1 00:00:02,002 --> 00:00:03,962 Previously on "Buffy the Vampire Slayer": 2 00:00:04,002 --> 00:00:05,282 Tara? 3 00:00:05,322 --> 00:00:06,722 Willow, what did you do? 4 00:00:06,762 --> 00:00:08,562 We have to get you out of here or you'll both be killed. 5 00:00:08,602 --> 00:00:09,962 - What about Warren? - She killed him. 6 00:00:10,002 --> 00:00:13,962 We've gotta get out of this town. Mexico. We should go to Mexico. 7 00:00:14,002 --> 00:00:15,922 - How did you do it? - What is she talking about? 8 00:00:15,962 --> 00:00:17,362 - Nothing. Let's go. - I can see you. 9 00:00:17,402 --> 00:00:19,282 You got your soul back. 10 00:00:19,322 --> 00:00:21,522 Cassie? 11 00:00:21,562 --> 00:00:23,162 Cassie? Cassie! 12 00:00:23,202 --> 00:00:25,642 This... is just the beginning, love. 13 00:00:25,682 --> 00:00:27,882 Horror and bloodshed. 14 00:00:27,922 --> 00:00:36,882 From beneath you, it devours. 15 00:00:57,482 --> 00:01:00,282 # Night falls 16 00:01:00,322 --> 00:01:02,642 # I fall 17 00:01:02,682 --> 00:01:05,362 # And where were you? 18 00:01:05,402 --> 00:01:08,442 # And where were you? 19 00:01:08,482 --> 00:01:11,082 # Warm skin 20 00:01:11,122 --> 00:01:13,722 # Wolf grin 21 00:01:13,762 --> 00:01:20,442 # And where were you? 22 00:01:20,482 --> 00:01:24,642 # I fell into the moon 23 00:01:24,682 --> 00:01:31,642 # And it covered you in blue 24 00:01:31,682 --> 00:01:35,722 # I fell into the moon 25 00:01:35,762 --> 00:01:38,762 # Can I make it right? 26 00:01:38,802 --> 00:01:45,002 # Can I spend the night? 27 00:01:45,042 --> 00:01:47,722 # High tide 28 00:01:47,762 --> 00:01:50,362 # Inside 29 00:01:50,402 --> 00:01:52,922 # The air is dew 30 00:01:52,962 --> 00:01:55,922 # And where were you? 31 00:01:55,962 --> 00:01:59,042 # Wild eyed 32 00:01:59,082 --> 00:02:01,402 # I died 33 00:02:01,442 --> 00:02:08,042 # And where were you? 34 00:02:08,082 --> 00:02:12,202 # I crawled out of the world 35 00:02:12,242 --> 00:02:19,162 # And you said I shouldn't stay 36 00:02:19,202 --> 00:02:23,162 # I crawled out of the world 37 00:02:23,202 --> 00:02:26,082 # Can I make it right? 38 00:02:26,122 --> 00:02:32,322 # Can I spend the night 39 00:02:32,362 --> 00:02:34,562 # Alone? 40 00:02:34,602 --> 00:02:43,562 Here we go. 41 00:03:32,522 --> 00:03:35,362 You keep circling around. Just drive straight in. 42 00:03:35,402 --> 00:03:38,242 Will you shut up? We gotta keep it low pro. 43 00:03:38,282 --> 00:03:40,482 - You're scared. - Of course I'm scared. 44 00:03:40,522 --> 00:03:44,322 Last time we were here, 33.3 per cent of us were flayed alive. 45 00:03:44,362 --> 00:03:48,002 Calm down. No one's getting flayed alive. 46 00:03:48,042 --> 00:03:51,042 We've got a plan. We're gonna fix all that. 47 00:03:51,082 --> 00:03:54,162 We should have stayed in Mexico. 48 00:03:54,202 --> 00:03:57,842 I didn't like it there. Everybody spoke Mexicoan. 49 00:03:57,882 --> 00:04:02,162 You could've learned it. You learned the Klingon dictionary in two weeks. 50 00:04:02,202 --> 00:04:06,082 That had much clearer transitive and intransitive rules, OK? 51 00:04:06,122 --> 00:04:09,402 Besides, I can't keep having those nightmares. 52 00:04:09,442 --> 00:04:12,962 Me neither. 53 00:04:13,002 --> 00:04:16,562 Desde abajo, te debora. 54 00:04:16,602 --> 00:04:20,962 "It eats you, starting with your bottom." 55 00:04:21,002 --> 00:04:23,882 (whispers) We've gotta make it right. 56 00:04:23,922 --> 00:04:32,882 We're outlaws with hearts of gold. 57 00:04:45,482 --> 00:04:48,042 # Anchovies, anchovies, you're so delicious 58 00:04:48,082 --> 00:04:54,322 # I love you more than all the other fishes 59 00:04:54,362 --> 00:04:55,522 Oh! 60 00:04:55,562 --> 00:04:58,562 Ah, she'll think it's blood. 61 00:04:58,602 --> 00:05:07,562 Taste my blade, spawn of evil! 62 00:05:26,682 --> 00:05:32,642 (Spanish music on radio) 63 00:05:32,682 --> 00:05:41,642 (turns volume up) 64 00:05:50,882 --> 00:05:53,642 Cool! 65 00:05:53,682 --> 00:06:02,642 - (loud thump) - (microwave beeps) 66 00:06:03,362 --> 00:06:05,042 So... 67 00:06:05,082 --> 00:06:08,722 this is the UC library, huh? 68 00:06:08,762 --> 00:06:11,682 It's so big. 69 00:06:11,722 --> 00:06:13,562 Hey! 70 00:06:13,602 --> 00:06:16,122 I know you. I mean... 71 00:06:16,162 --> 00:06:18,922 - I saw your picture. - Yeah! 72 00:06:18,962 --> 00:06:23,922 I know, it's kinda weird because we never really met. 73 00:06:23,962 --> 00:06:27,482 - Or kinda weird cos you're really dead. - Yeah, well... 74 00:06:27,522 --> 00:06:30,482 - Did I fall asleep? - No, no, I'm here. 75 00:06:30,522 --> 00:06:35,842 I mean, not here here. It's kinda complicated. 76 00:06:35,882 --> 00:06:38,442 Kind of ironic, too, you know? I... 77 00:06:38,482 --> 00:06:43,482 write all that intense poetry about the end, and here I am again. 78 00:06:43,522 --> 00:06:47,562 - Chatting you up. - Yeah, ironic. 79 00:06:47,602 --> 00:06:52,362 I knew this would completely freak you out. It's just... 80 00:06:52,402 --> 00:06:55,642 She asked that I come talk to you. It's important. 