45,102 --> 00:04:46,770 what kind of attitude 94 00:04:46,854 --> 00:04:50,440 would you bring to the group if you were chosen? 95 00:04:51,275 --> 00:04:53,277 Well. 96 00:04:53,610 --> 00:04:55,654 I love kids more than anyone. 97 00:04:56,029 --> 00:04:57,990 Anything, I mean. [chuckles] 98 00:04:58,074 --> 00:04:59,700 More than anything. 99 00:04:59,784 --> 00:05:01,117 I've known forever that 100 00:05:01,200 --> 00:05:03,120 I want to be a mom. 101 00:05:03,454 --> 00:05:06,457 And I read stuff about community 102 00:05:06,540 --> 00:05:09,669 child raising and how it's done in some cultures. 103 00:05:10,502 --> 00:05:12,212 And in a way, 104 00:05:12,295 --> 00:05:15,257 that's sort of what you're doing here, 105 00:05:15,340 --> 00:05:18,469 I think. I just think that's amazing 106 00:05:19,052 --> 00:05:22,014 because that way the kids get exposed to so many different 107 00:05:22,555 --> 00:05:24,642 perspectives and personalities and 108 00:05:25,809 --> 00:05:27,227 being a newcomer 109 00:05:27,310 --> 00:05:29,104 I think I could bring a lot of new things 110 00:05:29,187 --> 00:05:30,772 to the table in that sense. 111 00:05:31,524 --> 00:05:32,815 [dramatic music continues] 112 00:05:37,820 --> 00:05:39,114 Well, Lila, 113 00:05:39,197 --> 00:05:42,492 we would love to offer you the place to join us. 114 00:05:42,575 --> 00:05:44,577 -What do you think? -[Lila] Wow. 115 00:05:44,704 --> 00:05:46,747 That's, that's, really? 116 00:05:46,830 --> 00:05:47,622 Of course. 117 00:05:48,832 --> 00:05:50,334 That's amazing. 118 00:05:50,417 --> 00:05:51,877 -That's so good-- -Will you be available 119 00:05:51,960 --> 00:05:55,005 next Saturday to help set up for my quarterly bake sale? 120 00:05:55,089 --> 00:05:57,090 Oh. What time on Saturday? 121 00:05:59,259 --> 00:06:01,260 Yeah, yeah, definitely. 122 00:06:01,429 --> 00:06:03,389 I'll have the car on Saturday. 123 00:06:03,555 --> 00:06:05,265 Great. 124 00:06:05,349 --> 00:06:06,975 Wow, I can't wait. 125 00:06:07,059 --> 00:06:08,519 This going to be a lot of-- 126 00:06:09,102 --> 00:06:10,812 Oh, I also read that 127 00:06:10,895 --> 00:06:12,855 you guys do carpools. 128 00:06:13,399 --> 00:06:15,859 I was wondering, because my husband is at work 129 00:06:15,942 --> 00:06:17,944 a lot. 130 00:06:18,570 --> 00:06:21,782 [birds chirping] 131 00:06:23,950 --> 00:06:25,702 [Lila] Somebody help me! 132 00:06:25,785 --> 00:06:26,870 Somebody. 133 00:06:32,667 --> 00:06:33,960 [soft music] 134 00:06:34,127 --> 00:06:35,420 [water running] 135 00:06:49,309 --> 00:06:50,435 In celebration. 136 00:06:50,519 --> 00:06:54,355 A little nonalcoholic gift for my new little council member. 137 00:06:54,522 --> 00:06:56,065 Thank you. 138 00:06:56,149 --> 00:06:57,859 Finally, the homecoming gift 139 00:06:57,942 --> 00:06:59,904 that won't kill my child. 140 00:07:00,820 --> 00:07:02,114 [glasses clink] 141 00:07:03,490 --> 00:07:04,784 [soft music continues] 142 00:07:07,160 --> 00:07:09,162 This is great. 143 00:07:11,289 --> 00:07:13,292 I'm exhausted. 144 00:07:14,960 --> 00:07:16,252 Are you sure that you're not making yourself 145 00:07:16,335 --> 00:07:17,129 too overwhelmed? 146 00:07:17,379 --> 00:07:19,297 I mean, yeah, but it'll be worse 147 00:07:19,380 --> 00:07:21,340 next year, so. 148 00:07:21,759 --> 00:07:23,510 I don't know if it will, by then 149 00:07:23,594 --> 00:07:25,012 we'll be way more settled in. 150 00:07:25,095 --> 00:07:27,055 And, I don't know, 151 00:07:27,430 --> 00:07:29,432 maybe your parents will be around to help us out. 152 00:07:29,892 --> 00:07:32,685 You think they'd travel all the way here to babysit for us? 153 00:07:33,645 --> 00:07:35,647 I mean, emotionally. 154 00:07:36,355 --> 00:07:38,942 I just want to make sure that joining this intense of a group 155 00:07:39,192 --> 00:07:41,194 you know, isn't putting too much 156 00:07:41,737 --> 00:07:43,530 on your plate right now. 157 00:07:43,614 --> 00:07:45,615 I'm not even working yet. 158 00:07:45,824 --> 00:07:47,492 No, but they say that moving is the third 159 00:07:47,575 --> 00:07:48,744 most stressful life event 160 00:07:48,827 --> 00:07:51,830 anybody can ever go through besides death in the family. 161 00:07:52,122 --> 00:07:54,540 -And divorce. -Then don't die 162 00:07:54,624 --> 00:07:55,584 and don't divorce me. 163 00:07:55,667 --> 00:07:56,919 And I think I'll be okay. 164 00:07:57,252 --> 00:07:58,962 Lil. Come on. 165 00:07:59,045 --> 00:08:01,674 What? You know out of everyone I know about moving. 166 00:08:02,049 --> 00:08:02,965 I know, but, yeah, well, 167 00:08:03,049 --> 00:08:04,802 you don't think that it's weird that they made you interview 168 00:08:04,885 --> 00:08:06,845 -and everything from-- -They have to. 169 00:08:07,179 --> 00:08:08,639 [both speaking over each other] 170 00:08:08,722 --> 00:08:09,974 Enough! 171 00:08:11,809 --> 00:08:13,727 Okay, fine. 172 00:08:13,810 --> 00:08:15,645 How is it that this group is so elite, 173 00:08:15,729 --> 00:08:16,897 that I didn't even hear about them 174 00:08:16,980 --> 00:08:18,274 when I was looking into this town? 175 00:08:18,357 --> 00:08:19,690 You're not a mom. 176 00:08:20,025 --> 00:08:22,152 -And? -I mean, 177 00:08:22,277 --> 00:08:25,239 who else is going to decorate the nursery with me, James? 178 00:08:25,697 --> 00:08:27,699 Okay. 179 00:08:27,907 --> 00:08:29,325 What gives this head woman, though? 180 00:08:29,409 --> 00:08:30,244 What's her name? 181 00:08:30,327 --> 00:08:33,289 What gives her the right to be bossing you and everyone around? 182 00:08:33,580 --> 00:08:35,415 Her name is Trish Barton. 183 00:08:35,499 --> 00:08:36,750 She's 29, 184 00:08:36,834 --> 00:08:39,502 with three kids, and she's raising them 185 00:08:39,585 --> 00:08:42,464 to become vegetarian athletes slash musicians. 186 00:08:42,922 --> 00:08:44,925 She basically built ECMA. 187 00:08:46,927 --> 00:08:48,345 ECMA? 188 00:08:48,429 --> 00:08:50,930 Elk Creek Mothers' Association, James? 189 00:08:51,807 --> 00:08:53,267 It just really sounds like eczema. 190 00:08:53,350 --> 00:08:55,352 When you put it like that. 191 00:08:56,394 --> 00:08:58,314 Look, it's this social status thing, 192 00:08:59,105 --> 00:09:00,565 and I'm not getting it, I guess. 193 00:09:01,232 --> 00:09:03,527 It's weird because I, you know, I didn't think that we cared 194 00:09:03,610 --> 00:09:04,987 about that sort of stuff. 195 00:09:06,822 --> 00:09:08,824 I know what I'm doing. 196 00:09:10,367 --> 00:09:12,160 Okay. I trust you. 197 00:09:12,369 --> 00:09:13,704 You better. 198 00:09:13,787 --> 00:09:15,205 Oh. I better? 199 00:09:16,164 --> 00:09:17,457 [soft music continues] 200 00:09:45,527 --> 00:09:46,820 [gentle music] 201 00:10:17,642 --> 00:10:20,604 [phone dialing] 202 00:10:20,854 --> 00:10:24,732 Hey. So I'm kind of bleeding. 203 00:10:26,902 --> 00:10:28,194 Yeah, but I-- 204 00:10:29,029 --> 00:10:29,947 But I still am. 205 00:10:30,030 --> 00:10:31,990 And we had sex last night. 206 00:10:34,034 --> 00:10:35,619 Okay. All right. 207 00:10:36,662 --> 00:10:38,247 Thanks. 208 00:10:38,330 --> 00:10:39,539 I love you. 209 00:10:40,582 --> 00:10:41,415 [phone clacks] 210 00:10:41,667 --> 00:10:43,125 [insects buzzing] 211 00:10:43,752 --> 00:10:45,420 I need help. 212 00:10:45,837 --> 00:10:49,507 -Help me. -[dramatic music] 213 00:11:00,269 --> 00:11:02,270 Oh. Hi, Lila. 214 00:11:02,479 --> 00:11:04,480 Come meet everyone. 215 00:11:04,940 --> 00:11:07,109 Hello. Where did you come from? 216 00:11:07,484 --> 00:11:09,027 [Lila] Oh. Just out. 217 00:11:10,695 --> 00:11:12,447 No. Sorry, hun. 218 00:11:12,530 --> 00:11:14,782 She means, where did you come from? 219 00:11:15,117 --> 00:11:16,200 Lila here has lived 220 00:11:16,284 --> 00:11:19,370 all over the country, but she just moved in from Michigan. 221 00:11:19,454 --> 00:11:23,082 Wouldn't you know? She's at that house on Collingwood. 222 00:11:23,165 --> 00:11:25,169 That house is just made for kids. 223 00:11:25,585 --> 00:11:26,585 Yeah. 224 00:11:26,670 --> 00:11:29,255 Yeah, I'm only thinking about one so far, but maybe-- 225 00:11:29,339 --> 00:11:30,840 Oh! I almost forgot. 226 00:11:30,924 --> 00:11:33,302 We have to get a photo of this moment. 227 00:11:35,470 --> 00:11:38,222 Okay loves, to celebrate this moment, 228 00:11:38,307 --> 00:11:40,267 everyone say, 229 00:11:41,100 --> 00:11:42,560 kombucha. 230 00:11:42,935 --> 00:11:45,230 -[all in unison] Kombucha! -[camera shutters] 231 00:11:46,189 --> 00:11:47,982 So, have I met your hubby yet? 232 00:11:48,065 --> 00:11:49,192 What's his name? 233 00:11:49,817 --> 00:11:51,444 I don't know. His name is James. 234 00:11:52,070 --> 00:11:53,405 Do you have any names picked out? 235 00:11:53,697 --> 00:11:56,867 Right now, I'm really thinking about Madeline for a girl. 236 00:11:56,950 --> 00:11:58,952 Oh, my God, Madeline. So pretty. 237 00:11:59,535 --> 00:12:01,495 -What if it's a boy? -Don't jinx it. 238 00:12:02,664 --> 00:12:04,457 Well, no matter what, 239 00:12:04,540 --> 00:12:05,584 you won't have to worry. 240 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:08,002 All of us will help you through the whole thing. 241 00:12:08,420 --> 00:12:10,505 We'll come over, set everything up. 242 00:12:10,797 --> 00:12:12,799 Stay over if we have to. 243 00:12:12,924 --> 00:12:14,092 You'll be fine. 244 00:12:14,509 --> 00:12:16,679 [Lila] Oh. For the? Yeah. 245 00:12:17,054 --> 00:12:19,055 I don't know if we're going to be doing it at home. 246 00:12:19,722 --> 00:12:21,725 Trish hasn't talked to you about that? 247 00:12:22,892 --> 00:12:24,519 -No. -Oh. 248 00:12:26,020 --> 00:12:27,022 [Amelia] We always have 249 00:12:27,105 --> 00:12:29,107 home birth parties in a little group. 250 00:12:29,440 --> 00:12:32,527 We found that it really helps the baby feel truly 251 00:12:32,610 --> 00:12:33,987 part of the community. 