1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:01:27,041 --> 00:01:30,583 [bagpipes playing distantly] 4 00:01:32,833 --> 00:01:37,124 - Some have meat and cannot eat 5 00:01:37,166 --> 00:01:40,874 - And some would eat that want it 6 00:01:40,916 --> 00:01:45,916 - But we have meat and we can eat 7 00:01:47,291 --> 00:01:51,999 So let the Lord be thanked! 8 00:01:52,041 --> 00:01:53,666 [group cheers] 9 00:01:53,708 --> 00:01:55,750 - Dig in, dig in! 10 00:01:57,958 --> 00:02:00,583 [cheering and laughter continues] 11 00:02:06,083 --> 00:02:07,124 - What's in this again? 12 00:02:07,166 --> 00:02:09,166 - A little bit of this, a little bit of that... 13 00:02:11,375 --> 00:02:16,375 [singing] And I will love thee still, my dear 14 00:02:17,875 --> 00:02:22,375 [singing] till all the seas gang dry. 15 00:02:24,208 --> 00:02:29,208 [singing] Till all the seas gang dry, my dear 16 00:02:30,500 --> 00:02:35,500 [singing] and the rocks melt with the sun... 17 00:03:17,416 --> 00:03:21,750 [soft folk music playing in background] 18 00:03:25,166 --> 00:03:27,791 - Intimate fellowship or worship... 19 00:03:28,791 --> 00:03:29,791 - How many letters? 20 00:03:34,250 --> 00:03:35,791 - Nine. 21 00:03:36,958 --> 00:03:39,458 - Uh... Communion. 22 00:03:39,500 --> 00:03:42,750 C-O-M-M-U-N-I-O-N. Communion. 23 00:03:54,083 --> 00:03:56,750 - Now let's see if I can get through the rest of this. 24 00:03:58,750 --> 00:04:00,333 Night, Lucy. 25 00:04:00,375 --> 00:04:01,416 - Good night, Jimmy. 26 00:04:46,750 --> 00:04:49,041 [Lucy] Oh, we're closed. 27 00:04:49,083 --> 00:04:50,249 - Excuse me? 28 00:04:50,291 --> 00:04:52,125 - We close at nine on weekdays. 29 00:04:53,125 --> 00:04:54,125 - Ah. 30 00:05:19,791 --> 00:05:20,791 - Hey. 31 00:05:21,833 --> 00:05:23,916 - Oh, it's fucking freezing out. 32 00:05:26,083 --> 00:05:27,333 - Come here. 33 00:05:33,958 --> 00:05:36,291 - For you tonight, madam, 34 00:05:36,333 --> 00:05:39,291 we have a creamy mushroom fettuccine, 35 00:05:39,333 --> 00:05:43,833 which we're pairing with a lovely bottle of red wine 36 00:05:45,125 --> 00:05:46,541 opened just a couple of hours ago 37 00:05:46,583 --> 00:05:48,541 and only half consumed by the chef. 38 00:05:49,583 --> 00:05:51,166 - Thank you very much, chef. 39 00:05:53,291 --> 00:05:54,874 How's work? 40 00:05:54,916 --> 00:05:56,624 - You know. 41 00:05:56,666 --> 00:05:58,124 - How's the new manager? 42 00:05:58,166 --> 00:06:00,625 - Mm... A dick. 43 00:06:01,666 --> 00:06:05,666 - I'm sorry. - It is what it is. 44 00:06:05,708 --> 00:06:07,416 I just gotta make it to April. 45 00:06:08,916 --> 00:06:11,874 Oh, Brian came in today. 46 00:06:11,916 --> 00:06:14,291 He said we should go visit them next week. 47 00:06:14,333 --> 00:06:15,916 See the new place. Meet the baby. 48 00:06:15,958 --> 00:06:19,249 - Where is it again? - Augusta. 49 00:06:19,291 --> 00:06:22,166 - Ooh, I do not have that in me this week. 50 00:06:24,750 --> 00:06:26,166 This is incredible. 51 00:06:27,666 --> 00:06:31,125 - Mm. Yeah, not bad. 52 00:06:32,666 --> 00:06:34,041 It's Campbell's. They make this new 53 00:06:34,083 --> 00:06:36,499 hen of the woods mushroom cream. 54 00:06:36,541 --> 00:06:37,541 It's really great. 55 00:06:41,583 --> 00:06:42,749 - Gotta say, Garry, I really 56 00:06:42,791 --> 00:06:43,999 love what you've done with the place. 57 00:06:44,041 --> 00:06:45,624 - It's been a labor of love. 58 00:06:45,666 --> 00:06:47,291 - Obviously it's dead around this time of year, 59 00:06:47,333 --> 00:06:48,749 but I imagine there's a local crowd 60 00:06:48,791 --> 00:06:50,416 that still comes in? 61 00:06:50,458 --> 00:06:52,124 - Well, the summer's a heck of a lot livelier. 62 00:06:52,166 --> 00:06:53,999 There's no question about that, but oh yeah, 63 00:06:54,041 --> 00:06:56,958 the locals are very faithful. 64 00:06:57,000 --> 00:06:57,791 Lucy! 65 00:06:57,833 --> 00:06:58,624 - Hey! 66 00:06:58,666 --> 00:07:02,958 Sorry, I didn't mean to... - No, no. Go on through, hun. 67 00:07:03,000 --> 00:07:06,249 I'll be back a little later. - Okay, yeah. 68 00:07:06,291 --> 00:07:07,374 - You said they're loyal? 69 00:07:07,416 --> 00:07:08,208 - Very loyal. 70 00:07:08,250 --> 00:07:09,041 - Good. - Very. 71 00:07:09,083 --> 00:07:11,208 - So there doesn't seem to be a real lull... 72 00:07:13,333 --> 00:07:16,750 [soft folk music playing in background] 73 00:07:37,208 --> 00:07:38,958 - Are you drawing me? 74 00:07:39,791 --> 00:07:41,541 - I might be. 75 00:07:49,958 --> 00:07:51,875 - Your name? 76 00:07:55,291 --> 00:07:57,208 - Lucy. 77 00:07:57,250 --> 00:07:58,416 - Lucy. 78 00:08:04,041 --> 00:08:05,916 I'm Ilse. 79 00:08:14,666 --> 00:08:18,916 It's yours. What do I owe you, Lucy? 80 00:08:19,958 --> 00:08:21,291 - Twelve bucks. 81 00:08:25,166 --> 00:08:26,958 - That's a good book, by the way. 82 00:08:27,000 --> 00:08:29,500 - Yeah, it's great so far. 83 00:08:55,916 --> 00:08:58,500 - Lucy? - Yeah, I'm home. 84 00:09:04,083 --> 00:09:08,541 [melancholic piano score begins] 85 00:09:27,000 --> 00:09:30,291 - Thank you, Lucy. We're out a little early tonight. 86 00:09:30,333 --> 00:09:32,749 Have to get to Boston in the morning. 87 00:09:32,791 --> 00:09:35,749 Martin got an appointment to see his specialist, finally. 88 00:09:35,791 --> 00:09:38,333 - Oh, that's great. Let me know how it goes. 89 00:09:38,375 --> 00:09:39,666 - Okay. Goodnight. 90 00:09:39,708 --> 00:09:41,000 - Goodnight. 91 00:09:50,250 --> 00:09:53,125 [acoustic music playing in background] 92 00:09:55,583 --> 00:09:58,999 - It's interesting, your job. 93 00:09:59,041 --> 00:10:02,333 You get to observe people so intimately. 94 00:10:03,666 --> 00:10:07,333 Watch them going about their lives every night. 95 00:10:09,541 --> 00:10:11,458 You know, when I was a little girl, 96 00:10:11,500 --> 00:10:13,750 I wanted to be an archeologist. 