81 00:06:55,682 --> 00:06:58,442 - She? - Don't worry, I'm not gonna hurt you... 82 00:06:58,482 --> 00:07:02,322 Who asked you? What are you talking about? 83 00:07:02,362 --> 00:07:06,402 She says she still sings. 84 00:07:06,442 --> 00:07:07,482 What? 85 00:07:07,522 --> 00:07:11,522 Remember that time on the bridge when you sang to each other? 86 00:07:11,562 --> 00:07:18,442 Well, she says even though you can't hear it she still sings to you. 87 00:07:18,482 --> 00:07:21,002 Tara? 88 00:07:21,042 --> 00:07:23,922 Oh, come on, she is so dead! 89 00:07:23,962 --> 00:07:27,362 Well, he's clearly a psychopath. 90 00:07:27,402 --> 00:07:30,442 Is so! What?! 91 00:07:30,482 --> 00:07:34,802 No, that is not Tom Hanks. 92 00:07:34,842 --> 00:07:38,442 Well, what channel are you on? 93 00:07:38,482 --> 00:07:40,442 (loud thump) 94 00:07:40,482 --> 00:07:45,642 OK, there it is again. I keep hearing this, like, thumping. 95 00:07:45,682 --> 00:07:48,682 - (turns volume down) - (thumping) 96 00:07:48,722 --> 00:07:56,202 No... I can't tell if it's... 97 00:07:56,242 --> 00:07:59,562 Kit? Are you there? 98 00:07:59,602 --> 00:08:02,322 Is there a storm? 99 00:08:02,362 --> 00:08:11,322 (volume is turned back up) 100 00:08:34,042 --> 00:08:36,722 Buffy? 101 00:08:36,762 --> 00:08:39,962 - Buffy Summers? - Have we...? 102 00:08:40,002 --> 00:08:42,122 Webs. Holden Webster. 103 00:08:42,162 --> 00:08:44,642 We went to school together. European History. 104 00:08:44,682 --> 00:08:48,002 I let you crib off my Vaclav Havel essay that time. 105 00:08:48,042 --> 00:08:50,082 You really don't remember me? 106 00:08:50,122 --> 00:08:52,522 Sure! Sure. 107 00:08:52,562 --> 00:09:01,522 (TV/radio/CD player blaring) 108 00:09:06,802 --> 00:09:15,482 (music on radio continues) 109 00:09:15,522 --> 00:09:17,842 Oh, God. 110 00:09:17,882 --> 00:09:25,602 Oh, God! 111 00:09:25,642 --> 00:09:28,242 (radio frequency changes) 112 00:09:28,282 --> 00:09:33,802 (woman) Dawn? 113 00:09:33,842 --> 00:09:38,242 Mom? 114 00:09:38,282 --> 00:09:40,242 OK, um... 115 00:09:40,282 --> 00:09:46,082 Junior year, spring production of Pippin. I did the lighting design. 116 00:09:46,122 --> 00:09:49,242 - I didn't see it. - You helped me move the lighting board. 117 00:09:49,282 --> 00:09:51,802 I dropped it on your foot. 118 00:09:51,842 --> 00:09:53,882 Right, foot. Yes, of course. 119 00:09:53,922 --> 00:09:57,002 History class. It's all coming back. Sorry. 120 00:09:57,042 --> 00:10:00,642 Well, you know, it's not like I was a big part of your life or anything. 121 00:10:00,682 --> 00:10:04,962 No, I just... I didn't recognise your face - all demon and... 122 00:10:05,002 --> 00:10:08,042 - I think you've filled out a lot. - Oh, yeah. 123 00:10:08,082 --> 00:10:11,402 I got into tae kwon do in a big way at Dartmouth, so... 124 00:10:11,442 --> 00:10:13,602 - That's great. - Yeah. 125 00:10:13,642 --> 00:10:18,962 - So what have you been up to? - Well, apparently dying. 126 00:10:19,002 --> 00:10:21,042 No, but other stuff. 127 00:10:21,082 --> 00:10:24,682 You know, majoring in Psych. Really liking that. 128 00:10:24,722 --> 00:10:28,482 Took a year off to do an internship at the Sunnydale Mental Hospital. 129 00:10:28,522 --> 00:10:32,282 Wow. That's gotta be a... popularjoint. 130 00:10:32,322 --> 00:10:35,762 I keep telling them we ought to get a velvet rope and a bouncer. 131 00:10:35,802 --> 00:10:39,122 - You remember Jason Wheeler? Crazy Jay? - Oh, yeah. 132 00:10:39,162 --> 00:10:42,322 He always had that shtick of "I'm crazy! I'm crazy!" 133 00:10:42,362 --> 00:10:44,442 - How is he? - Crazy. 134 00:10:44,482 --> 00:10:48,922 He's been in the chronic ward since graduation. 135 00:10:48,962 --> 00:10:52,522 - Not really that funny, I guess. - Ironic, sorta. 136 00:10:52,562 --> 00:10:56,082 Yeah. 137 00:10:56,122 --> 00:10:58,442 - Whoa. Did my face just change? - Yeah. 138 00:10:58,482 --> 00:11:01,362 You look human now. You can do that - go back and forth. 139 00:11:01,402 --> 00:11:05,442 Oh, so I'm a vampire. How weird is that? 140 00:11:05,482 --> 00:11:07,522 - Sorry. - No, no. 141 00:11:07,562 --> 00:11:09,962 Feels great. Strong. 142 00:11:10,002 --> 00:11:15,602 Like I'm connected to a powerful evil that's gonna suck the world into a fiery oblivion. 143 00:11:15,642 --> 00:11:19,722 - How about you? - Not so much connected. 144 00:11:19,762 --> 00:11:24,282 No, no. I mean... you know, with the stake and the cross. 145 00:11:24,322 --> 00:11:28,202 You do this kind of thing a lot? 146 00:11:28,242 --> 00:11:31,322 I'm the Slayer. It's sort of a thing. 147 00:11:31,362 --> 00:11:35,282 So, what? You, like, fight vampires professionally? 148 00:11:35,322 --> 00:11:38,562 I don't get paid. It's more like a calling. 149 00:11:38,602 --> 00:11:41,362 Since... Even in school. 150 00:11:41,402 --> 00:11:44,562 I heard rumours about you back then. You were mysterious. 