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BETWEEN DOG AND WOLF

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That still alive?

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Huh?

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I feed it barley and stuff...

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Sometimes I wash it with
shampoo for the parasites.

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Come over boy.

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Good. I don't see many parasites.

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It was a champion.

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I can't eat it.

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Look. I just made this.

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See if you like it.

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Come boy. Come here.

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Come here boy, lie down.

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Sit.

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Alex.

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Lie down boy.

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Good boy...

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Good boy...

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It's interesting.

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How it is? Like it?

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Don't know. It's a bit different
from the previous ones. The colour.

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Smells a bit different but it's good.

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I made it village style.

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I added carob.

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Where's your hometown? Adana, Mersin?

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Mersin...Mersin..

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I couldn't remember. I mix those two up.

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Never mind...

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I do it too sometimes.

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Never seen you go there.

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Right.

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I remember nothing about my hometown.

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But hopefully I'll be
going back for good soon.

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What?

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You serious?

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I'm bored here Orhan.

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Spent my whole life in this sewer.

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We just looked at that shop.

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We gave the down payment.

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What happened?

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You can't start up shit with that
retirement bonus I got from the zoo.

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It's my last shot.

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I don't want to waste it on a dream.

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I've had enough of dealing with bosses,
employees...

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with animals...
with visitors.

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Right my boy...Right.

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I've thought about it a lot. I don't
want to deal with customers either.

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İzzet, you are not making make sense.

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But that's how it is.

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Slow down!

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It'll go to your head.

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I'll be fine.

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So I'll be really alone when you go huh?

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You'll find someone.

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Don't you have a girl to hang out with?

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No.

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Why not?

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You're a young guy.

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There are girls but...

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I get bored with them quickly.

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Don't know why I get bored.

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Work, friends, girls...

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I'm bored with everything.

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Enough to make me throw up.

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The food here isn't real food.

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The air's not real air.

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We pay for the water we drink!

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I'm sick of the noise all night
from the freeway.

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Instead of dying alone here,

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it's better to go to my village to die.

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I'll build a stone house in the village
with my retirement bonus.

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The family will help out.
Nephews and whatever.

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I'll take this fucking rooster too,
if it's still alive.

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It's lonely as I am, at least it can
hang out with the chickens.

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I may find people like
me who understand me.

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It's hard for people like
us to live here Orhan.

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I'll be miserable here on a pension.

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Are you listening?
You hear me?

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Yes I do...

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Of course you should...

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That would be the best.

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You've gone quiet.

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No.

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I was thinking of how everyone has a
passion for tomatoes and peppers nowadays.

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They always say they'll
leave and go back to their village.

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Why did they come here then
if their village is so nice.

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You saying that to me?

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Course not. I mean in general.

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It's about 30 years
since I came to Istanbul.

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When I think about my life
and those wasted years...

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I regret it.

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Sometimes I wonder, would I
ever be happy if I don't think like that.

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Maybe that's true.

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Maybe we're happy.

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We're unhappy because
we just don't know we are happy.

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That's all.

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If people understood
that they would be happy.

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Missed again.

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Of course. You can't hit it.

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How can you if you don't keep still?

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Didn't you shoot in the army?

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Course I did.

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What you scared of then? Shoot.

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I'm not scared. Just can't do it.

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Bring the gun up. Bring it up!

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Look. See that bottle?
It's shining. See it?

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-I see it.
-If you see it, shoot.

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And again. Gun up. Shoot.

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Oh, thank God!

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Maybe the problem's with this.
It's a bit old eh?

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It doesn't work that well.

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What did you shoot with just now?

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It's about 30 years old.

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I'll keep it as long as it fires.

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See, it's scratched.

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As long as it works...

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You're one up on me. You've got this.

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I don't even have that.

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What do you mean?
You said you own a field in your village.

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Yeah, a few acres.

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It's no benefit to me.

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My brother farms it.

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With your brother in the village,
you don't get a shit.

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He's going to tend the field in the
village and look after your father...

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and you're going to goof off here
in Istanbul

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and then go back and take over the field?

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They won't buy it.

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You've one brother, right?

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No, two.

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Why did I remember one?

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No sisters, right?

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Daughters are a blessing.

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If you'd had a sister, she could
have looked after you and your father.

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Poor guy.

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Three sons.

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I bet you were a headache.

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Don't be angry with your father.

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He did his best in the circumstances.

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And without two pennies to rub together.

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If he'd worked hard,
he could have done something.

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Not just for us but also for those around,
for society.

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Who?

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What can a villager do for society?

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You crazy?

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The guy can't fill his own belly and
you're on about benefits to society?

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If he'd done his job properly

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at least
he could have succeeded in farming.

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Who?

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My father.

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You're one of those educated idiots.

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Really...

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Instead of being grateful that your father

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got you an education under
those circumstances, you're talking crap.

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He's right though.

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The woman died early and
he's left with three kids.

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With no one to help out.

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What woman?

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My father's wife.

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Isn't your father's wife your mother?

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Who calls their mother
their father's wife?

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Don't know. It just came out like that.

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If I'd got some money from my father...

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I'd have started a business.

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But I'll succeed with my own efforts.

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What efforts?

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What efforts?

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What's special about
you that you'll succeed?

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Orhan...

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Look, that man's your father.

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It's obvious you're sick and tired,
unhappy.

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But if it weren't for him
you wouldn't exist.

