1 00:00:01,801 --> 00:00:04,201 [Down-tempo music plays] 2 00:00:12,145 --> 00:00:14,010 [Exhales] 3 00:00:16,082 --> 00:00:18,073 [Owen] Dying isn't easy. 4 00:00:21,921 --> 00:00:25,084 The body was designed to stay alive. 5 00:00:26,092 --> 00:00:28,083 Thick skulls... 6 00:00:28,828 --> 00:00:30,386 ... strong hearts... 7 00:00:31,664 --> 00:00:33,894 ... keen senses. 8 00:00:35,000 --> 00:00:41,074 Everyone is intimidated by a shark. Become a Card Shark AMERICASCARDROOM.COM 9 00:00:49,916 --> 00:00:52,282 [Alarm beeping] 10 00:00:55,355 --> 00:00:59,018 - [Groaning] - Morning. 11 00:00:59,492 --> 00:01:00,982 Morning. 12 00:01:02,729 --> 00:01:04,993 [Groans] 13 00:01:10,970 --> 00:01:13,234 [Owen] When the body starts to fail... 14 00:01:14,307 --> 00:01:17,242 ... medicine takes over. 15 00:01:19,179 --> 00:01:23,013 Morning. Kim, Sean. How're you feeling? 16 00:01:23,049 --> 00:01:26,849 Ready. Today's the day. 17 00:01:27,554 --> 00:01:28,816 How are you doing? 18 00:01:29,656 --> 00:01:30,884 OK. 19 00:01:31,791 --> 00:01:34,487 [Owen] Surgeons are arrogant enough to think 20 00:01:34,527 --> 00:01:37,121 there's no one we can't save. 21 00:01:38,098 --> 00:01:39,861 - You need a consult? - Kim Allan. 22 00:01:39,966 --> 00:01:42,025 She has stage-four large cell lung cancer. 23 00:01:42,068 --> 00:01:44,969 I removed a second mass from her right lung about two months ago, 24 00:01:45,038 --> 00:01:48,769 but tests show the cancer had spread to her lymph nodes and to her liver. 25 00:01:48,808 --> 00:01:52,209 She was readmitted last week with pulmonary edema. 26 00:01:52,278 --> 00:01:55,770 I drained as much fluid as I could, but she's having a tough time breathing. 27 00:01:55,849 --> 00:01:58,443 That's too bad. You gonna have to intubate her? 28 00:01:58,518 --> 00:02:01,453 - She doesn't want that. - You have to treat her palliatively. 29 00:02:01,521 --> 00:02:04,081 I don't see what else we can do for her. 30 00:02:04,124 --> 00:02:07,787 - She wants us to help her die. - [Owen] Like I said, 31 00:02:07,861 --> 00:02:09,294 dying isn't easy. 32 00:02:13,032 --> 00:02:15,830 Since the state requires two physicians' signatures, 33 00:02:15,869 --> 00:02:18,064 I've asked Dr. Hunt to look over your chart. 34 00:02:19,105 --> 00:02:21,164 OK. 35 00:02:21,207 --> 00:02:24,438 Her prognosis says that she has less than six months to live. 36 00:02:24,477 --> 00:02:27,708 I have informed her of her treatment options. 37 00:02:27,780 --> 00:02:32,513 She has met with a psychologist who has determined that she is mentally fit. 38 00:02:32,585 --> 00:02:35,782 And this can serve as her second oral request. 39 00:02:36,890 --> 00:02:39,552 OK. [gasping] 40 00:02:41,127 --> 00:02:42,754 You have to say it. 41 00:02:42,795 --> 00:02:45,491 Washington State says 42 00:02:45,565 --> 00:02:49,365 I have to hear you ask two times at least 15 days apart. 43 00:02:49,402 --> 00:02:52,894 It's so weird. It's like I'm applying to die. 44 00:02:52,939 --> 00:02:56,898 - If you're having second thoughts... - You saw how bad it got last night. 45 00:02:56,943 --> 00:02:58,308 It's just gonna get worse. 46 00:03:01,447 --> 00:03:03,381 [Exhaling] 47 00:03:03,416 --> 00:03:08,115 I would like to end my life through physician-assisted suicide. 48 00:03:13,760 --> 00:03:14,988 Excuse me, um... 49 00:03:21,034 --> 00:03:23,161 I'm just gonna go see what's up. 50 00:03:23,236 --> 00:03:24,828 [Kim] Dr. Altman? 51 00:03:25,939 --> 00:03:29,306 How long does it take? To die? 52 00:03:29,342 --> 00:03:30,832 Once I take the barbiturates. 53 00:03:30,877 --> 00:03:35,007 Can we not talk about this? It's just, um... 54 00:03:35,982 --> 00:03:37,142 We're not there yet. 55 00:03:39,185 --> 00:03:40,914 We are there, Sean. 56 00:03:41,888 --> 00:03:43,515 [Exhaling] We are. 57 00:03:46,859 --> 00:03:48,656 [Teddy] Kim, to answer your question... 58 00:03:50,129 --> 00:03:51,960 ...about 45 minutes. 59 00:03:53,099 --> 00:03:55,590 It takes about 45 minutes to die. 60 00:03:58,304 --> 00:04:01,171 Three dates. No sex. Just talking. 61 00:04:01,207 --> 00:04:03,107 Do you have any idea how much you can learn 62 00:04:03,142 --> 00:04:04,609 about someone if you remain upright? 63 00:04:04,644 --> 00:04:07,613 I bet you didn't know Teddy hates the word "moist." 64 00:04:07,647 --> 00:04:10,480 Hates it. Would really prefer people say "damp." 65 00:04:11,317 --> 00:04:15,151 You hear me? I'm growing again. I'm, like, grown. 66 00:04:15,188 --> 00:04:16,450 [Arizona] She's making cartilage from scratch. 67 00:04:16,489 --> 00:04:20,050 She's preoccupied these days. It's super hot. 68 00:04:20,093 --> 00:04:22,994 - I'm gonna be late. - Bye. 69 00:04:23,029 --> 00:04:24,792 [Groans] 70 00:04:26,399 --> 00:04:27,832 She doesn't want kids. 71 00:04:27,867 --> 00:04:31,462 Arizona doesn't want kids. In her womb, in her house. Ever. 72 00:04:31,504 --> 00:04:33,631 - She told me. - What did you say? 73 00:04:33,706 --> 00:04:36,334 Nothing. We're doing so great. I don't want to ruin it 74 00:04:36,376 --> 00:04:38,469 by being the crazy desperate girl with the aching womb. 75 00:04:38,511 --> 00:04:41,776 Better than being the crazy childless woman who sits at the playground 76 00:04:41,814 --> 00:04:45,341 watching the children play. They have laws for people like that. 77 00:04:45,385 --> 00:04:46,818 You gotta tell her. 78 00:04:48,054 --> 00:04:49,612 [Moans] 79 00:04:49,756 --> 00:04:51,917 So in the third quarter of the collection, 80 00:04:51,958 --> 00:04:54,483 rate of Medicaid was what percent again? 