97 00:10:15,833 --> 00:10:18,083 I did. 98 00:10:18,125 --> 00:10:20,833 I simply couldn't believe that there were people 99 00:10:20,875 --> 00:10:23,999 alive on the earth hundreds, thousands of years ago. 100 00:10:24,041 --> 00:10:26,666 And that they, you know, had homes 101 00:10:26,708 --> 00:10:29,999 and wore rings 102 00:10:30,041 --> 00:10:33,958 and used cups and dolls 103 00:10:34,000 --> 00:10:38,583 and talked to each other like we are now. 104 00:10:40,708 --> 00:10:42,750 - I find it comforting. 105 00:10:43,958 --> 00:10:45,499 That we're just kind of... 106 00:10:45,541 --> 00:10:48,708 people, the way people have always been people. 107 00:11:09,791 --> 00:11:12,583 - Lucy, would you ever like to pose for me? 108 00:11:14,166 --> 00:11:16,333 For drawings. 109 00:11:16,375 --> 00:11:20,166 A painting, maybe. 110 00:11:20,208 --> 00:11:24,208 I've been stuck, I'm afraid. 111 00:11:25,916 --> 00:11:28,750 And I'd pay you. 112 00:11:31,541 --> 00:11:32,708 - I mean, I... 113 00:11:33,750 --> 00:11:36,416 I don't really know how to do that. 114 00:11:37,291 --> 00:11:38,125 - Nothing to know. 115 00:11:39,166 --> 00:11:42,708 I'm interested in your natural postures. 116 00:11:44,041 --> 00:11:47,041 In the way people have always been people. 117 00:11:49,250 --> 00:11:50,374 Yeah, I'll give you my number. 118 00:11:50,416 --> 00:11:52,208 You can think about it and call me. 119 00:12:02,541 --> 00:12:05,916 I was thinking twenty-five dollars an hour to start, 120 00:12:05,958 --> 00:12:08,041 if that's agreeable for you. 121 00:12:09,875 --> 00:12:11,291 Think about it. 122 00:12:19,875 --> 00:12:23,708 [piano score begins] 123 00:12:37,333 --> 00:12:41,083 [piano score grows warmer] 124 00:12:51,541 --> 00:12:53,249 - Hey, Lucy. 125 00:12:53,291 --> 00:12:54,458 - Oh, thanks. 126 00:12:54,500 --> 00:12:56,708 - I'm so sorry about Slick's. 127 00:12:56,750 --> 00:12:57,916 - What do you mean? 128 00:12:57,958 --> 00:13:01,458 - Well, Garry's been here with that guy from Portland. 129 00:13:01,500 --> 00:13:03,958 You know, the sale. 130 00:13:05,708 --> 00:13:07,291 - What sale? 131 00:13:10,000 --> 00:13:11,583 - What the fuck, Garry? 132 00:13:12,958 --> 00:13:14,333 - Look, let's just sit. 133 00:13:14,375 --> 00:13:15,999 - You're selling the bar. 134 00:13:16,041 --> 00:13:18,041 When were you gonna tell me? 135 00:13:19,291 --> 00:13:21,208 - It's just something I'm considering. 136 00:13:23,375 --> 00:13:24,458 He came to me with an offer. 137 00:13:24,500 --> 00:13:27,041 I have to think about it, don't I? 138 00:13:29,208 --> 00:13:31,041 Lucy! 139 00:14:01,041 --> 00:14:02,749 - You wanna do something? 140 00:14:02,791 --> 00:14:04,500 Just take your mind off it. 141 00:14:06,666 --> 00:14:07,708 - Not really. 142 00:14:13,791 --> 00:14:14,791 - Okay. 143 00:14:43,916 --> 00:14:46,208 - What are you doing? 144 00:14:46,250 --> 00:14:48,625 - It's nothing. Just go back to sleep. 145 00:14:50,208 --> 00:14:51,791 - What is it? 146 00:14:55,625 --> 00:14:59,791 - Okay, look, I... I had an idea. 147 00:15:01,208 --> 00:15:02,291 - Okay? 148 00:15:02,333 --> 00:15:06,499 - What if you and I buy the bar from Garry? 149 00:15:06,541 --> 00:15:09,041 I mean, why should some random asshole get it? 150 00:15:09,083 --> 00:15:10,958 If we make an offer now, then at least we can 151 00:15:11,000 --> 00:15:12,291 just buy some time. 152 00:15:12,333 --> 00:15:14,749 Figure everything out. 153 00:15:14,791 --> 00:15:15,708 Look. 154 00:15:17,833 --> 00:15:21,291 I think this is the most we can get from a business loan, 155 00:15:21,333 --> 00:15:24,374 but you have experience, you know, 156 00:15:24,416 --> 00:15:25,708 more than enough to run the place, 157 00:15:25,750 --> 00:15:26,541 they'll know that. 158 00:15:26,583 --> 00:15:27,374 - I do. 159 00:15:27,416 --> 00:15:28,250 - And... 160 00:15:29,250 --> 00:15:32,999 I don't have a lot, but I've, you know, 161 00:15:33,041 --> 00:15:36,874 I've got some savings, and if we use that, 162 00:15:36,916 --> 00:15:41,625 then I think we can break even in a couple of years. 163 00:15:42,750 --> 00:15:44,249 I mean, we know exactly what comes in. 164 00:15:44,291 --> 00:15:46,249 It's not like anything will change. 165 00:15:46,291 --> 00:15:50,833 And, you know, if we want kids in a couple of years, 166 00:15:50,875 --> 00:15:54,583 then I think this puts us in a really good place. 167 00:15:56,916 --> 00:15:58,499 Garry has to at least consider it. 168 00:15:58,541 --> 00:16:00,791 I mean, he owes you that much. 169 00:16:03,083 --> 00:16:05,166 Hey, hey. 170 00:16:10,666 --> 00:16:11,875 We got this. 171 00:16:14,458 --> 00:16:16,458 Nothing has to change. 172 00:16:35,666 --> 00:16:37,208 [doorbell buzzes] 173 00:16:57,958 --> 00:17:01,208 - Hi. Hello. Come on in. Sorry for the delay. 174 00:17:06,916 --> 00:17:08,874 Yeah, I'm sorry about the mess. 175 00:17:08,916 --> 00:17:12,374 I was going to... 176 00:17:12,416 --> 00:17:14,374 tidy a little before you came and I... 177 00:17:14,416 --> 00:17:16,500 I don't know where the morning went. 178 00:17:17,500 --> 00:17:21,333 I'm usually pretty organized, 179 00:17:21,375 --> 00:17:24,499 but you know, you move into a temporary space, 180 00:17:24,541 --> 00:17:28,041 sort of all at once and any which way 181 00:17:28,083 --> 00:17:30,208 and it kind of... 182 00:17:31,458 --> 00:17:32,499 Oh, well. 183 00:17:32,541 --> 00:17:35,249 Just, yeah, put that wherever you... 184 00:17:35,291 --> 00:17:36,749 Make yourself at home. 185 00:17:36,791 --> 00:17:38,333 Would you like some tea? 186 00:17:38,375 --> 00:17:43,166 - Sure. So this is your friend's place? 187 00:17:43,208 --> 00:17:45,499 - Yes. My dear, dear friend from school, 188 00:17:45,541 --> 00:17:48,624 she bought the building a little while ago 189 00:17:48,666 --> 00:17:52,083 and she's getting a residency program together, 190 00:17:52,125 --> 00:17:53,374 but it's not quite there yet. 191 00:17:53,416 --> 00:17:55,333 And she got pulled into other work 192 00:17:55,375 --> 00:17:58,999 and she's letting me use the space meantime. 193 00:17:59,041 --> 00:18:00,791 - Where do you live normally? 194 00:18:00,833 --> 00:18:02,916 - Oh, I was in New York for a while, 195 00:18:02,958 --> 00:18:05,458 and London before that. 196 00:18:05,500 --> 00:18:07,124 [phone vibrates] 197 00:18:07,166 --> 00:18:08,000 Oh. 198 00:18:09,833 --> 00:18:12,458 Excuse me a minute. 