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You're alive thanks to your father
sleeping with your mother.

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Been better if he hadn't.

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What?

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Maybe it would have
been better if he hadn't.

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What would be better?

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If you hadn't been born?

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Yes.

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How would you know if you weren't born?

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"Better if he hadn't."

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That's a load of crap.

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See those trees?

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Even those trees are grateful to be alive.

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Put it in your mouth! Shoot.
Fucking shoot.

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Put the gun down, put it down.

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Listen...

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How are you for money?

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I get by.

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How?

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Loans and stuff.

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Take this.

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No thanks.

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Take it. You're too proud.
Proud of what? Take that.

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Thanks.

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It's funny stuff, money.

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Pictures and words on it.

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That's all it is.

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That's just all...

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Right, I'm off.

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Stay. What's your hurry?

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It's late. The buses will finish up.

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Alright.

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As you wish.

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Good night.

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Good night.

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İzzet! İzzet! It's me, Sezai.

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Ooh You've lit a fire ha?

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Hello?

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00:21:05,006 --> 00:21:07,686
Hello? You fallen asleep?

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İzzet?

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It's Sezai. You hear me?

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İzzet?

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Hey! I've brought a beautiful melon.

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İzzet?

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00:28:31,086 --> 00:28:33,126
-After you.
-Thanks.

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Couldn't get my key out.

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-Need any help?
-No thanks. I'll manage.

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What's happening outside?

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00:28:39,606 --> 00:28:41,926
Something's going on
but I don't know what.

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-See you later.
-Hey Orhan!

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Don't be late with the
rent this month, okay?

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Alright, don't worry.

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Fine. See you.

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-Are you Orhan Özcan?
-Yes.

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00:29:11,286 --> 00:29:14,726
Ok. You have to come to the
police station to give a statement.

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About what?

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00:29:16,206 --> 00:29:19,126
I don't know. They told me to bring you.

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Ok. I'll change and come then.

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Don't keep me waiting. Ok?

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Bring your ID card.

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We have lost our fellow Muslim İzzet
Ceylan to a vile murder

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and we are gathered here
to pay our respects.

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He is passing from this temporary
life here to the afterlife.

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He is leaving behind the glory of this
world and all his possessions,

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and is heading towards the destination
that all of us will eventually reach.

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He did good deeds, earned rewards,
and maybe did bad deeds. All is recorded.

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Allah will hold him to account.

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One day all of us will be held to account

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Let's not forget that whoever
inflicts pain will suffer,

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whoever shows mercy will receive mercy,

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and whoever swims in the sea of
selfishness and greed

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will eventually drown.

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Do you forgive all the faults of
our late brother İzzet Ceylan?

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We do.

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-Do you forgive his faults?
-We do.

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-Do you forgive his faults?
-We do.

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Prayers to Allah. Divine blessings
on the prophet. And for the deceased.

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Ali!
Come here dear.

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Your mother's thirsty. Pour a
little water here. It's a kind deed.

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00:31:37,486 --> 00:31:39,486
Up here. Well done. Come.

253
00:31:41,166 --> 00:31:44,646
Your mother's thirsty. Pour it on.

254
00:31:45,246 --> 00:31:49,446
Good boy. Pour it on. Well done.

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Aslı!

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00:37:55,446 --> 00:37:57,326
What happened here?

257
00:37:57,606 --> 00:37:58,966
Why?

258
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It's become a dump.

259
00:38:01,846 --> 00:38:03,406
Don't exaggerate.

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00:38:03,846 --> 00:38:05,526
Sit down, relax.

261
00:38:06,766 --> 00:38:08,206
What's that?

262
00:38:10,006 --> 00:38:11,486
I'll explain.

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00:38:11,886 --> 00:38:13,886
You want something? Anything.

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00:38:14,046 --> 00:38:15,246
No, nothing.

265
00:38:15,966 --> 00:38:17,686
What's that here for?

266
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It belongs to a friend.

267
00:38:21,126 --> 00:38:22,886
It'll be here for a while.

268
00:38:23,046 --> 00:38:25,246
-A rooster?
-Yeah.

269
00:38:26,646 --> 00:38:29,446
You were going to move somewhere better.

270
00:38:30,406 --> 00:38:33,446
Didn't work out. No need.

271
00:38:33,606 --> 00:38:38,246
Find a new house,
make up for the higher rent.

272
00:38:39,406 --> 00:38:40,926
It's hard.

273
00:38:41,086 --> 00:38:43,926
How did the house
get like this in one year?

274
00:38:44,086 --> 00:38:46,806
Never mind. You want coffee?

275
00:38:47,086 --> 00:38:50,526
No. Shall we go out?
Maybe get something to drink outside?

276
00:38:50,686 --> 00:38:52,566
That bad huh?

277
00:38:53,206 --> 00:38:58,046
No, the weather's nice.
Be good to go out.

278
00:39:00,486 --> 00:39:02,886
Whatever. I'll have some water.

279
00:39:28,366 --> 00:39:30,846
What have you done since we last talked?

280
00:39:31,006 --> 00:39:32,846
How's work?

281
00:39:33,766 --> 00:39:37,246
I worked at the zoo for a while.

282
00:39:37,766 --> 00:39:40,566
I mentioned İzzet. Remember?

283
00:39:41,326 --> 00:39:43,606
-He got me the job.
-So?