252 00:12:36,530 --> 00:12:37,740 Otherwise, we just worry 253 00:12:37,824 --> 00:12:39,784 she might grow up 254 00:12:40,119 --> 00:12:41,660 feeling like she's different. 255 00:12:41,745 --> 00:12:42,995 You know? 256 00:12:43,245 --> 00:12:46,165 I, I just mean because you're new here and all. 257 00:12:47,209 --> 00:12:48,752 But I think if everything goes well, 258 00:12:48,835 --> 00:12:51,629 I mean, between you and your husband, your baby 259 00:12:52,422 --> 00:12:55,300 is going to be just so, so beautiful. 260 00:12:57,344 --> 00:12:59,345 But how do you know my-- 261 00:12:59,470 --> 00:13:01,639 Oh, I hard stalked both of you on Facebook. 262 00:13:04,809 --> 00:13:06,144 But I thought you said-- 263 00:13:06,227 --> 00:13:07,604 And he works at the hospital, right? 264 00:13:07,687 --> 00:13:09,689 So I totally understand where your head's at. 265 00:13:10,899 --> 00:13:12,650 I was just thinking 266 00:13:12,734 --> 00:13:14,319 it'd be a shame if you put chemicals in 267 00:13:14,402 --> 00:13:16,905 both of your bodies. Like your baby 268 00:13:17,155 --> 00:13:19,157 probably wouldn't want that. 269 00:13:20,117 --> 00:13:21,325 [Lila] And when will I get to meet 270 00:13:21,409 --> 00:13:22,910 your little angels? 271 00:13:23,537 --> 00:13:25,247 [Amelia] You'll know when it's time. 272 00:13:26,749 --> 00:13:27,832 -[balloon pops] -[shrieks] 273 00:13:28,625 --> 00:13:30,627 -Don't worry! -That's no good, Olivia. 274 00:13:32,087 --> 00:13:34,089 They have to be even. 275 00:13:35,424 --> 00:13:37,634 [dramatic music] 276 00:13:40,220 --> 00:13:41,262 Come on. 277 00:13:41,345 --> 00:13:42,889 Let's get moving everyone. 278 00:14:10,625 --> 00:14:12,627 [Lila] I need help! 279 00:14:12,919 --> 00:14:14,254 I need help! 280 00:14:20,719 --> 00:14:22,012 -Hi. -Hi. 281 00:14:22,095 --> 00:14:23,639 It's Layla, right? 282 00:14:23,722 --> 00:14:25,265 Yeah. Hi. 283 00:14:25,349 --> 00:14:26,474 Have we met? 284 00:14:26,557 --> 00:14:29,560 Yeah, we have. In here, waiting for the interview. 285 00:14:29,769 --> 00:14:32,147 And we heard about your acceptance into the association. 286 00:14:32,230 --> 00:14:34,190 And we just want to say congrats, girl. 287 00:14:34,274 --> 00:14:36,150 Thank you so much. That's so nice. 288 00:14:36,234 --> 00:14:38,360 Yeah, right after moving here too. 289 00:14:38,654 --> 00:14:40,070 That is so amazing. 290 00:14:40,155 --> 00:14:41,990 Oh, well. Thank you. 291 00:14:42,074 --> 00:14:43,575 I hope you guys don't hate me now. 292 00:14:43,742 --> 00:14:45,369 [all laughing] 293 00:14:47,079 --> 00:14:48,497 Anyway, 294 00:14:48,580 --> 00:14:50,832 we'll leave you alone now, but we'll see you around, okay? 295 00:14:51,249 --> 00:14:53,544 We just finished our assigned time slot 296 00:14:53,627 --> 00:14:55,795 upstairs, so, you know, got to make room. 297 00:14:55,962 --> 00:14:57,297 -Assigned? -Yeah. 298 00:14:57,380 --> 00:14:59,299 You know, it's like her self-care ritual 299 00:14:59,382 --> 00:15:01,800 not to have too many people in her space at once. 300 00:15:02,177 --> 00:15:04,054 Right. Great. 301 00:15:04,137 --> 00:15:05,930 -See ya. -Bye. 302 00:15:06,014 --> 00:15:07,599 -Bye. -Bye. 303 00:15:12,520 --> 00:15:16,232 Hey, Layla, There you are. 304 00:15:16,565 --> 00:15:19,360 We're all upstairs doing the transaction stuff, actually. 305 00:15:19,569 --> 00:15:21,947 -Okay. -You feeling okay? 306 00:15:22,155 --> 00:15:24,157 Yeah, I'm just a little tired. 307 00:15:25,492 --> 00:15:26,575 When are you due? 308 00:15:26,659 --> 00:15:28,369 Just another seven months. 309 00:15:28,537 --> 00:15:32,374 Yeah. I was going to say. You're already glowing though. 310 00:15:32,665 --> 00:15:33,542 Thank you. 311 00:15:33,625 --> 00:15:35,377 So are you. 312 00:15:35,460 --> 00:15:37,462 I guess I'm just a little stressed 313 00:15:37,795 --> 00:15:39,130 you know? 314 00:15:39,214 --> 00:15:41,590 I just had kind of a weird encounter. 315 00:15:42,134 --> 00:15:43,844 Really? 316 00:15:43,927 --> 00:15:45,970 You know your gossip is safe with me, right? 317 00:15:47,680 --> 00:15:48,514 So I ran into 318 00:15:48,599 --> 00:15:50,559 these two ladies and I knew them. 319 00:15:51,100 --> 00:15:52,602 I had seen them at an interview 320 00:15:52,685 --> 00:15:54,645 for this, 321 00:15:55,020 --> 00:15:57,024 and they wanted nothing to do with me. 322 00:15:57,399 --> 00:16:00,569 But now they were suddenly acting like we're best friends. 323 00:16:01,069 --> 00:16:03,070 [scoffs] Oh. 324 00:16:03,362 --> 00:16:04,989 It was definitely fake. 325 00:16:05,072 --> 00:16:06,490 You think? 326 00:16:06,574 --> 00:16:09,452 I'm sure they're both totally 327 00:16:09,535 --> 00:16:11,955 burning with jealousy for you. 328 00:16:12,539 --> 00:16:14,665 But you don't have to worry about that 329 00:16:15,165 --> 00:16:17,002 because they're never going to let it show, 330 00:16:17,085 --> 00:16:18,587 cause they're never going 331 00:16:18,670 --> 00:16:20,087 to ruin their chances of getting in. 332 00:16:20,630 --> 00:16:23,465 Wow. It's really that serious, huh? 333 00:16:23,967 --> 00:16:25,510 ECMA is kinda 334 00:16:25,594 --> 00:16:28,054 like being royalty for all the moms here. 335 00:16:28,597 --> 00:16:29,889 Seriously, 336 00:16:29,972 --> 00:16:31,599 it's pathetic. 337 00:16:31,682 --> 00:16:34,560 But most moms would give up their firstborn 338 00:16:34,644 --> 00:16:36,645 for a spot with us. 339 00:16:36,729 --> 00:16:38,272 Honestly. 340 00:16:38,355 --> 00:16:39,649 She's on the list. 341 00:16:40,065 --> 00:16:42,610 Is that why there's no kids around here with them? 342 00:16:42,902 --> 00:16:44,695 [people chatting indistinctly] 343 00:16:45,154 --> 00:16:46,655 Okay. 344 00:16:46,739 --> 00:16:48,742 Should I be worried then? 345 00:16:49,200 --> 00:16:50,910 Lock my windows at night? 346 00:16:51,619 --> 00:16:53,120 Don't worry. 347 00:16:53,204 --> 00:16:54,955 The only way you'd lose your spot is 348 00:16:55,039 --> 00:16:57,000 if you got kicked out for some reason. 349 00:16:57,084 --> 00:16:58,835 But, you know, as long as you 350 00:16:58,919 --> 00:17:01,295 continue to contribute. And, 351 00:17:01,964 --> 00:17:04,007 take all of Trish's suggestions. 352 00:17:06,550 --> 00:17:08,010 If there's anything else I can do, 353 00:17:08,094 --> 00:17:10,305 -just let me know. -Sure. 354 00:17:10,930 --> 00:17:11,930 I mean, 355 00:17:12,015 --> 00:17:14,809 we take a lot of photos for social media, 356 00:17:15,059 --> 00:17:18,104 so maybe just put a little more effort into your makeup 357 00:17:18,187 --> 00:17:20,899 every day. And your hair. 358 00:17:21,190 --> 00:17:23,359 You know, before Trish says anything. 359 00:17:23,819 --> 00:17:25,612 It'll show her that you're really happy 360 00:17:25,695 --> 00:17:26,737 to be here. 361 00:17:27,822 --> 00:17:29,157 I understand. 362 00:17:38,875 --> 00:17:40,460 Did you all receive the marketing plan 363 00:17:40,544 --> 00:17:41,752 I sent last night? 364 00:17:42,754 --> 00:17:44,214 I also hope you received 365 00:17:44,297 --> 00:17:46,299 the vegan recipe instructions I sent? 366 00:17:51,929 --> 00:17:53,724 -I'm so sorry. -Mh-hm? 367 00:17:53,890 --> 00:17:55,140 I'll go make new ones. 368 00:17:57,685 --> 00:18:01,272 Okay. These tables aren't for leaning on, okay? 369 00:18:01,522 --> 00:18:03,859 We already don't want any kids crawling 370 00:18:03,942 --> 00:18:05,360 all over them. 371 00:18:06,194 --> 00:18:07,987 [gentle music] 372 00:18:10,030 --> 00:18:11,407 [James] Baby? 373 00:18:13,242 --> 00:18:14,744 What's wrong? 374 00:18:26,172 --> 00:18:27,049 Why are you still sitting here? 375 00:18:28,215 --> 00:18:29,759 I might throw up, too. 376 00:18:31,802 --> 00:18:33,179 You're stressed. 377 00:18:35,557 --> 00:18:37,559 I think there's something wrong with the baby. 378 00:18:38,142 --> 00:18:39,019 No there isn't. 379 00:18:39,102 --> 00:18:41,187 Look, this, this happens at this stage. 380 00:18:44,982 --> 00:18:47,194 I just really think you've been killing yourself lately 381 00:18:47,860 --> 00:18:50,112 over that interview and over doing other people's bidding. 382 00:18:50,739 --> 00:18:52,740 For what? To impress those rude bitches? 383 00:18:52,824 --> 00:18:54,200 It's not that. 384 00:18:54,742 --> 00:18:56,744 This all started right after they took you in. 385 00:18:56,952 --> 00:18:59,497 So? That doesn't mean anything. 386 00:19:00,164 --> 00:19:01,957 I just don't like the way they've been talking to you. 387 00:19:02,040 --> 00:19:04,044 I've worked many high stress jobs, 388 00:19:04,835 --> 00:19:06,837 and I've never felt this exhausted. 389 00:19:07,339 --> 00:19:08,547 Okay, I'm gonna say it. 390 00:19:08,630 --> 00:19:09,424 I know you're not going to like it, 391 00:19:09,507 --> 00:19:11,467 but that mom group really behaves like a cult. 392 00:19:11,717 --> 00:19:13,010 You've already told me that. 393 00:19:13,094 --> 00:19:14,970 It's still just as fucking ridiculous. 394 00:19:15,054 --> 00:19:16,222 You can't say that you don't see it. 395 00:19:16,305 --> 00:19:18,349 What kind of a mom group never has any kids around? 396 00:19:19,725 --> 00:19:21,185 Why haven't you seen any kids? 397 00:19:23,437 --> 00:19:24,397 Everything that you've told me 398 00:19:24,480 --> 00:19:26,440 about them, it just weirds me out, okay? 399 00:19:26,815 --> 00:19:29,360 They're just self celebrating and, 400 00:19:29,444 --> 00:19:31,279 and you. 401 00:19:31,362 --> 00:19:33,405 What are you doing this for? For the honor of it? 402 00:19:33,489 --> 00:19:35,407 Because how else is my kid gonna fit in in a town 403 00:19:35,492 --> 00:19:36,867 like this one, James? 404 00:19:36,950 --> 00:19:38,369 How is she going to have a normal life? 405 00:19:38,452 --> 00:19:39,620 No, no. 406 00:19:39,704 --> 00:19:42,415 Now you're just projecting your own traumas onto our child. 