199 00:18:12,500 --> 00:18:13,749 Hey, give me a minute. 200 00:18:13,791 --> 00:18:17,291 I'm just getting to somewhere where I can... 201 00:19:36,041 --> 00:19:37,624 Yes, sorry about that. 202 00:19:37,666 --> 00:19:39,208 - I hope you don't mind. I went ahead, 203 00:19:39,250 --> 00:19:40,874 the kettle was whistling. 204 00:19:40,916 --> 00:19:41,833 - Brilliant. - If you want this? 205 00:19:41,875 --> 00:19:43,708 - Brilliant. Thank you. 206 00:19:48,500 --> 00:19:51,041 Ah, here have a seat. 207 00:20:01,166 --> 00:20:04,666 Can I... Do you mind pulling your hair up? I wanna see... 208 00:20:18,500 --> 00:20:22,041 Yeah. Can you turn your head a little bit, 209 00:20:22,916 --> 00:20:25,166 a little, little back to me? 210 00:20:28,125 --> 00:20:31,874 Yeah, that's great. Yeah, I think, we'll... 211 00:20:31,916 --> 00:20:34,583 I think we'll start right there. 212 00:20:43,875 --> 00:20:48,166 If you look at the... 213 00:20:48,208 --> 00:20:52,208 the great Renaissance paintings 214 00:20:52,250 --> 00:20:55,166 the women always have these long, 215 00:20:55,208 --> 00:20:56,958 long necks like swans. 216 00:20:59,250 --> 00:21:01,291 - Is that a good thing? 217 00:21:02,166 --> 00:21:04,708 - Made them look available, I suppose. 218 00:21:04,750 --> 00:21:07,125 Vulnerable. 219 00:21:09,541 --> 00:21:11,791 I've been researching this fascinating 220 00:21:11,833 --> 00:21:13,833 renaissance artist, Clara Peeters. 221 00:21:13,875 --> 00:21:18,041 She's Flemish, she was very successful in her time. 222 00:21:18,083 --> 00:21:22,749 And she did these gorgeous classical still lifes with 223 00:21:22,791 --> 00:21:27,625 goblets of wine and figs and and cheeses and flowers and... 224 00:21:29,291 --> 00:21:30,166 Very sensual. 225 00:21:30,208 --> 00:21:33,708 It's not my sort of thing, usually, still lifes. 226 00:21:33,750 --> 00:21:38,583 But in many of her works, if you look very closely, 227 00:21:38,625 --> 00:21:43,458 you can see these small self-portraits 228 00:21:43,500 --> 00:21:45,333 hidden away in plain sight. 229 00:21:46,375 --> 00:21:50,291 Like... In a reflection on a vase 230 00:21:50,333 --> 00:21:54,999 or a face tucked into the light 231 00:21:55,041 --> 00:21:58,708 falling on a glass. 232 00:22:00,583 --> 00:22:02,125 She's there. 233 00:22:05,458 --> 00:22:06,958 It's interesting, no? 234 00:22:09,416 --> 00:22:10,708 - Very. 235 00:22:11,708 --> 00:22:15,166 - It's like she wanted to be seen, I think. 236 00:22:15,208 --> 00:22:16,833 - And live on, maybe. 237 00:22:19,625 --> 00:22:21,124 - Yeah. 238 00:22:21,166 --> 00:22:24,791 Can you turn your face back to the window, please. 239 00:22:24,833 --> 00:22:26,958 - Sorry. 240 00:22:34,333 --> 00:22:37,958 [slow piano score begins] 241 00:23:37,708 --> 00:23:39,875 [phone vibrates] 242 00:23:43,166 --> 00:23:44,708 - Hello? - Hi, I've got Tom here. 243 00:23:44,750 --> 00:23:46,499 - Hi. I'm sorry, I'm on. 244 00:23:46,541 --> 00:23:48,666 - Got some good news about your loan. 245 00:23:50,125 --> 00:23:52,166 [phone dialing] 246 00:23:59,875 --> 00:24:00,708 - Hi. 247 00:24:00,750 --> 00:24:03,458 - Hi, darling. How are you? 248 00:24:03,500 --> 00:24:04,874 - Fine. 249 00:24:04,916 --> 00:24:08,041 - Yeah? It's late there, no? Is everything all right? 250 00:24:08,083 --> 00:24:09,833 - We just got in. I couldn't find 251 00:24:09,875 --> 00:24:12,083 the WiFi password in the London house. 252 00:24:12,125 --> 00:24:13,916 - How's London? 253 00:24:13,958 --> 00:24:15,624 - Boring. 254 00:24:15,666 --> 00:24:17,333 - Well, are you at least looking forward 255 00:24:17,375 --> 00:24:21,708 to spending some time with grandpa and grandma? 256 00:24:21,750 --> 00:24:22,541 - I guess. 257 00:24:22,583 --> 00:24:23,791 - What about your London friends? 258 00:24:23,833 --> 00:24:26,791 Have you called Jack and them yet? 259 00:24:26,833 --> 00:24:28,249 [indistinct voice on phone] 260 00:24:28,291 --> 00:24:30,916 Is that your dad? - Yeah. 261 00:24:30,958 --> 00:24:32,374 - Can you put him on for a minute, please? 262 00:24:32,416 --> 00:24:34,499 - Dad! - I love you, Charlie. 263 00:24:34,541 --> 00:24:36,541 I'll talk to you soon, darling. 264 00:24:45,291 --> 00:24:47,874 - Hello? - Hi. 265 00:24:47,916 --> 00:24:51,083 - How are you? - Yeah, I'm good. I'm good. 266 00:24:51,125 --> 00:24:52,166 How's London? 267 00:24:52,208 --> 00:24:54,083 - Yes. Just made it in. 268 00:24:54,125 --> 00:24:56,874 The weather's a nightmare, we kept getting delayed. 269 00:24:56,916 --> 00:25:00,250 - Yeah. I thought you'd call when you got in. 270 00:25:02,250 --> 00:25:05,666 How's work? Are you getting a lot done? 271 00:25:05,708 --> 00:25:07,833 I'm planning on getting a draft to Harvey 272 00:25:07,875 --> 00:25:09,166 by end of the month. 273 00:25:09,208 --> 00:25:13,374 - Wow. End of the month. That's great, Hugh. 274 00:25:13,416 --> 00:25:15,916 It's really, it's great. 275 00:25:16,958 --> 00:25:19,208 - And how's the... 276 00:25:19,250 --> 00:25:20,166 retreat? 277 00:25:21,041 --> 00:25:23,791 - Yeah, it's good. It's good. 278 00:25:23,833 --> 00:25:26,041 It's, you know, I... 279 00:25:26,083 --> 00:25:26,874 You know me, 280 00:25:26,916 --> 00:25:30,916 I'm still kind of getting into the swing of it and... 281 00:25:32,125 --> 00:25:34,749 - I'm sure you'll be great. 282 00:25:34,791 --> 00:25:37,291 - Thank you. 283 00:25:37,333 --> 00:25:39,708 - Have you gotten the paperwork in the mail yet? 284 00:25:39,750 --> 00:25:43,124 - No, no, no. Nothing yet. 285 00:25:43,166 --> 00:25:46,083 - The solicitor said he overnighted it days ago. 286 00:25:46,125 --> 00:25:47,208 I gave him the Maine address. 287 00:25:47,250 --> 00:25:49,791 - Oh, well. It'll get here. Yeah. 288 00:25:50,791 --> 00:25:52,374 We're not... 289 00:25:52,416 --> 00:25:55,333 We're not in a rush, are we? 290 00:25:55,375 --> 00:25:56,791 [sighs] 291 00:25:56,833 --> 00:26:00,208 Listen, it's late over here. I need to go. 292 00:26:00,250 --> 00:26:01,791 - Yeah, of course, of course. 293 00:26:01,833 --> 00:26:04,041 Yes, of course, of course. 