284
00:39:45,526 --> 00:39:47,726
They fired me for no reason.

285
00:39:47,886 --> 00:39:49,526
No reason?

286
00:39:50,406 --> 00:39:52,846
There were complaints about me but...

287
00:39:53,886 --> 00:39:56,486
I don't know who or what.

288
00:39:57,126 --> 00:39:59,126
Didn't you ask İzzet?

289
00:40:03,166 --> 00:40:05,246
İzzet's dead.

290
00:40:05,406 --> 00:40:06,806
What?

291
00:40:06,966 --> 00:40:08,206
How?

292
00:40:09,886 --> 00:40:11,206
Murder.

293
00:40:11,806 --> 00:40:12,806
He was murdered.

294
00:40:12,966 --> 00:40:16,246
Who killed him? How?

295
00:40:18,006 --> 00:40:19,526
We don't know.

296
00:40:20,646 --> 00:40:22,726
The police are investigating.

297
00:40:25,846 --> 00:40:27,726
My condolences.

298
00:40:33,726 --> 00:40:36,086
I can't get it out of my head.

299
00:40:38,086 --> 00:40:40,366
Thinking about it constantly.

300
00:40:45,046 --> 00:40:47,686
The anxiety's keeping me awake.

301
00:40:49,846 --> 00:40:55,126
I have to go out and walk for hours until
I'm exhausted. Only then I can sleep.

302
00:40:59,286 --> 00:41:02,446
It's like only I know that İzzet's dead.

303
00:41:04,006 --> 00:41:06,166
No one else cares.

304
00:41:08,166 --> 00:41:10,166
Everyone's happy...

305
00:41:11,046 --> 00:41:13,366
Everyone's busy with something.

306
00:41:16,286 --> 00:41:18,686
It's just me bumming around.

307
00:41:33,646 --> 00:41:35,686
-Don't be so hard...
-Aslı?

308
00:41:37,686 --> 00:41:39,646
Can I ask you something?

309
00:41:41,686 --> 00:41:43,606
Go ahead.

310
00:41:45,646 --> 00:41:47,966
Who was that guy at the bar last night?

311
00:41:54,006 --> 00:41:56,326
You really want to know?

312
00:42:02,046 --> 00:42:04,606
Whatever. It's better I don't know.

313
00:42:06,326 --> 00:42:08,806
You disappear for a year...

314
00:42:09,286 --> 00:42:13,606
just as we were going to get engaged and
now expect me to explain myself to you?

315
00:42:13,966 --> 00:42:18,166
You left me in a difficult
situation with my sisters.

316
00:42:19,806 --> 00:42:22,446
You know I couldn't look my mother in
the face for days?

317
00:42:22,606 --> 00:42:24,446
Alright, I never mentioned it.

318
00:42:24,766 --> 00:42:26,366
Don't.

319
00:42:29,526 --> 00:42:31,566
I wanted to come but..

320
00:42:33,126 --> 00:42:36,806
Your mother would have kicked me out.

321
00:42:36,966 --> 00:42:39,286
Could have called.

322
00:42:42,606 --> 00:42:44,646
My phone was cut off.

323
00:42:44,806 --> 00:42:46,486
Couldn't pay the bill.

324
00:42:56,246 --> 00:42:58,206
Whatever. Let's go out, I'm bored here.

325
00:42:58,366 --> 00:42:59,606
Aslı...

326
00:43:03,606 --> 00:43:05,286
I never forgot about you.

327
00:43:16,206 --> 00:43:17,566
Answer the door.

328
00:43:23,286 --> 00:43:24,366
Who is it?

329
00:43:24,526 --> 00:43:26,046
Open up, police!

330
00:43:30,606 --> 00:43:32,126
Are you Orhan Özcan?

331
00:43:32,286 --> 00:43:33,126
Yes. It's me.

332
00:43:33,286 --> 00:43:36,806
Good...You're coming with us to
give a statement.

333
00:43:37,166 --> 00:43:39,366
I already gave one.

334
00:43:39,646 --> 00:43:41,566
The prosecutor wants you.

335
00:43:42,166 --> 00:43:44,006
Your fingerprints were found at the scene.

336
00:43:44,286 --> 00:43:47,606
Of course. I said before,
I go there often.

337
00:43:48,366 --> 00:43:51,326
You were there the night it happened.
Why didn't you say?

338
00:43:51,646 --> 00:43:53,086
Which night?

339
00:43:54,286 --> 00:43:56,246
He was killed that day?

340
00:43:58,206 --> 00:43:59,846
How could I know
that? I didn't think of it.

341
00:44:00,006 --> 00:44:02,486
Didn't think of it? How's that?

342
00:44:02,646 --> 00:44:04,526
Chief, there's a rooster here.

343
00:44:04,686 --> 00:44:06,446
Kill it and bring it here then.
Give me strength.

344
00:44:06,606 --> 00:44:09,406
Stop messing with the rooster.
Look for the gun.

345
00:44:09,606 --> 00:44:10,926
You have a search warrant?

346
00:44:11,086 --> 00:44:12,086
Celal!

347
00:44:12,246 --> 00:44:13,966
Bring that search warrant.

348
00:44:14,166 --> 00:44:15,446
Who are you?

349
00:44:15,606 --> 00:44:17,086
My fiancée.

350
00:44:18,006 --> 00:44:19,046
Name?