81 00:04:55,194 --> 00:04:57,458 Hey. Would you excuse me one second? 82 00:04:59,165 --> 00:05:01,190 OK. You have 30 seconds. 83 00:05:01,234 --> 00:05:03,964 OK. So this woman comes into the ER with abdominal pain. 84 00:05:04,003 --> 00:05:06,494 She's had it on and off for about six months, 85 00:05:06,539 --> 00:05:09,736 and a lot of doctors have told her it's either an ulcer or gastritis. 86 00:05:09,776 --> 00:05:11,607 Get to the point. You have 15 seconds. 87 00:05:11,644 --> 00:05:14,272 So it occurs to me that the nausea is probably caused 88 00:05:14,314 --> 00:05:16,942 - by a positional shift... - CSF. Brain tumor. Got it. 89 00:05:16,983 --> 00:05:20,350 Not just any brain tumor. She's got this huge, beautiful ependymoma. 90 00:05:20,386 --> 00:05:22,081 - So Shadow Shepherd... - Dr. Nelson. 91 00:05:22,121 --> 00:05:26,285 OK, Shadow Shepherd is going to do intraventricular resection 92 00:05:26,326 --> 00:05:30,092 and let me assist. And I may even get to debulk the tumor. 93 00:05:30,129 --> 00:05:31,858 That's it? 94 00:05:33,099 --> 00:05:36,500 OK, sorry for the interruption. So where were we? 95 00:05:36,536 --> 00:05:39,528 Percentage third quarter Medicaid. What was the rate of return? 96 00:05:41,874 --> 00:05:43,398 - How close? - Two minutes. 97 00:05:43,443 --> 00:05:46,241 - It's Nicole, right? - Three guys waiting on an ambulance? 98 00:05:46,279 --> 00:05:49,214 - Must be Nicole behind the wheel. - Have you seen her ass? 99 00:05:49,248 --> 00:05:50,909 Man, I'd love to hit that. 100 00:05:50,950 --> 00:05:54,716 - [Avery] Morning, chief. - Sorry about that, chief. 101 00:05:54,754 --> 00:05:57,222 It's quite all right. And I am not the chief. 102 00:05:57,256 --> 00:05:59,156 [Siren approaching] 103 00:06:00,960 --> 00:06:02,723 - [Mark] Hey, Nicole! - Hey. 104 00:06:02,762 --> 00:06:06,220 Nick Kelsey, 32, injured skiing off a helicopter. 105 00:06:06,265 --> 00:06:09,598 - Vital signs are stable. - Wasn't the helicopter that did it. 106 00:06:09,635 --> 00:06:11,500 - It was the avalanche. - Idiotic either way. 107 00:06:11,537 --> 00:06:14,700 He's got two idiot friends coming in behind him but he's got the worst of it. 108 00:06:14,774 --> 00:06:18,266 Open fracture to the left tibia and left hip fracture. 109 00:06:22,382 --> 00:06:24,577 What are you looking at, chachi? 110 00:06:28,888 --> 00:06:31,288 What happened? We were in the middle of a consult. 111 00:06:31,324 --> 00:06:33,918 You're her doctor. You shouldn't push her to do that. 112 00:06:33,960 --> 00:06:36,952 I offered her options. I told her about hospice. 113 00:06:36,996 --> 00:06:39,863 She doesn't want to die a slow death hooked up to machines 114 00:06:39,899 --> 00:06:42,868 or be so heavily sedated she might as well be dead. 115 00:06:42,902 --> 00:06:45,894 And I have to say, I don't blame her. This is an act of mercy. 116 00:06:45,938 --> 00:06:48,634 Act of mercy? You're killing her. Just so you're clear, 117 00:06:48,674 --> 00:06:52,007 by writing that prescription, you're killing that woman. 118 00:06:54,347 --> 00:06:55,837 All right, then. 119 00:06:56,516 --> 00:07:01,385 - I'll find someone else. - [Down-tempo music plays] 120 00:07:06,359 --> 00:07:08,327 [Jets rumbling] 121 00:07:08,361 --> 00:07:10,522 Watch it, watch it! Heads up! 122 00:07:10,563 --> 00:07:13,464 [Man] You need to work on your passing game, Hunt, you ball hog. 123 00:07:13,499 --> 00:07:15,467 You need to work on your game! 124 00:07:15,501 --> 00:07:18,026 - [Teddy] On your four! - [Man] No! 125 00:07:18,070 --> 00:07:20,698 - [Man 2] Not a chance, major! - Get it! 126 00:07:21,407 --> 00:07:24,843 - Watch out, watch out, watch out! - I got him! I got him! 127 00:07:25,978 --> 00:07:28,538 [Cheering] 128 00:07:31,017 --> 00:07:34,418 Break it up, break it up, break it up, you two. We're only down by three. 129 00:07:34,454 --> 00:07:37,218 - Yeah, because you suck! - [Teddy] Don't be insubordinate. 130 00:07:37,256 --> 00:07:38,689 Sir, you suck, sir. 131 00:07:38,724 --> 00:07:42,353 - I mean, Dan, you play like my grandma. - Whatever. 132 00:07:43,896 --> 00:07:47,093 [Helicopter passing overhead] 133 00:07:54,674 --> 00:07:57,370 Get your battle rattle. Time to go to work. 134 00:08:07,420 --> 00:08:09,479 Owen, come on! 135 00:08:30,409 --> 00:08:32,877 I need to reduce this ankle dislocation. Give him ten of morphine. 136 00:08:32,912 --> 00:08:35,574 We need to treat his frostbite. You like the tips of your fingers? 137 00:08:35,615 --> 00:08:38,311 - Yes, please. - You jumped out a helicopter on skis? 138 00:08:38,351 --> 00:08:40,251 Yeah. You can't get powder like that anywhere else. 139 00:08:40,286 --> 00:08:42,311 I'm seeing fluid around your kidney. 140 00:08:42,355 --> 00:08:44,755 We're gonna need to do a CT of your abdomen. 141 00:08:44,790 --> 00:08:47,224 Do what you gotta do. Me and the guys are running with the bulls 142 00:08:47,260 --> 00:08:50,286 in Pamplona next year. Gotta be up on my feet. 143 00:08:54,767 --> 00:08:58,225 Hey, Phil, tell those doctors they need to fix you up 144 00:08:58,271 --> 00:09:00,933 so you can run with the bulls next year! 145 00:09:00,973 --> 00:09:03,703 - You're an active guy. - Once a year, anyhow. 146 00:09:03,743 --> 00:09:06,371 Better than nothing. Once a year, we live like men. 147 00:09:06,412 --> 00:09:11,941 - You almost died like men. - On my count. One, two, three! 