294 00:26:04,083 --> 00:26:07,374 Will you, will you kiss Charlie for me? 295 00:26:07,416 --> 00:26:08,500 - Bye, Ilse. 296 00:26:20,916 --> 00:26:24,458 [playful piano score begins] 297 00:27:14,375 --> 00:27:16,166 - Those are just studies. 298 00:27:37,250 --> 00:27:38,625 - Thank you. 299 00:27:45,416 --> 00:27:47,458 - What do you do when you're at home? 300 00:27:48,541 --> 00:27:51,166 I noticed you had last night off. What did you do? 301 00:27:53,250 --> 00:27:55,791 - Not much, I guess. 302 00:27:55,833 --> 00:27:58,041 I fell asleep on the couch, actually. 303 00:27:59,541 --> 00:28:01,500 - Can you show me? 304 00:28:08,208 --> 00:28:12,291 - Like... Like this. 305 00:28:15,791 --> 00:28:17,375 - That's good. 306 00:28:18,416 --> 00:28:20,375 You were tired, then. 307 00:28:21,541 --> 00:28:23,208 - I guess. 308 00:28:26,916 --> 00:28:27,750 - Why? 309 00:28:29,666 --> 00:28:32,833 - My boyfriend's, well, we are 310 00:28:32,875 --> 00:28:34,583 trying to buy the bar. 311 00:28:38,541 --> 00:28:41,916 - You want it to happen? You'd like to run the business? 312 00:28:44,416 --> 00:28:46,166 - Yeah, I think so. 313 00:28:47,208 --> 00:28:51,916 We made an offer, so we're giving it a shot. 314 00:28:53,500 --> 00:28:56,000 - You plan on staying for a while then, huh? 315 00:29:01,875 --> 00:29:04,250 - The bar was my dad's. 316 00:29:06,250 --> 00:29:10,125 Garry had the money, but my dad built most of it. 317 00:29:11,375 --> 00:29:15,791 The wooden bar. He built that. 318 00:29:19,333 --> 00:29:21,666 - That's why you stay. 319 00:29:31,291 --> 00:29:32,499 [cat meowing] 320 00:29:32,541 --> 00:29:34,000 - This is Rimbaud. 321 00:29:35,375 --> 00:29:37,041 - She's beautiful. 322 00:29:39,541 --> 00:29:42,958 - Sometimes I think she reads my mind. 323 00:29:56,541 --> 00:29:57,958 - Garry? 324 00:29:59,375 --> 00:30:01,208 Are you avoiding me? 325 00:30:01,250 --> 00:30:03,166 - I got a lot to think about. 326 00:30:04,708 --> 00:30:05,499 Look, I gotta go. 327 00:30:05,541 --> 00:30:07,041 Lindsay's up from Boston with the baby 328 00:30:07,083 --> 00:30:09,124 and we're going to dinner. 329 00:30:09,166 --> 00:30:10,833 It's not personal. 330 00:30:12,166 --> 00:30:13,749 I gotta put them first. 331 00:30:13,791 --> 00:30:16,416 I got grandkids now. 332 00:30:26,083 --> 00:30:27,791 [car starting] 333 00:30:30,291 --> 00:30:32,416 [folk rock song playing in background] 334 00:30:36,541 --> 00:30:39,625 - To cede control or possession. 335 00:30:40,708 --> 00:30:41,708 It's five letters. 336 00:30:44,875 --> 00:30:46,208 - I don't know. 337 00:30:49,000 --> 00:30:53,958 [indistinct arguing] 338 00:31:02,291 --> 00:31:03,125 - Hey, hey. 339 00:31:04,458 --> 00:31:05,749 Jimmy. 340 00:31:05,791 --> 00:31:07,833 - Hey, Tom. How are you doing? 341 00:31:07,875 --> 00:31:08,833 - Same crossword? 342 00:31:08,875 --> 00:31:12,666 - No, come on. I'm not that bad. 343 00:31:16,083 --> 00:31:17,833 - Has Garry come in yet? 344 00:31:17,875 --> 00:31:18,708 - Nope. 345 00:31:22,916 --> 00:31:25,208 - There you go. - Thanks. 346 00:31:33,125 --> 00:31:35,666 - Good evening. - Heya. 347 00:31:48,291 --> 00:31:50,708 - Oh, excellent. 348 00:31:50,750 --> 00:31:54,416 Thank you, Lucy. Just what I need. 349 00:31:55,791 --> 00:32:00,250 - All right. I'm gonna head home, babe. 350 00:32:03,625 --> 00:32:06,041 - Oh, you must be the famous Tom. 351 00:32:09,125 --> 00:32:11,791 - In the flesh. Yeah. 352 00:32:11,833 --> 00:32:13,749 And sorry, you are? 353 00:32:13,791 --> 00:32:15,833 - Ilse. 354 00:32:15,875 --> 00:32:18,208 - Pleasure. 355 00:32:18,250 --> 00:32:20,208 - Pleasure. 356 00:32:22,208 --> 00:32:25,500 I am so looking forward to joining you for dinner. 357 00:32:26,500 --> 00:32:29,250 Lucy says you're quite the chef. 358 00:32:30,291 --> 00:32:31,833 - Does she, now? 359 00:32:32,708 --> 00:32:34,750 - How about this weekend? 360 00:32:38,333 --> 00:32:41,999 - Yeah, totally, yeah. That works for us, huh? 361 00:32:42,041 --> 00:32:43,541 - Yeah, of course. 362 00:32:43,583 --> 00:32:46,083 - Text me when Garry comes in. - Mm-hm. 363 00:32:58,541 --> 00:33:02,125 - First circle of hell, according to Dante. 364 00:33:04,500 --> 00:33:06,500 - Limbo. 365 00:33:10,583 --> 00:33:14,874 - So, who is she? - She's this artist. 366 00:33:14,916 --> 00:33:18,249 She's doing a retreat thing. Came here to paint. 367 00:33:18,291 --> 00:33:19,125 - Huh. 368 00:33:20,666 --> 00:33:22,791 - She just seems kind of lonely. 369 00:33:22,833 --> 00:33:25,583 She keeps coming to the bar. I don't know. 370 00:33:25,625 --> 00:33:27,583 I invited her to dinner. 371 00:33:27,625 --> 00:33:30,333 - Yeah, that's very nice of you. 372 00:33:30,375 --> 00:33:32,625 Were you gonna ask me? 373 00:33:33,458 --> 00:33:36,000 - It just came out. I can't uninvite her now. 374 00:33:40,416 --> 00:33:43,375 I've actually posed for her a couple times. 375 00:33:44,416 --> 00:33:46,291 - Sorry, what? 376 00:33:47,666 --> 00:33:51,458 - Just for drawings. She needed a model! 377 00:33:52,416 --> 00:33:54,208 - Since when are you a model? 378 00:33:54,250 --> 00:33:55,749 - I'm not. 379 00:33:55,791 --> 00:33:58,708 - Sorry. Why would you not tell me about that? 380 00:33:58,750 --> 00:34:00,291 - I was gonna tell you. 381 00:34:00,333 --> 00:34:02,249 I don't know. I guess I thought maybe 382 00:34:02,291 --> 00:34:04,583 you just wouldn't get it. 383 00:34:04,625 --> 00:34:06,583 - Well, she's paying you right? 384 00:34:06,625 --> 00:34:08,291 - Kind of a lot actually. 385 00:34:08,333 --> 00:34:10,374 - Well then fuck yeah, I get it. 386 00:34:10,416 --> 00:34:13,666 Good hustle, babe. Good hustle. 387 00:34:16,666 --> 00:34:18,958 [slow piano score begins] 388 00:35:14,833 --> 00:35:17,041 - You know, I actually took a couple 389 00:35:17,083 --> 00:35:18,958 of art history classes in college. 390 00:35:19,000 --> 00:35:20,708 - Oh, you haven't mentioned that. 391 00:35:20,750 --> 00:35:22,833 - It was a while ago. 392 00:35:22,875 --> 00:35:26,458 - You didn't wanna pursue it? 393 00:35:27,458 --> 00:35:29,458 - Oh no, I didn't finish school. 