351
00:44:19,206 --> 00:44:20,926
Aslı Yıldırım.

352
00:44:21,966 --> 00:44:23,806
Let's see your ID.

353
00:44:27,726 --> 00:44:28,846
Celal!

354
00:44:30,206 --> 00:44:32,526
Here, check her details in the system.

355
00:44:33,366 --> 00:44:35,326
-Take it!
-Yes sir.

356
00:44:39,286 --> 00:44:40,766
What gun?

357
00:44:41,406 --> 00:44:43,766
Don't know. Don't worry.
It'll be over soon.

358
00:44:43,926 --> 00:44:46,286
How do you know that?

359
00:44:48,046 --> 00:44:50,846
Go if you like. I'll find you later.

360
00:44:51,366 --> 00:44:53,086
Clean, Chief.

361
00:44:55,206 --> 00:44:57,126
Can my fiancée go?

362
00:44:59,766 --> 00:45:01,006
Alright, go.

363
00:45:01,846 --> 00:45:04,366
-Definitely call me, okay?
-Alright. Don't worry.

364
00:49:17,286 --> 00:49:18,406
Orhan!!

365
00:49:19,566 --> 00:49:21,366
Orhan!! Open the door.

366
00:49:21,646 --> 00:49:24,286
I know you're at home. Open the door!

367
00:49:24,766 --> 00:49:27,326
If you don't pay the rent again this
month, you're fucking out of here.

368
00:49:27,486 --> 00:49:29,686
I won't put up with this crap.

369
00:49:32,406 --> 00:49:33,886
Open up!

370
00:50:35,646 --> 00:50:37,046
Alright Feyyaz. See you later.

371
00:50:37,206 --> 00:50:38,966
Goodnight.

372
00:50:42,806 --> 00:50:44,766
-Ferhat get me some tea.
-Sure.

373
00:50:44,926 --> 00:50:46,766
-Are there any newspapers?
-There's an old one.

374
00:50:46,926 --> 00:50:49,286
-That doesn't matter.
-Here.

375
00:50:49,446 --> 00:50:50,966
To pass the time.

376
00:51:01,486 --> 00:51:02,766
Orhan!

377
00:51:02,926 --> 00:51:04,686
Orhan. What's up?

378
00:51:04,846 --> 00:51:05,726
I'm okay.

379
00:51:05,886 --> 00:51:07,726
Where you been recently?

380
00:51:08,326 --> 00:51:10,526
Same as usual. Around here.

381
00:51:10,686 --> 00:51:13,366
I called your cell phone a few times
but you didn't answer.

382
00:51:14,126 --> 00:51:19,126
Erol said you were sick with a fever.
Hope you're better.

383
00:51:19,846 --> 00:51:22,646
Didn't get the chance. Been busy.

384
00:51:22,806 --> 00:51:24,886
It's good you're busy.

385
00:51:26,286 --> 00:51:28,726
Better than lounging at home.

386
00:51:30,486 --> 00:51:32,326
You find a job?

387
00:51:33,886 --> 00:51:37,126
Just some temporary things.

388
00:51:43,206 --> 00:51:45,366
We really miss you at work.

389
00:51:45,886 --> 00:51:48,006
We talk about you every day.

390
00:51:48,566 --> 00:51:51,526
Your politeness and character are
always mentioned.

391
00:51:55,206 --> 00:51:57,606
You were lazy though.

392
00:51:57,886 --> 00:52:00,206
Getting sick notes all the time.

393
00:52:00,846 --> 00:52:03,406
How many times did we warn you?

394
00:52:06,326 --> 00:52:10,366
I looked for you at İzzet's funeral,
but you disappeared.

395
00:52:12,486 --> 00:52:14,366
I was there but...

396
00:52:14,646 --> 00:52:16,646
didn't stay long. Had something to do.

397
00:52:16,806 --> 00:52:19,246
He was such a good man.

398
00:52:21,526 --> 00:52:23,686
Such a decent man...

399
00:52:25,606 --> 00:52:28,046
Why would anyone
kill such a harmless man?

400
00:52:30,606 --> 00:52:32,046
Hard to say.

401
00:52:32,606 --> 00:52:34,206
These things are complicated.

402
00:52:34,366 --> 00:52:39,406
It's pretty simple. For a few
bucks some scumbag attacked him.

403
00:52:43,606 --> 00:52:45,806
You go hunting!

404
00:52:47,526 --> 00:52:51,766
You shoot those poor harmless animals.

405
00:52:51,926 --> 00:52:55,646
What you talking about?
Is that the same as killing someone?

406
00:52:58,326 --> 00:53:01,126
He didn't have any enemies, did he?

407
00:53:01,726 --> 00:53:02,966
Don't know.

408
00:53:03,126 --> 00:53:04,806
How do you not know?

409
00:53:04,966 --> 00:53:08,606
Who would know? You two were close.

410
00:53:08,766 --> 00:53:12,526
I liked him but didn't see him often.

411
00:53:12,766 --> 00:53:16,406
They said you went to his house
the day he was killed.

412
00:53:17,166 --> 00:53:19,166
I did.

413
00:53:20,326 --> 00:53:22,046
We talked a while. So what?

414
00:53:22,206 --> 00:53:24,406
So what? That's important information.

415
00:53:27,006 --> 00:53:29,366
You were there that night too.

416
00:53:30,846 --> 00:53:32,486
Who said that?