151 00:11:44,602 --> 00:11:46,922 - I was? - Well, you were never around. 152 00:11:46,962 --> 00:11:51,282 A lot of kids thought you were dating some old guy, or that you were heavy religious. 153 00:11:51,322 --> 00:11:55,002 - Scott Hope said you were gay. - What?! I dated that ringworm. 154 00:11:55,042 --> 00:12:01,602 He says that about every girl he breaks up with. And then, big surprise, he comes out. 155 00:12:01,642 --> 00:12:04,962 Men. Do I know how to pick 'em. 156 00:12:05,002 --> 00:12:08,722 - So, all that time you were a slayer? - The. 157 00:12:08,762 --> 00:12:13,482 - "The", like as in "the only one"? - Pretty much. 158 00:12:13,522 --> 00:12:14,562 Oh. 159 00:12:14,602 --> 00:12:18,762 So... when you said "not connected", that was kind of a telling statement. 160 00:12:18,802 --> 00:12:21,922 - Ah, Psych 101 alert. - Well, I'm just saying. 161 00:12:21,962 --> 00:12:24,242 I need emotional therapy from the evil dead. 162 00:12:24,282 --> 00:12:26,442 - It was your phrase. - I'm connected. 163 00:12:26,482 --> 00:12:29,762 - I'm connected to a lot of people, OK? - No, no. No, I hear ya. 164 00:12:29,802 --> 00:12:32,402 - (ringing) - (Buffy) I really am! 165 00:12:32,442 --> 00:12:39,442 Buffy! Come on, pick up. I don't know what to do. 166 00:12:39,482 --> 00:12:48,442 Do it again! I heard you. 167 00:13:01,522 --> 00:13:08,802 (thump) 168 00:13:08,842 --> 00:13:12,362 - (loud thump) - Why are you doing this?! 169 00:13:12,402 --> 00:13:14,082 (loud thump) 170 00:13:14,122 --> 00:13:17,002 Why are you...? I don't understand. 171 00:13:17,042 --> 00:13:19,682 - (thumping continues) - Stop. Stop it! Stop it! 172 00:13:19,722 --> 00:13:28,682 - (screams) - (thumping stops) 173 00:13:31,642 --> 00:13:37,202 - Hello? - (loud thump) 174 00:13:37,242 --> 00:13:41,282 Once for yes. 175 00:13:41,322 --> 00:13:44,002 Once for yes. 176 00:13:44,042 --> 00:13:49,162 Twice for no. 177 00:13:49,202 --> 00:13:51,002 Mom? 178 00:13:51,042 --> 00:13:55,202 (thump) 179 00:13:55,242 --> 00:13:58,122 Mom? 180 00:13:58,162 --> 00:13:59,882 It's you? 181 00:13:59,922 --> 00:14:04,882 (thump) 182 00:14:04,922 --> 00:14:07,042 Are you OK? 183 00:14:07,082 --> 00:14:10,242 (two thumps) 184 00:14:10,282 --> 00:14:15,242 You're not. Mom? 185 00:14:15,282 --> 00:14:20,562 Mommy? 186 00:14:20,602 --> 00:14:22,762 Are you alone? 187 00:14:22,802 --> 00:14:26,842 (two thumps) 188 00:14:26,882 --> 00:14:29,362 (rumbling) 189 00:14:29,402 --> 00:14:30,722 Aargh! 190 00:14:30,762 --> 00:14:39,722 Why are you doing this?! 191 00:14:46,682 --> 00:14:51,122 Aargh! 192 00:14:51,162 --> 00:14:53,082 Get up, you wuss. 193 00:14:53,122 --> 00:14:58,522 I have shin splints. Ow. 194 00:14:58,562 --> 00:15:01,962 - We should turn on a light. - No, they'll see it from outside. 195 00:15:02,002 --> 00:15:05,202 - Right. - (breaking glass) 196 00:15:05,242 --> 00:15:07,842 - Maybe we should go get Buffy. - No way. 197 00:15:07,882 --> 00:15:10,282 Tell her what we know about the Seal of Danzalthar. 198 00:15:10,322 --> 00:15:13,482 Think, McFly. Why would she believe us without any proof? 199 00:15:13,522 --> 00:15:17,402 We go to her empty-handed, we'll be in the clink in a microsecond. 200 00:15:17,442 --> 00:15:21,562 I ain't going back to the big house. That place changes a man. 201 00:15:21,602 --> 00:15:23,722 That's why we need proof. 202 00:15:23,762 --> 00:15:27,442 Think of it as trial by fire. A quest. 203 00:15:27,482 --> 00:15:29,162 Una questa. 204 00:15:29,202 --> 00:15:34,882 We find it. We alert the Slayer. We help her destroy it. We save Sunnydale. 205 00:15:34,922 --> 00:15:38,282 Then we join her gang and possibly hang out at her house. 206 00:15:38,322 --> 00:15:42,482 Right. OK, what do we do? 207 00:15:42,522 --> 00:15:46,322 We should find the principal's office and work our way down from there. 208 00:15:46,362 --> 00:15:48,962 OK, um... 209 00:15:49,002 --> 00:15:53,682 You go check down the hallway and I'll go over there. 210 00:15:53,722 --> 00:15:59,122 Check communications? 211 00:15:59,162 --> 00:16:00,762 - Check. Check. - Check. Check. 212 00:16:00,802 --> 00:16:01,962 - Check. - Check. Check. 213 00:16:02,002 --> 00:16:03,042 - Check. Check. - Check. Check. 214 00:16:03,082 --> 00:16:08,322 - Check. - Check. 215 00:16:08,362 --> 00:16:12,762 - Echo 2 to Echo 1. - This is Echo 1. Go ahead. 216 00:16:12,802 --> 00:16:21,762 Do you think they'll really let us join their gang? 217 00:16:21,802 --> 00:16:25,842 Nice job! 218 00:16:25,882 --> 00:16:30,402 - I'm scared out of my freaking gourd here. - Take it easy. Take it easy. 219 00:16:30,442 --> 00:16:32,882 Do you have any idea how hard it is to act this cool? 220 00:16:32,922 --> 00:16:37,362 Calm down, you're doing great. All specs are within parameters. 221 00:16:37,402 --> 00:16:40,562 You keep leaving me. I hate it when you leave me. 222 00:16:40,602 --> 00:16:43,042 One time you died and I ended up a Mexican. 