407 00:19:42,499 --> 00:19:44,459 Don't do that. 408 00:19:45,417 --> 00:19:46,585 Our kids are going to look 409 00:19:46,669 --> 00:19:48,379 and fit in just fine. 410 00:19:48,462 --> 00:19:49,839 You know they will. 411 00:19:50,757 --> 00:19:52,759 Easy for you to say. 412 00:19:59,182 --> 00:20:00,600 How about this? 413 00:20:01,475 --> 00:20:04,229 How would you feel about just pausing the job search? 414 00:20:04,312 --> 00:20:05,689 Just for a bit? 415 00:20:06,314 --> 00:20:08,315 Okay? Just to reduce some of your stress. 416 00:20:08,690 --> 00:20:11,110 At least until I can get you in for an ultrasound. 417 00:20:11,860 --> 00:20:12,904 I don't know. 418 00:20:15,990 --> 00:20:16,990 Does ultrasound liquid 419 00:20:17,074 --> 00:20:18,952 have chemicals in it? 420 00:20:19,035 --> 00:20:20,410 I'll call you if it gets worse. 421 00:20:20,495 --> 00:20:22,455 -Okay? -Why not go in? 422 00:20:22,872 --> 00:20:24,290 Why wait? 423 00:20:26,875 --> 00:20:27,960 Don't tell me they've convinced-- 424 00:20:28,044 --> 00:20:30,004 I do want an ultrasound. 425 00:20:30,505 --> 00:20:32,507 It's just... 426 00:20:33,132 --> 00:20:36,302 It's just. This is all just... 427 00:20:36,677 --> 00:20:39,389 Too much. What if... 428 00:20:42,767 --> 00:20:44,269 Okay. 429 00:20:44,560 --> 00:20:46,562 Then you need to stop the job search. 430 00:20:46,812 --> 00:20:48,189 Something's got to give. 431 00:20:49,232 --> 00:20:50,692 Okay? You're going to be on mat-leave soon enough. 432 00:20:50,775 --> 00:20:52,735 And you know that I can support us both. 433 00:20:53,319 --> 00:20:54,695 You can't keep putting all of this 434 00:20:54,779 --> 00:20:56,114 pressure on yourself. 435 00:20:56,947 --> 00:20:58,950 There has to be a limit. 436 00:21:08,209 --> 00:21:09,544 [gentle music] 437 00:21:21,597 --> 00:21:23,015 [Amelia] How you doing? 438 00:21:23,099 --> 00:21:25,100 How's she doing? 439 00:21:25,267 --> 00:21:27,354 Are you giving little Madeline enough to eat? 440 00:21:31,149 --> 00:21:32,400 I wonder which one of us is 441 00:21:32,484 --> 00:21:34,444 going to get to be the godmother? 442 00:21:35,194 --> 00:21:36,529 [dramatic music] 443 00:21:45,079 --> 00:21:47,205 You're giving us a lot of attitude, Lila, 444 00:21:47,290 --> 00:21:49,125 but I'm confused. 445 00:21:49,209 --> 00:21:51,127 It's not exactly the kind 446 00:21:51,210 --> 00:21:53,922 you said you would in your interview. 447 00:22:23,825 --> 00:22:25,160 [dramatic music continues] 448 00:22:53,522 --> 00:22:54,857 [eerie music] 449 00:23:09,580 --> 00:23:12,917 [Lila groaning] 450 00:23:13,459 --> 00:23:16,545 [phone dialing] 451 00:23:22,469 --> 00:23:23,385 [phone clacks] 452 00:23:24,054 --> 00:23:26,930 -[dramatic music] -[phone dialing] 453 00:23:27,932 --> 00:23:30,434 Hi, is this Amelia? 454 00:23:31,727 --> 00:23:34,522 Sorry, it's Lila. Yeah. 455 00:23:35,230 --> 00:23:37,859 I was just calling to ask if you might have a moment 456 00:23:37,942 --> 00:23:39,944 to give me a ride to-- 457 00:23:41,862 --> 00:23:43,822 Oh. Right. 458 00:23:43,905 --> 00:23:45,199 Right. 459 00:23:45,282 --> 00:23:46,492 Sorry. 460 00:23:46,575 --> 00:23:48,452 No, no, no, no, it's nothing urgent. 461 00:23:48,535 --> 00:23:50,329 I'll wait till James, 462 00:23:50,412 --> 00:23:51,789 till James gets home. 463 00:23:51,872 --> 00:23:53,207 It'll be great. 464 00:23:53,790 --> 00:23:55,542 Okay. See you soon. 465 00:23:55,835 --> 00:23:57,169 -[phone clacks] -[Lila groaning] 466 00:24:15,645 --> 00:24:16,980 [door thuds] 467 00:24:18,315 --> 00:24:21,235 [footsteps clomping] 468 00:24:25,572 --> 00:24:27,240 [James] What the fuck is this? 469 00:24:32,580 --> 00:24:34,207 Is this what's been going on? 470 00:24:36,125 --> 00:24:37,835 This is what you've been doing during the day? 471 00:24:41,839 --> 00:24:44,300 Now I understand why you've been so fucking sick! 472 00:25:04,237 --> 00:25:05,570 What kind of mother are you? 473 00:25:07,990 --> 00:25:09,325 Christ. 474 00:25:11,160 --> 00:25:12,369 [Lila] James, 475 00:25:12,454 --> 00:25:14,789 I'm bleeding really bad. 476 00:25:17,459 --> 00:25:18,792 Please, 477 00:25:18,875 --> 00:25:20,879 I need to go to the hospital. 478 00:25:21,920 --> 00:25:23,922 No, I don't think you do. 479 00:25:24,549 --> 00:25:26,925 [Lila indistinctly] 480 00:25:27,217 --> 00:25:29,010 You're the one that said you care 481 00:25:29,094 --> 00:25:31,055 about your reputation here so much. 482 00:25:32,599 --> 00:25:33,974 What will they say? 483 00:25:34,850 --> 00:25:37,562 They'll say you're a fucking drunk. 484 00:25:37,645 --> 00:25:40,355 -No. Get off! -Won't they? Get up! 485 00:25:40,772 --> 00:25:42,232 Get off of me! 486 00:25:43,484 --> 00:25:46,654 -[eerie music] -[whispers] So much blood. 487 00:25:48,280 --> 00:25:49,782 -[Lila indistinctly] -[James grunting] 488 00:25:49,865 --> 00:25:51,200 Oh, shit. 489 00:25:51,284 --> 00:25:53,285 Shut up, you're drunk. I'm not letting you kill anybody else. 490 00:25:53,452 --> 00:25:55,370 [Lila] Oh, no! 491 00:25:55,454 --> 00:25:57,330 [Lila groaning] 492 00:26:24,984 --> 00:26:26,777 [James] Get back in the tub. Get back in the tub. 493 00:26:26,944 --> 00:26:31,032 [Lila screaming] 494 00:26:37,370 --> 00:26:39,164 -[Lila] Get off of me! -[James] Stop kicking! 495 00:26:40,165 --> 00:26:42,167 -Just calm down. -This isn't your specialty. 496 00:26:42,375 --> 00:26:44,002 You don't know what you're doing! 497 00:26:44,085 --> 00:26:44,920 I'm just going to take a look up there. 498 00:26:45,004 --> 00:26:46,672 -Stop it! No, no! -I'll just take a little look. 499 00:26:46,755 --> 00:26:47,632 No! 500 00:26:51,969 --> 00:26:53,054 -[Lila] Get out of me! -[James] Hey! 501 00:26:54,137 --> 00:26:55,847 Stop kicking. 502 00:26:55,932 --> 00:26:57,182 [Lila whines] 503 00:27:05,274 --> 00:27:06,942 What kind of mother are you? 504 00:27:07,860 --> 00:27:09,320 Why don't you do something? 505 00:27:11,614 --> 00:27:13,574 [Schuester] As long as she's diligent with the antibiotics, 506 00:27:14,199 --> 00:27:16,202 and she doesn't put too much strain on herself. 507 00:27:18,370 --> 00:27:20,372 [James] How long do you think? 508 00:27:20,622 --> 00:27:22,667 [Schuester] Probably eight weeks, at least. 509 00:27:24,294 --> 00:27:26,712 And please, absolutely no sex at all. 510 00:27:32,885 --> 00:27:34,887 Hey. Sweetheart. 511 00:27:36,847 --> 00:27:38,140 How are you doing? 512 00:27:39,057 --> 00:27:40,475 What? 513 00:27:42,019 --> 00:27:43,562 What's happening? 514 00:27:45,147 --> 00:27:47,149 We got back from the hospital last night. 515 00:27:47,650 --> 00:27:49,485 -Remember? -Hospital? 516 00:27:50,902 --> 00:27:52,905 We didn't go to the hospital. 517 00:27:54,155 --> 00:27:56,784 Yeah, we did. 518 00:27:59,370 --> 00:28:00,287 I'm sorry. 519 00:28:01,080 --> 00:28:02,330 We were in the bathtub. 520 00:28:03,915 --> 00:28:05,292 What happened? 521 00:28:05,375 --> 00:28:09,129 No, no. You were, you were having fever dreams. 522 00:28:10,547 --> 00:28:12,590 You were talking in your sleep like crazy. 523 00:28:16,512 --> 00:28:18,597 My love. There was a complication. 524 00:28:28,149 --> 00:28:30,109 [James] You're on a lot of pain medication right now, okay? 525 00:28:30,192 --> 00:28:31,819 So I totally understand 526 00:28:31,902 --> 00:28:33,904 if you don't know what's going on. 527 00:28:36,199 --> 00:28:37,659 [Schuester] Hi, there. 528 00:28:37,742 --> 00:28:39,075 I'm Doctor Schuester. 529 00:28:39,159 --> 00:28:40,827 I work in the gynecology department 530 00:28:40,910 --> 00:28:42,245 at your husband's hospital. 531 00:28:43,289 --> 00:28:44,540 Hope it's okay I'm here. 532 00:28:46,375 --> 00:28:48,210 He let me know about your situation. 533 00:28:48,294 --> 00:28:50,629 And he just wanted me to come for a quick appointment 534 00:28:50,712 --> 00:28:53,007 -to check up on you. -Why? 535 00:28:54,967 --> 00:28:56,885 Well, he thought I'd be better equipped 536 00:28:56,969 --> 00:28:59,095 to talk you through what you're experiencing. 537 00:29:00,555 --> 00:29:02,015 I'm here to help. 538 00:29:02,725 --> 00:29:06,645 -I'm like a doula, but-- -I lost it. Right? 539 00:29:07,145 --> 00:29:08,814 [sobs] Oh, my God. 540 00:29:16,155 --> 00:29:18,490 It's because of where your fetus was, Lila. 541 00:29:20,284 --> 00:29:21,577 I'm so sorry. 542 00:29:23,162 --> 00:29:25,539 Do you know what an ectopic pregnancy is? 543 00:29:28,375 --> 00:29:29,960 Well, the word ectopic 544 00:29:30,044 --> 00:29:32,545 essentially means that something is in the wrong place. 545 00:29:34,882 --> 00:29:36,259 And so your fetus had gotten 546 00:29:36,342 --> 00:29:38,302 stuck growing in there 547 00:29:38,635 --> 00:29:40,137 in the wrong spot. 548 00:29:43,307 --> 00:29:46,060 It broke your tube and 549 00:29:47,269 --> 00:29:48,604 I'm so sorry to say 550 00:29:48,687 --> 00:29:50,314 that they had to remove it. 551 00:29:53,859 --> 00:29:55,860 I still have the other tube. 552 00:29:56,779 --> 00:29:58,864 Well, your tubal pregnancy had gotten 553 00:29:59,280 --> 00:30:00,824 untreated for so long, 554 00:30:00,907 --> 00:30:02,827 so you were bleeding 555 00:30:02,910 --> 00:30:04,870 for a really long time. 556 00:30:06,539 --> 00:30:08,082 Your uterus sadly 557 00:30:08,165 --> 00:30:10,167 became open to infection. 558 00:30:10,917 --> 00:30:12,920 So they found some significant damage. 559 00:30:14,337 --> 00:30:15,755 I'm so sorry. 560 00:30:16,340 --> 00:30:19,342 -I really, really am. -No, that's not what happened. 561 00:30:19,844 --> 00:30:21,137 This is bullshit. 562 00:30:21,220 --> 00:30:22,637 Take me back there. 563 00:30:23,722 --> 00:30:25,724 I want to get a real opinion. 564 00:30:26,267 --> 00:30:27,517 I need a real one. 565 00:30:28,060 --> 00:30:29,144 I know. 566 00:30:29,227 --> 00:30:30,604 This can be really hard 567 00:30:30,687 --> 00:30:32,522 -to get through. -I don't understand. 