148 00:09:13,486 --> 00:09:15,647 Big-ass car bomb waxed half their unit. 149 00:09:15,688 --> 00:09:18,054 They tried to evac, but it turned into an insurgent fire-fight. 150 00:09:18,090 --> 00:09:21,491 GSW to the abdomen. Let's stabilize him till we get him to an OR. 151 00:09:21,527 --> 00:09:24,052 Get me some wet bandages and an occlusive dressing. 152 00:09:24,096 --> 00:09:25,393 All out of those. 153 00:09:25,431 --> 00:09:28,423 [Owen] OK, uh... some wet towels and, uh... 154 00:09:29,235 --> 00:09:32,762 That. We'll close him with this. 155 00:09:34,774 --> 00:09:37,834 Gekko, give me that roll of two-inch tape. 156 00:09:41,347 --> 00:09:44,180 I need a laryngoscope and E-T tube. I need to intubate! 157 00:09:44,216 --> 00:09:45,444 - Finish this! - [Gekko] I'm on it! 158 00:09:47,019 --> 00:09:50,819 Pupils fixed and dilated. He's way past go. Who's next? 159 00:09:50,856 --> 00:09:52,050 [Man 2] Over here, sir! 160 00:09:52,091 --> 00:09:55,254 Colonel Mooney, sir, sandstorm's coming. Command's ordered us to move back. 161 00:09:55,294 --> 00:09:57,956 - [Dan] You're kidding me. When? - [Man] Now, sir. 162 00:09:57,997 --> 00:10:00,522 All right. People, secure your patients. 163 00:10:00,566 --> 00:10:01,828 I almost have my guy stabilized. 164 00:10:01,867 --> 00:10:03,198 [Dan] You'll ride with him on the medevac. 165 00:10:03,235 --> 00:10:05,396 Take my amputation and the head trauma too. 166 00:10:05,438 --> 00:10:09,135 Hunt, we'll take your GSW in the APC. Let's move! 167 00:10:10,543 --> 00:10:12,010 - Want me to go? - No, I'm fine. 168 00:10:12,044 --> 00:10:14,842 - You hate helicopters. - I know. 169 00:10:14,880 --> 00:10:17,815 I'm fine. I'll see you back there. 170 00:10:17,850 --> 00:10:19,681 - See you back there. - Yep. 171 00:10:21,854 --> 00:10:24,084 Shall we scan him first? 172 00:10:27,426 --> 00:10:30,486 See what kind of damage we're dealing with in case we need an OR. 173 00:10:30,529 --> 00:10:34,590 - He's got some abdominal bruising. - Yeah. Yeah, OK. You take this. 174 00:10:35,868 --> 00:10:37,665 Uh, get him up to CT. 175 00:10:37,703 --> 00:10:39,830 How come you didn't get hurt in the avalanche? 176 00:10:39,872 --> 00:10:43,273 Never got off the helicopter. Was about to jump when the avalanche started. 177 00:10:43,309 --> 00:10:45,573 You missed it, Tommy. Friggin' awesome! 178 00:10:45,611 --> 00:10:48,136 [Nick] Yeah, Tommy, friggin' awesome! 179 00:10:48,180 --> 00:10:50,944 Yeah, Tommy, friggin' awesome. 180 00:10:55,087 --> 00:10:57,988 Dr. Altman said you requested to lower your pain meds? 181 00:10:58,024 --> 00:11:02,927 They make me fuzzy. I don't want to be fuzzy today. 182 00:11:02,962 --> 00:11:06,989 - Did she tell you? - That you're going home? Yeah. 183 00:11:07,033 --> 00:11:08,557 - [Kim] I changed my mind. - What? 184 00:11:08,601 --> 00:11:11,001 No, no, not about... 185 00:11:11,037 --> 00:11:13,471 I just... I want to do it here. 186 00:11:13,506 --> 00:11:14,973 In the hospital. 187 00:11:15,007 --> 00:11:17,737 I don't want Sean to have to deal with my body afterwards. 188 00:11:17,777 --> 00:11:19,039 Don't worry about that stuff. 189 00:11:19,078 --> 00:11:23,879 We can make this place like home. You know? Get rid of all these machines 190 00:11:23,916 --> 00:11:29,821 and get some of our stuff, my quilt, some pictures. 191 00:11:30,556 --> 00:11:32,023 Some wine. 192 00:11:32,792 --> 00:11:36,626 - Can we have wine? - I don't see why not. 193 00:11:36,662 --> 00:11:37,856 - If you need wine... - [Kim] I don't. 194 00:11:37,897 --> 00:11:41,993 ...maybe you don't want... - I don't need wine. I want wine. 195 00:11:42,034 --> 00:11:44,332 But I think you're gonna need it. 196 00:11:44,370 --> 00:11:45,667 You seem scared. 197 00:11:46,906 --> 00:11:50,307 Are you... scared? [gasping] 198 00:11:50,342 --> 00:11:51,707 Stop worrying about me. 199 00:11:51,744 --> 00:11:55,236 All these things are happening, and I'm making all these choices, 200 00:11:55,281 --> 00:11:58,808 and I have no idea how you're feeling. 201 00:11:58,851 --> 00:12:00,910 - I'm not feeling anything. - [Kim] Sean! 202 00:12:00,953 --> 00:12:03,444 I'm talking about where I'm gonna die. 203 00:12:03,489 --> 00:12:05,923 You have to be feeling something! 204 00:12:10,496 --> 00:12:12,327 I'll go home and get the stuff. 205 00:12:12,364 --> 00:12:13,558 Sean... 206 00:12:15,901 --> 00:12:17,528 Red or white? 207 00:12:19,038 --> 00:12:21,563 Red. 208 00:12:21,607 --> 00:12:24,098 In a wine glass, not a plastic cup. 209 00:12:24,143 --> 00:12:26,043 OK. 210 00:12:29,281 --> 00:12:30,646 It never changes. 211 00:12:31,984 --> 00:12:33,975 You have the same fights. 212 00:12:34,019 --> 00:12:37,716 I mean, even when you're dying, you have the same fights. 213 00:12:37,757 --> 00:12:41,523 You want to know how they're feeling, and they don't want to tell you. 214 00:12:42,528 --> 00:12:44,587 - Sorry. - Don't be. 215 00:12:48,334 --> 00:12:50,029 I think they don't know. 216 00:12:50,069 --> 00:12:53,470 When you ask them how they're feeling, and they don't want to tell you, 217 00:12:53,506 --> 00:12:57,966 and you think they're being difficult? I think they really don't know. 218 00:13:00,913 --> 00:13:04,679 OK, relax. Deep breaths. Deep breaths. 219 00:13:06,418 --> 00:13:07,510 Good. 220 00:13:13,893 --> 00:13:16,623 Where do you stand on physician-assisted suicide? 221 00:13:16,662 --> 00:13:19,995 I'm not opposed to it. As long as we're talking about controversial stuff, 222 00:13:20,032 --> 00:13:22,865 let's get something straight: Arena Football is not real football. 