223 00:16:43,082 --> 00:16:47,522 We've been over this. Now, that death thing was all part of the master plan. 224 00:16:47,562 --> 00:16:49,682 Come on. 225 00:16:49,722 --> 00:16:52,482 "If you strike me down..." 226 00:16:52,522 --> 00:16:57,482 "I shall become more powerful than you could possibly imagine." Of course. 227 00:16:57,522 --> 00:17:01,122 - You think maybe Willow could kill me, too? - Hey, don't worry. 228 00:17:01,162 --> 00:17:07,402 If Short Round pulls off his end of the bargain, we'll both become gods. 229 00:17:07,442 --> 00:17:10,562 "That boy is our last hope." 230 00:17:10,602 --> 00:17:14,122 "No... there is another." 231 00:17:14,162 --> 00:17:17,642 - Really? Who's our last hope? - No, I was just going with it. 232 00:17:17,682 --> 00:17:20,442 It was a thing. No, he's our last hope. 233 00:17:20,482 --> 00:17:24,922 Tara? Is it you? 234 00:17:24,962 --> 00:17:27,802 She's sorry she couldn't come herself. 235 00:17:27,842 --> 00:17:31,882 Why didn't she? I don't understand. I mean, if you can manifest yourself... 236 00:17:31,922 --> 00:17:36,122 - She just can't. - Why not? I don't understand. 237 00:17:36,162 --> 00:17:38,882 Because of what you did. 238 00:17:38,922 --> 00:17:44,762 - What? - You killed people. You can't see her. 239 00:17:44,802 --> 00:17:48,762 It's just how it is. I'm sorry. 240 00:17:48,802 --> 00:17:51,962 But... but she's talking to you? 241 00:17:52,002 --> 00:17:57,042 And... and she can hear me? 242 00:17:57,082 --> 00:17:59,322 Tara? 243 00:17:59,362 --> 00:18:02,722 Tara, I miss you. 244 00:18:02,762 --> 00:18:05,802 I miss you so much. 245 00:18:05,842 --> 00:18:10,442 Can she hear me? 246 00:18:10,482 --> 00:18:15,882 What's happening? Did she say anything? 247 00:18:15,922 --> 00:18:19,562 What? Did she go away? 248 00:18:19,602 --> 00:18:24,442 - She's crying. - No. No, don't cry. 249 00:18:24,482 --> 00:18:27,002 Don't cry, sweetie. Talk to me. 250 00:18:27,042 --> 00:18:31,402 She misses you, too. She wishes she could touch you. 251 00:18:31,442 --> 00:18:35,282 Me too. Oh, me too. 252 00:18:35,322 --> 00:18:40,442 Oh, God, Tara. It hurts so much. 253 00:18:40,482 --> 00:18:45,762 Every day it's like this giant hole. 254 00:18:45,802 --> 00:18:48,282 And it's not getting better. 255 00:18:48,322 --> 00:18:52,082 It will. It can. 256 00:18:52,122 --> 00:18:54,682 How? You're gone. 257 00:18:54,722 --> 00:18:56,922 But you're not. 258 00:18:56,962 --> 00:19:02,162 You're strong, like an Amazon, remember? 259 00:19:02,202 --> 00:19:11,162 I do. I remember. 260 00:19:24,002 --> 00:19:28,322 (Webster) So, you meet someone, you form a bond... 261 00:19:28,362 --> 00:19:30,402 But it never lasts. 262 00:19:30,442 --> 00:19:33,682 Do you mean all relationships, or just yours? 263 00:19:33,722 --> 00:19:39,802 My parents weren't exactly the paragon of stay-togetheryness. Maybe that's part of it. 264 00:19:39,842 --> 00:19:43,322 I think there are people out there who'd make it. I just... 265 00:19:43,362 --> 00:19:48,762 target the impossible ones, with deadly accuracy. 266 00:19:48,802 --> 00:19:51,602 You think you do that on purpose? 267 00:19:51,642 --> 00:19:54,162 Maybe you're trying to protect yourself? 268 00:19:54,202 --> 00:19:56,362 Protecting myself? 269 00:19:56,402 --> 00:20:01,282 From heartbreak, misery, sexual violence and possible death? 270 00:20:01,322 --> 00:20:03,842 - Not so much. - From committing. 271 00:20:03,882 --> 00:20:07,562 I commit! I'm committed. I'm a committee. 272 00:20:07,602 --> 00:20:11,922 So it's them. You're reaching out, they're just not coming through. 273 00:20:11,962 --> 00:20:16,122 It's different. I think you're confusing me because you're evil. 274 00:20:16,162 --> 00:20:20,682 I just think you're in some pain here. Which I do kind of enjoy, cos I'm evil now. 275 00:20:20,722 --> 00:20:22,762 But you should ease up on yourself. 276 00:20:22,802 --> 00:20:26,402 It's not exactly like you have the patent on bad relationships. 277 00:20:26,442 --> 00:20:28,642 Wouldn't it be cool if I did? 278 00:20:28,682 --> 00:20:32,562 And what, are you supposed to be settling down already? At 21? 279 00:20:32,602 --> 00:20:35,442 You know, my girlfriend at college, she's so sweet. 280 00:20:35,482 --> 00:20:40,522 But that doesn't mean I'm gonna go vampify her just so we can be together forever. 281 00:20:40,562 --> 00:20:42,842 - "Sire." - What? 282 00:20:42,882 --> 00:20:47,602 The word. When you turn a human into a vampire, it's you "sire" them. 283 00:20:47,642 --> 00:20:50,722 - Cool. - It's a noun, too. 284 00:20:50,762 --> 00:20:54,722 Oh, I have so much to learn. Come on, isn't this insane? 285 00:20:54,762 --> 00:20:59,842 I mean, I was afraid to talk to you in high school. And now we're, like, mortal enemies. 286 00:20:59,882 --> 00:21:02,202 Wouldn't it be cool if we became nemeses? 