417
00:53:33,086 --> 00:53:35,766
-The police.
-What? When did you go?

418
00:53:36,646 --> 00:53:38,446
Couple of days ago,

419
00:53:40,846 --> 00:53:42,566
to give a statement.

420
00:53:42,726 --> 00:53:44,566
What did they say?

421
00:53:45,006 --> 00:53:48,806
A few questions, that's all.
They mentioned you.

422
00:53:48,966 --> 00:53:51,726
About your fingerprints
on his things in the house.

423
00:53:56,526 --> 00:53:59,486
I said I left early and didn't see Sezai.

424
00:54:00,046 --> 00:54:02,446
They asked you a few questions
and let you go?

425
00:54:03,286 --> 00:54:05,126
That's it? They didn't hold you?

426
00:54:05,286 --> 00:54:07,166
You think I'm lying?

427
00:54:07,326 --> 00:54:09,126
Why should they?

428
00:54:11,206 --> 00:54:13,966
I answered their
questions and left. That's all.

429
00:54:18,046 --> 00:54:19,646
Strange.

430
00:54:20,766 --> 00:54:22,366
What's strange about it?

431
00:54:25,326 --> 00:54:26,286
Huh?

432
00:54:27,366 --> 00:54:28,686
Nothing.

433
00:54:59,406 --> 00:55:02,206
You know I don't smoke in the bedroom!

434
00:55:04,686 --> 00:55:05,926
Right.

435
00:55:15,286 --> 00:55:18,086
She must be hungry. I'll go feed her.

436
00:58:03,606 --> 00:58:04,806
Can I get a coke?

437
00:58:04,966 --> 00:58:06,886
-Coke?
-My throat's dry.

438
00:58:07,726 --> 00:58:08,926
A coke please.

439
00:58:34,606 --> 00:58:35,726
Orhan!

440
00:58:37,086 --> 00:58:38,286
Find it hard?

441
00:58:38,446 --> 00:58:41,166
No, it was fun. I enjoyed it.

442
00:58:41,326 --> 00:58:45,806
I told you. You just wander
about and welcome people.

443
00:58:45,966 --> 00:58:49,286
I thought it would be
acting, memorising stuff.

444
00:58:49,446 --> 00:58:53,246
-No, no... Two more tours next week.
-Alright.

445
00:58:53,406 --> 00:58:55,406
-You available?
-I'll come.

446
00:58:55,566 --> 00:58:56,686
-Huh?
-I'll come.

447
00:58:56,846 --> 00:58:59,126
-Good. Call me. Okay?
-Sure.

448
00:58:59,286 --> 00:59:02,726
-At least call the company. Okay?
-Okay.

449
00:59:02,886 --> 00:59:04,766
-Bye.
-Thank you.

450
01:02:28,446 --> 01:02:32,126
Look, that's Alex. I named him.

451
01:02:35,086 --> 01:02:38,126
How wild and uncaring he looks.

452
01:02:38,286 --> 01:02:40,126
Scary.

453
01:02:40,566 --> 01:02:43,606
He's behind glass. What are you scared of?

454
01:02:44,046 --> 01:02:47,286
It's amazing that dogs came from these.

455
01:02:47,446 --> 01:02:49,726
Shame they're shut up like this.

456
01:02:50,326 --> 01:02:53,246
They were born here.
They don't know the mountains.

457
01:02:53,406 --> 01:02:54,926
Don't miss them.

458
01:02:59,406 --> 01:03:01,646
Wait here. I'll be back in a minute.

459
01:03:01,806 --> 01:03:03,526
Can we leave? I'm a bit hungry.

460
01:03:03,686 --> 01:03:05,366
Alright, we'll go. Wait here.

461
01:03:16,566 --> 01:03:17,726
Sezo?

462
01:03:18,766 --> 01:03:20,246
Sezai? What's up?

463
01:03:20,406 --> 01:03:23,126
Ooh mate...Where did you spring from?

464
01:03:23,286 --> 01:03:25,326
I brought a friend.

465
01:03:26,566 --> 01:03:27,686
Girlfriend?

466
01:03:27,846 --> 01:03:29,486
Kind of. We're hanging out.

467
01:03:29,646 --> 01:03:31,286
Fine, that's cool.

468
01:03:31,926 --> 01:03:33,606
Just don't let the bosses see you.

469
01:03:33,766 --> 01:03:34,726
Why not?

470
01:03:35,086 --> 01:03:37,366
You got bored and you quit.

471
01:03:37,806 --> 01:03:38,966
So what?

472
01:03:39,126 --> 01:03:45,166
I mean...They won't do anything. Just
to avoid a scene in front of the girl.

473
01:03:48,846 --> 01:03:50,966
Anyway... She's waiting.
We gotta eat something.

474
01:03:51,126 --> 01:03:53,806
-I'll come by later.
-See you.

475
01:04:00,206 --> 01:04:01,646
You have mineral water?

476
01:04:01,806 --> 01:04:03,166
Yes.

477
01:04:03,486 --> 01:04:04,726
Where?

478
01:04:04,886 --> 01:04:07,006
There. It's in the fridge.

479
01:04:07,726 --> 01:04:08,966
Look in the door.

480
01:04:09,126 --> 01:04:10,526
Allright.

481
01:04:13,926 --> 01:04:15,326
Found it.

482
01:04:15,606 --> 01:04:17,526
Nothing wrong with her appetite.