568 00:30:33,565 --> 00:30:34,609 I don't understand. 569 00:30:41,532 --> 00:30:42,407 James? 570 00:30:42,784 --> 00:30:43,700 [footsteps clomping] 571 00:30:45,910 --> 00:30:46,829 [gentle music] 572 00:30:47,789 --> 00:30:51,417 [James] She's my wife. Hey, hey. It's okay. 573 00:30:55,004 --> 00:30:56,130 It's okay. 574 00:30:58,382 --> 00:30:59,382 [James] Hey love. 575 00:31:02,552 --> 00:31:03,470 Thanks. 576 00:31:11,354 --> 00:31:12,687 How are you feeling? 577 00:31:14,439 --> 00:31:15,815 A little better. 578 00:31:16,609 --> 00:31:18,610 A little clearer. 579 00:31:20,654 --> 00:31:23,074 Hey. I'm scared too. 580 00:31:24,492 --> 00:31:26,494 Okay? I'm just as confused. 581 00:31:27,077 --> 00:31:28,454 [whispers] I know. 582 00:31:30,664 --> 00:31:32,665 I think I want to move back home. 583 00:31:34,669 --> 00:31:35,669 You can't be serious. 584 00:31:35,752 --> 00:31:37,629 I want to be with my family. 585 00:31:38,464 --> 00:31:39,715 I've been thinking 586 00:31:39,799 --> 00:31:41,675 I should swallow my pride 587 00:31:41,759 --> 00:31:43,719 and just reach out. 588 00:31:47,264 --> 00:31:49,265 I know you miss them. 589 00:31:49,767 --> 00:31:50,975 Okay? I know you do. 590 00:31:51,059 --> 00:31:53,062 But is that really a good idea right now? 591 00:31:53,770 --> 00:31:54,980 I mean, aren't they just going to use this 592 00:31:55,064 --> 00:31:57,482 to shame us even more for moving in the first place? 593 00:31:57,900 --> 00:31:59,902 I don't think we need that right now. 594 00:32:00,110 --> 00:32:02,237 No, they would be here for me. 595 00:32:02,612 --> 00:32:04,824 They would have been there for my baby. 596 00:32:05,365 --> 00:32:07,034 If they just knew about her. 597 00:32:08,202 --> 00:32:10,204 They should be more supportive of you. 598 00:32:10,787 --> 00:32:12,205 Okay? Especially seeing as how much 599 00:32:12,289 --> 00:32:13,582 they made you move around as a kid. 600 00:32:13,665 --> 00:32:15,292 I mean, Jesus Christ. 601 00:32:15,375 --> 00:32:16,752 They haven't even called you. 602 00:32:16,835 --> 00:32:18,337 I didn't know. 603 00:32:18,420 --> 00:32:20,672 I didn't know what I said was that bad. 604 00:32:23,092 --> 00:32:24,425 [James] We wait a little bit. 605 00:32:25,052 --> 00:32:26,637 Okay? Until you're feeling a little bit better 606 00:32:26,720 --> 00:32:28,305 and you're able to handle things 607 00:32:28,889 --> 00:32:30,807 a little bit better, and we will sit down 608 00:32:30,890 --> 00:32:32,517 and we'll write an email up. 609 00:32:33,977 --> 00:32:36,187 We'll write an email to them, and we'll work on it together. 610 00:32:36,730 --> 00:32:39,734 I'm just not ever gonna fit in here, James. 611 00:32:40,150 --> 00:32:41,860 Especially not now. 612 00:32:43,570 --> 00:32:45,322 I thought you might say that. 613 00:32:45,405 --> 00:32:46,407 And so I called Trish, 614 00:32:46,490 --> 00:32:48,034 and I asked if you could stay in the group. 615 00:32:48,617 --> 00:32:50,035 Wait, what? 616 00:32:50,119 --> 00:32:51,579 Why the hell would you do that? 617 00:32:53,122 --> 00:32:54,915 I thought you'd appreciate it. 618 00:32:54,999 --> 00:32:56,542 Look, this is the first time in your life 619 00:32:56,625 --> 00:32:58,377 where you've really been able to make friends. 620 00:32:58,794 --> 00:32:59,712 Wow. 621 00:33:00,045 --> 00:33:02,005 You know I don't mean that as an attack. 622 00:33:02,089 --> 00:33:03,590 I just.... 623 00:33:04,592 --> 00:33:08,220 We, you know, you have actually been somewhere 624 00:33:08,304 --> 00:33:11,097 long enough to to grow some friendships. 625 00:33:11,180 --> 00:33:13,434 But obviously, I'm not going to be allowed 626 00:33:13,517 --> 00:33:15,644 in the group for mothers anymore. 627 00:33:16,395 --> 00:33:17,229 Do you understand? 628 00:33:17,312 --> 00:33:18,980 This is so fucking embarrassing. 629 00:33:19,064 --> 00:33:20,274 I thought you'd be more embarrassed 630 00:33:20,357 --> 00:33:21,775 if you did it yourself. 631 00:33:22,275 --> 00:33:24,277 Why should I be embarrassed? 632 00:33:28,032 --> 00:33:30,034 Because this is all my fault? 633 00:33:30,992 --> 00:33:33,495 -No, I never said-- -But, is it my fault? 634 00:33:34,789 --> 00:33:36,874 For taking on too much stress? 635 00:33:36,957 --> 00:33:39,752 For trying to get a job and a social life? 636 00:33:40,252 --> 00:33:41,837 Maybe I'm just afraid that that's what your family 637 00:33:41,920 --> 00:33:42,920 -would say. -Really? 638 00:33:44,965 --> 00:33:46,967 What about my drinking, then? 639 00:33:48,219 --> 00:33:50,220 What do you think they would say about that? 640 00:33:50,554 --> 00:33:52,347 Drinking? You weren't drinking. 641 00:33:52,430 --> 00:33:53,765 [eerie music] 642 00:33:53,974 --> 00:33:55,225 What are you-- 643 00:33:56,602 --> 00:33:58,104 I don't like what you're doing right now. 644 00:34:01,357 --> 00:34:03,025 [scoffs] I'm on your side. 645 00:34:03,192 --> 00:34:04,567 Against who? 646 00:34:07,779 --> 00:34:08,780 I'm on your side. 647 00:34:10,449 --> 00:34:12,367 [footsteps clomping] 648 00:34:20,834 --> 00:34:22,419 [soft music] 649 00:34:33,805 --> 00:34:35,515 [phone ringing] 650 00:34:37,642 --> 00:34:39,102 [phone ringing] 651 00:34:40,895 --> 00:34:41,939 [Lila] Hello? 652 00:34:42,439 --> 00:34:43,940 Oh, hi. 653 00:34:44,607 --> 00:34:46,150 Yes. Of course. 654 00:34:49,697 --> 00:34:51,072 Where should I-- 655 00:34:51,155 --> 00:34:52,324 Over here's fine. 656 00:34:53,534 --> 00:34:55,035 [footsteps clomping] 657 00:35:02,500 --> 00:35:03,669 [Trish] Lila? 658 00:35:05,545 --> 00:35:07,922 We all wanted to apologize to you. 659 00:35:09,424 --> 00:35:10,467 We talked about it 660 00:35:10,550 --> 00:35:13,929 just this morning, and we've all been kind of tough. 661 00:35:15,180 --> 00:35:16,097 We were asking 662 00:35:16,180 --> 00:35:18,142 for a bunch right away, 663 00:35:19,184 --> 00:35:20,269 and we really didn't know 664 00:35:20,352 --> 00:35:22,312 what was going on with you. 665 00:35:23,897 --> 00:35:25,565 I really wish you would have told me. 666 00:35:26,567 --> 00:35:28,860 I didn't really know what was happening to me either. 667 00:35:29,027 --> 00:35:30,820 Do remember we are a support group, 668 00:35:32,114 --> 00:35:34,074 and I got a call from your husband 669 00:35:34,157 --> 00:35:36,367 about your status in the association. 670 00:35:37,494 --> 00:35:39,537 Oh, we talked about that as well. 671 00:35:40,414 --> 00:35:42,915 and we all feel that we would like 672 00:35:43,292 --> 00:35:45,252 to give you another way to get involved, 673 00:35:45,335 --> 00:35:47,337 since you didn't really get a proper chance. 674 00:35:47,670 --> 00:35:49,630 And we came up with a compromise 675 00:35:49,714 --> 00:35:51,717 that could be good if you accept it, 676 00:35:51,925 --> 00:35:53,927 but only if you feel ready. 677 00:35:54,970 --> 00:35:56,680 -What kind of compromise? -[kettle whistling] 678 00:35:57,264 --> 00:35:59,599 You probably know that we have that official page, 679 00:36:00,059 --> 00:36:01,685 and I like to keep it active. 680 00:36:01,769 --> 00:36:03,770 You know, with engagement and everything 681 00:36:04,062 --> 00:36:06,064 just in between the pictures I put up. 682 00:36:07,274 --> 00:36:08,609 I post easy stuff, 683 00:36:09,067 --> 00:36:10,485 you know, parenting articles 684 00:36:10,569 --> 00:36:13,614 and funny quotes about being a mom and all that. 685 00:36:13,947 --> 00:36:15,657 To keep proving that you're the authority on 686 00:36:15,740 --> 00:36:17,159 motherhood. 687 00:36:17,325 --> 00:36:19,744 [kettle whistling winds down] 688 00:36:20,037 --> 00:36:21,245 [Lila] Sorry. 689 00:36:22,247 --> 00:36:23,624 I'm still not all there. 690 00:36:25,459 --> 00:36:26,919 Well, 691 00:36:27,002 --> 00:36:29,212 if you do feel like you can handle it, 692 00:36:29,295 --> 00:36:32,882 I really wouldn't mind that job being taken off my back. 693 00:36:33,090 --> 00:36:36,010 And it could be perfect for your situation. 694 00:36:36,219 --> 00:36:39,347 Since you're homebound at the moment. Right? 695 00:36:41,140 --> 00:36:42,392 Right. 696 00:36:43,017 --> 00:36:43,977 I mean, since it's 697 00:36:44,060 --> 00:36:46,437 all online and you'll be posting under the group 698 00:36:46,522 --> 00:36:49,065 name, it'll be like any one of us is posting, 699 00:36:49,482 --> 00:36:52,902 so no one will know who you are and that you're... 700 00:36:53,320 --> 00:36:55,322 Not pregnant anymore? 701 00:37:15,759 --> 00:37:17,469 [keyboard clacking] 702 00:37:18,387 --> 00:37:19,387 [Jacob] Hey, this is Jacob 703 00:37:19,470 --> 00:37:21,472 from Parent Helps, and this is for the parents 704 00:37:21,849 --> 00:37:24,559 that are past diaper changes. But I'm here to ask, 705 00:37:24,809 --> 00:37:26,812 -have you thought of a-- -[mouse clicks] 706 00:37:35,279 --> 00:37:37,405 [James] I was daydreaming about this all day. 707 00:37:41,660 --> 00:37:43,160 [James] Had this patient, they just-- 708 00:37:43,245 --> 00:37:46,372 This all looks amazing. but no thank you. 709 00:37:47,874 --> 00:37:49,292 -Thanks. -[James] Why? 710 00:37:49,709 --> 00:37:50,919 You can drink it now. 711 00:37:51,879 --> 00:37:53,589 [liquid pours] 712 00:38:03,890 --> 00:38:05,350 What is this? 713 00:38:08,185 --> 00:38:09,020 I wanted to make sure that 714 00:38:09,104 --> 00:38:10,772 everything was okay between us. 715 00:38:11,565 --> 00:38:13,567 Things have been 716 00:38:14,025 --> 00:38:16,027 challenging lately. 717 00:38:18,489 --> 00:38:20,490 I thought maybe we could do something together tonight. 718 00:38:20,907 --> 00:38:22,909 Catch up on some old shows? 719 00:38:23,159 --> 00:38:24,327 I'm still really tired. 