394 00:35:29,500 --> 00:35:32,375 I dropped out when my dad got sick. 395 00:35:34,208 --> 00:35:36,958 - Well, when I went to art school, 396 00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:41,124 and that was centuries ago, 397 00:35:41,166 --> 00:35:45,749 we had to learn very traditional technique, 398 00:35:45,791 --> 00:35:48,124 perspective, light and dark. 399 00:35:48,166 --> 00:35:52,666 Still lifes, the figure. Ugh. I hated it. 400 00:35:52,708 --> 00:35:53,499 - Really? 401 00:35:53,541 --> 00:35:58,124 - Absolutely. It was so boring, stiff, antiquated. 402 00:35:58,166 --> 00:36:03,166 I wanted my work to feel raw, new. 403 00:36:05,041 --> 00:36:08,333 I didn't wanna learn how to shade correctly. 404 00:36:09,791 --> 00:36:14,125 But lately I've been drawn to 405 00:36:15,166 --> 00:36:16,958 tradition in that way. 406 00:36:17,000 --> 00:36:19,333 Take the human figure, for example. 407 00:36:23,000 --> 00:36:24,958 How many paintings have been done 408 00:36:25,000 --> 00:36:27,124 of the ordinary human figure? 409 00:36:27,166 --> 00:36:30,000 - A lot. - Yeah. A lot. 410 00:36:32,125 --> 00:36:35,166 But we're drawn to it for a reason. Right? 411 00:36:35,208 --> 00:36:37,083 We, we wanna get it right. 412 00:36:37,125 --> 00:36:41,583 What it feels like to be a human, a person, 413 00:36:41,625 --> 00:36:44,624 in a body, in the world. 414 00:36:44,666 --> 00:36:49,541 We keep hoping for it to reveal something to us. 415 00:36:50,416 --> 00:36:51,874 - Sometimes it does. 416 00:36:51,916 --> 00:36:54,125 - Sometimes it does. Yes. 417 00:36:59,666 --> 00:37:00,500 I'd... 418 00:37:03,333 --> 00:37:05,958 I'd like to try something, Lucy. 419 00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:08,166 Can I ask you to... 420 00:37:08,208 --> 00:37:09,749 to move around the room. 421 00:37:09,791 --> 00:37:13,541 I want to find a... I want to find a longer pose. 422 00:37:13,583 --> 00:37:14,583 - Okay. 423 00:37:15,791 --> 00:37:16,625 - Just... 424 00:37:25,375 --> 00:37:26,791 Just keep moving. 425 00:37:32,750 --> 00:37:35,208 Tell me about your day. - My day? 426 00:37:35,250 --> 00:37:37,000 - But, yes, but keep moving. 427 00:37:39,958 --> 00:37:43,250 - Okay. It's nothing to write home about, I guess. 428 00:37:45,166 --> 00:37:46,166 I woke up around eight. 429 00:37:47,041 --> 00:37:51,958 I made a cup of coffee and toast. 430 00:37:52,000 --> 00:37:53,541 I like toast in the mornings. 431 00:37:55,958 --> 00:37:57,999 - Do you eat with your boyfriend? 432 00:37:58,041 --> 00:38:01,333 - No. He was asleep. He likes to sleep in. 433 00:38:04,125 --> 00:38:07,583 I read the paper, did the crossword. 434 00:38:08,500 --> 00:38:09,499 I like to do it in the mornings, 435 00:38:09,541 --> 00:38:11,916 but I pretend I don't know the answers yet 436 00:38:11,958 --> 00:38:12,958 if Jimmy asks. 437 00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:17,416 - Then what did you do? 438 00:38:21,375 --> 00:38:22,833 - I went for a walk. 439 00:38:22,875 --> 00:38:24,458 - Where'd you go? 440 00:38:24,500 --> 00:38:27,041 - Just down to this little hidden lake spot 441 00:38:27,083 --> 00:38:27,916 a couple miles out. 442 00:38:32,625 --> 00:38:34,416 It's beautiful. 443 00:38:34,458 --> 00:38:36,499 Especially this time of year. 444 00:38:36,541 --> 00:38:37,333 When I was a kid, 445 00:38:37,375 --> 00:38:40,916 my dad used to take me ice skating. 446 00:38:42,583 --> 00:38:44,708 I haven't done that in years, 447 00:38:44,750 --> 00:38:49,624 but I still like it there. 448 00:38:49,666 --> 00:38:53,291 You stand by that lake and it's just you and the trees 449 00:38:53,333 --> 00:38:57,791 and this cold, white light over everything. 450 00:38:57,833 --> 00:39:00,583 You feel like the only person alive. 451 00:39:03,833 --> 00:39:07,708 - What'd you do there? - Oh, not much, really. 452 00:39:08,750 --> 00:39:09,583 I just... 453 00:39:12,458 --> 00:39:15,250 wanted to see if it was frozen. 454 00:39:17,833 --> 00:39:19,708 - Stay right there. 455 00:39:30,083 --> 00:39:32,541 Lucy, how would you feel about 456 00:39:33,416 --> 00:39:36,083 doing this one nude? 457 00:39:38,541 --> 00:39:40,708 - Oh. Completely nude? 458 00:39:40,750 --> 00:39:42,916 - Well, only if you're comfortable. No pressure. 459 00:39:47,833 --> 00:39:49,625 - Okay. 460 00:40:01,791 --> 00:40:03,499 - Here, you can... 461 00:40:03,541 --> 00:40:04,708 You can change... 462 00:40:04,750 --> 00:40:06,083 Change in the back. 463 00:40:06,125 --> 00:40:06,958 Oh. 464 00:40:09,083 --> 00:40:12,208 Please remember the pose. 465 00:41:38,291 --> 00:41:42,875 I think your left hand's a little further forward. 466 00:41:49,750 --> 00:41:51,083 There you go. 467 00:42:05,625 --> 00:42:06,833 And your... 468 00:42:07,833 --> 00:42:10,083 Tilt your head a little to the left. 469 00:42:16,458 --> 00:42:17,916 Eyes to me. 470 00:42:25,208 --> 00:42:26,875 That's perfect. 471 00:42:28,625 --> 00:42:30,458 I'm gonna set a timer. Can you hold... 472 00:42:30,500 --> 00:42:34,624 Is that comfortable? Can you hold that for twenty minutes? 473 00:42:34,666 --> 00:42:36,500 - I think so. 474 00:43:06,416 --> 00:43:08,208 [Tom] How was it? 475 00:43:08,250 --> 00:43:11,083 - Good. What's in this? 476 00:43:11,125 --> 00:43:13,416 - Hummus. - Oh, perfect. 477 00:43:16,083 --> 00:43:16,916 - Here. 478 00:43:18,875 --> 00:43:20,874 - We started a painting today. 479 00:43:20,916 --> 00:43:25,791 - That's cool. What kind of painting? 480 00:43:27,083 --> 00:43:30,583 - It's just me in a chair, really. 481 00:43:32,666 --> 00:43:36,666 She was telling me about this show she did in London. 482 00:43:36,708 --> 00:43:39,708 I think she's kind of a big deal. 483 00:43:39,750 --> 00:43:42,374 I mean, I've never seen a painter at work before. 484 00:43:42,416 --> 00:43:45,083 Like, I thought she'd know exactly 485 00:43:45,125 --> 00:43:47,291 what she wants. 486 00:43:48,250 --> 00:43:49,416 But most of the time I show up 487 00:43:49,458 --> 00:43:52,416 and it's like, she has no idea. 488 00:43:53,583 --> 00:43:56,333 And she's just searching for something 489 00:43:56,375 --> 00:43:59,583 and she's making marks until she finds it. 490 00:44:01,458 --> 00:44:03,500 And sometimes, like today... 