287 00:21:02,242 --> 00:21:05,082 Is that how you say the word? 288 00:21:05,122 --> 00:21:07,922 We're gonna have to fight to the death, aren't we? 289 00:21:07,962 --> 00:21:11,442 - It's the time-honoured custom. - Wow. 290 00:21:11,482 --> 00:21:14,122 Reality just shows up sometimes, doesn't it? 291 00:21:14,162 --> 00:21:17,762 But I've got the bloodlust pumping, and I kinda get it. 292 00:21:17,802 --> 00:21:20,202 I'm looking for a fight. Nothing personal. 293 00:21:20,242 --> 00:21:23,602 - Oh, no. I mean, you've been great. - And fun catching up. 294 00:21:23,642 --> 00:21:26,882 I haven't kept in contact with many friends from high school. 295 00:21:26,922 --> 00:21:30,162 Guess I'll be looking them up pretty soon. 296 00:21:30,202 --> 00:21:32,962 Yeah. 297 00:21:33,002 --> 00:21:38,162 Hey, I don't mean to be Count Buttinsky here, but you just don't seem as thrilled. 298 00:21:38,202 --> 00:21:42,482 - Is it because we're gonna fight? - It's cos I'm gonna win. 299 00:21:42,522 --> 00:21:44,482 (laughs) 300 00:21:44,522 --> 00:21:48,042 Hello?! Two years of tae kwon do and vampire strength. 301 00:21:48,082 --> 00:21:50,442 Somebody's counting their chickens. 302 00:21:50,482 --> 00:21:53,362 You're not leaving this graveyard. Can't let ya. 303 00:21:53,402 --> 00:21:55,842 Do the words "superiority complex" mean anything? 304 00:21:55,882 --> 00:21:57,962 You think I'm gonna let you kill people? 305 00:21:58,002 --> 00:22:00,482 I get the battle against evil. It's not the issue. 306 00:22:00,522 --> 00:22:03,962 - There is no issue. Don't issue me! - Just answer me this. 307 00:22:04,002 --> 00:22:06,602 Whose fault was your parents' divorce? 308 00:22:06,642 --> 00:22:09,762 OK, this is beyond evil. This is insane troll logic. 309 00:22:09,802 --> 00:22:14,722 - What do my parents have to do with...? - I'm just curious. Your opinion. 310 00:22:14,762 --> 00:22:20,602 - They both had a lot of... - Off the top of your head. 311 00:22:20,642 --> 00:22:24,962 - My dad. - Uh-huh? 312 00:22:25,002 --> 00:22:26,802 He cheated. 313 00:22:26,842 --> 00:22:30,002 I... I think he cheated. 314 00:22:30,042 --> 00:22:34,482 So... of all of these relationships of yours, 315 00:22:34,522 --> 00:22:39,002 that you knew subconsciously were totally doomed, 316 00:22:39,042 --> 00:22:41,082 whose fault is that? 317 00:22:41,122 --> 00:22:43,642 It's incredibly different. 318 00:22:43,682 --> 00:22:48,562 I was just wondering. Is it possible, even a little bit, 319 00:22:48,602 --> 00:22:51,762 that the reason you have trouble connecting to guys 320 00:22:51,802 --> 00:22:55,842 is because you think maybe they're not worth it? 321 00:22:55,882 --> 00:22:58,042 Maybe you think you're better than them. 322 00:22:58,082 --> 00:23:01,642 - Say, there's that bloodlust I was looking for. - Struck a nerve. 323 00:23:01,682 --> 00:23:06,202 I'll strike a nerve cluster, you don't get off this! I don't remember you being so annoying. 324 00:23:06,242 --> 00:23:07,962 - You don't remember me! - I do. 325 00:23:08,002 --> 00:23:10,482 Yeah, like, after 30 minutes of reminding. 326 00:23:10,522 --> 00:23:14,522 I don't take it personally - you were in your own little world in school. 327 00:23:14,562 --> 00:23:17,002 All "chosen". All "destiny". 328 00:23:17,042 --> 00:23:20,962 Who could live with that for seven years and not feel superior? 329 00:23:21,002 --> 00:23:26,282 I'm not. My God, if anything... 330 00:23:26,322 --> 00:23:31,922 - What? - I just... 331 00:23:31,962 --> 00:23:34,722 If you knew what I've done, 332 00:23:34,762 --> 00:23:38,482 what I've let myself become. 333 00:23:38,522 --> 00:23:42,602 My best friends don't even... 334 00:23:42,642 --> 00:23:46,642 You'd laugh, you heard some of the things I've done to them. 335 00:23:46,682 --> 00:23:52,802 Buffy... I'm here to kill you, not to judge you. 336 00:23:52,842 --> 00:23:57,922 The last guy I was with, it got really... 337 00:23:57,962 --> 00:24:00,882 I behaved like a monster. 338 00:24:00,922 --> 00:24:05,122 Treated him like... 339 00:24:05,162 --> 00:24:08,402 And at the same time, I... 340 00:24:08,442 --> 00:24:12,042 I let him completely take me over. 341 00:24:12,082 --> 00:24:17,722 Do things to me that... 342 00:24:17,762 --> 00:24:20,122 (sniffs) I'm sorry. 343 00:24:20,162 --> 00:24:23,402 I didn't mean to get all true-confessions on you there. 344 00:24:23,442 --> 00:24:27,882 I don't know what's wrong with me. 345 00:24:27,922 --> 00:24:34,802 There's nothing wrong with you. 346 00:24:34,842 --> 00:24:43,802 Everyone's got issues. 347 00:24:48,722 --> 00:24:51,202 - You son of a bitch. - What?! 348 00:24:51,242 --> 00:24:56,522 I'm gonna kill you just a little bit more than usual. 349 00:24:56,562 --> 00:24:58,122 Aw, come on! 350 00:24:58,162 --> 00:25:00,482 I mean, we had a moment. You opened up. 351 00:25:00,522 --> 00:25:03,082 It was really sweet. It made me want to bite you. 352 00:25:03,122 --> 00:25:09,442 I'm sorry if I overstepped my bounds. I'm new to this mortal-enemy stuff. 353 00:25:09,482 --> 00:25:18,442 Pretty fast learner, though, right? 