720 00:38:24,410 --> 00:38:25,912 I think I just want to finish my book. 721 00:38:26,997 --> 00:38:27,914 Okay. 722 00:38:27,997 --> 00:38:28,999 That's fine. 723 00:38:38,509 --> 00:38:40,510 How about this? 724 00:38:41,094 --> 00:38:42,637 How about 725 00:38:42,720 --> 00:38:44,305 we go upstairs? 726 00:38:44,389 --> 00:38:45,765 You can lay down. 727 00:38:46,809 --> 00:38:48,685 You can read your book. 728 00:38:48,769 --> 00:38:49,810 I'll give you one of my famous 729 00:38:49,894 --> 00:38:51,020 back massages. 730 00:38:53,230 --> 00:38:54,899 You know I can't have sex right now. 731 00:39:01,699 --> 00:39:02,865 Seriously? 732 00:39:03,617 --> 00:39:04,575 I'm not stupid enough to think 733 00:39:04,659 --> 00:39:06,077 that you can actually do that yet. 734 00:39:08,162 --> 00:39:09,372 I was trying to be gentle 735 00:39:09,455 --> 00:39:11,415 with my tone, because I know that you've been 736 00:39:12,917 --> 00:39:14,919 misunderstanding me 737 00:39:15,045 --> 00:39:17,047 a lot lately. 738 00:39:20,300 --> 00:39:21,467 What did you mean when you said 739 00:39:21,550 --> 00:39:22,760 I could drink the wine? 740 00:39:26,180 --> 00:39:27,557 You said I could drink it now. 741 00:39:27,640 --> 00:39:28,934 What did you mean? 742 00:39:30,477 --> 00:39:32,479 Because you weren't drinking when you were pregnant. 743 00:39:32,604 --> 00:39:33,855 No, it was more than that. 744 00:39:33,939 --> 00:39:35,065 No, it wasn't. 745 00:39:38,402 --> 00:39:39,235 I just thought that you more 746 00:39:39,319 --> 00:39:42,739 than deserved a night of relaxation and 747 00:39:44,115 --> 00:39:45,117 a little bit of wine. 748 00:39:45,492 --> 00:39:46,534 That's it. 749 00:39:47,660 --> 00:39:48,662 Okay, but I'm realizing now 750 00:39:48,745 --> 00:39:50,705 how that must have affected you. 751 00:39:52,332 --> 00:39:53,750 So I'm sorry. 752 00:39:54,584 --> 00:39:56,585 This change has been tough 753 00:39:57,254 --> 00:39:58,672 on both of us. 754 00:40:01,257 --> 00:40:02,467 Okay? 755 00:40:07,305 --> 00:40:08,222 Now, do you want to 756 00:40:08,305 --> 00:40:10,434 complain about your day, or should I complain about mine? 757 00:40:10,517 --> 00:40:12,310 Because I can certainly do that. 758 00:40:14,270 --> 00:40:15,772 I did a little bit of that 759 00:40:15,855 --> 00:40:17,899 social media stuff for the group. 760 00:40:19,192 --> 00:40:20,652 Yeah? How'd that go? 761 00:40:21,945 --> 00:40:23,947 Just kind of boring. 762 00:40:25,074 --> 00:40:26,074 You're recovering from surgery, 763 00:40:26,157 --> 00:40:27,867 I don't understand why they're expecting so much out of you. 764 00:40:27,950 --> 00:40:28,827 It's not for them. 765 00:40:28,910 --> 00:40:30,245 I told you it's for me. 766 00:40:33,415 --> 00:40:35,417 You were the one who called Trish. 767 00:40:37,294 --> 00:40:38,504 You were. 768 00:40:41,172 --> 00:40:43,425 I didn't think that they were going to actually take you in 769 00:40:44,384 --> 00:40:45,760 right away. 770 00:40:46,845 --> 00:40:47,637 Or at the very least, 771 00:40:47,720 --> 00:40:49,222 I thought that maybe they would-- 772 00:40:50,682 --> 00:40:52,892 Keep including you in the newsletter or something. 773 00:40:54,102 --> 00:40:56,687 I don't get it. It's, it's this dedication to the leader, 774 00:40:56,772 --> 00:40:58,774 and it's nonstop attachment to anybody in the group 775 00:40:58,857 --> 00:41:00,359 -or anybody who tries to-- -Stop, stop! 776 00:41:20,504 --> 00:41:21,880 You're just like her. 777 00:41:23,632 --> 00:41:25,425 You're just like her. 778 00:42:07,967 --> 00:42:09,677 [keyboard clacking] 779 00:42:11,847 --> 00:42:13,557 [ominous music] 780 00:42:21,730 --> 00:42:22,565 [door clicks] 781 00:42:25,025 --> 00:42:25,860 [door slams] 782 00:42:27,820 --> 00:42:28,822 [James] Hey, honey. 783 00:42:29,114 --> 00:42:30,240 How was your day? 784 00:42:31,407 --> 00:42:33,409 [Lila] Not trying to fuck me, huh? 785 00:42:34,369 --> 00:42:36,370 I found your fucking porn, James. 786 00:42:36,872 --> 00:42:38,874 You knew I was going to be at the computer. 787 00:42:40,124 --> 00:42:42,627 -Do you think I like that? -No. 788 00:42:43,587 --> 00:42:45,589 No, that would be absolutely insane of me. 789 00:42:46,089 --> 00:42:48,340 You're trying to leave me a message 790 00:42:49,425 --> 00:42:51,677 showing me which young little unscarred 791 00:42:51,760 --> 00:42:53,179 blondes you're going to be looking at 792 00:42:53,262 --> 00:42:54,597 now that I'm not available anymore. 793 00:42:54,680 --> 00:42:55,765 Jesus Christ, Lila. 794 00:42:56,265 --> 00:42:57,684 Do not talk to me like that. 795 00:42:57,767 --> 00:42:59,269 Excuse me? Don't talk to you like what? 796 00:43:00,312 --> 00:43:01,145 I'm thinking about dinner. 797 00:43:01,229 --> 00:43:03,230 And you're over here talking about porn? 798 00:43:03,899 --> 00:43:05,317 Oh. 799 00:43:05,442 --> 00:43:07,444 Is this grossing you out? 800 00:43:08,945 --> 00:43:10,530 I'm sorry. 801 00:43:11,572 --> 00:43:13,115 I'm so sorry. 802 00:43:15,159 --> 00:43:17,662 Maybe you'll start to know how I feel. 803 00:43:18,329 --> 00:43:21,082 Because that's exactly the stuff that did this to me. 804 00:43:28,089 --> 00:43:29,299 What did you just say to me? 805 00:43:29,382 --> 00:43:31,050 I think, 806 00:43:31,134 --> 00:43:32,219 I think you should get used 807 00:43:32,302 --> 00:43:33,637 to your porn, James, 808 00:43:34,470 --> 00:43:37,182 because I don't want your jizz anywhere near me again. 809 00:43:37,390 --> 00:43:38,809 Why would you say these things to me? 810 00:43:39,100 --> 00:43:40,602 These fucking cruel things. 811 00:43:40,685 --> 00:43:42,270 You were saying it was my fault. 812 00:43:42,354 --> 00:43:43,855 You were saying it was all my fault. 813 00:43:43,939 --> 00:43:45,940 -No, I didn't. -You were. You did. 814 00:43:46,607 --> 00:43:48,610 You could have saved me on time. 815 00:43:49,277 --> 00:43:51,279 -[James] You don't think-- -You could have known. 816 00:43:52,280 --> 00:43:54,282 You said it was my fault. 817 00:43:54,449 --> 00:43:55,992 You don't think that I feel guilty 818 00:43:56,075 --> 00:43:57,369 for missing the signs? 819 00:43:58,035 --> 00:44:00,037 Missed the signs? 820 00:44:00,664 --> 00:44:02,749 You feel guilty because it was you. 821 00:44:03,374 --> 00:44:06,085 It was your sperm that went up into me. 822 00:44:07,170 --> 00:44:08,755 It was in me. 823 00:44:08,839 --> 00:44:10,840 And it was ripping me 824 00:44:11,007 --> 00:44:12,675 from the inside. 825 00:44:12,759 --> 00:44:14,094 It was you. 826 00:44:15,094 --> 00:44:17,972 [dramatic music] 827 00:44:18,640 --> 00:44:20,725 Tell me you don't mean that. 828 00:44:20,892 --> 00:44:21,892 Admit it. 829 00:44:21,977 --> 00:44:23,979 -I won't. I won't! -Admit it! 830 00:44:24,479 --> 00:44:26,355 You ripped me from the inside! 831 00:44:26,439 --> 00:44:27,940 You were ripping me from the inside! 832 00:44:28,065 --> 00:44:29,275 Sit the fuck down! What are you talking about? 833 00:44:29,359 --> 00:44:30,444 Get away from me! No! 834 00:44:30,527 --> 00:44:31,485 Sit the fuck down! 835 00:44:31,569 --> 00:44:32,570 [body thuds] 836 00:44:34,697 --> 00:44:36,324 And have some humanity 837 00:44:36,407 --> 00:44:38,409 and think about what you're saying to me. 838 00:44:39,827 --> 00:44:42,705 Why don't you have some humanity and tell me the truth? 839 00:44:43,289 --> 00:44:44,749 That's really interesting, Lila. 840 00:44:44,832 --> 00:44:46,625 Because you didn't seem to give a fuck about the truth 841 00:44:46,709 --> 00:44:47,960 until just now. 842 00:44:49,129 --> 00:44:50,589 You didn't seem to care how I felt 843 00:44:50,672 --> 00:44:52,007 in any of this. 844 00:44:53,717 --> 00:44:55,552 Oh, what is that supposed to mean? 845 00:44:55,635 --> 00:44:56,927 You know what it means. 846 00:44:57,887 --> 00:44:59,889 You keep talking about this drinking 847 00:45:00,180 --> 00:45:01,390 when you were pregnant. 848 00:45:01,474 --> 00:45:02,642 Like that was the reason. 849 00:45:04,977 --> 00:45:06,770 Like that was the fucking reason. 850 00:45:07,939 --> 00:45:09,649 Why do you fucking do this, Lila? 851 00:45:09,940 --> 00:45:11,317 What are you doing to me, Lila? 852 00:45:11,734 --> 00:45:12,777 It's like you're saying these things 853 00:45:12,860 --> 00:45:14,820 just to fucking deliberately set me off! 854 00:45:15,070 --> 00:45:17,074 I don't know what you're talking about. 855 00:45:17,240 --> 00:45:18,490 You know what? 856 00:45:19,534 --> 00:45:20,785 This is abusive behaviour. 857 00:45:23,955 --> 00:45:25,332 You've been verbally fucking abusing me, 858 00:45:25,415 --> 00:45:27,042 and I'm not going to stand for it anymore. 859 00:45:29,627 --> 00:45:30,462 [whispers] Baby. 860 00:45:32,672 --> 00:45:34,674 I want to ask you a question. 861 00:45:35,090 --> 00:45:37,094 Listen. Listen to me. 862 00:45:37,719 --> 00:45:39,720 Did you do something that night? 863 00:45:40,680 --> 00:45:42,265 It's okay. You can tell me. 864 00:45:43,349 --> 00:45:45,602 I won't tell anyone. I understand 865 00:45:45,852 --> 00:45:48,312 if we didn't have time to go to the hospital. 866 00:45:48,645 --> 00:45:49,439 I understand if we 867 00:45:49,522 --> 00:45:51,274 didn't have time to go to the hospital. 868 00:45:51,482 --> 00:45:53,819 I understand if you just tell me. 869 00:45:54,944 --> 00:45:56,154 I need to know. 870 00:45:56,987 --> 00:45:58,322 Just tell me. 871 00:46:02,785 --> 00:46:04,579 You've been verbally fucking abusing me. 872 00:46:05,580 --> 00:46:07,832 Shut up, James. Shut up! 873 00:46:07,915 --> 00:46:09,875 See? This is what I'm talking about. 874 00:46:11,627 --> 00:46:12,795 It's this right here. 875 00:46:13,755 --> 00:46:15,005 You keep talking to me like this, 876 00:46:15,089 --> 00:46:17,050 and I'm going to make sure that everybody knows 877 00:46:17,384 --> 00:46:19,135 how you've been treating me. 878 00:46:19,219 --> 00:46:21,220 I'm going to tell your friends. 879 00:46:21,304 --> 00:46:23,305 I'm going to tell your family. 