491 00:44:04,708 --> 00:44:07,791 I can tell she's found something. 492 00:44:12,833 --> 00:44:14,499 This is really good. 493 00:44:14,541 --> 00:44:16,750 - Yeah. I roasted the garlic. 494 00:44:18,291 --> 00:44:20,791 - Did you go to work today? 495 00:44:20,833 --> 00:44:22,625 - I called in sick. 496 00:44:24,166 --> 00:44:25,250 - Are you sick? 497 00:44:26,208 --> 00:44:27,166 - No. 498 00:44:52,541 --> 00:44:54,666 - My leg's falling asleep. 499 00:45:00,625 --> 00:45:02,708 - We'll take a break in one minute. 500 00:45:28,750 --> 00:45:31,000 Let's take a break now. 501 00:45:39,416 --> 00:45:40,416 - Can I look? 502 00:45:42,708 --> 00:45:43,541 - Yeah. 503 00:45:56,625 --> 00:45:58,541 What do you think? 504 00:45:59,458 --> 00:46:00,291 - I think... 505 00:46:02,750 --> 00:46:04,666 It feels like I'm far away. 506 00:46:08,166 --> 00:46:10,374 - Far away. 507 00:46:10,416 --> 00:46:13,625 - Not physically, exactly. 508 00:46:15,666 --> 00:46:16,916 Like... 509 00:46:18,250 --> 00:46:21,750 My gaze is crossing through something to get to you. 510 00:46:25,875 --> 00:46:27,583 I like it very much. 511 00:46:28,791 --> 00:46:30,375 The light. 512 00:46:34,125 --> 00:46:36,124 - I think we have one more session on it. 513 00:46:36,166 --> 00:46:37,625 I think it's close, yes? 514 00:46:39,041 --> 00:46:40,166 - Very close. 515 00:46:45,166 --> 00:46:47,833 - Yeah. I think we have an hour of light left. 516 00:47:39,750 --> 00:47:43,291 [Ilse] Cheers. And cheers... 517 00:47:43,333 --> 00:47:46,249 Cheers to your new business. How exciting. 518 00:47:46,291 --> 00:47:48,166 - Well, it's not official yet, but yeah, yeah. 519 00:47:48,208 --> 00:47:49,833 We're pumped. 520 00:47:49,875 --> 00:47:53,041 - From what Lucy says, it's just really a family business. 521 00:47:53,083 --> 00:47:56,708 Right? So just some logistics to iron out. 522 00:47:56,750 --> 00:47:58,291 - Should be, yeah. 523 00:47:58,333 --> 00:48:02,208 - We're trying not to get too excited yet. 524 00:48:02,250 --> 00:48:05,541 - Cautiously optimistic. Very prudent. 525 00:48:07,541 --> 00:48:09,416 What do you do, Tom? 526 00:48:10,791 --> 00:48:13,458 - I work in a restaurant. - Oh, which one? 527 00:48:13,500 --> 00:48:15,083 - Pancakes. Pancakes. Pancakes. 528 00:48:16,250 --> 00:48:17,833 But just in the off season, 529 00:48:17,875 --> 00:48:20,166 I mean, in the summer I work at this... 530 00:48:20,208 --> 00:48:22,333 this really nice white tablecloth place near Bath. 531 00:48:22,375 --> 00:48:24,333 And we're always booked like a month out. 532 00:48:25,291 --> 00:48:28,208 But it's closed until April, so... 533 00:48:29,583 --> 00:48:31,583 Pancakes. 534 00:48:31,625 --> 00:48:33,874 - Maybe I'll come check it out sometime. 535 00:48:33,916 --> 00:48:36,125 - Yeah, I wouldn't. 536 00:48:37,083 --> 00:48:40,208 - Don't worry, he's not making us pancakes tonight. 537 00:48:40,250 --> 00:48:43,249 - That's right. I should check on the food, actually. 538 00:48:43,291 --> 00:48:44,458 I'll be right back. 539 00:48:51,208 --> 00:48:53,083 - He really is a great cook. 540 00:48:56,500 --> 00:48:59,833 [jazz playing in background] 541 00:49:03,250 --> 00:49:06,791 - I haven't had a home cooked dinner like this in years. 542 00:49:06,833 --> 00:49:07,916 - Years? 543 00:49:07,958 --> 00:49:10,791 - Well, when you're a terrible cook 544 00:49:10,833 --> 00:49:12,999 you quickly learn 545 00:49:13,041 --> 00:49:16,083 that you'll be happier eating out instead. 546 00:49:17,541 --> 00:49:18,375 - Well... 547 00:49:21,791 --> 00:49:23,166 Bon appetit. 548 00:49:23,208 --> 00:49:24,708 - Bon appetit. 549 00:49:27,291 --> 00:49:28,125 - So... 550 00:49:29,500 --> 00:49:33,583 Lucy tells me you're a really talented artist. 551 00:49:33,625 --> 00:49:35,791 - Well, I'm taking my work in a new direction 552 00:49:35,833 --> 00:49:39,374 and it all feels very unfamiliar at this stage, I must say. 553 00:49:39,416 --> 00:49:40,208 - Huh. 554 00:49:40,250 --> 00:49:42,666 - But that's why I'm here, really. 555 00:49:42,708 --> 00:49:45,041 I'm afraid things had gotten quite stale 556 00:49:45,083 --> 00:49:46,708 in the last few years. 557 00:49:47,708 --> 00:49:50,999 Of course the galleries were loving it, 558 00:49:51,041 --> 00:49:53,208 but that's not really an indicator, is it? 559 00:49:54,458 --> 00:49:55,458 - Right. 560 00:49:55,500 --> 00:49:56,333 - Yeah. 561 00:49:58,416 --> 00:50:01,625 I had lost interest in my practice. 562 00:50:02,708 --> 00:50:06,500 I had begun to feel that my work was too... 563 00:50:07,583 --> 00:50:09,124 Intellectual. 564 00:50:09,166 --> 00:50:11,958 Pretentious, if I'm being honest. 565 00:50:12,000 --> 00:50:13,416 Predictable. 566 00:50:13,458 --> 00:50:16,374 A voice in my head started to say, Ilse, is this really 567 00:50:16,416 --> 00:50:20,000 what you want to say, what you want to contribute? 568 00:50:21,333 --> 00:50:24,750 Or are you just producing what you know will sell? 569 00:50:26,250 --> 00:50:29,541 So I am exploring again. 570 00:50:31,833 --> 00:50:32,666 - Ah. 571 00:50:35,583 --> 00:50:37,999 - Is that what it's about for you? 572 00:50:38,041 --> 00:50:39,625 Contribution, I mean. 573 00:50:41,250 --> 00:50:42,583 - It's part of it. 574 00:50:42,625 --> 00:50:47,124 I mean, I think when you get to my age, 575 00:50:47,166 --> 00:50:50,374 you start being aware of the mark that your life 576 00:50:50,416 --> 00:50:51,875 is leaving. 577 00:50:55,958 --> 00:50:57,166 I don't know if I mentioned, Lucy. 578 00:50:57,208 --> 00:51:01,249 I have a new show opening in New York in March. 579 00:51:01,291 --> 00:51:02,083 - You do? 580 00:51:02,125 --> 00:51:03,708 - Mm-hm. 581 00:51:03,750 --> 00:51:05,750 I'd love to invite you both. 582 00:51:07,666 --> 00:51:08,624 - To the opening? 583 00:51:08,666 --> 00:51:10,249 - Well... - In New York? 584 00:51:10,291 --> 00:51:12,708 - They're usually pretty boring affairs I'm afraid. 