354 00:25:19,242 --> 00:25:24,362 - (Dawn) I hear you. - (beastly growl) 355 00:25:24,402 --> 00:25:31,802 - I hear you breathing. - (beastly growl) 356 00:25:31,842 --> 00:25:34,802 - Are you hurting my mother? - (beastly growl) 357 00:25:34,842 --> 00:25:40,642 Are you keeping her from coming back to me? 358 00:25:40,682 --> 00:25:42,162 Mom? 359 00:25:42,202 --> 00:25:45,522 I... I see you. 360 00:25:45,562 --> 00:25:50,082 I'm coming towards you, OK? 361 00:25:50,122 --> 00:25:53,722 She's trying to talk to me. 362 00:25:53,762 --> 00:26:00,082 Get off her and let her talk to me! 363 00:26:00,122 --> 00:26:06,442 The axe! 364 00:26:06,482 --> 00:26:09,362 Aargh! 365 00:26:09,402 --> 00:26:13,642 (demonic voice) Get out! 366 00:26:13,682 --> 00:26:19,362 - No! - (beastly growl) 367 00:26:19,402 --> 00:26:24,042 She's my mother. I'm staying. 368 00:26:24,082 --> 00:26:28,602 Seeing the high school again... part of me wishes I could go back. 369 00:26:28,642 --> 00:26:32,042 Everything's shifting around. I feel like we're in Hellraiser. 370 00:26:32,082 --> 00:26:36,682 - I hate Pinhead. - Let me see that. 371 00:26:36,722 --> 00:26:39,522 Did we circle all the way around? 372 00:26:39,562 --> 00:26:41,602 - We should start over. - There it is. 373 00:26:41,642 --> 00:26:44,042 What? 374 00:26:44,082 --> 00:26:47,722 Are you sure? 375 00:26:47,762 --> 00:26:55,322 Yeah. 376 00:26:55,362 --> 00:27:00,242 You know, I think you may be right. 377 00:27:00,282 --> 00:27:09,242 If this lines up, what we're looking for should be right under there. 378 00:27:13,482 --> 00:27:15,642 See? You're dead. 379 00:27:15,682 --> 00:27:19,442 That enough of a moment for ya? 380 00:27:19,482 --> 00:27:23,922 OK. But are you killing me cos I'm evil or because you opened up? 381 00:27:23,962 --> 00:27:32,922 Agh! 382 00:27:35,082 --> 00:27:37,682 What is wrong with you? 383 00:27:37,722 --> 00:27:40,562 Nothing. I got no worries, I'm dead. 384 00:27:40,602 --> 00:27:44,562 The biggest thing on my mind is whether Tricia Waldman came to my funeral. 385 00:27:44,602 --> 00:27:47,322 Do you remember her? Ohh - biteable. 386 00:27:47,362 --> 00:27:49,882 See, this is what I hate about you vampires. 387 00:27:49,922 --> 00:27:53,882 Sex and death and love and pain - it's all the same damn thing to you. 388 00:27:53,922 --> 00:27:58,242 It's kind of a guy thing. We talk about nailing a girl, there's all this... 389 00:27:58,282 --> 00:28:02,482 No, it is not the same. With vampires, it is completely... 390 00:28:02,522 --> 00:28:04,642 Believe me, I know. 391 00:28:04,682 --> 00:28:06,842 Oh my God! 392 00:28:06,882 --> 00:28:08,962 Oh your God, what? 393 00:28:09,002 --> 00:28:14,042 Well, not my God, because I defy him and all of his works. Does he exist? 394 00:28:14,082 --> 00:28:18,482 - Is there word on that, by the way? - Nothing solid. 395 00:28:18,522 --> 00:28:21,362 I keep getting off topic cos my mind is racing here. 396 00:28:21,402 --> 00:28:24,362 All right. I'll make a deal with you. 397 00:28:24,402 --> 00:28:26,442 We fight, to the death - great. 398 00:28:26,482 --> 00:28:28,522 That last fight was exhilarating. 399 00:28:28,562 --> 00:28:31,122 I had a move coming up to block that stake. 400 00:28:31,162 --> 00:28:33,442 But you have to answer one question. 401 00:28:33,482 --> 00:28:38,202 If I'm right, I get to ask anything - no secrets, no defensiveness. 402 00:28:38,242 --> 00:28:42,002 Anything I wanna know. 403 00:28:42,042 --> 00:28:43,962 What's your question? 404 00:28:44,002 --> 00:28:52,962 Your last relationship. Was it with a vampire? 405 00:28:56,162 --> 00:28:58,882 I don't know where to start. 406 00:28:58,922 --> 00:29:03,122 After Warren shot you... You know all about that, what happened? 407 00:29:03,162 --> 00:29:06,842 It was horrible. I was horrible. 408 00:29:06,882 --> 00:29:09,962 I lost myself, the regular me. 409 00:29:10,002 --> 00:29:12,162 Well, you were grieving. 410 00:29:12,202 --> 00:29:15,722 A lot of people grieve. They don't make with the flaying. 411 00:29:15,762 --> 00:29:19,282 - I hurt so many people. - It was the power. 412 00:29:19,322 --> 00:29:22,442 But I am the power. It's in me. 413 00:29:22,482 --> 00:29:25,162 Did I mention the random destruction of property? 414 00:29:25,202 --> 00:29:29,682 - The Magic Box is not so much a box now. - The power is bigger than you are. 415 00:29:29,722 --> 00:29:32,962 - I know, but... - Things are more clear where Tara is. 416 00:29:33,002 --> 00:29:35,282 Where we are. 417 00:29:35,322 --> 00:29:39,002 We can see your path, and you have to stop. 418 00:29:39,042 --> 00:29:42,282 You can't use magic again, not ever. 419 00:29:42,322 --> 00:29:44,522 Black magic, of course. 420 00:29:44,562 --> 00:29:48,802 But Giles says it isn't as simple as quitting it all, cold turkey. 421 00:29:48,842 --> 00:29:53,082 It's too dangerous. You can't take the chance that you'll lose control. 