880 00:46:23,807 --> 00:46:25,809 You won't have this house. 881 00:46:28,394 --> 00:46:31,189 You won't even be able to adopt once they look into you. 882 00:46:33,232 --> 00:46:34,650 [footsteps clomping] 883 00:46:36,860 --> 00:46:38,739 -[door clicks] -[door slams] 884 00:46:57,424 --> 00:46:58,842 [bed creaks] 885 00:48:15,334 --> 00:48:16,752 [door clicks] 886 00:48:23,927 --> 00:48:25,219 [Lila] Get out of me! 887 00:48:29,474 --> 00:48:30,767 [Lila] Get out of me! 888 00:48:31,559 --> 00:48:34,020 Stop, please! 889 00:48:35,270 --> 00:48:36,855 Just leave me alone! 890 00:48:39,192 --> 00:48:40,694 [James] It's you. 891 00:48:41,610 --> 00:48:43,237 You're leaving me alone. 892 00:48:44,280 --> 00:48:45,990 You've been leaving me alone. 893 00:48:56,084 --> 00:48:57,377 [keyboard clacking] 894 00:49:00,547 --> 00:49:02,590 -[mouse clicks] -[keyboard clacking] 895 00:49:33,829 --> 00:49:35,122 [phone ringing] 896 00:49:36,290 --> 00:49:38,292 -Hello? -[Lila] Doctor Schuester. 897 00:49:38,875 --> 00:49:40,044 This is Lila. 898 00:49:40,127 --> 00:49:42,922 I, I need to be hospitalized. 899 00:49:43,380 --> 00:49:44,424 [Schuester] What's going on? 900 00:49:44,507 --> 00:49:46,217 -Is it an emergency? -[Lila] No. 901 00:49:46,300 --> 00:49:47,802 And please don't tell my husband. 902 00:49:48,302 --> 00:49:49,429 [Schuester] What happened? 903 00:49:49,720 --> 00:49:50,722 Are you okay? 904 00:49:53,057 --> 00:49:54,434 [whispers] Something's wrong. 905 00:49:54,517 --> 00:49:56,394 Something feels so wrong with me. 906 00:49:57,437 --> 00:49:58,645 [Lila] I don't know. I've-- 907 00:50:01,149 --> 00:50:02,065 I'm sorry. 908 00:50:02,692 --> 00:50:03,944 This was stupid. 909 00:50:04,819 --> 00:50:05,820 [Schuester] Lila. 910 00:50:06,320 --> 00:50:07,572 You can call me Aileen. 911 00:50:08,614 --> 00:50:09,865 [Schuester] Have you been taking care of yourself 912 00:50:09,949 --> 00:50:10,950 since our last visit? 913 00:50:11,034 --> 00:50:12,827 Yes. I'm fine. I'm, 914 00:50:12,910 --> 00:50:14,287 I'm being good. 915 00:50:14,787 --> 00:50:16,914 [Schuester] I also mean for your emotional needs. 916 00:50:17,665 --> 00:50:19,584 I have James. Of course. 917 00:50:19,667 --> 00:50:21,669 How about friends and family? 918 00:50:22,002 --> 00:50:23,337 [Lila] I can't. 919 00:50:23,420 --> 00:50:24,464 They're angry. 920 00:50:25,505 --> 00:50:27,132 -Angry? -[Lila] At me. 921 00:50:27,675 --> 00:50:29,677 For moving so far away. 922 00:50:30,219 --> 00:50:31,554 They said it's stupid. 923 00:50:31,845 --> 00:50:33,014 So they called you stupid? 924 00:50:33,097 --> 00:50:34,765 They called James stupid. 925 00:50:34,849 --> 00:50:36,850 They called me selfish. 926 00:50:37,935 --> 00:50:39,520 It got pretty nasty. 927 00:50:40,730 --> 00:50:42,857 [Lila] But it's not like they even knew I was expecting. 928 00:50:43,274 --> 00:50:44,775 Oh, that's not fair to you. 929 00:50:45,192 --> 00:50:46,735 [Lila] What if it is, though? 930 00:50:47,194 --> 00:50:49,572 Like, my parents did everything they could for me. 931 00:50:50,657 --> 00:50:52,575 They changed jobs so many times 932 00:50:52,950 --> 00:50:55,119 so they could eventually give me a good life. 933 00:50:55,577 --> 00:50:57,747 [Lila] For me to move so far away 934 00:50:58,122 --> 00:50:59,749 to a whole other state than them? 935 00:51:01,125 --> 00:51:03,377 and to start my family without them? 936 00:51:04,420 --> 00:51:06,297 You have James, but I worry... 937 00:51:06,755 --> 00:51:07,674 [Schuester] That he might not be 938 00:51:07,757 --> 00:51:10,425 in a position to support you as much as you need. 939 00:51:11,260 --> 00:51:12,595 What I mean by that is that... 940 00:51:13,345 --> 00:51:14,139 I've run into him 941 00:51:14,222 --> 00:51:16,432 a few times at the hospital, and I've noticed that 942 00:51:16,515 --> 00:51:18,267 he seems to be quite drained. 943 00:51:18,642 --> 00:51:19,394 [Lila] Well, 944 00:51:19,560 --> 00:51:21,562 it was his baby too, obviously. 945 00:51:23,730 --> 00:51:26,400 -Of course, I know that it was. -[Lila] So... 946 00:51:27,777 --> 00:51:29,404 You work with my husband, you said? 947 00:51:29,654 --> 00:51:31,197 [Schuester] No, not at all. 948 00:51:32,239 --> 00:51:34,159 We've only spoken 949 00:51:34,242 --> 00:51:35,242 for a little bit. 950 00:51:36,160 --> 00:51:37,662 I told him what I do, though. 951 00:51:38,287 --> 00:51:39,705 Because he mentioned that he 952 00:51:39,789 --> 00:51:41,249 used to be in gynecology and all. 953 00:51:41,415 --> 00:51:42,584 What? 954 00:51:43,625 --> 00:51:45,627 [Schuester] I said that he used to be in 955 00:51:45,962 --> 00:51:46,754 gynecology? 956 00:51:46,837 --> 00:51:48,339 [Lila] What do you mean? 957 00:51:49,132 --> 00:51:51,175 Well, he knew to track me down. 958 00:51:51,300 --> 00:51:53,510 James has never worked in gynecology. 959 00:51:55,179 --> 00:51:57,180 [Schuester] Oh, well... 960 00:51:58,140 --> 00:52:00,559 Yes. I mean, he has. 961 00:52:01,227 --> 00:52:03,062 James has always been a nephrologist. 962 00:52:03,145 --> 00:52:04,230 What are you saying? 963 00:52:04,314 --> 00:52:05,815 [Schuester] I'm sorry. 964 00:52:06,649 --> 00:52:08,150 I shouldn't be confusing you more 965 00:52:08,234 --> 00:52:09,735 while you're on your medication. 966 00:52:11,570 --> 00:52:13,572 Now, I do have to go. 967 00:52:14,074 --> 00:52:15,324 [Lila] Doctor Schuester? 968 00:52:15,407 --> 00:52:16,992 I have an appointment. 969 00:52:18,285 --> 00:52:19,287 But please. 970 00:52:20,079 --> 00:52:21,580 [Schuester] Do call 911 971 00:52:21,872 --> 00:52:23,915 if you have any serious side effects. 972 00:52:23,999 --> 00:52:25,584 You can't be serious. 973 00:52:29,339 --> 00:52:30,339 [phone clacks] 974 00:52:35,929 --> 00:52:38,680 [footsteps clomping] 975 00:52:39,765 --> 00:52:40,599 [James] Hey love. 976 00:52:42,935 --> 00:52:44,104 How you feeling today? 977 00:52:54,405 --> 00:52:55,990 [soft music] 978 00:53:03,497 --> 00:53:04,332 [cabinet clicks] 979 00:53:47,959 --> 00:53:49,919 [Lila] Thanks for coming back to see me. 980 00:53:50,837 --> 00:53:52,630 I wasn't sure. 981 00:53:52,714 --> 00:53:55,007 Did you say you were the one who operated on me? 982 00:53:55,674 --> 00:53:56,967 Oh, no. No. 983 00:53:57,050 --> 00:53:58,510 I don't do that. 984 00:53:58,969 --> 00:54:01,555 I do more of the consulting, the aftercare 985 00:54:01,639 --> 00:54:03,599 talk with patients who need it, and such. 986 00:54:04,350 --> 00:54:06,227 Which is why your husband approached me. 987 00:54:06,310 --> 00:54:08,187 But do you have any records 988 00:54:08,270 --> 00:54:09,814 from my surgery? 989 00:54:10,647 --> 00:54:12,650 Well, no. 990 00:54:13,192 --> 00:54:15,277 It's all confidential to you, hun. 991 00:54:17,739 --> 00:54:20,574 But none of the hospitals I 992 00:54:20,657 --> 00:54:22,619 called have been able to find any records 993 00:54:22,702 --> 00:54:24,204 for me either. 994 00:54:26,289 --> 00:54:27,790 So you just trusted James 995 00:54:27,874 --> 00:54:29,834 that I went into surgery and all? 996 00:54:30,834 --> 00:54:32,712 You just trusted his word on that. 997 00:54:35,589 --> 00:54:36,924 Of course I did. 998 00:54:38,259 --> 00:54:40,469 Why are you asking me these things? 999 00:54:40,970 --> 00:54:43,305 Because I wanted to ask you about my surgery. 1000 00:54:44,097 --> 00:54:45,474 What about it? 1001 00:54:45,892 --> 00:54:48,019 But if you're not a surgeon, would you know? 1002 00:54:48,894 --> 00:54:51,064 Would you know if it's possible? 1003 00:54:52,899 --> 00:54:54,692 Is it possible? 1004 00:54:56,985 --> 00:55:00,030 Is it possible that his sperm is still inside of me? 1005 00:55:01,574 --> 00:55:03,200 What do you mean? 1006 00:55:04,200 --> 00:55:05,785 Is it possible that 1007 00:55:05,869 --> 00:55:07,830 it's still up there somehow? 1008 00:55:08,872 --> 00:55:10,874 And he's still 1009 00:55:11,709 --> 00:55:13,335 messing with me? 1010 00:55:13,419 --> 00:55:16,214 -Messing with my insides? -No. 1011 00:55:17,674 --> 00:55:19,425 Of course not, Lila. 1012 00:55:22,260 --> 00:55:24,389 It's not the sperm that hurt you after all. 1013 00:55:24,555 --> 00:55:26,349 Because something is still hurting. 1014 00:55:27,557 --> 00:55:29,560 Something is still wrong. 1015 00:55:29,894 --> 00:55:31,895 It just feels so wrong. 1016 00:55:32,605 --> 00:55:33,689 You have no family 1017 00:55:33,772 --> 00:55:35,732 history of feeling wrong. 1018 00:55:36,900 --> 00:55:38,319 -[Lila] What? -[dramatic music] 1019 00:55:39,654 --> 00:55:41,405 Think of it as sort of a game 1020 00:55:41,489 --> 00:55:42,615 of Whac-A-Mole. 1021 00:55:44,659 --> 00:55:46,910 A baby'll pop up for you real soon. 1022 00:55:48,370 --> 00:55:50,039 I don't understand. 1023 00:55:51,499 --> 00:55:53,500 It's just anxiety. 1024 00:55:54,919 --> 00:55:57,462 This is a very stressful thing you just went through. 1025 00:56:02,509 --> 00:56:03,510 If you don't want to hear 1026 00:56:03,594 --> 00:56:05,554 from my expertise, Lila, 1027 00:56:05,804 --> 00:56:07,807 then why did you call me? 1028 00:56:09,434 --> 00:56:11,435 Because you told me to sleep. 1029 00:56:12,310 --> 00:56:14,314 [Lila] Because I can't come talk to you for real. 1030 00:56:14,772 --> 00:56:16,315 All I can do is have these dreams. 1031 00:56:16,399 --> 00:56:17,984 These fucking fever dreams. 1032 00:56:18,067 --> 00:56:20,069 I can't get out! 1033 00:56:20,444 --> 00:56:22,445 [soft music] 1034 00:56:28,785 --> 00:56:30,495 [phone ringing] 1035 00:56:30,704 --> 00:56:32,164 [phone dialing] 1036 00:56:32,622 --> 00:56:33,790 Hi, Lila. 1037 00:56:33,874 --> 00:56:34,834 It's Trish. 1038 00:56:35,625 --> 00:56:36,710 [Trish] I just wanted to call you up 1039 00:56:36,794 --> 00:56:38,212 and see how you were doing. 