585 00:51:12,750 --> 00:51:17,041 But I would be pleased to share this new work. 586 00:51:18,666 --> 00:51:19,999 - Wow. Yeah. 587 00:51:20,041 --> 00:51:22,375 Well, I mean we'll see if we can... 588 00:51:23,375 --> 00:51:24,666 But yeah. 589 00:51:24,708 --> 00:51:26,875 We'll swing it if we can. 590 00:51:31,750 --> 00:51:35,124 - I'm actually hoping to include a new painting 591 00:51:35,166 --> 00:51:36,291 of Lucy in the show. 592 00:51:39,541 --> 00:51:43,333 If it turns out as I imagine. 593 00:51:46,500 --> 00:51:48,416 I'm cautiously optimistic. 594 00:51:50,791 --> 00:51:54,250 I'll have my gallerist send you both an invitation. 595 00:52:00,750 --> 00:52:03,291 Thank you again for having me tonight. It was... 596 00:52:03,333 --> 00:52:05,333 - Thank you so much for coming. 597 00:52:05,375 --> 00:52:08,041 - You didn't have to see me out. 598 00:52:08,083 --> 00:52:10,583 - I wanted to. 599 00:52:13,375 --> 00:52:15,791 - So you'll come? 600 00:52:18,125 --> 00:52:20,249 To New York? 601 00:52:20,291 --> 00:52:24,375 - Oh, yes. Yeah. 602 00:52:27,125 --> 00:52:30,500 - You could stay with me 603 00:52:31,625 --> 00:52:34,124 for a little while. 604 00:52:34,166 --> 00:52:36,291 If you wanted. 605 00:52:40,791 --> 00:52:42,458 I'll need a good model. 606 00:52:44,041 --> 00:52:49,041 And you are an excellent model. 607 00:52:52,500 --> 00:52:54,625 - I think you're a little drunk. 608 00:52:56,208 --> 00:52:58,125 - I mean it. 609 00:53:02,791 --> 00:53:04,375 Night, Lucy. 610 00:53:18,000 --> 00:53:20,833 [car starting] 611 00:55:54,333 --> 00:55:57,041 [Ilse] I'm being considered for an award. 612 00:55:57,083 --> 00:55:59,749 They just announced the shortlist. 613 00:55:59,791 --> 00:56:00,958 - So, you're leaving. 614 00:56:01,000 --> 00:56:02,333 - Oh, well... 615 00:56:02,375 --> 00:56:05,249 It makes more sense to be in New York right now. 616 00:56:05,291 --> 00:56:07,166 I'm having lunch with my gallerist tomorrow. 617 00:56:07,208 --> 00:56:09,874 And it's... 618 00:56:09,916 --> 00:56:14,208 It's all honestly kind of overwhelming. 619 00:56:14,250 --> 00:56:17,708 I'm thrilled, of course. 620 00:56:17,750 --> 00:56:19,458 - We didn't finish the painting. 621 00:56:19,500 --> 00:56:21,041 - Oh. 622 00:56:23,583 --> 00:56:25,958 I think we did. 623 00:56:26,000 --> 00:56:26,833 I... 624 00:56:28,583 --> 00:56:31,166 You were right about the gaze. 625 00:56:31,208 --> 00:56:35,499 That... That it's... 626 00:56:35,541 --> 00:56:40,499 it's like you're looking through something, 627 00:56:40,541 --> 00:56:42,708 that... 628 00:56:42,750 --> 00:56:45,958 it's like you're in another sphere. 629 00:56:46,000 --> 00:56:49,374 It's because, I realized, 630 00:56:49,416 --> 00:56:53,666 I am looking at you and I am muddied 631 00:56:54,958 --> 00:56:59,958 by my expectations of my work and of myself. 632 00:57:00,000 --> 00:57:02,791 And I intellectualize everything. 633 00:57:02,833 --> 00:57:03,958 And I... 634 00:57:06,833 --> 00:57:09,666 I'm not explaining this very well. 635 00:57:11,708 --> 00:57:12,541 It... 636 00:57:14,291 --> 00:57:19,124 When you posed, it was so simple, 637 00:57:19,166 --> 00:57:21,666 yes? 638 00:57:21,708 --> 00:57:23,416 It was... 639 00:57:23,458 --> 00:57:25,666 I can, I can't... 640 00:57:25,708 --> 00:57:26,791 I can't... 641 00:57:26,833 --> 00:57:28,874 call a thing, a thing. 642 00:57:28,916 --> 00:57:31,041 I can't... 643 00:57:31,083 --> 00:57:33,583 I can't feel that it is enough. 644 00:57:34,791 --> 00:57:37,666 But when you posed, it was so simple. 645 00:57:38,583 --> 00:57:42,541 All I had to do was translate. 646 00:57:49,541 --> 00:57:53,124 I really need to find another way to articulate this. 647 00:57:53,166 --> 00:57:55,458 - No, no. I understand. 648 00:58:15,916 --> 00:58:19,333 [melancholic piano score begins] 649 00:59:06,791 --> 00:59:08,208 [Garry] I'm sorry, Lucy. 650 00:59:08,250 --> 00:59:12,375 Their offer was... I had to take it. 651 00:59:13,375 --> 00:59:17,375 He promised me you could keep your job, if you want it. 652 00:59:20,958 --> 00:59:23,291 After they renovate and what not. 653 00:59:29,333 --> 00:59:32,916 I hope in time you'll see this as an opportunity. 654 00:59:38,416 --> 00:59:40,249 You don't want to be working at a bar your whole life, 655 00:59:40,291 --> 00:59:41,291 do you? 656 00:59:43,166 --> 00:59:45,999 - That's what dad did. 657 00:59:46,041 --> 00:59:47,916 That's what you did. 658 00:59:48,916 --> 00:59:51,166 - I'm proud of my days here, but... 659 00:59:51,208 --> 00:59:53,708 I know your father was too. 660 01:00:07,000 --> 01:00:09,958 This is a small portion of the sale. 661 01:00:10,000 --> 01:00:13,416 Now, I know it's not much, but it's a start. 662 01:00:18,666 --> 01:00:22,416 You could finish up school, if you want. 663 01:00:24,083 --> 01:00:27,083 I'm not your old man, I can't tell you what to do, 664 01:00:29,375 --> 01:00:31,958 but I want you to have options. 665 01:00:35,958 --> 01:00:38,374 - I can't take this. 666 01:00:38,416 --> 01:00:39,916 - It's only right. Rob... 667 01:00:41,125 --> 01:00:43,625 Rob was so proud of you, sweetheart. 668 01:00:45,541 --> 01:00:48,374 He wanted you to be more than he ever could be. 669 01:00:48,416 --> 01:00:50,541 You understand? 670 01:00:51,916 --> 01:00:55,666 He wanted to do all he ever could do for you. 671 01:01:23,000 --> 01:01:27,625 [hopeful piano score begins] 672 01:03:20,791 --> 01:03:22,249 [background voice] You've gotta see this one. 673 01:03:22,291 --> 01:03:23,083 I'm telling you. 674 01:03:23,125 --> 01:03:24,124 It's a must. You gotta go. 675 01:03:24,166 --> 01:03:24,958 - Welcome. 676 01:03:25,000 --> 01:03:26,750 Can I take your coat? 677 01:03:28,666 --> 01:03:30,333 [background voice] Have you guys seen this piece yet? 678 01:03:30,375 --> 01:03:33,041 [background voice] White or red? 679 01:03:35,291 --> 01:03:40,250 [background chatter] 680 01:03:43,708 --> 01:03:45,625 [Tom] Oh, that one's cool. 681 01:04:12,000 --> 01:04:14,166 Is that the... 682 01:04:16,333 --> 01:04:17,166 Oh. 683 01:04:38,583 --> 01:04:40,666 [background voice] Tell me more about that one. 684 01:04:40,708 --> 01:04:45,500 [Ilse] That one is the absence. Paired down. 685 01:04:49,875 --> 01:04:50,666 [Ilse] Hugh. 686 01:04:50,708 --> 01:04:53,124 This is Lucy and this is Tom. 687 01:04:53,166 --> 01:04:54,666 - Oh, how do you do? 688 01:04:54,708 --> 01:04:56,541 [Ilse] This is my gallerist Geoffrey 689 01:04:56,583 --> 01:04:58,916 and this is our dear friend Simone 690 01:04:58,958 --> 01:05:01,708 and our son Charlie. Charlie? 