483
01:04:17,686 --> 01:04:19,086
What?

484
01:04:19,566 --> 01:04:21,086
My mother.

485
01:04:22,246 --> 01:04:25,126
She struggles for breath
but she can still eat.

486
01:04:26,886 --> 01:04:28,846
The other day you said she wasn't well.

487
01:04:29,006 --> 01:04:30,286
She wasn't.

488
01:04:30,446 --> 01:04:33,246
The doctor said she wouldn't last long.

489
01:04:35,566 --> 01:04:38,886
We were scared but now she's great.

490
01:04:39,046 --> 01:04:40,926
She's clinging to life huh?

491
01:04:41,086 --> 01:04:42,326
She is.

492
01:04:43,446 --> 01:04:46,446
It looks she doesn't want to die.

493
01:04:48,086 --> 01:04:49,646
And I don't want her to die.

494
01:04:49,806 --> 01:04:52,606
She will eventually.

495
01:04:52,766 --> 01:04:54,646
Heaven forbid!

496
01:04:54,806 --> 01:04:57,806
Should she live forever?

497
01:04:58,086 --> 01:05:00,166
She's found new strength.

498
01:05:02,046 --> 01:05:04,006
I was about to lose hope.

499
01:05:07,966 --> 01:05:10,126
What will I do if she dies?

500
01:05:13,566 --> 01:05:15,246
I wonder what she's feeling.

501
01:05:16,566 --> 01:05:18,846
-She can't speak, can she?
-No.

502
01:05:19,326 --> 01:05:22,526
I understand what she
wants to say from her face.

503
01:05:22,926 --> 01:05:25,166
I've known her so long of course.

504
01:05:28,726 --> 01:05:30,686
I wonder if she's scared.

505
01:05:31,446 --> 01:05:33,246
-Of dying?
-Yeah.

506
01:05:34,246 --> 01:05:37,366
I don't think so. Probably not.

507
01:05:39,886 --> 01:05:42,286
But she asked me once.

508
01:05:43,006 --> 01:05:45,406
Before she got that bad.

509
01:05:46,006 --> 01:05:49,166
She asked if I thought there was
something on the other side.

510
01:05:49,326 --> 01:05:50,286
Really.

511
01:05:50,446 --> 01:05:51,446
Yeah.

512
01:05:52,206 --> 01:05:54,886
I was surprised and
didn't know what to say.

513
01:05:55,846 --> 01:05:58,206
I just mumbled and said I hope so.

514
01:05:58,366 --> 01:06:01,606
If only you'd told her
of course there is...

515
01:06:02,086 --> 01:06:05,326
and that the illness had confused her.

516
01:06:05,966 --> 01:06:08,006
She must have been scared.

517
01:06:09,646 --> 01:06:11,686
She must have. Right?

518
01:06:13,126 --> 01:06:16,246
Alright. I'll talk to her tomorrow.

519
01:06:18,046 --> 01:06:19,886
You should talk tonight.

520
01:06:20,046 --> 01:06:21,446
Just in case.

521
01:06:22,806 --> 01:06:26,006
Save us. Why'd you say that?

522
01:06:26,446 --> 01:06:28,126
You never know.

523
01:06:36,846 --> 01:06:41,006
It's time to take her
to hospital for tests.

524
01:06:42,286 --> 01:06:44,326
I can come if you need me.

525
01:06:46,806 --> 01:06:49,086
No, I'll take her. Thanks.

526
01:06:50,406 --> 01:06:51,486
What?

527
01:06:51,646 --> 01:06:53,726
You don't want me to come?

528
01:06:54,486 --> 01:06:56,806
I am not just saying it.

529
01:06:58,326 --> 01:07:00,886
I'll take her on my own some time.

530
01:07:01,726 --> 01:07:03,286
No sugar in your coffee?

531
01:07:03,446 --> 01:07:05,286
Just make it for yourself.

532
01:07:05,886 --> 01:07:07,566
It gives me heartburn these days.

533
01:07:08,926 --> 01:07:10,486
I'm already making it.

534
01:07:17,926 --> 01:07:19,646
It can't go on like this.

535
01:07:21,486 --> 01:07:23,686
I'm exhausted on my own here.

536
01:07:25,286 --> 01:07:27,046
Don't your sisters come?

537
01:07:29,166 --> 01:07:31,246
They never leave the village.

538
01:07:32,926 --> 01:07:35,046
They haven't emptied
my mother's house there.

539
01:07:35,206 --> 01:07:37,326
They say bring her here,
we'll all look after her.

540
01:07:37,486 --> 01:07:41,086
We'll live off our father's pension.

541
01:07:43,726 --> 01:07:46,526
Then maybe I'll meet the right person.

542
01:07:51,726 --> 01:07:54,006
You're not thinking about it, are you?

543
01:07:54,526 --> 01:07:56,486
How could I?

544
01:07:58,566 --> 01:08:01,366
You can live on that
pension in the village.

545
01:08:02,006 --> 01:08:03,006
Huh?

546
01:08:03,966 --> 01:08:06,886
I'm used to it here.
I can't go back there.

547
01:08:07,366 --> 01:08:10,686
A visit once a year is all I can manage.

548
01:08:11,606 --> 01:08:14,606
They're annoyed about you
wanting to live here.

549
01:08:16,406 --> 01:08:18,246
I know my little sister's jealous.