1040 00:56:38,754 --> 00:56:40,172 Yeah. Good. Okay. 1041 00:56:41,174 --> 00:56:43,134 I also wanted to let you know 1042 00:56:43,217 --> 00:56:46,012 you've been doing a really great job on the page. 1043 00:56:46,720 --> 00:56:49,390 I noticed you haven't really been posting that much, 1044 00:56:49,807 --> 00:56:51,392 but I totally understand. 1045 00:56:51,475 --> 00:56:53,060 [Lila] I can try to look for more-- 1046 00:56:53,144 --> 00:56:56,355 No, listen, if it's too much right now, 1047 00:56:56,439 --> 00:56:58,399 if you're too overwhelmed right now, 1048 00:56:58,482 --> 00:56:59,942 you can just forget about it. 1049 00:57:00,234 --> 00:57:01,735 [Trish] It's fine. Just rest. 1050 00:57:02,027 --> 00:57:04,029 No, don't say that, please. 1051 00:57:04,655 --> 00:57:05,489 [Lila] It's not too much. 1052 00:57:05,572 --> 00:57:06,949 [Trish] Are you sure? 1053 00:57:07,032 --> 00:57:08,409 [Lila] No, I'm the same. 1054 00:57:08,784 --> 00:57:11,620 I'm just stuck in here without all of you. 1055 00:57:12,662 --> 00:57:14,164 I miss you guys. 1056 00:57:14,247 --> 00:57:19,252 Oh, well, we miss you too, of course. 1057 00:57:20,170 --> 00:57:22,172 You know, if it helps. 1058 00:57:22,464 --> 00:57:24,257 Everyone's been responding so well 1059 00:57:24,340 --> 00:57:25,967 to what you've put up so far. 1060 00:57:26,052 --> 00:57:27,929 [Lila] Yeah, I can see in the comments. 1061 00:57:28,179 --> 00:57:30,722 No! Babe, can you go grab him? 1062 00:57:30,805 --> 00:57:32,432 He's on the thing again. [chuckles] 1063 00:57:32,515 --> 00:57:34,602 -[child yelling] -So sorry. 1064 00:57:35,144 --> 00:57:36,645 Anyway, 1065 00:57:36,729 --> 00:57:38,605 I also wanted to tell you 1066 00:57:38,689 --> 00:57:41,150 there's this one Pinterest account I found that you can 1067 00:57:41,234 --> 00:57:43,402 totally take some more easy content from. 1068 00:57:44,069 --> 00:57:46,029 Yeah. Yeah. They have really cute quotes 1069 00:57:46,114 --> 00:57:48,240 about motherhood, tips and stuff. 1070 00:57:48,324 --> 00:57:49,115 You know? 1071 00:57:49,199 --> 00:57:50,867 [Trish] Some relatable memes and things. 1072 00:57:51,202 --> 00:57:52,745 I'll just send you the link. Okay? 1073 00:57:54,120 --> 00:57:55,580 [Lila] Sounds great. 1074 00:57:55,664 --> 00:57:56,957 Anyway, 1075 00:57:57,040 --> 00:57:59,125 is there anything else I can do to help you 1076 00:57:59,209 --> 00:58:01,254 while you're stuck in there and everything? 1077 00:58:02,170 --> 00:58:04,255 Do you want me to come around and bring you anything? 1078 00:58:05,174 --> 00:58:06,259 Some groceries? 1079 00:58:06,342 --> 00:58:08,802 Oh, Olivia and I made cranberry bread, 1080 00:58:08,885 --> 00:58:10,970 and we could totally come around with some. 1081 00:58:11,054 --> 00:58:13,057 -[Rick] Got you! -[child giggling] 1082 00:58:13,599 --> 00:58:14,642 Rick? 1083 00:58:14,725 --> 00:58:17,060 Oh. What are you two doing over there? 1084 00:58:18,062 --> 00:58:20,230 You're so dumb, I swear to God. 1085 00:58:21,357 --> 00:58:23,525 [Trish laughing] 1086 00:58:24,527 --> 00:58:26,529 [insects buzzing] 1087 00:58:28,864 --> 00:58:30,865 [Lila] What are those two rascals up to now? 1088 00:58:33,785 --> 00:58:35,787 [gentle music] 1089 00:59:02,982 --> 00:59:04,984 [door clicks] 1090 00:59:10,030 --> 00:59:10,864 [door shuts] 1091 00:59:11,782 --> 00:59:13,784 [somber music] 1092 00:59:35,264 --> 00:59:37,265 [ominous music] 1093 00:59:39,727 --> 00:59:41,729 [throbbing whirr sounds] 1094 00:59:49,570 --> 00:59:50,987 [dramatic music] 1095 00:59:51,530 --> 00:59:52,949 Push. 1096 00:59:53,407 --> 00:59:55,867 Come on, girl, you can do it! 1097 00:59:56,244 --> 00:59:58,245 You're almost there! 1098 00:59:58,787 --> 01:00:00,205 Yes, girl! 1099 01:00:00,289 --> 01:00:02,832 Yes, girl! Yes! 1100 01:00:04,459 --> 01:00:08,172 [Kate] Shame she won't be able to sing to her baby. 1101 01:00:08,755 --> 01:00:13,010 Actually, I've heard they can sew your lips back tight together 1102 01:00:13,094 --> 01:00:14,804 nowadays. 1103 01:00:15,137 --> 01:00:16,555 [Lila groaning] 1104 01:00:18,015 --> 01:00:19,432 But the scars though. 1105 01:00:20,725 --> 01:00:22,144 [Olivia] So sad. 1106 01:00:22,602 --> 01:00:26,105 -She'll look like the joker. -[all laughing] 1107 01:00:27,607 --> 01:00:28,900 [Amelia] That's what happens when your lady organs 1108 01:00:28,984 --> 01:00:30,027 are too messed up-- 1109 01:00:30,110 --> 01:00:34,072 [Lila groaning] 1110 01:00:58,597 --> 01:01:00,015 [stovetop clicks] 1111 01:01:05,437 --> 01:01:06,647 Hey. 1112 01:01:08,190 --> 01:01:09,775 What's up? 1113 01:01:09,859 --> 01:01:10,984 Are you full already? 1114 01:01:11,860 --> 01:01:14,320 What? Oh. 1115 01:01:14,905 --> 01:01:16,324 [Lila mumbles] 1116 01:01:24,414 --> 01:01:25,957 Hey, are you all right? 1117 01:01:26,040 --> 01:01:27,000 What's up? 1118 01:01:30,379 --> 01:01:32,214 I haven't been here for you. 1119 01:01:33,674 --> 01:01:35,092 I'm not here. 1120 01:02:05,580 --> 01:02:07,957 Hey, you think you're ready 1121 01:02:08,042 --> 01:02:09,375 to talk about it? 1122 01:02:13,380 --> 01:02:14,840 What if it was my fault? 1123 01:02:15,007 --> 01:02:16,299 [gentle music] 1124 01:02:16,467 --> 01:02:17,425 What? 1125 01:02:17,509 --> 01:02:18,760 Losing our baby. 1126 01:02:21,805 --> 01:02:23,057 Why do you say that? 1127 01:02:23,599 --> 01:02:24,684 Tell me. 1128 01:02:25,725 --> 01:02:27,102 Because... 1129 01:02:28,020 --> 01:02:29,689 Because what if I did? 1130 01:02:30,022 --> 01:02:31,649 -Don't tell me you were-- -No, I didn't need to 1131 01:02:31,732 --> 01:02:32,774 be drinking. 1132 01:02:32,857 --> 01:02:34,860 Or do anything drastic like that. 1133 01:02:35,985 --> 01:02:37,987 All I needed to do... 1134 01:02:38,280 --> 01:02:39,322 All I needed to 1135 01:02:39,405 --> 01:02:41,409 do was to be insecure. 1136 01:02:42,159 --> 01:02:43,660 So insecure. 1137 01:02:44,369 --> 01:02:46,872 I just wanted my kid to have what I couldn't. 1138 01:02:47,414 --> 01:02:48,749 To stay in 1139 01:02:48,832 --> 01:02:50,834 one stable place her whole life. 1140 01:02:51,125 --> 01:02:52,210 So she did. 1141 01:02:53,837 --> 01:02:56,089 And what if I wanted it too hard? 1142 01:02:57,507 --> 01:02:58,884 So she did it. 1143 01:03:00,135 --> 01:03:02,220 She got stuck in just one place. 1144 01:03:03,764 --> 01:03:04,849 In me. 1145 01:03:05,974 --> 01:03:07,475 Because of me. 1146 01:03:08,269 --> 01:03:09,770 For her whole life. 1147 01:03:09,854 --> 01:03:11,104 Because of me. 1148 01:03:11,354 --> 01:03:13,565 [somber music] 1149 01:03:24,075 --> 01:03:25,577 I messed up too. 1150 01:03:27,037 --> 01:03:28,497 I should have taken you in. 1151 01:03:31,124 --> 01:03:32,709 When I knew you needed it. 1152 01:03:34,419 --> 01:03:35,962 For an ultrasound 1153 01:03:36,045 --> 01:03:38,715 and to the hospital 1154 01:03:39,884 --> 01:03:41,510 sooner. Okay? 1155 01:03:41,594 --> 01:03:42,844 I was embarrassed. 1156 01:03:44,429 --> 01:03:46,515 It was me who was embarrassed in all of this. 1157 01:03:48,809 --> 01:03:51,269 I was afraid that I was going to look like less of a doctor. 1158 01:03:59,319 --> 01:04:00,612 None of that matters now, okay? 1159 01:04:00,695 --> 01:04:02,280 Because... 1160 01:04:04,115 --> 01:04:06,409 I mean, the type of miscarriage you had. 1161 01:04:06,494 --> 01:04:07,494 There was nothing we could do. 1162 01:04:07,577 --> 01:04:09,037 There was no preventing it. 1163 01:04:09,914 --> 01:04:11,915 You understand that, right? 1164 01:04:13,375 --> 01:04:15,377 There's nothing we could do. 1165 01:04:16,462 --> 01:04:18,380 It's fine because you got your surgery. 1166 01:04:18,464 --> 01:04:19,840 Okay? You got it. 1167 01:04:21,299 --> 01:04:22,259 And now you're recovering. 1168 01:04:22,342 --> 01:04:23,844 And now we can, 1169 01:04:23,927 --> 01:04:25,929 we can forgive each other 1170 01:04:26,345 --> 01:04:28,349 for how we handled this. 1171 01:05:24,070 --> 01:05:25,155 -[mouse clicks] -[computer chimes] 1172 01:05:46,300 --> 01:05:48,679 [keyboard clacking] 1173 01:05:58,689 --> 01:05:59,772 [gentle music] 1174 01:06:10,159 --> 01:06:12,160 Oh, wow. 1175 01:06:13,495 --> 01:06:15,789 Oh, wow. 1176 01:06:17,040 --> 01:06:19,625 You're getting so big. 1177 01:06:21,085 --> 01:06:23,714 How did you get so big? 1178 01:06:43,567 --> 01:06:44,650 [door knocking] 1179 01:06:59,707 --> 01:07:01,292 [door knocking] 1180 01:07:05,630 --> 01:07:07,715 [door knocking] 1181 01:07:08,925 --> 01:07:12,720 [door knocking] 1182 01:07:14,264 --> 01:07:16,599 Oh, hi. 1183 01:07:16,767 --> 01:07:18,769 You came anyway. [chuckles] 1184 01:07:19,269 --> 01:07:20,479 What's going on? 1185 01:07:21,229 --> 01:07:22,439 Can I come in? 1186 01:07:23,022 --> 01:07:23,940 Sure. 1187 01:07:24,149 --> 01:07:25,317 Come on in. 1188 01:07:30,572 --> 01:07:31,405 [door slams] 1189 01:07:32,115 --> 01:07:33,700 [footsteps clomping] 1190 01:07:36,535 --> 01:07:37,412 [Lila] Sit. 1191 01:07:40,790 --> 01:07:41,875 [Trish sighs] 1192 01:07:43,125 --> 01:07:45,295 So, I don't know if you've heard, 1193 01:07:45,629 --> 01:07:47,964 but a lot of women from the community received 1194 01:07:48,047 --> 01:07:50,675 a really nasty message this morning. 1195 01:07:51,009 --> 01:07:52,094 Oh? 1196 01:07:52,594 --> 01:07:54,512 No. What do you mean? 1197 01:07:55,347 --> 01:07:56,724 Lila, I came to ask you 1198 01:07:56,807 --> 01:07:58,434 if you were the one who sent it. 1199 01:07:58,892 --> 01:07:59,975 Why would you think it was me? 1200 01:08:00,060 --> 01:08:00,977 I'm just asking. 1201 01:08:01,060 --> 01:08:02,312 And why would you think that? 1202 01:08:02,395 --> 01:08:04,814 Because you misspelled Lillian's name. 1203 01:08:06,649 --> 01:08:08,444 And because I had a miscarriage 1204 01:08:08,527 --> 01:08:10,112 once, too. 1205 01:08:11,237 --> 01:08:12,614 Yeah. 1206 01:08:14,865 --> 01:08:16,910 I was pregnant once before Noah. 1207 01:08:17,410 --> 01:08:19,204 And no one in the world knows about it. 1208 01:08:19,287 --> 01:08:21,580 Except for my husband and my doctor. 