422 00:29:53,122 --> 00:29:56,002 I don't want to. I can't. 423 00:29:56,042 --> 00:30:00,082 - I never wanna cause that kind of pain. - Of course you don't. 424 00:30:00,122 --> 00:30:02,682 So, I won't. 425 00:30:02,722 --> 00:30:06,042 I'm gonna be OK. 426 00:30:06,082 --> 00:30:08,322 She says... 427 00:30:08,362 --> 00:30:10,162 What? 428 00:30:10,202 --> 00:30:19,162 You're not gonna be OK. You're gonna kill everybody. 429 00:30:29,042 --> 00:30:33,802 - We almost got this thing uncovered. - Yep. 430 00:30:33,842 --> 00:30:38,842 I hope Buffy'll know how to destroy it. 36-19-27. That's it! 431 00:30:38,882 --> 00:30:43,602 That was my locker combination. It's been bugging me all night. 432 00:30:43,642 --> 00:30:46,402 I spent years trying to forget about high school. 433 00:30:46,442 --> 00:30:51,122 - Why are you trying so hard to remember it? - I guess I miss it. Don't you? 434 00:30:51,162 --> 00:30:54,442 - Yeah, I really miss it(!) - I'm serious. I really miss it. 435 00:30:54,482 --> 00:30:57,882 Time goes by and everything drops away. 436 00:30:57,922 --> 00:31:01,962 All the cruelty, all the pain, all the humiliation. 437 00:31:02,002 --> 00:31:04,402 It all washes away. 438 00:31:04,442 --> 00:31:07,482 I miss my friends. I miss my enemies. 439 00:31:07,522 --> 00:31:12,162 I miss the people I talked to every day. I miss the people who never knew I existed. 440 00:31:12,202 --> 00:31:15,642 I miss 'em all. 441 00:31:15,682 --> 00:31:17,922 I wanna talk to them, you know? 442 00:31:17,962 --> 00:31:23,282 I wanna find out how they're doing. I wanna know what's going on in their lives. 443 00:31:23,322 --> 00:31:29,042 You know what? They don't wanna talk to you - all those people you just mentioned. 444 00:31:29,082 --> 00:31:34,762 Not one of them is sitting around going "I wonder what Jonathan's up to right now." 445 00:31:34,802 --> 00:31:38,922 Not one of them cares about you. 446 00:31:38,962 --> 00:31:42,922 Well, I still care about them. 447 00:31:42,962 --> 00:31:51,922 That's why I'm here. 448 00:31:51,962 --> 00:31:55,402 - (growling) - (Dawn) I know you're there. 449 00:31:55,442 --> 00:31:57,482 I will cast you out. 450 00:31:57,522 --> 00:31:59,682 My mother needs to talk to me. 451 00:31:59,722 --> 00:32:06,762 (growling continues) 452 00:32:06,802 --> 00:32:12,322 I cast you from this place. It is your poison and your bane. 453 00:32:12,362 --> 00:32:14,362 (beastly growling) 454 00:32:14,402 --> 00:32:19,002 - It is the skin that is cut from your flesh! - (growling continues) 455 00:32:19,042 --> 00:32:27,802 Aargh! 456 00:32:27,842 --> 00:32:31,722 And the joke is, he loved me. 457 00:32:31,762 --> 00:32:38,282 I mean, in his own sick, soulless way he really did care for me. 458 00:32:38,322 --> 00:32:41,562 But I didn't wanna be loved. 459 00:32:41,602 --> 00:32:44,002 Didn't you? 460 00:32:44,042 --> 00:32:47,202 I have all this power. 461 00:32:47,242 --> 00:32:51,002 I didn't ask for it. I don't deserve it. 462 00:32:51,042 --> 00:32:56,522 It's like... I wanted to be punished. 463 00:32:56,562 --> 00:33:02,882 I wanted to hurt like I thought I deserved. 464 00:33:02,922 --> 00:33:05,322 I sorta think... 465 00:33:05,362 --> 00:33:09,722 You know, this is complicated. If you'd rather just fight... 466 00:33:09,762 --> 00:33:12,082 Tell me. 467 00:33:12,122 --> 00:33:15,962 I feel like I'm worse than anyone. 468 00:33:16,002 --> 00:33:19,562 Honestly, I'm beneath them. 469 00:33:19,602 --> 00:33:21,802 My friends, my boyfriends - 470 00:33:21,842 --> 00:33:27,402 I... feel like I'm not worthy of their love. 471 00:33:27,442 --> 00:33:29,522 Cos even though they love me, 472 00:33:29,562 --> 00:33:37,162 it doesn't mean anything because their opinions don't matter. 473 00:33:37,202 --> 00:33:39,442 They don't know. 474 00:33:39,482 --> 00:33:43,042 They haven't been through what I've been through. 475 00:33:43,082 --> 00:33:45,442 They're not the Slayer. 476 00:33:45,482 --> 00:33:48,962 I am. 477 00:33:49,002 --> 00:33:52,562 Sometimes I feel... 478 00:33:52,602 --> 00:33:57,882 This is awful. 479 00:33:57,922 --> 00:34:02,602 I feel like I'm better than them. 480 00:34:02,642 --> 00:34:06,602 Superior. 481 00:34:06,642 --> 00:34:09,322 Until you can't win. 482 00:34:09,362 --> 00:34:11,442 And I thought I was diabolical. 483 00:34:11,482 --> 00:34:14,242 Or at least I plan to be. 484 00:34:14,282 --> 00:34:19,802 You do have a superiority complex. And you've got an inferiority complex about it. 485 00:34:19,842 --> 00:34:22,002 Kudos. 486 00:34:22,042 --> 00:34:24,082 It doesn't make any sense. 487 00:34:24,122 --> 00:34:29,162 Oh... it makes every kind of sense. 488 00:34:29,202 --> 00:34:32,602 And it all adds up to you feeling alone. 489 00:34:32,642 --> 00:34:35,802 But, Buffy, everybody feels alone. 490 00:34:35,842 --> 00:34:41,362 Everybody is. Until you die. 491 00:34:41,402 --> 00:34:43,722 Speaking of... 492 00:34:43,762 --> 00:34:47,602 you ready for our little death match? 493 00:34:47,642 --> 00:34:50,482 I suppose. 494 00:34:50,522 --> 00:34:53,602 Uh... thanks for listening. 495 00:34:53,642 --> 00:34:57,762 Oh, you know, there's some things you can only tell a stranger. 