223 00:13:22,902 --> 00:13:28,363 Mark. Mark, wait. This is not me getting to know you. This is... 224 00:13:29,742 --> 00:13:31,869 I have a patient who's terminal. 225 00:13:31,911 --> 00:13:35,574 She wants to die, and she wants my help. And I want yours. 226 00:13:38,317 --> 00:13:40,114 [Exhales] 227 00:13:41,086 --> 00:13:44,647 See that? The tumor's pressing down on the floor of the fourth ventricle, 228 00:13:44,690 --> 00:13:46,214 which is causing the nausea. 229 00:13:46,258 --> 00:13:49,523 So you debulk the tumor, and then you move on to the stalk? 230 00:13:49,562 --> 00:13:51,553 No. You debulk the tumor. 231 00:13:51,597 --> 00:13:53,895 Dr. Shepherd has requested these scans. 232 00:13:53,933 --> 00:13:56,401 His schedule has freed up. He's decided to do the resection himself. 233 00:13:56,435 --> 00:13:58,926 Oh, no! That's my... I am debulking. 234 00:13:58,971 --> 00:14:01,906 - It's my tumor. - It's Dr. Shepherd's tumor now. 235 00:14:14,553 --> 00:14:16,919 - Dr. Hunt, can I help you? - No. No, I got it. 236 00:14:25,231 --> 00:14:28,394 Oscar-four-kilo, this is echo-five-golf. 237 00:14:28,434 --> 00:14:31,369 Oscar-four-kilo, this is echo-five-golf. 238 00:14:31,403 --> 00:14:35,066 - Anything, sergeant? - No, sir. I think it's the storm. 239 00:14:35,107 --> 00:14:38,907 Well, they know we're coming, right? All right. 240 00:14:39,612 --> 00:14:42,240 - Where are we going? - Green Zone, baby. 241 00:14:42,281 --> 00:14:44,181 They'll stabilize you. 242 00:14:44,216 --> 00:14:47,242 Then you are going to a hospital in Germany, 243 00:14:47,286 --> 00:14:49,220 and then you're gonna go home. OK? 244 00:14:51,891 --> 00:14:54,655 - Teddy get there yet? - No word. 245 00:14:54,693 --> 00:14:58,026 [Chuckling] Don't worry, I'm sure your girl's just fine. 246 00:14:58,063 --> 00:15:00,156 Stop it. I'm serious. We're friends. 247 00:15:01,000 --> 00:15:04,299 - Keep telling yourself that. - [Bomb exploding] 248 00:15:08,340 --> 00:15:09,967 [Grunting] 249 00:15:27,693 --> 00:15:31,652 [Dan] Hunt! You all right, Hunt?! 250 00:15:31,697 --> 00:15:35,997 - [Owen] I'm OK! You OK? - [Dan] Yeah. 251 00:15:36,702 --> 00:15:38,567 We must've hit an IED. 252 00:15:38,604 --> 00:15:42,563 - How're the patients? - I don't know. 253 00:15:43,542 --> 00:15:45,169 I gotta find 'em all. 254 00:16:03,162 --> 00:16:06,063 [Exhales] Everyone's gone. We lost Gekko. 255 00:16:08,067 --> 00:16:10,467 Dan? Dan! 256 00:16:14,907 --> 00:16:16,204 [Cristina, echoing] Owen? 257 00:16:18,477 --> 00:16:19,705 Owen? 258 00:16:21,480 --> 00:16:23,948 - Owen. - What? 259 00:16:23,983 --> 00:16:25,780 You paged. 260 00:16:26,652 --> 00:16:28,779 When you did Kim Allan's evaluation, did you scope her? 261 00:16:28,821 --> 00:16:31,688 - What? Wait, is that her chart? - Dr. Altman's patient, 262 00:16:31,724 --> 00:16:35,057 who, according to this, you ordered pulmonary function tests one week ago. 263 00:16:35,094 --> 00:16:38,427 I'd like to know if, during that evaluation, you did a bronchoscopy. 264 00:16:38,464 --> 00:16:40,432 - Is there a problem? - Answer the question! 265 00:16:40,466 --> 00:16:43,333 - Why are you interrogating me? - PFTs can give you false positives, 266 00:16:43,369 --> 00:16:46,065 and a patient may kill herself due to incorrect data. 267 00:16:46,105 --> 00:16:49,233 - It's routine, so we probably did. - Probably is good enough for you? 268 00:16:49,274 --> 00:16:51,970 Probably is good enough for Dr. Altman? 269 00:16:53,178 --> 00:16:55,442 What is going on? Are? 270 00:16:57,282 --> 00:16:58,806 Owen. 271 00:17:00,152 --> 00:17:03,679 - [Tommy] Did you call Lani? - Um, you should call your wife. 272 00:17:03,722 --> 00:17:06,919 She'll freak. Tommy, call her when I go in. 273 00:17:06,959 --> 00:17:09,757 Downplay it. It's a broken leg. 274 00:17:09,795 --> 00:17:13,424 A little frostbite on your fingers, but nothing terrible. You're about to... 275 00:17:13,465 --> 00:17:17,060 - [screams] ...scream really loud. 276 00:17:17,102 --> 00:17:19,536 That was worse than when I broke my ankle on Kilimanjaro. 277 00:17:19,571 --> 00:17:21,562 - [Mark] You climbed Kilimanjaro? - Couple years ago. 278 00:17:21,607 --> 00:17:24,371 I made it to the summit, while these guys got altitude sickness 279 00:17:24,410 --> 00:17:27,243 - half a mile from the top. - [Chuckling] You guys are hardcore. 280 00:17:27,279 --> 00:17:31,875 We gotta be. I sell insurance. Phil and Tommy are accountants. 281 00:17:31,917 --> 00:17:35,512 [Gasps] These trips are all we got to keep our blood moving. 282 00:17:35,554 --> 00:17:38,955 Show them the picture of you on top of Kili with the rubber chicken. 283 00:17:40,192 --> 00:17:42,717 That doesn't look like you on a mountain. 284 00:17:42,761 --> 00:17:45,059 Oh, sorry. That's my daughter, Hannah. 285 00:17:46,165 --> 00:17:47,792 Ladybug for Halloween. 286 00:17:51,003 --> 00:17:53,233 You telling me you don't want one of those? 287 00:17:58,877 --> 00:18:01,277 You stole my surgery, right out from under me. 288 00:18:01,313 --> 00:18:03,747 It wasn't your surgery. It was Nelson's surgery. 289 00:18:03,782 --> 00:18:05,477 [April] It's beyond Nelson's skill level. 290 00:18:05,517 --> 00:18:09,783 - Right? I mean, that's what you said. - My diagnosis, my tumor, my debulking. 291 00:18:09,822 --> 00:18:11,221 Can I scrub in at least? 