1209 01:08:34,135 --> 01:08:36,345 I didn't come for your pity either. 1210 01:08:38,347 --> 01:08:40,184 I know how you really feel about me. 1211 01:08:41,059 --> 01:08:43,437 I bet you really hate me right 1212 01:08:43,520 --> 01:08:44,354 now, don't you? 1213 01:08:46,689 --> 01:08:48,484 I was majorly depressed 1214 01:08:48,567 --> 01:08:51,319 for a full six months after it happened, I think. 1215 01:08:52,612 --> 01:08:53,822 But I wasn't so depressed 1216 01:08:53,905 --> 01:08:55,865 that I couldn't feel angry, too. 1217 01:08:58,367 --> 01:08:59,827 I know there's this huge drop 1218 01:08:59,910 --> 01:09:02,705 in endorphins after it happened, but at the time, 1219 01:09:02,789 --> 01:09:05,292 I didn't understand what the fuck was happening to me. 1220 01:09:06,794 --> 01:09:08,795 I hated every pregnant woman I saw, 1221 01:09:09,879 --> 01:09:11,339 seriously. 1222 01:09:12,299 --> 01:09:14,009 And all moms. 1223 01:09:14,884 --> 01:09:17,179 I was having so many 1224 01:09:18,472 --> 01:09:19,764 thoughts. 1225 01:09:22,225 --> 01:09:24,227 And I was so, so ashamed. 1226 01:09:24,560 --> 01:09:26,145 [somber music] 1227 01:09:30,984 --> 01:09:32,985 I thought about it. 1228 01:09:33,654 --> 01:09:35,364 And maybe having you do the admin 1229 01:09:35,447 --> 01:09:36,697 wasn't the best idea. 1230 01:09:39,575 --> 01:09:40,494 I'm sorry you didn't 1231 01:09:40,577 --> 01:09:42,537 feel like you could tell me. 1232 01:09:44,289 --> 01:09:46,290 I have no one else. 1233 01:09:47,334 --> 01:09:49,335 Except James, of course. 1234 01:09:50,754 --> 01:09:52,755 [somber music continues] 1235 01:09:56,050 --> 01:09:58,052 Okay, how about we agree to something then? 1236 01:09:59,804 --> 01:10:01,389 I can keep your secret. 1237 01:10:01,472 --> 01:10:02,599 If you can keep mine. 1238 01:10:03,224 --> 01:10:05,227 Fuck, Trish. 1239 01:10:06,019 --> 01:10:08,229 I mean, I'm still going to kick you out of the group, 1240 01:10:08,980 --> 01:10:11,984 but you'll be welcome to all of our social events. 1241 01:10:13,025 --> 01:10:14,527 And you should bring your husband, too, 1242 01:10:14,610 --> 01:10:17,197 because having mine around was really helpful. 1243 01:10:19,365 --> 01:10:21,367 Will I have to pretend to be pregnant? 1244 01:10:22,702 --> 01:10:26,372 No. That would be cruel and really weird. 1245 01:10:26,455 --> 01:10:28,584 Everybody already knows about your situation. 1246 01:10:30,794 --> 01:10:31,962 Just think about it. 1247 01:10:32,504 --> 01:10:35,257 I'm having my summer bake sale on Sunday 1248 01:10:35,340 --> 01:10:37,550 and everyone will be there. 1249 01:10:38,594 --> 01:10:40,554 And I'm sure they'd all really appreciate 1250 01:10:40,637 --> 01:10:43,014 hanging out with someone who isn't a mother for once. 1251 01:10:44,224 --> 01:10:45,809 How can you be sure? 1252 01:10:46,517 --> 01:10:49,062 Because they're all snorting Adderall half the time anyway. 1253 01:10:49,812 --> 01:10:51,397 How else do you think they stay so chipper 1254 01:10:51,480 --> 01:10:53,440 with 18 kids? 1255 01:10:54,609 --> 01:10:55,902 You won't be needing the bathroom 1256 01:10:55,985 --> 01:10:57,070 a lot, will you? 1257 01:10:57,987 --> 01:10:59,114 No. 1258 01:10:59,530 --> 01:11:01,532 But I still shouldn't be walking around too much. 1259 01:11:02,659 --> 01:11:04,785 Luckily, I own chairs. 1260 01:11:05,829 --> 01:11:06,955 [chuckles] 1261 01:11:27,434 --> 01:11:28,560 [computer chimes] 1262 01:11:35,442 --> 01:11:38,235 [soft music] 1263 01:12:28,870 --> 01:12:30,789 [gentle music continues] 1264 01:12:55,939 --> 01:12:57,649 -Hi. -[women] Hi. Hi, Lila. 1265 01:13:10,119 --> 01:13:11,370 There's so much. 1266 01:13:13,707 --> 01:13:14,832 [phone chimes] 1267 01:13:23,257 --> 01:13:25,844 [dramatic music] 1268 01:13:39,274 --> 01:13:40,400 [insects buzzing] 1269 01:13:50,827 --> 01:13:51,952 [Trish] Hey there. 1270 01:13:52,037 --> 01:13:53,662 So glad you could make it. 1271 01:13:54,122 --> 01:13:55,707 Oh, hi. 1272 01:13:55,790 --> 01:13:57,375 Well, come on over, silly. 1273 01:13:57,459 --> 01:13:59,460 Kate and I are just decorating one of the cakes. 1274 01:14:01,587 --> 01:14:03,589 Now, we're still sort of setting up, so. 1275 01:14:03,882 --> 01:14:05,215 Close the door behind you. 1276 01:14:06,384 --> 01:14:08,135 [soft music] 1277 01:14:26,737 --> 01:14:28,197 Oh, Lila, you first met Kate 1278 01:14:28,280 --> 01:14:30,240 at the interview, correct? 1279 01:14:30,324 --> 01:14:32,327 Yeah. We've spoken. 1280 01:14:32,410 --> 01:14:34,454 It's so amazing to see you again. 1281 01:14:36,705 --> 01:14:37,915 How are you feeling? 1282 01:14:38,499 --> 01:14:39,334 I'm all right. 1283 01:14:39,959 --> 01:14:41,419 I'm so happy to hear it. 1284 01:14:41,544 --> 01:14:43,587 If you need anything, I got you. 1285 01:14:44,047 --> 01:14:44,880 Okay? 1286 01:14:47,509 --> 01:14:50,177 So where's your hubby, Lila? 1287 01:14:50,762 --> 01:14:52,139 I still haven't met him. 1288 01:14:52,222 --> 01:14:53,765 Did you invite him to come? 1289 01:14:55,349 --> 01:14:56,600 He's busy. 1290 01:14:57,185 --> 01:14:59,229 -[Trish] Oh. That's too bad. -[insects buzzing] 1291 01:15:00,020 --> 01:15:02,022 He's a really busy dude, huh? 1292 01:15:03,859 --> 01:15:05,109 Yeah. 1293 01:15:07,862 --> 01:15:11,824 Oh, this might have been too much too fast. 1294 01:15:14,202 --> 01:15:15,745 Lila, 1295 01:15:15,829 --> 01:15:17,622 there's something else I wanted to ask you. 1296 01:15:17,830 --> 01:15:20,082 [insects buzzing] 1297 01:15:21,167 --> 01:15:23,127 Is there a reason you didn't invite your husband 1298 01:15:23,210 --> 01:15:24,254 to come today? 1299 01:15:25,630 --> 01:15:27,632 I didn't tell him where I am. 1300 01:15:28,257 --> 01:15:29,550 [Kate] Oh, no. 1301 01:15:31,052 --> 01:15:32,137 Okay. 1302 01:15:32,220 --> 01:15:34,264 You know, if there is something going on 1303 01:15:34,347 --> 01:15:36,307 at the house, you can tell us, you know. 1304 01:15:36,640 --> 01:15:38,642 You know, that's part of what we do. 1305 01:15:39,060 --> 01:15:41,062 We're all here to help one another. 1306 01:15:43,772 --> 01:15:47,025 Don't take this the wrong way, but you have been looking 1307 01:15:47,109 --> 01:15:49,570 more exhausted every time I see you. 1308 01:15:51,614 --> 01:15:53,199 I haven't been sleeping. 1309 01:15:54,409 --> 01:15:56,369 I can't let him get me sleeping. 1310 01:15:57,870 --> 01:16:00,080 Can you, please just stay over there? 1311 01:16:00,790 --> 01:16:03,584 She's fine. She's just recovering from surgery. 1312 01:16:04,377 --> 01:16:05,419 Just give her some space. 1313 01:16:05,504 --> 01:16:07,547 I keep having these dreams, 1314 01:16:07,714 --> 01:16:09,715 -these dreams that I-- -[Lila laughs] 1315 01:16:10,800 --> 01:16:11,759 I don't know if they're dreams-- 1316 01:16:11,842 --> 01:16:13,385 Lila, has James hurt you? 1317 01:16:13,469 --> 01:16:15,597 I don't know. I don't know. 1318 01:16:16,222 --> 01:16:17,307 I don't know. 1319 01:16:18,140 --> 01:16:20,142 [Trish] I don't... 1320 01:16:20,267 --> 01:16:21,519 I don't want to get anything 1321 01:16:21,602 --> 01:16:23,562 in your head or anything. 1322 01:16:23,855 --> 01:16:24,897 But when he called me, 1323 01:16:24,980 --> 01:16:26,940 he just sort of gave me a weird vibe 1324 01:16:27,317 --> 01:16:28,944 because he kept insisting that 1325 01:16:29,027 --> 01:16:31,779 you were still totally fertile. 1326 01:16:32,029 --> 01:16:33,822 At first, I thought he was just trying 1327 01:16:33,907 --> 01:16:35,407 to keep you in the group. 1328 01:16:36,367 --> 01:16:38,369 Fertile? 1329 01:16:40,037 --> 01:16:41,330 In my head. 1330 01:16:42,624 --> 01:16:43,790 He's been in my head. 1331 01:16:45,125 --> 01:16:47,420 He's been in my head all this time. 1332 01:16:47,504 --> 01:16:48,964 He has been, he's been in my head. 1333 01:16:49,047 --> 01:16:50,590 What makes you say that? 1334 01:16:50,674 --> 01:16:52,467 What do you mean, "In your head"? 1335 01:16:57,555 --> 01:16:58,890 Look. 1336 01:16:59,224 --> 01:17:01,934 You don't have to answer everything right away. 1337 01:17:02,769 --> 01:17:04,770 You've already said so much. 1338 01:17:05,229 --> 01:17:07,565 You've been so, so brave. 1339 01:17:11,027 --> 01:17:13,487 I don't know about this, Trish. 1340 01:17:13,570 --> 01:17:14,697 Are you all right? 1341 01:17:14,780 --> 01:17:16,782 Well. No. 1342 01:17:18,075 --> 01:17:19,660 She needs a break. 1343 01:17:21,120 --> 01:17:22,705 This is giving me so much anxiety. 1344 01:17:22,789 --> 01:17:24,332 -I don't-- -[Trish] It's okay. 1345 01:17:24,915 --> 01:17:26,167 You're right. 1346 01:17:26,250 --> 01:17:28,169 Sweetie. 1347 01:17:28,252 --> 01:17:30,880 We can take this as slow as you want. 1348 01:17:30,964 --> 01:17:32,382 Okay? 1349 01:17:32,465 --> 01:17:34,550 Come on, let's get you some cake. 1350 01:17:35,175 --> 01:17:37,177 I think you can treat yourself. 1351 01:17:38,679 --> 01:17:43,017 Or we have plenty of other options, if you prefer. 1352 01:17:44,227 --> 01:17:45,604 You can have whatever you like. 1353 01:17:45,687 --> 01:17:47,187 Look over there. 1354 01:17:47,272 --> 01:17:49,065 Maria brought Ginger cookies. 1355 01:17:49,149 --> 01:17:50,775 Do you like those? 1356 01:17:50,859 --> 01:17:52,067 [Kate] Yeah. 1357 01:17:53,444 --> 01:17:56,364 And Stephanie brought Madeleines. 1358 01:17:57,239 --> 01:17:59,242 I remember I heard you say you like these. 1359 01:17:59,784 --> 01:18:01,785 [dramatic music] 1360 01:18:19,720 --> 01:18:21,722 -[items clatter] -[women scream] 1361 01:18:28,770 --> 01:18:29,939 [Lila] I need help. 1362 01:18:31,065 --> 01:18:32,232 I need help. 1363 01:18:35,402 --> 01:18:37,989 [somber music] 1364 01:19:14,275 --> 01:19:16,860 [somber music continues]