550
01:08:18,406 --> 01:08:19,886
-Does she?
-Yeah.

551
01:08:20,886 --> 01:08:23,966
She wanted to come to Istanbul but
she couldn't leave the village.

552
01:08:25,446 --> 01:08:27,646
My older sisters never let her.

553
01:08:27,806 --> 01:08:32,206
If she came and looked after your mother,
you could relax.

554
01:08:32,806 --> 01:08:35,726
You wouldn't have to carry all the burden.

555
01:08:36,646 --> 01:08:39,486
It's not a burden to look after her.

556
01:08:39,646 --> 01:08:41,406
I'm ok with that.

557
01:08:41,646 --> 01:08:42,926
That's not the problem.

558
01:08:43,086 --> 01:08:44,486
Then what is it?

559
01:08:46,286 --> 01:08:47,806
Never mind.

560
01:08:50,766 --> 01:08:53,006
Not again?
God knows where the candles are.

561
01:08:53,166 --> 01:08:54,886
Forget it. It'll be back on soon.

562
01:08:58,606 --> 01:09:01,526
There's electricity in the street.
Won't last long.

563
01:09:05,686 --> 01:09:09,126
Doesn't the power cut affect
your mother's ventilator?

564
01:09:09,286 --> 01:09:11,246
No, it works with a cylinder.

565
01:09:23,086 --> 01:09:25,486
Orhan, are you serious about me?

566
01:09:25,726 --> 01:09:27,286
What do you mean?

567
01:09:29,366 --> 01:09:32,486
If we marry,
I won't have to return to the village.

568
01:09:33,486 --> 01:09:36,566
I will talk to my sisters.
They will help.

569
01:09:38,806 --> 01:09:42,246
They always say they'll support me
if I get married.

570
01:09:44,806 --> 01:09:47,846
Don't worry about my mother.
She won't be a burden.

571
01:09:51,886 --> 01:09:54,686
If she dies, they'll take me
straight back to the village.

572
01:09:56,206 --> 01:09:57,446
I know.

573
01:09:59,926 --> 01:10:05,326
You said you have land in Balıkesir.
We can live there. Anything's fine by me.

574
01:10:07,566 --> 01:10:09,606
Don't let the coffee boil over.

575
01:10:23,886 --> 01:10:26,166
If you want to go to the bathroom.
I'll find you a candle.

576
01:10:26,326 --> 01:10:28,046
No, I'll use a lighter.

577
01:10:28,206 --> 01:10:30,046
Not like that.

578
01:11:36,046 --> 01:11:38,126
Dripped on my hand.

579
01:11:39,246 --> 01:11:40,166
Does it hurt?

580
01:11:40,326 --> 01:11:41,886
It's fine.

581
01:12:48,046 --> 01:12:49,206
Aslı!

582
01:12:49,366 --> 01:12:50,686
Are you okay?

583
01:12:51,406 --> 01:12:52,686
Fine.

584
01:12:53,566 --> 01:12:55,246
Thought you were asleep.

585
01:12:57,966 --> 01:12:59,486
You going to sleep?

586
01:13:00,846 --> 01:13:03,086
How can I sleep straight away?

587
01:13:07,686 --> 01:13:08,966
Talk!

588
01:13:15,046 --> 01:13:16,926
And say what? You already know.

589
01:13:17,086 --> 01:13:18,606
What do I know?

590
01:13:26,446 --> 01:13:28,446
I'm a lost cause.

591
01:13:31,366 --> 01:13:33,286
I'm not the one for you.

592
01:13:37,846 --> 01:13:40,286
Why did you come back into my life then?

593
01:13:41,406 --> 01:13:43,286
Did I call you?

594
01:13:44,526 --> 01:13:46,446
You're right. I called you.

595
01:13:48,006 --> 01:13:52,046
You come back when you need something
and then leave again when you're done.

596
01:13:55,686 --> 01:13:57,886
You know I love you.

597
01:13:58,726 --> 01:14:02,846
I think about you and ask myself
if we can make a life together but...

598
01:14:03,526 --> 01:14:05,046
I just can't see it.

599
01:14:06,646 --> 01:14:08,486
It's not because of you.

600
01:14:08,646 --> 01:14:10,566
Everything seems so meaningless to me.

601
01:14:10,726 --> 01:14:14,006
Don't annoy me by talking such crap.

602
01:14:14,486 --> 01:14:17,806
It's not crap. That's how I feel.

603
01:14:18,406 --> 01:14:21,326
Even in this situation you expect
me to understand you.

604
01:14:21,846 --> 01:14:24,646
You can't say you're a two-faced fraud.

605
01:14:25,006 --> 01:14:29,086
You just go on about
life being meaningless.

606
01:14:30,126 --> 01:14:34,486
If it's so meaningless, why did you moan
with pleasure when we made love?

607
01:14:34,926 --> 01:14:36,486
Ok, never mind.

608
01:14:37,206 --> 01:14:39,486
-Forget what I said.
-Of course. I will!

609
01:14:55,206 --> 01:14:56,566
Aslı.

610
01:14:58,446 --> 01:15:05,086
I want to talk to you at least once about
everything as if I were talking to myself.

611
01:15:06,726 --> 01:15:08,406
Fine. Go ahead!

612
01:15:14,366 --> 01:15:16,086
I'm a scumbag.

613
01:15:16,246 --> 01:15:18,526
Don't worry, I know.