691 01:05:01,750 --> 01:05:04,333 - Hi everybody. I'm so delighted to meet you guys. 692 01:05:04,375 --> 01:05:06,333 This is awesome. 693 01:05:08,500 --> 01:05:10,000 - Fun age, isn't it? 694 01:05:11,000 --> 01:05:12,624 [Tom] The show is really good. 695 01:05:12,666 --> 01:05:15,333 [Geoffrey] Truly phenomenal work, Ilse. 696 01:05:15,375 --> 01:05:16,874 [Ilse] Oh, Geoff. I hope so. 697 01:05:16,916 --> 01:05:18,833 [Simone] Are you an artist as well, Lucy? 698 01:05:18,875 --> 01:05:22,208 [Ilse] Lucy's actually buying this little bar in Maine. 699 01:05:22,250 --> 01:05:24,499 [Simone] Oh! Geoff and I were in Bar Harbor 700 01:05:24,541 --> 01:05:25,416 just last weekend. 701 01:05:25,458 --> 01:05:26,249 [Hugh] Oh, Simone. 702 01:05:26,291 --> 01:05:28,541 Have you been to the new show at the Gagosian? 703 01:05:28,583 --> 01:05:30,583 [voices fade out] 704 01:05:37,708 --> 01:05:42,291 [melancholic piano score begins] 705 01:05:44,291 --> 01:05:45,291 - Excuse me. 706 01:05:59,666 --> 01:06:02,208 [background chatter] 707 01:06:02,250 --> 01:06:03,083 [Simone]... Right? 708 01:06:03,125 --> 01:06:05,875 - Oh, it's just imbecilic. 709 01:07:13,750 --> 01:07:18,708 [sports commentary on TV] 710 01:07:20,416 --> 01:07:21,875 [door shuts] 711 01:07:34,666 --> 01:07:38,208 - You forgot this. 712 01:07:50,750 --> 01:07:53,166 Are we gonna talk about it? 713 01:07:56,500 --> 01:07:58,083 [TV turns off] 714 01:08:03,958 --> 01:08:05,583 Did you... 715 01:08:17,708 --> 01:08:19,875 Are you in love with her? 716 01:08:22,166 --> 01:08:23,000 - No. 717 01:08:25,541 --> 01:08:27,791 - Okay. Then why? 718 01:08:31,083 --> 01:08:32,583 - I'm sorry. 719 01:08:33,708 --> 01:08:34,791 - For what? 720 01:08:36,583 --> 01:08:39,999 For doing it or for not telling me? 721 01:08:40,041 --> 01:08:40,875 - Both. 722 01:08:44,875 --> 01:08:46,791 - Fuck. 723 01:08:49,041 --> 01:08:51,541 Do you know how this makes me feel, Lucy? 724 01:08:52,625 --> 01:08:54,499 I feel like a fucking idiot. 725 01:08:54,541 --> 01:08:59,541 Like, you let me wear this stupid fucking tie. 726 01:09:01,250 --> 01:09:04,000 Talk to those people and embarrass myself. 727 01:09:09,208 --> 01:09:11,666 Do you know that I quit my job? 728 01:09:15,333 --> 01:09:18,291 Yeah. I quit my job. 729 01:09:19,666 --> 01:09:20,874 - When? 730 01:09:20,916 --> 01:09:24,291 - Weeks ago. A month. More. 731 01:09:29,083 --> 01:09:31,583 I was scared to tell you, so I kept putting it off 732 01:09:33,875 --> 01:09:35,375 and then you just didn't notice. 733 01:09:38,666 --> 01:09:40,916 Kind of turned into a game in my head. 734 01:09:40,958 --> 01:09:42,958 Like, how long is it gonna take her to notice? 735 01:09:43,000 --> 01:09:44,583 Just... 736 01:09:52,000 --> 01:09:54,333 I'm going back to school. 737 01:09:55,583 --> 01:09:57,458 Culinary school. 738 01:10:03,750 --> 01:10:05,583 - I'm really proud of you, Tom. 739 01:10:05,625 --> 01:10:06,958 - Fuck you. 740 01:10:29,208 --> 01:10:31,750 - You don't even want to be with me, do you? 741 01:10:34,416 --> 01:10:37,666 - Of course I do. I love you. 742 01:10:38,916 --> 01:10:41,041 - Of course you love me. 743 01:10:43,750 --> 01:10:45,583 You love me like you love the house 744 01:10:47,333 --> 01:10:49,791 or the bar. 745 01:10:49,833 --> 01:10:51,041 Because I'm just... 746 01:10:52,291 --> 01:10:54,291 I'm just there. 747 01:10:55,708 --> 01:11:00,083 It's easier for you to stay than to do anything else. 748 01:11:02,916 --> 01:11:04,291 Isn't that right? 749 01:11:09,125 --> 01:11:10,541 What do you want? 750 01:11:14,041 --> 01:11:17,458 Huh? Just tell me one fucking thing that you actually want. 751 01:11:40,041 --> 01:11:43,916 [piano score begins] 752 01:12:17,458 --> 01:12:20,375 [last piano note lingers and fades] 753 01:13:29,750 --> 01:13:32,958 [warm piano score begins] 754 01:14:08,458 --> 01:14:11,875 [piano note lingers unresolved] 755 01:15:57,125 --> 01:16:02,125 ♪ What is it you're feeling? ♪ 756 01:16:04,333 --> 01:16:09,333 ♪ Can you put it in a painting? ♪ 757 01:16:12,625 --> 01:16:17,625 ♪ There's no saturation. ♪ 758 01:16:19,916 --> 01:16:24,916 ♪ It's just the same old thing. ♪ 759 01:16:26,250 --> 01:16:31,250 ♪ Stop talking in rings. ♪ 760 01:16:33,458 --> 01:16:38,458 ♪ You came here to say what you think. ♪ 761 01:16:40,125 --> 01:16:45,125 ♪ I've got a real life now. ♪ 762 01:16:47,666 --> 01:16:52,666 ♪ And I intend to shut you out. ♪ 763 01:16:55,791 --> 01:17:00,791 ♪ I've got a real life now. ♪ 764 01:17:02,916 --> 01:17:07,916 ♪ Watch me turn the clocks around. ♪ 765 01:17:29,333 --> 01:17:34,291 ♪ Oh it's with my name too... ♪ 766 01:17:36,875 --> 01:17:41,875 ♪ I walk that path, ♪ I walk it like you. ♪ 767 01:17:43,041 --> 01:17:48,041 ♪ Find two knees pressed against one another ♪ 768 01:17:50,375 --> 01:17:53,833 ♪ it's the shape of my need ♪ 769 01:17:53,875 --> 01:17:58,124 ♪ in the shape of another. ♪ 770 01:17:58,166 --> 01:18:03,166 ♪ And I swoop down in circles to find ♪ 771 01:18:06,333 --> 01:18:11,333 ♪ the baby in my arms but it wasn't mine. ♪ 772 01:18:13,250 --> 01:18:18,250 ♪ Cause I've got a real life now. ♪ 773 01:18:20,125 --> 01:18:25,125 ♪ And I intend to shut you out. ♪ 774 01:18:28,541 --> 01:18:33,541 ♪ I've got a real life now. ♪ 775 01:18:35,375 --> 01:18:40,375 ♪ Watch me burn the candles out. ♪ 776 01:18:43,208 --> 01:18:48,208 ♪ Watch me leave the table cold ♪ 777 01:18:50,750 --> 01:18:55,750 ♪ leaving with my hat and coat. ♪ 778 01:18:58,250 --> 01:19:03,250 ♪ Stop to do one final dish ♪ 779 01:19:04,875 --> 01:19:09,875 ♪ and leave before it's finished. ♪ 780 01:19:13,916 --> 01:19:18,916 ♪ I've got a real life now. ♪ 781 01:19:22,416 --> 01:19:26,166 [melancholic piano score begins]