292 00:18:11,256 --> 00:18:14,714 You're on Nelson's service. If I switch you, it's gonna look like favoritism. 293 00:18:14,760 --> 00:18:16,887 - Dr. Nelson's been given an aneurysm. - You stop talking! 294 00:18:16,929 --> 00:18:20,797 - Calm down, people are staring. - You stole my surgery. 295 00:18:23,735 --> 00:18:25,794 He stole my surgery! 296 00:18:29,141 --> 00:18:31,371 - Everything OK? - Yeah. It's fine. 297 00:18:31,410 --> 00:18:33,970 Everything's, uh... fine. 298 00:18:35,414 --> 00:18:38,315 Have you had lunch yet today? I'm headed down. 299 00:18:38,350 --> 00:18:41,148 I can't eat in the cafeteria anymore. Vultures won't leave me alone. 300 00:18:41,186 --> 00:18:43,984 - Vultures? - People need things from me. 301 00:18:44,022 --> 00:18:46,752 Seems like everybody has a pressing problem that can't wait. 302 00:18:46,792 --> 00:18:50,159 - Shepherd, you have a minute? - See? 303 00:18:50,195 --> 00:18:52,356 [Down-tempo music plays] 304 00:18:55,300 --> 00:18:59,168 My lunch is making me sad, and I haven't started eating it yet. 305 00:18:59,204 --> 00:19:01,468 - [Mark] Say something. - Shut up. 306 00:19:01,507 --> 00:19:03,771 I was gonna go for lasagna. I don't know why I didn't pull the trigger. 307 00:19:03,809 --> 00:19:06,277 - Say it. - Shut up! 308 00:19:06,311 --> 00:19:07,710 - Say what? - Nothing! 309 00:19:07,746 --> 00:19:09,236 Hello? 310 00:19:20,926 --> 00:19:22,291 OK, then. 311 00:19:29,968 --> 00:19:33,131 You don't say it, you're gonna regret it for a long, long... 312 00:19:33,172 --> 00:19:36,573 - Enough! - OK. What is it with you two? 313 00:19:36,608 --> 00:19:39,099 - What is your problem?! - Teddy... 314 00:19:39,144 --> 00:19:42,739 You go to Shepherd behind my back about a patient you don't even know. 315 00:19:42,781 --> 00:19:45,875 You have no idea what she's been dealing with, 316 00:19:45,918 --> 00:19:47,510 the kind of pain that she's in, 317 00:19:47,553 --> 00:19:50,750 pain that's only gonna be worse after I ram a tube down her throat 318 00:19:50,789 --> 00:19:52,723 because you're having some problem 319 00:19:52,758 --> 00:19:55,852 with her exercising her legal right to die. 320 00:19:55,894 --> 00:19:59,159 So I want to know what the hell is your problem? 321 00:20:21,420 --> 00:20:24,446 You missed it. Altman tore Hunt a new one in the cafeteria. 322 00:20:24,489 --> 00:20:26,787 The whole hospital's talking about it. 323 00:20:26,825 --> 00:20:31,228 Not to me. I walk in a room, and all the conversation grinds to a halt. 324 00:20:33,665 --> 00:20:38,295 Come on. You don't talk locker-room talk in front of the coach. 325 00:20:38,337 --> 00:20:41,500 I'm not the coach anymore, I'm a player. 326 00:20:41,540 --> 00:20:43,906 I take a shower like everybody else. 327 00:20:46,712 --> 00:20:48,145 Richard. 328 00:20:48,180 --> 00:20:53,015 You're a little bit like everybody else, but mostly, you're still the coach. 329 00:20:53,952 --> 00:20:58,116 It's a sign of respect. You'd be wrong to take it any other way. 330 00:21:04,329 --> 00:21:06,957 You know the drill. We've put you in a twilight state. 331 00:21:06,999 --> 00:21:09,490 Next, we're gonna spray lidocaine in the back of your throat 332 00:21:09,534 --> 00:21:11,502 - and pass the scope... - [Sean] I don't get it. 333 00:21:11,536 --> 00:21:14,505 She had this test last week. Is there a chance the results are wrong? 334 00:21:14,539 --> 00:21:17,406 - It's very unlikely. - But it's possible? 335 00:21:17,442 --> 00:21:20,104 You wouldn't put her through this again for no reason. 336 00:21:20,145 --> 00:21:22,443 You must think there's a chance the tests were wrong. 337 00:21:22,481 --> 00:21:25,143 There are questions being raised that have nothing to do with... 338 00:21:25,183 --> 00:21:27,651 By who? Raised by who? 339 00:21:27,686 --> 00:21:29,745 - Sean... - [Sean] Just talk to me! 340 00:21:29,788 --> 00:21:32,916 'Cause I'm standing here thinking my wife is gonna die today, 341 00:21:32,958 --> 00:21:34,789 and if that's not gonna happen, 342 00:21:34,826 --> 00:21:37,556 if there's a chance that she might get better... 343 00:21:37,596 --> 00:21:41,054 Your wife isn't gonna get better. This test is unnecessary, 344 00:21:41,099 --> 00:21:43,294 and the hospital is covering its ass. 345 00:21:53,979 --> 00:21:56,675 - Thank you. - No problem. 346 00:21:59,518 --> 00:22:02,976 Julie, can you find out if Dr. Bailey's on her way? 347 00:22:03,021 --> 00:22:04,511 OK, doctor. 348 00:22:08,327 --> 00:22:11,956 If I wasn't happily married, I'd hit her. 349 00:22:14,566 --> 00:22:16,500 I'd hit her hard. 350 00:22:21,606 --> 00:22:24,973 Sir, I think what you wanted to say was "hit that." 351 00:22:26,778 --> 00:22:29,975 I don't think you wanted to say that at all. 352 00:22:36,088 --> 00:22:37,680 [Richard clears throat] 353 00:22:42,260 --> 00:22:45,388 I hear Shepherd took your surgery. 354 00:22:45,430 --> 00:22:48,558 - How'd you hear that? - Apparently, you yell really loud. 355 00:22:48,600 --> 00:22:51,068 Well, I have to hold a retractor for Shadow Shepherd 356 00:22:51,103 --> 00:22:54,869 while Derek debulks my tumor. So yes, I yell very loud. 357 00:22:55,674 --> 00:22:57,972 Yeah, well, the key is to think of yourself 358 00:22:58,009 --> 00:23:01,570 - as one of the Whos down in Whoville. - What? 359 00:23:03,215 --> 00:23:06,514 You know, when the Grinch came down and stole their presents, 360 00:23:06,551 --> 00:23:08,849 they didn't let that ruin Christmas for them. 361 00:23:08,887 --> 00:23:13,915 Instead, they came out on Christmas morning, and they sang. 362 00:23:15,994 --> 00:23:18,394 You're gonna go into that surgery and you're gonna sing. 363 00:23:19,197 --> 00:23:20,425 [Laughs] 364 00:23:21,967 --> 00:23:25,198 Sing, Cindy Lou. Sing. 365 00:23:30,041 --> 00:23:33,067 Your scalp lac is small enough that shooting in lidocaine 366 00:23:33,111 --> 00:23:35,511 would be more painful than throwing in a couple staples. 