496 00:34:57,802 --> 00:35:01,402 You're not a stranger. 497 00:35:01,442 --> 00:35:04,202 - That stuff with Spike is pretty... - Hold it. 498 00:35:04,242 --> 00:35:13,202 - What? - Did you say Spike? 499 00:35:21,522 --> 00:35:24,482 I cast you out with every prayer 500 00:35:24,522 --> 00:35:29,962 from every god that walks the Earth or crawls beneath. 501 00:35:30,002 --> 00:35:34,682 I cast you out with the strength of those who love me. 502 00:35:34,722 --> 00:35:39,082 I cast you out with the strength I have inside me! 503 00:35:39,122 --> 00:35:41,602 I cast you out into the void! 504 00:35:41,642 --> 00:35:49,882 - (beastly groans) - Die, you bastard! 505 00:35:49,922 --> 00:35:58,882 (noise and wind stop) 506 00:36:16,442 --> 00:36:18,522 Mom? 507 00:36:18,562 --> 00:36:22,282 - I'm gonna what? - That's why I came. We needed to warn you. 508 00:36:22,322 --> 00:36:24,482 You saw my path? 509 00:36:24,522 --> 00:36:27,482 What do you know? What did you see? 510 00:36:27,522 --> 00:36:30,602 - You don't wanna know what we saw. - Oh, God! 511 00:36:30,642 --> 00:36:33,802 But if you stop - completely, no more magic... 512 00:36:33,842 --> 00:36:36,322 Right. Right, stop. 513 00:36:36,362 --> 00:36:38,162 What about Giles? 514 00:36:38,202 --> 00:36:43,042 He made it seem like it was just as dangerous for me to quit completely. 515 00:36:43,082 --> 00:36:46,362 You can't. If you do so much as another spell... 516 00:36:46,402 --> 00:36:49,242 I tried to stop. I tried. 517 00:36:49,282 --> 00:36:51,922 - What if I can't do this? - Don't think that way. 518 00:36:51,962 --> 00:36:56,162 How can I not?! You're telling me I'm gonna murder all my friends. 519 00:36:56,202 --> 00:37:02,322 I'm not strong. I'm not an Amazon. I'm just me. 520 00:37:02,362 --> 00:37:05,242 There is one thing. 521 00:37:05,282 --> 00:37:08,642 - One thing you could do to stop it. - What? Anything. 522 00:37:08,682 --> 00:37:13,202 Then you could see her. You wouldn't have to talk through me. 523 00:37:13,242 --> 00:37:15,442 - Tara? - That's what you want, isn't it? 524 00:37:15,482 --> 00:37:18,042 - Of course. - So go. Be with her. 525 00:37:18,082 --> 00:37:22,322 Everybody will be safe, and you'll be together again. 526 00:37:22,362 --> 00:37:24,762 It's not that bad. 527 00:37:24,802 --> 00:37:27,162 Really. 528 00:37:27,202 --> 00:37:36,162 It's just like going to sleep. 529 00:37:36,682 --> 00:37:37,962 Who are you? 530 00:37:38,002 --> 00:37:40,402 What do you mean? How do you know Spike? 531 00:37:40,442 --> 00:37:43,162 What do you mean, how? He was the guy that... 532 00:37:43,202 --> 00:37:45,642 - Oh, what's the word? - Sired. 533 00:37:45,682 --> 00:37:54,642 Yeah, he was the guy that sired me. 534 00:37:56,362 --> 00:38:00,202 Things are coming, Dawn. Listen, things are on their way. 535 00:38:00,242 --> 00:38:03,122 I love you and I love Buffy. 536 00:38:03,162 --> 00:38:06,002 But she won't be there for you. 537 00:38:06,042 --> 00:38:08,082 What? 538 00:38:08,122 --> 00:38:12,682 - Why are you... - When it's bad, Buffy won't choose you. 539 00:38:12,722 --> 00:38:19,322 She'll be against you. 540 00:38:19,362 --> 00:38:20,362 No! 541 00:38:20,402 --> 00:38:22,322 No, don't go! 542 00:38:22,362 --> 00:38:31,322 Please, don't go! 543 00:38:41,442 --> 00:38:44,362 The suicide thing was too far, huh? 544 00:38:44,402 --> 00:38:48,962 - Hm. You seemed so ripe. - Tell me who you are. 545 00:38:49,002 --> 00:38:54,642 I stand by my opinion. The world'd be a better place if you took a razor blade to your wrist. 546 00:38:54,682 --> 00:38:56,282 Stop. 547 00:38:56,322 --> 00:38:58,882 I can see it now. 548 00:38:58,922 --> 00:39:05,362 Candlelight, the Indigo Girls playing, picture of your dead girlfriend on your bloody lap. 549 00:39:05,402 --> 00:39:08,202 - Stop it. - "Oh, baby, you left such a big hole!" 550 00:39:08,242 --> 00:39:11,882 "It hurts so bad!" 551 00:39:11,922 --> 00:39:16,642 This last year will seem like cake after what I put you and your friends through, 552 00:39:16,682 --> 00:39:19,562 and I am not a fan of easy death. 553 00:39:19,602 --> 00:39:23,802 The whole good-versus-evil, balancing-the-scales thing? I'm over it. 554 00:39:23,842 --> 00:39:31,402 I'm done with the mortal coil. But believe me, I'm going for a big finish. 555 00:39:31,442 --> 00:39:34,162 From beneath you, it devours. 556 00:39:34,202 --> 00:39:36,722 Oh, not it. 557 00:39:36,762 --> 00:39:45,722 Me. 558 00:39:48,122 --> 00:39:57,122 (# "Blue" by Angie Hart) 559 00:40:01,442 --> 00:40:05,642 # I fell into the moon 560 00:40:05,682 --> 00:40:12,762 # And it covered you in blue 561 00:40:12,802 --> 00:40:16,762 # I fell into the moon 562 00:40:16,802 --> 00:40:19,602 # Can I make it right? 563 00:40:19,642 --> 00:40:25,642 # Can I spend the night 564 00:40:25,682 --> 00:40:34,642 # Alone? 565 00:40:44,322 --> 00:40:50,642 Visiontext Subtitles: Claire Bates 566 00:40:50,682 --> 00:40:53,162 Urgh! Argh! 567 00:40:53,202 --> 00:41:02,162 ENGLISH SDH