614
01:15:21,366 --> 01:15:24,006
I hurt someone...

615
01:15:25,606 --> 01:15:27,486
who only did good for me.

616
01:15:28,006 --> 01:15:29,926
I brutally murdered him.

617
01:15:35,406 --> 01:15:38,206
I'm still asking myself why.
I've no answer.

618
01:15:40,326 --> 01:15:43,006
What? Don't scare me.

619
01:15:43,966 --> 01:15:45,806
Who did you kill?

620
01:15:47,486 --> 01:15:49,606
I didn't plan it.

621
01:15:51,006 --> 01:15:54,566
He'd annoyed and humiliated me but

622
01:15:54,726 --> 01:15:56,806
I wasn't going to kill him.

623
01:15:58,166 --> 01:16:00,646
It suddenly occurred to
me while smoking there:

624
01:16:01,126 --> 01:16:04,526
what if I kill İzzet?
Who can stop me now?

625
01:16:05,646 --> 01:16:07,926
You killed İzzet?

626
01:16:11,046 --> 01:16:13,486
At that moment I hated him.

627
01:16:13,646 --> 01:16:15,606
I was enraged.

628
01:16:16,606 --> 01:16:19,406
I wished he was dead.

629
01:16:22,166 --> 01:16:24,966
I said to myself why not
if that's what you want.

630
01:16:27,606 --> 01:16:30,406
It felt like it wouldn't weight
on my conscience.

631
01:16:32,926 --> 01:16:36,766
I didn't care if I was caught
and served a long stretch

632
01:16:37,406 --> 01:16:39,646
and still don't.

633
01:16:39,806 --> 01:16:41,926
Thought to myself,

634
01:16:43,686 --> 01:16:46,606
what do I have to lose if I kill İzzet?

635
01:16:47,526 --> 01:16:48,686
What?

636
01:16:50,286 --> 01:16:52,526
Is this true?

637
01:16:54,366 --> 01:16:57,126
I was going to confess to the police but

638
01:16:57,366 --> 01:16:59,526
I backed out.

639
01:17:00,806 --> 01:17:03,606
It seemed so pretentious and pointless.

640
01:17:07,086 --> 01:17:10,886
Even paying for my
crime seems meaningless.

641
01:17:13,126 --> 01:17:14,886
Who will I pay?

642
01:17:15,366 --> 01:17:18,166
And why? What's the point?

643
01:17:25,006 --> 01:17:27,446
I'm not sorry that I killed a man

644
01:17:28,846 --> 01:17:31,886
I am sorry that it didn't change
anything in my life.

645
01:17:37,726 --> 01:17:42,006
I try to benefit from
the futility of this murder,

646
01:17:42,166 --> 01:17:44,126
but even that doesn't work.

647
01:17:48,446 --> 01:17:51,966
I just tell myself
I should never forget this crime.

648
01:17:52,126 --> 01:17:53,766
I have to remember.

649
01:18:02,006 --> 01:18:04,766
I'm actually getting
used to the situation.

650
01:18:06,886 --> 01:18:10,726
And I console myself with that,
as much as I can.

651
01:18:15,566 --> 01:18:18,046
I don't know where this will end.

652
01:18:18,206 --> 01:18:19,606
So...

653
01:18:22,926 --> 01:18:25,286
Don't expect anything from me.

654
01:18:28,006 --> 01:18:29,966
What will you do then?

655
01:18:30,886 --> 01:18:32,446
What about us?

656
01:18:43,806 --> 01:18:45,366
Don't know.

657
01:18:47,686 --> 01:18:49,206
I don't know.

658
01:18:52,766 --> 01:18:54,726
This is how it is,

659
01:18:55,846 --> 01:18:57,526
believe it or not.

660
01:19:03,886 --> 01:19:06,486
And I don't have a land in Balıkesir.

661
01:19:07,686 --> 01:19:09,526
It belongs to my brothers.

662
01:19:16,006 --> 01:19:19,126
I'm a lost cause, just so you know.

663
01:19:26,166 --> 01:19:28,326
Is that it then?

664
01:19:30,486 --> 01:19:32,926
I'd have been surprised by a happy ending.

665
01:19:50,446 --> 01:19:52,846
I dreamed about you last night.

666
01:19:56,286 --> 01:19:59,446
I'm in an unknown place.
Looks like a forest.

667
01:20:01,846 --> 01:20:07,006
I'm running around
under the trees but don't know why.

668
01:20:11,046 --> 01:20:16,526
My fear's growing,
feeling lost and I'm shaking.

669
01:20:19,926 --> 01:20:22,726
Then I notice something like a swamp.

670
01:20:25,966 --> 01:20:28,606
It's both hot and cold.

671
01:20:29,446 --> 01:20:32,246
It's snowing but I can't see it.

672
01:20:32,806 --> 01:20:35,606
What a weird place, I tell myself.

673
01:20:38,686 --> 01:20:40,646
Later I see a guy.

674
01:20:42,406 --> 01:20:45,646
I'm surprised; he looks so much like you.

675
01:20:51,886 --> 01:20:55,366
Then he slowly pulls
out a gun from his pocket.

676
01:20:56,086 --> 01:20:59,366
He stares at the gun as if
he'd never seen it before.

677
01:21:01,406 --> 01:21:02,926
Then I woke up...

678
01:21:11,486 --> 01:21:14,406
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