367 00:23:35,547 --> 00:23:38,175 - Is this gonna hurt like my fingers? - Not too much. 368 00:23:38,216 --> 00:23:40,343 [Screams] 369 00:23:42,487 --> 00:23:44,546 - [Dan screaming] - [Owen] Sorry. Sorry! 370 00:23:45,056 --> 00:23:47,024 OK, that's it. Got it. 371 00:23:47,826 --> 00:23:51,023 The hand was swelling so much, it would have popped the finger off. 372 00:23:53,799 --> 00:23:54,891 What? 373 00:23:54,933 --> 00:23:57,697 You still trying to save the arm. You gotta tourniquet it. 374 00:23:57,736 --> 00:24:01,365 - If I do, you'll lose it. - It's not about the arm. 375 00:24:01,406 --> 00:24:03,397 If I can tie off that brachial artery... 376 00:24:03,442 --> 00:24:07,674 Owen! It's not about the arm. 377 00:24:08,713 --> 00:24:11,113 You're right. I know. You're right. 378 00:24:13,318 --> 00:24:14,808 Dan, listen to me. 379 00:24:14,853 --> 00:24:18,414 The back of this truck, it is trashed. Most of the supplies, 380 00:24:18,457 --> 00:24:21,051 all of the morphine. There's no morphine, no lidocaine. 381 00:24:22,461 --> 00:24:23,689 You bring whiskey? 382 00:24:23,728 --> 00:24:26,629 [Both laughing] 383 00:24:26,665 --> 00:24:28,633 [Screaming] 384 00:24:29,835 --> 00:24:33,430 OK, we got it. We got it. We got it. 385 00:24:35,407 --> 00:24:38,103 No... I don't think we do. 386 00:24:50,322 --> 00:24:51,914 [Muted] Dr. Hunt? 387 00:24:53,024 --> 00:24:54,355 Dr. Hunt? 388 00:24:56,228 --> 00:24:59,823 Kim Allan's bronchoscopy confirmed that nothing more can be done. 389 00:24:59,865 --> 00:25:03,631 Sloan signed off. He did his due diligence, but it's over. 390 00:25:04,669 --> 00:25:06,296 You're not gonna kill him. 391 00:25:07,739 --> 00:25:09,366 I won't let you kill him. 392 00:25:10,442 --> 00:25:13,206 - You're not gonna kill him. - Dr. Hunt! 393 00:25:13,245 --> 00:25:18,649 The patient in question is a woman, and no one is trying to kill her. 394 00:25:18,683 --> 00:25:20,617 She's choosing to die. 395 00:25:24,422 --> 00:25:25,889 You should go home. 396 00:25:26,925 --> 00:25:29,723 - I have a surgery. - You're done for the day. 397 00:25:29,761 --> 00:25:31,456 Go home. 398 00:25:38,003 --> 00:25:40,301 OK. OK. 399 00:25:40,338 --> 00:25:42,238 Can you... can you hold this? 400 00:25:42,274 --> 00:25:45,209 - Can you put pressure there? - I don't... 401 00:25:45,243 --> 00:25:46,801 [Owen panting] 402 00:25:46,845 --> 00:25:51,043 - OK, I'm gonna have to move you. - I can't. I can't. I'm too tired. 403 00:25:51,082 --> 00:25:53,915 No, no, no! Dan, wake up! Wake up! 404 00:25:53,952 --> 00:25:56,011 I have to. 405 00:25:56,054 --> 00:25:59,353 It's gonna hurt like hell, but I have to find something 406 00:25:59,391 --> 00:26:01,621 to pack this wound till someone comes. 407 00:26:01,660 --> 00:26:04,026 Someone's coming? Someone's coming? 408 00:26:05,130 --> 00:26:07,826 OK, here we go. 409 00:26:08,300 --> 00:26:09,733 Here we go. 410 00:26:11,736 --> 00:26:14,034 - OK, here we go. - [Screaming] 411 00:26:14,072 --> 00:26:18,304 Please, please! Please! Please! [sobbing] 412 00:26:20,178 --> 00:26:24,877 Sorry. I'm sorry. Sorry. I'm sorry. 413 00:26:27,786 --> 00:26:30,380 There we go. There we go. 414 00:26:30,422 --> 00:26:33,880 Hypothermia. [Groans] That's the last one. 415 00:26:35,694 --> 00:26:37,491 Stop that. 416 00:26:37,529 --> 00:26:41,431 Someone is coming. Help is coming. 417 00:26:41,466 --> 00:26:45,562 You've been saying that for hours. [shivering] 418 00:26:45,604 --> 00:26:49,631 I'm coagulopathic. I'm probably acidotic. 419 00:26:49,674 --> 00:26:51,835 I'm in the triad of death. 420 00:26:53,378 --> 00:26:55,243 No one is coming. 421 00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:57,908 - If I could just move you. - I need you. 422 00:26:57,949 --> 00:27:00,884 I need you to say a Hail Mary with me. 423 00:27:00,919 --> 00:27:02,011 Dan. 424 00:27:04,923 --> 00:27:08,120 - I don't know it. - That's OK. 425 00:27:08,159 --> 00:27:10,093 It's OK. Just say it with me. 426 00:27:15,066 --> 00:27:17,364 - Hail Mary... - Hail Mary... 427 00:27:17,402 --> 00:27:18,869 ...full of grace. ...full of grace. 428 00:27:18,903 --> 00:27:21,133 - The Lord is with Thee. - The Lord is with Thee. 429 00:27:21,172 --> 00:27:24,107 - Blessed art thou among women... - Blessed art thou among women... 430 00:27:24,142 --> 00:27:26,201 ...blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. 431 00:27:26,244 --> 00:27:27,711 ...blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. 432 00:27:27,746 --> 00:27:30,180 - Holy Mary, Mother of God. - Holy Mary, Mother of God. 433 00:27:30,215 --> 00:27:32,080 - Pray for us sinners... - Pray for us sinners... 434 00:27:32,117 --> 00:27:35,348 ...now and the hour of our death. ...now and the hour of our death. 435 00:27:35,387 --> 00:27:37,514 - Amen. - Amen. 436 00:27:39,157 --> 00:27:42,593 Make sure Lisa gets my ring. All right? 437 00:27:42,627 --> 00:27:43,719 Don't give up, Dan. 438 00:27:43,762 --> 00:27:47,289 Don't use it to propose to Altman or something. 439 00:27:48,533 --> 00:27:51,661 But you should propose to Altman. 440 00:27:51,703 --> 00:27:54,137 You know, you two... You should. 441 00:27:54,172 --> 00:27:56,436 - You should. - Shut up. I'm engaged to Beth. 442 00:27:56,474 --> 00:28:01,468 And you, you're gonna give that ring to Lisa. OK? 443 00:28:03,048 --> 00:28:05,846 - Come on. Come on. - No. 444 00:28:05,884 --> 00:28:07,715 - Move your hand. - No. 445 00:28:07,752 --> 00:28:11,017 - That's an order, soldier. - No, sir. 446 00:28:15,260 --> 00:28:17,285 [Thunder rumbling] 447 00:28:26,137 --> 00:28:28,071 They're working on Nick's kidney. 448 00:28:28,106 --> 00:28:32,600 I was able to stabilize his legs, but it's gonna be a long recovery process. 449 00:28:32,644 --> 00:28:35,408 You may need to let his wife know it's a little bit more than a broken leg. 450 00:28:35,447 --> 00:28:38,780 Yeah. I told my wife, and she's calling Lani. 451 00:28:38,817 --> 00:28:41,308 My wife can handle her better. 452 00:28:41,352 --> 00:28:44,321 So you summited Kili, you run with the bulls, 453 00:28:44,355 --> 00:28:46,346 but you're scared of your friend's wife? 454 00:28:46,391 --> 00:28:49,053 I was scared on Kili. 455 00:28:50,562 --> 00:28:52,621 - I hated every minute of it. - So why do it? 456 00:28:52,664 --> 00:28:54,393 Nick and Phil. 457 00:28:54,432 --> 00:28:57,833 They're my boys. And they love adventure. 458 00:28:57,869 --> 00:29:02,431 Me? I got a kid. And bad knees. 459 00:29:02,474 --> 00:29:05,739 But I can't ruin it. We're a team, you know? 460 00:29:05,777 --> 00:29:10,476 - So you just suck it up? - Close my eyes and hope I don't die. 461 00:29:13,418 --> 00:29:15,352 I can't actually give you the drugs, 462 00:29:15,386 --> 00:29:19,516 but you can have this prescription filled in the hospital pharmacy. 463 00:29:21,993 --> 00:29:25,121 Again, I want to emphasize there are other options. 464 00:29:25,163 --> 00:29:26,824 We can make you comfortable. 465 00:29:28,066 --> 00:29:29,829 - I just have one question. - Owen, no. 466 00:29:29,868 --> 00:29:32,496 What if they find a cure? I know that it's a long shot, 467 00:29:32,537 --> 00:29:35,472 but isn't saving your life worth gambling on a long shot? 468 00:29:35,507 --> 00:29:38,943 - Dr. Hunt, I will call security if... - Let her answer. 469 00:29:40,278 --> 00:29:42,246 I'd like to hear the answer. 470 00:29:46,017 --> 00:29:48,679 Maybe... 471 00:29:48,720 --> 00:29:51,553 ...you have to be dying to understand, 472 00:29:51,589 --> 00:29:54,353 but there's this thing that happens... 473 00:29:56,060 --> 00:29:59,052 ...where death stops being scary. 474 00:30:01,032 --> 00:30:04,001 What starts being scary is hope. 475 00:30:05,904 --> 00:30:07,633 'Cause it's not true. 476 00:30:12,010 --> 00:30:14,979 Even if they found a cure for cancer tomorrow... 477 00:30:16,347 --> 00:30:18,542 ...it's too late for me. 478 00:30:20,885 --> 00:30:24,616 And hanging onto hope, it may make you feel better... 479 00:30:28,726 --> 00:30:31,286 ...but it just makes me feel alone. 480 00:30:38,803 --> 00:30:40,737 [Whispering] I don't want to die alone. 481 00:30:43,174 --> 00:30:44,835 OK? 482 00:30:51,549 --> 00:30:55,747 I am not afraid of this. 483 00:30:55,787 --> 00:30:57,084 Why are you? 484 00:31:00,024 --> 00:31:03,221 Why are you so afraid to let me die? 485 00:31:14,539 --> 00:31:17,337 [Down-tempo music plays] 486 00:31:25,917 --> 00:31:27,111 [Sean] Dr. Hunt? 487 00:31:28,887 --> 00:31:31,981 The pharmacy wouldn't take my insurance card. 488 00:31:33,391 --> 00:31:37,953 There was some problem, so I had to go to a cash machine. 489 00:31:37,996 --> 00:31:41,591 And I'm running around trying to get enough cash 490 00:31:41,633 --> 00:31:44,158 to buy the pills that are gonna kill my wife. 491 00:31:47,372 --> 00:31:49,499 [Sighs] Anyway... 492 00:31:51,142 --> 00:31:52,200 ...here they are. 493 00:32:09,727 --> 00:32:11,422 There'll be a moment... 494 00:32:13,531 --> 00:32:16,022 ...when she dies, her face will relax, and... 495 00:32:18,102 --> 00:32:20,502 ...all that pain that she was in will be gone. 496 00:32:23,741 --> 00:32:25,766 And you will feel relief. 497 00:32:27,712 --> 00:32:30,180 Relief for her, relief for you. 498 00:32:30,214 --> 00:32:36,244 You will know with absolute certainty that you did the right thing. 499 00:32:42,260 --> 00:32:43,955 Just for a moment. 500 00:32:45,897 --> 00:32:48,889 [Shivering] You gotta let me go, Owen. 501 00:32:48,933 --> 00:32:52,994 OK? You gotta let me go, please. This hurts. It hurts. 502 00:32:54,105 --> 00:32:58,940 It's OK. It's OK. It's OK. Look at me. 503 00:32:58,977 --> 00:33:03,243 OK. You gotta do it. You gotta do it. I can't make you do it. 504 00:33:04,215 --> 00:33:06,945 OK. Please, it hurts. 505 00:33:06,985 --> 00:33:09,920 It hurts. It hurts, it's OK. 506 00:33:10,722 --> 00:33:12,212 It's OK. 507 00:33:12,256 --> 00:33:15,748 It's OK. OK. You gotta do it. 508 00:33:18,296 --> 00:33:19,786 [Dan coughing] 509 00:33:19,831 --> 00:33:21,458 [Choking] 510 00:33:40,718 --> 00:33:43,209 You have to hold on to that moment, 511 00:33:43,254 --> 00:33:47,918 because all the rest of it is just your own garbage. 512 00:33:57,702 --> 00:34:00,034 You'll be in physical therapy for six months, 513 00:34:00,071 --> 00:34:03,905 but, with luck, you'll be ready for your trip next year. 514 00:34:03,941 --> 00:34:07,069 - Pamplona, baby! - Pamplona! 515 00:34:07,745 --> 00:34:08,905 Pamplona! 516 00:34:10,181 --> 00:34:14,083 Oh, come on. He hates this stuff. 517 00:34:14,118 --> 00:34:17,645 The adrenaline, the adventure. He does this just for you guys 518 00:34:17,688 --> 00:34:19,918 because you guys love it, and he loves you. 519 00:34:20,958 --> 00:34:25,588 And... that's my rant for the day. 520 00:34:25,630 --> 00:34:28,463 I'm sorry. I like to see people keep their legs. Ignore me. 521 00:34:28,499 --> 00:34:30,296 [Phil] I'm starting my own business. 522 00:34:32,303 --> 00:34:34,168 Keeps my blood pumping. 523 00:34:35,039 --> 00:34:38,031 - I'm with Tommy. - [Down-tempo music plays] 524 00:34:41,145 --> 00:34:42,203 Sorry, Nick. 525 00:34:45,149 --> 00:34:50,917 I can't believe you guys. I almost died jumping out of a damn helicopter 526 00:34:50,955 --> 00:34:54,447 when I really wanted to go wine-tasting in Napa. 527 00:35:00,865 --> 00:35:01,991 Napa! 528 00:35:05,503 --> 00:35:07,903 [All laughing] Napa! 529 00:35:21,219 --> 00:35:24,279 Place looks different. Something's different. 530 00:35:25,022 --> 00:35:28,116 - Something I can help you with? - You were jealous of her today. 531 00:35:28,159 --> 00:35:30,150 - I'm sorry. - Meredith. 532 00:35:30,194 --> 00:35:32,628 That's why you stole her surgery. 533 00:35:32,663 --> 00:35:36,429 You miss the pace of back-to-back surgeries, the adrenaline. 534 00:35:39,003 --> 00:35:40,436 Yeah, I do. 535 00:35:45,309 --> 00:35:47,709 Schedule yourself one surgery a day. 536 00:35:47,745 --> 00:35:50,145 In the morning, early, an hour before anyone else. 537 00:35:50,181 --> 00:35:54,481 So at the very least, you start your day good, you start your day cutting. 538 00:35:54,519 --> 00:35:56,783 You don't have to sign all the paperwork. 539 00:35:56,821 --> 00:35:58,982 Patricia is an excellent forger. 540 00:35:59,023 --> 00:36:01,514 If you eat alone in the cafeteria, you are a sitting duck. 541 00:36:01,559 --> 00:36:03,186 You need to eat with someone else. 542 00:36:03,227 --> 00:36:05,889 That way, people are more likely to leave you alone. 543 00:36:10,001 --> 00:36:12,026 - You can eat with me. - [Chuckling] 544 00:36:15,173 --> 00:36:16,401 Thank you. 545 00:36:17,141 --> 00:36:19,541 [Owen] Living is better than dying. 546 00:36:22,380 --> 00:36:24,007 Until it's not. 547 00:36:51,742 --> 00:36:53,334 I'm scared. 548 00:36:54,579 --> 00:36:56,274 [Whispering] Come here. 549 00:37:09,026 --> 00:37:13,292 [Owen] But even if letting a person die is the right thing to do... 550 00:37:16,701 --> 00:37:19,226 ... it's not what surgeons are built for. 551 00:37:21,706 --> 00:37:23,970 We are arrogant and competitive. 552 00:37:30,281 --> 00:37:33,114 [Sighs] I'm sorry. 553 00:37:34,986 --> 00:37:36,681 I know you're mad at me. 554 00:37:42,994 --> 00:37:45,019 I'm not mad. 555 00:37:45,062 --> 00:37:47,929 - I'm in Whoville. - Whoville? 556 00:37:47,965 --> 00:37:50,024 Whoville. 557 00:37:54,839 --> 00:37:56,704 [Owen] We don't like to lose. 558 00:38:01,979 --> 00:38:03,947 Um... 559 00:38:04,882 --> 00:38:06,577 This is really hard for me to say 560 00:38:06,617 --> 00:38:10,246 'cause I really care about you and... 561 00:38:10,288 --> 00:38:12,119 Oh, my God, you're breaking up with me. 562 00:38:12,923 --> 00:38:15,653 Mark? Is it Mark? Are you sleeping with Mark again? 563 00:38:15,693 --> 00:38:19,527 Are you one of those fake lesbians having a vacation in lesbian land? 564 00:38:19,563 --> 00:38:21,326 No. Stop. 565 00:38:23,367 --> 00:38:25,528 God, it's not bad. 566 00:38:27,071 --> 00:38:29,301 This thing I have to tell you isn't bad. 567 00:38:30,174 --> 00:38:32,665 Um... I just... 568 00:38:34,845 --> 00:38:39,441 I want to have a baby. At some point in my life. 569 00:38:40,518 --> 00:38:42,145 That's all. 570 00:38:43,521 --> 00:38:47,252 I really... I have to have a baby. 571 00:38:48,926 --> 00:38:52,589 [Owen] And death feels like a loss... 572 00:38:55,466 --> 00:38:56,933 ... even when we know it's not. 573 00:38:58,269 --> 00:38:59,463 [Knocking on door] 574 00:38:59,503 --> 00:39:02,131 [Owen] We know it's time. 575 00:39:02,173 --> 00:39:04,300 - We know it's right. - Hey, there. 576 00:39:05,042 --> 00:39:07,806 - Hey. - Come in. 577 00:39:13,050 --> 00:39:15,143 I helped my patient die today. 578 00:39:16,587 --> 00:39:18,521 You wanna talk about it? 579 00:39:19,690 --> 00:39:21,214 No. 580 00:39:22,026 --> 00:39:24,324 [Down-tempo music plays] 581 00:39:27,932 --> 00:39:30,730 [Owen] We know we did everything we could. 582 00:39:40,244 --> 00:39:43,645 [Dan] It's OK. You gotta do it. 583 00:39:44,548 --> 00:39:46,778 You gotta do it. I can't make you do it. 584 00:39:48,085 --> 00:39:49,677 You gotta do it. 585 00:39:50,988 --> 00:39:52,785 OK. 586 00:39:52,823 --> 00:39:55,451 [Coughing] 587 00:39:55,493 --> 00:39:57,620 [Choking] 588 00:41:07,798 --> 00:41:09,322 What are you? 589 00:41:09,366 --> 00:41:11,129 [Gasping] 590 00:41:11,836 --> 00:41:13,326 I couldn't sleep. 591 00:41:16,073 --> 00:41:17,199 Are you OK? 592 00:41:17,241 --> 00:41:20,540 [Owen] But it's hard to shake the feeling 593 00:41:20,578 --> 00:41:22,978 that you could have done more. 594 00:41:23,013 --> 00:41:26,744 Yeah. I'm fine. Go back to bed. 595 00:41:29,220 --> 00:41:30,744 Owen... 596 00:41:31,922 --> 00:41:34,914 - What are you thinking? - Nothing. 597 00:41:36,293 --> 00:41:37,954 Nothing. 598 00:41:39,930 --> 00:41:41,454 Go back to bed. 599 00:41:55,813 --> 00:41:58,213 [Helicopter blades whirring] 600 00:41:59,305 --> 00:42:05,471 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org